"Here's your wate- DEREK!." Said Stiles after he spotted him unconscious on the floor.
Stiles dropped the glass of water, letting it fall to the floor, breaking into small pieces.

"Derek Derek." Stiles said as he got to him, turning him around.

"Oh my...Derek what's happening."

Derek's whole body was covered in blueish purple puffy veins, and he was shivering.
When he opened his eye's they were flickering between blue and green, until they stopped and stayed green.

"Derek!." Stiles said after Derek's eye's stopped glowing and his body stopped shivering.

"Derek, Derek please your not dead, say something do something anything move just don't die." Stiles pleaded.

"Derek wake up, your not dead." Stiles said as he looked down at him. "I'm going to call Scott if you don't wake up." Stiles threatened.

Stiles looked him over and then decided to putt his ear to Derek's chest listening for a heartbeat, Stiles immediately felt his blood run cold when there was no heartbeat.

Stiles frantically started to push down on his chest trying to get his heart beating.
"Come on Derek." Stiles said as he shifted to sit over him one leg on each side of Derek.

"Please Derek you can't y...you can't leave me, please." Stiles said as he continued to push down on his chest.

Stiles stopped and put his ear to his chest again, when Stiles pulled back and looked at him,
he felt a not starting to form in his throat and eye's start to water causing his vision to become blurry.
He slid to the side and off of Derek. Reached in his pocket and pulled out his phone.
Stiles brought his arm up to his face and whipped away the tears from his eye's that was blurring his vision.

He pressed a name on his phone and put it back to his ear. "S..scott." said Stiles voice shaky.

"Stiles." Scott said on the other side of the phone.

"Scott it happened," said Stiles.

"What happened?" Scott asked.

"I lost someone else, I wasn't able to save him, why does this always happen to me,...I hate this..."

"Stiles what's wrong, what are you talking about?"

"I tried Scott...I tried to save him but...bu..t I." Stiles said looking towards the body of Derek laying lifeless on the floor beside him.
Stiles turned away tears falling down his face.

"What am I going to do Scott." Stiles said trying his best not to break down.

Your not making since, Where are you? Said Scott.

He looked over at a calendar on his wall, and tears started to fall.

Stiles turned back to Derek and dropped his head down on Derek's chested and said. "I'm sorry Derek."


Scott pulled his phone away from his ear and looked at it to see if Stiles was still on the line then stuck it back to his ear.


Stiles still had his head on Derek when he felt a hand on his head. "What are you sorry for?"

Stiles brought his head up to see Derek's eye's open looking down at him, as there eyes met,
stiles just stared at him in silence like he didn't know what to do or say.

Derek set up, Stiles looking at him dumbfounded.

"Derek." Stiles finally got out.

"You didn't answer my question." Said Derek.

Stiles through his arms around Derek hugging him. Derek fought the urge to return the jester.

"You came back." Said Stiles.

"What do you mean, I never went any where." Said Derek.

"You were dead." Said Stiles.

"I wasn't dead." Said Derek.

"You had no heartbeat." Said Stiles.

"Well I'm talking to you right now so you must have been wrong." Said Stiles.

"I'm pretty sure you wore dead." Said Stiles.

"Well don't pursue a career in the medical field then." said Derek as he stud up.

"Derek this isn't funny I thought you were dead, you have no idea how that felt." Said Stiles. "I thought I had lost you."

Again Derek felt that feeling, that feeling he has been feeling a lot more often when he's around Stiles.

"Shouldn't you have been happy, I thought you always wanted me dead." Derek said with a tone that sounded more like a question.

"Well you know what, I don't know what I want anymore Derek. I continue to help you even though you treat me like crap, and if Danny's right then-"

"Danny, That guy whom help us that time?" Derek said cutting Stiles off.

"Yes he said the reason why I keep helping you is because no matter how bad family may treat each other sometimes,
there always there for you when you need it.
But we're not family were not friends so what are we?"

"I don't know." Derek answered in a sincere voice.

"Well I'm tired of not knowing." Said Stiles.