"Umm well you look...um alive." Stiles said finding something to say.

"What do you want Stiles." Said Derek.

"Wow is that anyway to greet the person whom saved your life." Said Stiles.

"I thought you said I died." Derek said standing in the door way.

"seriously!, we need to talk." Stiles said trying the same tactic he did with Scott,
but failed miserably when he tried to come through the door and bumped into Derek bouncing off like a tennis ball
that was just thrown against a wall. "Oh my god your really solid."

"No we don't, Go home Stiles." Derek said with finality, closing the door in Stiles's face.

"Oh Come on." Stiles Said lifting his arms up in the air and dropping them back down,
out of frustration.

"Just go away, leave me alone for once, Please." Derek thought to himself,
he wanted him to leave he really did, but for a whole nother reason then Stiles may think.

Stiles knocked on the door. "Deeeerek I know you're in there,"
stiles said in a sing-song voice. "you did just shut the door on my face."

Derek rolled his eye's he knew the kid wasn't going to go away that easy.

"I never closed the door in your face. Then again I can't since you never use the door."

Derek pushed air out of his nose, opening the door. "And whose fault his that."
Derek said standing back in front of the door.

"Not mine, I've never accused you of anything." Said Stiles.

"Really." Said Derek.

"Really. It was never me, always Scotts doing."

"Your still responsible." Said Derek.

Stiles dropped his mouth open. "How was it my responsibility?"

"He's your friend you could have said something."

"I tried too, no I did say something but he was determined to pin it on you,
he said since you were dead it didn't matter. But I would never accuse someone of something they didn't do.
Unless they were seriously evil and deserve it."

"Well that's good to know,…bye." Derek said as he started to close the door.
But immediately stopped when Stiles stuck his arm in the doorway.

"Do you want to lose your arm." Said Derek.

"No." Said Stiles.

"Then why did you do that?"

"I knew you would stop." Said Stiles.

"Oh god I have two of them." Said Derek.

"Two of what?" Stiles asked.

"Nothing." Derek said shaking off the annoying thought. "Just get in here."
Derek said grabbing Stiles and pulling him inside.

"Now make it quick, I have things to do." Said Derek.

"Umm well, Scotts been have trouble staying human, do you know why?"

Derek's eye's started to wonder away from Stiles.

"Derek if you know anything tell me." Said Stiles.

Derek was looking away from him doing his best not to make eye contact with Stiles.
Stiles could tell he was trying to hide something.

"Hunters Moon is it real?" Stiles said abruptly.

"Where did you hear that?"

"…I looked it up on the…Internet." Said Stiles.

Derek frowned. "Stiles-"

"I know I know don't believe everything you read on the internet
but it's all I got, since you won't tell me anything."

"That's because none of this really has anything to do with you."
Derek said trying to explain his actions.

"But it does Derek, it has all to do with me,
this is all practically my fault."

"What are you talking about, none of this is your fault your innocent in all of it,
which is why I want to keep I-"

"Derek!" Stiles said cutting him off. "Your wrong if it wasn't for me none of this would have happened to Scott,
he wouldn't be going through this."

:

Nathan hearing the commotion came to see what was going on.

"Derek I'm the one who brought him out there that night,
if it wasn't for me he wouldn't have gotten attacked."

Derek begin to walk towards Stiles, he knew what it was like to blame yourself for something.
"Don't blame yourself ok." Derek said in a soft voice, once he got up to Stiles. "It's not going to make it any better,
your just going to keep blaming yourself and blaming yourself until it all weighs down on you, and you lose it."

Stiles was looking at him seeing and hearing something he didn't normally find coming from Derek, Sincerity.

"And I don't want that to happen to you Stiles, I don't want you to change the way you are."
Derek said stepping closer to him saying more then he should but he couldn't help it, he just wasn't thinking straight.
just like he couldn't stop himself from doing what he was about to do.

"Okaaay and this is my Que.." Nathan said seeing his Alpha sliding his left hand up under Stiles's shirt,
leaning in to assumingly kiss the young boy he had spoken to just the other day. as he turned to leave,
it all made sense to him now.

Stiles felt his heart pounding. Ether it was from fear or something else, he wasn't quit sure,
all he knew was that the hot wave flowing through his body was making him feel like he was about to have a panic attack.
For a second Stiles could have sworn he felt his heart pound so hard that it flew out of his chest,
he was almost sure that if he was to look down he would see it dangling from his chest.
As he felt Derek's lips brush his.

But luckily for him it ended as just a brush of lips when Derek heard something outside,
turning his head to listen. "Shhh Stiles." said Derek.

"…But…but I didn't say anything." Stiles said still confused with the situation.

But Stiles was right he didn't say anything,
what Derek was hearing was Stiles's heart pounding.

"Stiles quit."

Stiles looked at Derek with his lips pressed together in a line,
like he was trying to show Derek that he wasn't saying anything.

"Stiles be quit for a second." Derek said still assisting that Stiles was making noise.

Stiles rolled his eye's. "Oh my god." He mumbled under his breath. "Fine you win I'll leave."
Stiles said as he begin to walk towards the door.

"Stiles." Derek said still not fully aware of what he was doing, grabbed Stiles pushed him up against the wall pressing
his body hard against Stiles, chest to chest, Stiles squirmed trying to move Derek back.

"Stop moving." Derek whisper into Stiles's ear, sending shiver down Stiles spine.
as he pushed himself even more against Stiles, Derek slid his right leg in-between Stiles's,
pressing against him to secure him from moving.

Stiles breathed Derek's name and twitched trying to move back, but was already pined against the wall.
Derek had both his arms on each side of Stiles, forearms resting on the wall.

Stiles tried to get Derek's attention again by saying his name, and doing all he could to push him off with his hands
that were at Derek's waist pushing against him, but Derek's right hand came over his mouth cutting him off. From saying anymore.

Stiles Groaned. Confused with the sound that had just escaped him, well he knew what the sound was,
but why he was feeling what he was feeling and whom was making him feel it was what he wanted too know.

Yes Derek's leg was between his brushing up against him but the fact that it was Derek should have dispelled all of that.