Scratch here! okayyyyyy... so apparently my chapter thing got a serious glitch when I uploaded it, and the whole thing deleted =.="so yeah, while I'm retrieving it, I made this poem story thing to keep u guys occupied. It's not mine, but from the yaoi doujinshi "Unclear." In case anyone's confused, it's about sebby being in pain because he lives for eternity, his feelings about his contract w/ ciel, and what happens when he eats his soul... (p.s, I found a pretty good song to listen to while reading this. here: watch?v=7rItYoSxXxo Now just skip to about 7:47 and tada!)
WARNING: SO MUCH FEELSSSSSSSSSSS
Enjoy~!
A Poem From "Unclear"
Day After Day I Was Wandering After My Desire For Pleasure...
Every Day, Tediously, Tediously, Tediously Tedious...
Taking My Fill More Than Yesterday
Don't Let Me Hope For Tomorrow
Yes...
Let Me Hear Your Wailing Cry...
Ravenously Consuming, Messily Slurping Fishy Smelling Souls
With The Elegance Of Desire...
Deceiving With Sweet Words
The Years Passing Slowly
Contracts With Pure Little girls.
All The Souls Constantly Collecting In The Black Heart Which I Do Not Have.
There Were No Impulses Which Disturbed Me,
Nor Was There Anything That Quenched The Thirst Deep Inside Me.
...There Was Nothing That Reached Me...
I Didn't Sleep
I Didn't Get Tired
And I Didn't Stand Still.
Every Day Was So Tedious I Got Fed Up With It.
I Ended Up Thinking 'To What Length Is It Okay For Me To Still Live On?'
And So I Went
Insane
You, Who I Made A Contract With On A Whim,
Hating To Loose Because Of Your Pride,
Very Cute And As Impulsive As A Cat.
Isn't It Whimsical To Become An Imitation Of A Butler For The Master Of A Household Who Is An Incompetent and Fragile Child?
To Grow White Roses For His Sake,
To Make Sweets For His Sake,
To Think About What Clothes You Will Wear Tomorrow,
With Which Ribbon...
Iv'e Begun To Think That A Wonderful Every Day Like That Isn't So Bad.
It Seems Like The Life Of A Fragile, Evanescent Human Being Would Crumble The Second You Wanted To Look Away From Them.
I Have Started To See The Value In The Fact That I Don't Need To Sleep
I Can Keep Looking At You Forever...
It's Odd, Isn't It?
It's Odd...
If Only You Knew I Am Thinking About Such Things...
...Hmm...
The Growth Of Humans...
Isn't It Too Fast?
I Can Feel Him On My Cheek...
He Is Warm...
His Body Temperature Is Different From Mine.
What Kind Of Face Will I Make...
When I Part With You For The Last Time...?
THE FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS ;-;
~Scratchkitty~ =^_^=
