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Chapter 21 – Dream come true
EPOV
"Bella..." I moaned out in excitement as her lips trailed down my chest. Her silky soft hands was gently stroking up and down my shaft. Her hands were driving me crazy and my sight was incoherent.
"I want you, Edward, so much" her strokes grew more urgent. "Why don't you want me back?" She cried.
My eyes shot open, a little incoherent from the sleep I've fallen into on the couch.
I looked around the room frantically...
I rubbed my eyes with my thumbs. I was exhausted because I wasn't sleeping very well the last couple of weeks. I had no reason to not sleep; everything was going so well between Bella and me…
It was a month after Bella left Jake at the altar. One month of pure happiness and bliss. We've been on dates, took the kids out every weekend and even discussed moving in together.
I had bought the damn mansion I wanted, but Bella and I had decided that moving in together was a bit too soon. I was disappointed, but relieved at the same time. I knew once we would have moved in together, we would have to take our relationship to the next level, and to be honest; I wasn't ready a few weeks ago. Now, I had no idea what I was feeling, and what I was ready for.
I wanted her, fuck, I wanted her, now more than ever. I haven't slept because I've been dreaming of sleeping with her, making sweet fucking love to her. Other times, I would dream that she was judging me because of what had happened to her, or she would freak out because I was afraid to make love to her...she would end up leaving me in the end and I would wake up with a start and in a pissy mood.
I sighed.
I knew I needed to have that talk with Bella, but I was afraid that she would think I was a pussy or full of shit.
I looked around Emmett's lounge and groaned. I wanted to be with my family night and day, instead I was still living with my brother. It wasn't that bad, considering my father still had all his children under one roof, and we were able to take care of him and spend some quality time with him.
Bella and my children had moved into the three story mansion that I bought three weeks ago. Bella was as stubborn as always about the move, but I refused to have her live in that apartment, and Bella experienced firsthand just how stubborn I've became over the years. I wanted to take care of her and our children. I wanted to give them everything they deserved and more. I wanted to give Tristan and Abbey everything they had missed out on in their lives.
I was supposed to meet Bella for dinner - just the two of us - while Em and Rose would take Tristan and Abbey for the night. I had no idea what Bella had planned, but it was the perfect opportunity to have that talk with her. I was in desperate need to make our relationship work. And, I knew that we wouldn't have been able to pull it off with my insecurities and fears.
I took my time getting ready, dressing in casual jeans and a shirt with my black vans. We were having dinner at our house; I wasn't living there but I thought about the house as our home.
I had bought a house a few blocks from Emmett's house because it was a family safe environment. So, it took me about ten minutes to drive to the white house with tall security fencing and gates. The garden was beautiful and round the house off perfectly. I knew Bella loved working in the garden because it relaxed her and she always said it was like therapy to her. She would spend hours in the garden when we were kids and I remembered how I would be grossed out by her sweaty attire and body when she was done. But, when we were a little older and she was working frantically in her father's garden, I would be so turned on when tiny sweat drops formed on her forehead and would run down her temples...the way she wiped the sweat with the back of her hand and exhaled loudly while running her hand down her clothes was the death of me. Whenever she had done that, I would grab her and run her up the stairs and have my way with her in the shower, lathering her with soap, rubbing her sore and tense muscles and then fuck her brains out.
When we moved to LA, I never even realized how much she had missed that. I was so preoccupied in the band, writing music and touring, that I never paid attention how drawn back she had become. When I look back now, I saw how dead Bella became...and it wasn't sudden, it came over the years we had spent in hotel rooms. She wasn't happy and I never paid attention to her to have seen what the fuck was happening. I was selfish because my dreams were coming true and – at the time – nothing else had mattered to me.
I gripped the steering wheel tighter and my knuckles turned white as I thought about what a selfish prick I was.
I climbed out of my car and walked towards the door with a heavy and burdened heart. Reliving the past was a bitch, especially when you're walking down that road and all you could see was every damn mistake you've made to jeopardize your relationship with the one person you had promised you'd never hurt. The one person you promised to love forever.
Bella and I had a fight, a week ago, about sex. It wasn't any ordinary argument; it was downright an explosive fight with pent-up rage and fury.
My mind drifted back in time, the words were recorded into my mind.
Bella and I were kissing on the couch and her touches had become urgent and needy. I knew where she wanted the kisses and touches to lead, but we haven't even talked about it yet. So, I slowed the kiss and gently removed her hands from my zipper.
For a moment she looked sad, but that look only lasted for about two seconds before she literally exploded. Her eyes were shooting fireballs at me as she went off.
"Why the fuck won't you touch me?" She yelled.
"Bella, we talked about this-"
"No, Edward, you talked about this. I don't believe the 'I'm not ready' shit anymore" she threw her hands into the air and jumped to her feet. "I know it's about Sam raping me, but what I don't get, is why you would fucking lie about it?"
"It's not about Sam, Bella" I sighed.
"Then why? Just talk to me, Edward. Two months ago you couldn't control yourself around me-"
"What?" I yelled out in disbelief.
"You tried everything to get back into my pants, every opportunity you fucking had was about sex" she threw at me, "but ever since you heard about Sam, you refuse to touch me, and you make up shit about not being ready and doing everything right"
My anger was fueled by her words as I remembered how she accused me of only wanting to get back into her pants when we were in the Jacuzzi.
"I never wanted you for sex, Bella. If I only wanted sex I could have gotten it anywhere I wanted. I fucking love you and I was fighting to get you back, dammit" I yelled out just as furious.
Her eyes were wide, her chest rose and fell fast and her hands were shaking.
"Get out, Edward" she said softly, but with dominance.
"Yeah, I was leaving anyways" I said back stubbornly. "Call me when you've calmed the fuck down. You are wrong, Bella, on so many levels. I'm not saying that I'm right, but what you just said to me was hurtful and fucking wrong...I never used you for sex, Bella, I have always loved you. Always!" I whispered and walked away while Bella sobbed loudly.
I barely made it to Emmett's house when she called me and apologized. Of course, I went back there straight away and apologized myself. We were both hurting and said some pretty mean things, but it was part of being in a relationship, I guess.
I remembered when we were in high school how Bella accused me of cheating. One of the senior girls liked me and tried to get my attention by rubbing herself onto me whenever I walked passed her, or she would come to my lunch table and rub her big fucking tits in my face with Bella sitting right next to me. We had a major argument and ignored each other for a week. I was miserable without her and after Bella saw how miserable I was, she came back and apologized.
I chuckled when I remembered how Bella punched that girl the very next day when she tried go rub her tits in my face again. It was funny as hell, even after Bella was expelled for two weeks. She had said that it was worth it because from that day forward, no one messed with her guy again. Charlie was pissed at me, though, corrupting his little girl. I had thought that it was the hottest thing, ever, my girl claiming what was hers in the first place, and fighting for it. Hot as hell!
The smile was still plastered on my face when I opened the door and entered the warm and loving home.
The aroma of cheesecake filled my nostrils and my stomach growled. My feet carried me to the kitchen as I followed the aroma.
Bella was dancing to some stupid pop song, but the way she swung her hips was sexy and hot as fuck. She hadn't noticed me yet, so I leaned against the doorframe, crossing my arms and swallowing hard.
She was wearing a little black dress, clinging tightly to her perfect body. The material hugged every curve as she swayed along the ridiculous song. My eyes roamed over her body, pausing on her long legs. A fantasy of having those legs wrapped around my hips, played out in front of me and I instantly grew hard as fuck. I have jerked myself off for so long now and my dick longed for something more than the palm of my hand. He longed for the warm, wet tightness of Bella and wanted to be buried balls deep into her.
Can I get a little love
In this room,
I need to feel
Skin and bone
Connected in
The dark tonight
I need to feel you
I shook my head and turned my attention back to Bella, whom have turned around and was staring back at me with a deep crimson blush on her beautiful face. Her eyes were guarded, but once she looked back into my eyes, she relaxed and her eyes filled with a mixture of passion, lust, want and love.
"Hi" she whispered before she bit down on her bottom lip.
"Hi" I smiled.
I was unable to move and my twitching dick reminded me how much and how desperately I needed Bella.
She danced towards me in a seductive way and my arms dropped to my sides.
"I've missed you" she said before her arms crept around my neck. I wrapped my arms around her hips and pulled her to me before our lips connected in a passionate and electrifying kiss.
Our lips moved in perfect synchronization, eliciting moans and whimpers from the both of us. I nipped and sucked on her bottom lip while she was working on my top lip. After we caressed one anthers lips, she opened her hot mouth and I slowly pushed my tongue into her mouth where her tongue patiently awaited mine. My tongue swirled around hers and soon our tongues were fighting for dominance. She tasted sweet and the warmth was enticing. I was panting with need and want, and with Bella's trembling body in my arms, I knew she was trembling with the same needs.
It brought me back to the talk I wanted to have with her tonight, so I slowed our kiss, but Bella had other plans. She held onto me and refused to let go and for the hell of me, I couldn't get away from her lips. Our lips were glued together, but I gently wrapped my hands around her arms and literally pushed her off of me.
A hint of frustration and sadness flickered in her brown eyes, before she turned around and went back to working on dinner. She hadn't said a word and was standing with her back to me. My chest constricted when I saw her shoulders shaking...
"Love, can we talk for a bit?" I asked softly.
She turned around and the pain in her eyes crippled me.
"I never loved Jake like I should have because it has always been you" she started to say, "but he never rejected me because of what happened with Sam. He stood by me and helped me to trust again. He helped me to get over my fears about sex and helped me to be intimate, conquering my fears" she said with tears rolling down her cheeks.
My heart was broken as she told me about her and Jake's relationship. It hurt to have known they were sleeping together...not that I was judging her because I had done the same with Leah and Tanya, but it broke my heart to learn that Jake was the one to help Bella with her intimacy issues. I had no idea why I had thought that she wasn't sleeping with Jake, but I had and it was stupid of me to have been so ignorant.
Bella had no issues with sex, as she so clearly explained a few seconds ago. Jake had helped with that.
"I love you, Edward, and it literally kills me that you are repulsed by what had happened to me" she sobbed softly.
"Bella, no. Is that what you're thinking?" I asked in a gasp.
"What am I supposed to think? You refuse to touch me...you don't even kiss me the way I remember"
"I'm such a fucking idiot" I slapped myself on my forehead.
I quickly made my way to her and pulled her into my arms, hugging her fiercely.
"I'm so sorry, love, I'm sorry" I whispered against her ear and kissed her head over and over.
"It's okay, I understand, Edward. You're entitled to your feelings-"
"Love, that's not what I meant" I smiled and she looked up at me with confusion, so I explained immediately.
"I wasn't sure how you handled intimacy after what Sam had done to you, Bella. I was afraid that you would have flashbacks or have meltdowns if I made love to you. It would destroy me if you would freak out while I loved you"
She smiled sadly, "it was hard in the beginning, especially since I can't remember what exactly that bastard had done to me, but I pulled through, Edward. Even though my relationship with Jake was nothing compared to what I have had with you, he helped me to get over the fear...he had a lot of patience" she explained, and although it hurt to have heard about Jake, I knew I needed to hear it because he was part of the reason she was healed and fearless.
"I wasn't ready in the beginning, to make love to you, because I was angry and afraid and guilty. But, after a while I was just afraid to touch you and maybe trigger something" I chuckled while shaking my head.
"What's so funny" she asked.
"We should always be honest to one another and we should always, always communicate, love" I smiled.
"You're right" she laughed softly, "This, though, was all on you, Cullen, you and your new-found stubbornness"
"I remembered how much you've changed after we moved to LA. I saw the change, but wrote it off as a new town, new life and stress. I witnessed how dead your soul became and did absolutely nothing about it because I was happy fulfilling my dreams" I explained, "we should have talked about it all those years ago, Bella, we should have communicated because we would have spared one another a lot of hurt"
"I know. I waited too long to tell you I wasn't happy and you chose to believe that I was ecstatic because it suited your new life. I wanted you to be happy and chose not to say anything to destroy your dreams"
"Never again, Bella, never again" I said slowly. "I'm never losing you again because of miscommunication...I'll never make you unhappy again. I'll strive every single day to make every wish of yours come true and make you completely happy...forever" I swore.
Her eyes darkened and she sucked her bottom lip into her mouth again.
"Every wish?" She asked softly.
"Every wish that is within my power, Love" I said.
"You promise?" She asked again.
I nodded slowly, "I promise, Bella" I forced out.
"Then make me yours again, Edward" she said in hitched breaths.
My eyes widened and I swallowed hard a couple of times. I have fallen into her trap without even realizing it, but I couldn't have been happier about the trap she had set up. I was going to make her mine again…after ten agonizing years, she would finally be mine again.
"Are you sure?" I asked hesitantly, but my dick almost jumped out of my pants from the excitement I had felt.
"I'm sure" she smiled, "I love you"
"I love you, too, so fucking much" I said hoarsely.
"Then show me" she whispered.
She had no reason to even ask me twice and when I moved closer to her, my dick literally screamed hallelujah. This was it...the moment I have only had the privilege of dreaming about ever since I ran into Bella again. The moment I've longed for for ten years...
I cupped her cheeks between my hands and gently pulled her face towards mine, leaning in and claiming her full, swollen lips. Lust filled the atmosphere and soon we were moaning into each other's mouths. This time the kiss wasn't controlled and slow, but frantic and needy.
She fiddled with the hem of my shirt and I held my arms up to pull it over my head. Her hands were everywhere, but when she tried to unzip my pants, I stopped her.
"Edward, I thought-"
"Not here, Love, not like this" I said out of breath.
"Is this another excuse?" She pouted.
I chuckled and tucked a strand of her chestnut hair behind her ear.
"No, love, there's nothing more I want to do than to make love to you. It would make me the happiest man on earth"
"I just meant that I don't want to do this in the kitchen like some horny fucking teenager...I want you in a bed because I plan on ravishing every single part of your sexy body" I explained and watched in awe and excitement how her dark brown eyes darkened even more with lust.
"Don't make me wait another second, Edward" she whispered in haggard breaths. Her chest rose and fell from the same anticipation I was feeling.
I stood up and held my hand out for hers, I wanted to carry her, but that would have taken forever to get up the three flights of stairs.
We laughed and ran like kids up the stairs, stopping every few seconds to steal a few kisses. Excitement, lust, love, passion and anticipation filled the air around us and created an atmosphere of sizzling electricity.
Once we made it to her room, she headed for the bathroom and asked me to wait a few seconds. I took the chance to get rid of my clothing and only left my boxers on.
I took the moment to look around Bella's room. It was spacious and open, filled with modern furniture and warm colors.
The bathroom door clicked open and I moved my eyes towards the sound, gasping for air when they locked on Bella.
She was wearing a midnight blue lace bra and thong set. The color contrasted her porcelain skin beautifully and I felt myself grow hard again.
"Bella, you are so beautiful" I managed to croak out.
She smiled shyly as she slowly made her way towards me. Her chest, neck and cheeks were flushed with a deep crimson and my heartbeat picked up.
Her bra and thong were completely see-through, causing my heart to run a mile a second.
I ran my fingers down her arms, eliciting goose bumps over her entire body, and stopped at her hands. I pulled her towards the bed and she lay down on her back. I stood back and scanned her body. She tried to cover her stomach with her hands but I shook my head sideways.
"Don't ever hide your beautiful body from me" I whispered in a thick voice, swallowing hard.
"My body changed, Edward, there's stretch marks-"
"They represent our children, love, which makes them hot as fuck" I soothed.
I am sick with fever 'cos I know
What's coming next
Turn that music down now
Your breathing is
The perfect soundtrack
I climbed onto the bed and leaned down to explore her stomach, which had very feint stretch marks from her pregnancies. I took my time and kissed every single one, flicking my tongue out and ghosting it along the marks. Her hips bucked and her breaths were labored.
After I paid much needed attention to her lower abdomen, I sat back onto my heels and looked down in awe at Bella splayed out in front of me. Her hair sprawled over the pillows, her bottom lip was caught between her teeth and her eyes were almost golden from passion and lust.
Her hips were much fuller from the pregnancy, but she still had the most amazing body to me.
As my fingers trialed up her sides and over her ribcage, she trembled and arched her back at my touch. My thumbs gently stroked the edge of her breasts and the sexiest, most erotic whimper escaped her quivering lips.
I unclasped her bra at the front and watched in lust as her beautiful and luscious creamy peaks sprung free.
"So beautiful" I murmured.
"You're killing me, Edward" she gasped while I lightly traced circles around her pink nipples, and my dick literally twitched and ached when the pink delicateness hardened beneath my touch.
"Patience, love, we have the whole night and the rest of our lives" I whispered lustfully, "let me make this special for you"
"Being with you is like a dream come true, Edward. You already make me feel special by loving me"
I hovered over her and started kissing her lips, softly, ghosting my tongue over her lips before I moved down her jawline. I kissed from one side to the other before I trailed down and took my time exploring her neck where I felt her pulse pounding fast and erratically. She arched her back, pushing her head deeper into the pillow. Her bare chest touched mine and I growled when I felt her nipples against me.
My lips ghosted down her shoulders and back to her collarbone. I felt her heartbeat and it was unsteady as I was sure mine was, too.
I kissed every inch of her skin until I reached the creamy mounds which had called my name since the moment they sprung free from that sexy lace that covered them a few moments ago.
I paused and took my time because I truly wanted to enjoy this experience. I wanted this moment to be carved into my memory and onto my heart. I wanted to give her the most erotic pleasure I possibly could and also wanted her to remember this exact moment...forever!
I started kissing a line down between her two perfectly round and soft breasts, reveling the way her chest rise and falls with each haggard breath before I let my tongue traced around the border of the left one. I delicately covered the other with my hand, appreciating the way it had fitted perfectly under my palm, enjoying the silky softness of it.
When I reached the peak of her breast - the result of loveliness - I took her nipple into my mouth, flicking it with my tongue, eliciting gasps and moans from Bella. Her noises spurred me on in the right direction, reminding me what she had always enjoyed. I couldn't wait to learn everything about her body again, and I smiled with her tip in my mouth, knowing that I have forever to worship every inch of her. I wouldn't take one moment with Bella for granted ever again. I would cherish and worship her for the rest of my life...I knew now what I had lost once and I would never make that same mistake again.
I moved my mouth to the other breast, loving it just as much as the other. While lost in my action, nibbling, sucking, kissing, Bella moved her hands down my back and stroked gently over my bare lower back. Fuck, I loved when she touched me, and all I could think of now was our naked skin pressed together, nothing between us, not even air. My back sizzled with electricity as her nails gently scratched a path from bottom to top and back again.
With a reverent kiss on her nipple, I let her breast fall gently from my mouth; my mouth and tongue already missed the softness that was filling me a moment ago.
I sat back on my heels, tracing my index finger from the middle of her breasts all the way down to her bellybutton. Goose bumps erupted on her skin and I felt my lips curled into a smile. Bella followed my actions with her eyes, watching my fingers before her eyes connected with mine. She looked back at me with so much love that I had to choke back the sob that was about to escape.
Her soft hands reached for my chest and traced the tattoo that I already knew every line and curve off.
"I love this tattoo" she whispered softly with tears rolling down her cheeks. "It is just another reminder that you never forgot about me"
"Never" I swallowed.
I resumed my previous position, hovering over her again, desperately wanting to kiss her.
"I love you, Bella. I have never stopped loving you," I retorted against her neck. I growled at the sensations of our naked top halves touching. The stiffness of her nipples with the softness of her breast and the silkiness of her skin pressed against the hard planes of my body, was mind-blowing to say the least.
Slowly, I wound the fabric at her hips around my fingers, pulling them down inch by fucking inch, letting my lips trail behind, and kissed the length of her legs. When I reached her toes, I pulled them off completely and tossed them through the air.
From my vantage point at her feet, I have a perfect view of Bella's naked body, and she was the most mouthwatering creature - laid out before me.
We are getting closer now
I can hear your body sing
I can taste you on my lips
And feel your fingernails dig in
"Bella," I growled, letting it roll deeply through my body. I have never needed anything the way I needed her. The love I felt was overflowing from me, large enough to fill the area of the galaxy. Her eyes darkened again and I was sure that my eyes weren't their usual emerald green.
I leaned down again to claim her lips while my fingers traced down her body again, pausing at her inner thighs, before I ran my fingers down her slit. I moaned at her hot wetness and Bella moaned out loud with a shudder.
"So wet" I kissed her lips, "so hot" I kissed her again before I slipped my finger into her opening completely, "and still so fucking tight" I kissed her with more urgency now.
"Only for you" she gasped out before another moan escaped her swollen lips. She was grinding her sex against my hand, wanting some sort of friction, wanting more from me.
I chuckled and held her hips still with my free hand. I could see that she was so close to losing it and I wanted to give her body the release she so desperately needed. I wanted to give her so much pleasure before I finally buried myself inside her.
"I want to taste you, love. Can I taste you?" I asked hoarsely, but in a desperate tone.
She was only able to nod and my mouth watered at the thought of licking, sucking and kissing her wet sex. My tongue almost trembled in anticipation as I moved closer to her. Her arousal filled my nostrils and my dick literally ached for Bella.
I pushed her legs apart and looked at her from between her legs. Her sex was bare and it felt amazing. My finger was still pumping in and out of her, so I slowly leaned down and flicked my tongue out to her swollen clit. She shuddered when I blew my hot breath over her nub.
I dipped another finger into her hotness and curled them, pumping slowly in and out of her. The sounds that she was making were enough to almost make me cum in my boxers. I flattened my tongue against her clit and licked before I sucked the sweetness into my mouth, nipping it softly between my teeth. She cried out and raised her hips slightly.
"Oh my...Edward" she moaned, eliciting another shudder from her body as I licked again. My name that rolled off of her tongue drove me crazy. "So…good" she panted, rolling her head from side to side.
I slowly removed my fingers and kissed down her folds to her opening. I licked all the way back to her nub before I went back to her opening. I dipped the tip of my tongue into her wet sex and groaned. My lips vibrated against her and Bella's hips rose upwards, but I wasn't having any of that, so I grabbed her hips with my hands and held her down before I plunged my tongue deeper into her. Her juices were sweet, mixed with a taste of salty bitterness.
I held her down with one hand while my other hand came back to her center, flicking her clit between my index finger and thumb. I licked and sucked as my fingers rubbed her clit.
"Edward, I'm..." She yelled.
Her body convulsed and shuddered like a fucking earthquake as she came hard into my mouth. I drank her liquids like a man that was trapped in a desert for days without water. I thirsted for her and swallowed greedily everything she had given me. The sweetest and most heavenly nectar on this planet.
She was still shaking when her hands grabbed my hair and pulled me away from her.
"Too sensitive" she said out of breath. I chuckled.
I sat up and stared down at the flushed body of the love of my life. Her eyes were closed and her hand rested in her hair. Her chest heaved from exhaustion and her cheeks were colored with a light pink.
The moment she opened her eyes I felt like crying. So much love, worship, reverence, passion and joy filled her beautiful orbs. I've never experienced this kind of love from her...it was deeper, more mature from what we had ten years ago.
"Edward" she gasped, "please make love to me" she begged.
"You never have to ask again, love" I said with emotion.
I quickly rid of my boxers before I joined her on the bed again. She looked at my erection and swallowed hard, licking her lips seductively.
"Have you had enough?" I asked in a playful manner.
Her cheeks turned crimson and I chuckled loudly.
"It's...ur...been a while since I've seen you" she explained, still blushing.
"I don't mind that you're ravishing me with your eyes, love" I chuckled, "but I'd prefer the real thing right about now"
Her blush deepened before a smile broke onto her lips.
"Condom?" I asked.
She shook her head, "I'm on the pill"
I frowned with a smile.
"You were on the pill when we made Tristan" I argued playfully.
"Edward, do you seriously want to do this now?" She huffed, "get a condom, don't get a condom...but please get your ass over here and make love to me already"
I laughed out loud before I situated myself in between her legs. My dick was an aching mess when Bella's heat radiated from her center onto my dick. I pushed my hand in between our aching bodies and slipped my fingers through her slickness and dipped it into her soaking sex. She was so wet and so fucking ready for me.
She gasped from my curling fingers inside of her and took her bottom lip into her mouth again. I leaned down and released it before I trapped it again between my teeth, tugging and nipping.
So just breathe, breathe
You know you want this
Stay, stay
We're almost perfect
Don't speak
Take your time
Let the moment take you away
I pulled back slightly, so I could see her face. I lined myself up, rubbing the tip of my cock against her entrance, and she moaned loudly, giving me the encouragement I needed. I stopped once the head was in, letting her adjust before I slowly pushed in, inch by inch. My mouth was over hers - not touching at the moment -, her sweet breath washed over me.
With eyes gripped tightly shut and heavy breath, she stayed still as a statue, and for the moment, I ceased to breathe, to move. After a few agonizing seconds she lifted her hips and opened her eyes. I pulled back slightly before pushing all the way in, my body flushed against hers in every way possible. A single teardrop rolled down my eyes as I filled her. There were no words for the love I had felt for this woman. My love for Bella was more than the grains of sand that covered this earth and more than the stars in the galaxy. It expanded everything and more…
"Fuck!" she exclaimed with a hiss as I moved again. "That feels..." she trailed off as her head lolled back, "familiar, yet, unfamiliar in so many ways"
I knew what she was talking about because I had felt it, too. Our love felt different and being connected like this after ten agonizing years was beyond my wildest dreams. Yet, there was something much deeper between us...deeper than the love we felt ten years ago. There was need that neither of us had ever felt and there was pain from being apart for so long. Love lost and love found…everything thrown into our hearts.
"You feel so good," I panted into her ear after I kissed up her neck. "You were made for me, Bella, you complete me"
"Only you," she groaned, raising her head and bringing her lips to mine. This is how it was supposed to be. This was all I would ever need. Our bodies, lips, hearts, souls, everything we had were connected, working together as one, filling everything that had been empty for so long and bringing us back to life.
"Bella, I'm not going... Feel so good...too good... so tight..." I mumbled with each stroke. "I need to watch you first. Cum for me, love." I said breathlessly. I raised myself and brought my hand in-between us where my finger started rubbing her clit in circles.
"So close... like that." She rolled her hips, giving as much as she was taking, and I growled at the sensation. I was not going to last much longer.
"Edward, Edward, Edward..." My name fell from her lips repeatedly with small gasps and groans thrown in between. It filled me with love, hearing her say my name, while I showed her how much I fucking love her.
Her body tensed around my cock as I continued to thrust and flicked her clit. I watched as she reached her peak and her orgasm took over her body. Her shoulders shook from the intensity and her back arched, pushing her tightly against my chest as I leaned down again. Her face was so beautiful as she hits her high, and I wanted to make her look like that all the time, every single second of every day. Bella was sexy, but Bella exploding in an orgasm was beyond this world. The way her eyes rolled into the back of her head, the way her body trembled and convulsed, the intensity as her center convulsed around my cock – clamping down hard around my dick, was the death of me.
With her body convulsed around mine, her inner muscles firmly gripping my dick, I followed her into oblivion, giving into the feelings, the sights, the sounds and the smells. I exploded, and she took everything I had to offer into her. It was the most amazing thing I had experienced, utter bliss. I've come home and I was pretty sure that my dick was in the seventh heaven right about now.
As I came down from my orgasm, I reluctantly pulled out before I collapsed next to her; my body was physically shaking in the best possible way. We just lay there for a minute on our backs, side by side as we both gasped for breath.
I closed my eyes with a giant smile on my face. Her tiny hand grabbed mine, interlocking our fingers, so I turned my head to look at her. Once again, I was overcome by how beautiful she was, and I was so honored to have been able to call her mine.
She smiled at me, lost in love and sexual satisfaction, and I smiled back, sure that my eyes reflected the same feelings.
"I love you...forever," she finally said with a small nod as she leaned in and brought her lips to mine.
"I love you, too, Bella...forever and always" I said. "You're mine now, forever" I added.
"Only yours" she sighed as she lined her body up with mine and lay in the crooked of my arm.
The feelings I experienced was indescribable. I have never felt this kind of intensity with Bella before and everything was new to me now. It was as if I had made love to Bella for the first time...never realized that these kinds of feelings were real.
"I want to marry you, Bella" I said and shocked myself by my mutterings. I felt my eyes widened. I had no idea where that had come from, but I said it already, so I lay there and waited for her to say something.
A gasp was the only sound that escaped her lips...
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A/n: so...what did you think? I'm still a little new with the lemons and is still shy at the outcome...so I'd like to hear your honest thoughts please...Edwards proposal? Haha, yeah right, that was hardly a proposal but it came out...what do you think Bella's reaction will be?