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Chapter Thirty - Isle Esme
EPOV
It was a week after Christmas and the day before we were leaving for Isle Esme. It was almost the end of the year; a year filled with so much pain and anguish, but also the year Bella and I reconciled. A year filled with love and happiness, but most importantly, hope. Hope for a better future. Hope for conquering our fears and come out stronger than we ever were.
To say that our lives have been perfect would be a complete and huge fucking lie. Bella and I argued a lot...
I tried, fuck; I've tried to keep myself calm. I've tried to just shut the fuck up whenever she had one of her moods, but it was hard sometimes. I know she had been through a lot but a lot of her arguments weren't even valid. Her reasoning sucked and she complained about little shit.
Like yesterday, I forgot to put my razor back in its place. Fuck me, she went crazy and started a heated argument about it. To be honest, she was full of shit, but I counted to ten in my head, took a deep breath and forced out a smile. I returned the fucking razor to its rightful place without saying so much as one fucking word.
Then, I heard that I was giving her attitude - as if I was a fucking child - and scolded me.
"Bella, I know you are going through a hard time. I know because I've been through the same thing, love, but, and I'm only going to say this once, I am not your fucking child. I've taken every bad name you called me, every unfair accusation and kept my fucking mouth shut. No more, love," I said as calmly as I could. "This is becoming a habit, a bad fucking habit if I might add, and we should work on that. I know you are irritated and on edge, but maybe you should talk to Jane about it and see if there isn't something that can help you," I added.
She started crying after I've said this and, of course, I quickly pulled her into my arms and apologized for what I've said...again!
"I don't want Jane to medicate me, Edward. I've had enough of drugs and pills," she said, sobbing into my chest.
"I wasn't talking about medication. There are other things that can calm you, love, like exercise..."
"Now you think I'm fat," she interrupted me, placing untrue words in my mouth.
I sighed.
"No, you can never be fat to me, love, you have the sexiest body to me," I said quickly.
"I dream of buying heroin and using it and it feels so good in my dreams, Edward," she admitted to me.
I let her out of my arms and cupped her beautiful face.
"Every addict dreams about it, love, it doesn't make you a bad person. Hell, I still dream about it sometimes...it just gets easier to deal with. I laugh it off now because I've overcome the bastard and I am stronger than the junkie I dream about. I've won, Bella, and you should start saying that to yourself. Look in the mirror every morning and say; I am a winner. I have kicked and beaten the big 'H'. I am strong and my willpower is stronger. I have a beautiful family who loves me very much." I smiled.
"You did that?" She asked.
I nodded, "Yes, every morning when I got out of bed and every night before I went to bed. I did this with nothing to live for and I've overcome it. You have plenty to live for, love; Tristan, Abbey, me and our unborn baby that is growing inside of you," I said lovingly while gently stroking her - still flat - stomach.
"I don't deserve you," she said.
"You should start by letting go of all this negativity," I said seriously. "You deserve me, fuck Bella, you deserve better than me actually," I added.
"Will you help me?" She asked.
"If you'll let me, love, but I can't help unless you talk to me. Like when you're having a dream, for instance, tell me about it and I will help you every step of the way," I said.
"Do you think Jane helps me?" She asked.
"Yes, I do. You have been through a lot, love, and you never went for therapy after Sam raped you five years ago. You are carrying so much emotional baggage and I honestly think that it is time to let go and heal. Be free, Bella, because you deserve this. Sam kept your spirit locked up long enough and it is time to break those chains, love, and you are the only person who can do that," I told her honestly.
"I love you, Edward," she said before she wrapped her arms around me tightly.
According to the girls, we were just staying at home for New Year's, but we guys planned something wholly different.
We were taking them to Carlisle's island in Brazil – an island I never knew even existed. Carlisle had kept it a secret all these years. It was his escape and it was the one place he could go to without being disturbed. But, he wanted to share it with us now. He wanted to show us what he did when he disappeared for weeks. My mother didn't even know that Carlisle had named the place after her and he wanted to surprise her with it.
My mother and I had become closer. It was hard at times and we, or should I say I, had a really difficult time trusting her. I didn't know her at all and couldn't tell if she was true in her actions and words. One thing that swelled my heart was when she asked Abbey to call her grandma. Abbey - innocent and pure like she was - giggled and clapped her hands. Her entire face lit up because she never had a grandma and now she did.
Esme treated her like her own flesh and blood and that alone scored some major points with me.
Plus, she had made my father the happiest man alive by coming back to him. I had no idea whether she was faking it or not but I was glad my father's eyes lived again. If she was faking it then she was a fucking good actress because her eyes...her eyes were like open windows and I could see straight into her soul, which - at the moment - revealed love, happiness, honesty and remorse.
We had to pack our girls' bags for them because we were keeping the surprise until we landed on the island. Emmett wanted to give them sleeping pills to knock them out all the way to the island, but the ashen look on my face made him swallow and apologized for even mentioning it. Bella's will had been taken away a couple of times now and there was no way in hell that I would do that to her.
Emmett's wound was healing quickly. He started therapy with his arm as soon as the stitches dissolved and he got the word from his doctor friend.
Alice and Jasper found out that they're expecting a boy. Alice cried so much because her dream came true of giving him his grandfather's names. Esme and Alice have spent thousands of dollars on baby things and I didn't even want to mention the amount it had cost to decorate the room. It kinda made me excited about Bella's pregnancy, even though she was only three weeks along now, but still, I was going to be with her every step of the way this time around. I would see her belly grow with my child inside. I would feel him or her kick for the first time and hear its heartbeat when we go for an ultrasound.
My heart filled with so much love and pride just at the thought of her pregnancy. I wanted to scream it at the top of my lungs and for all the world to hear!
Poor Jasper, I didn't even want to think how much shit he was going to be in because he packed Alice's bag. He was stressing so much that I feared he would pop a blood vessel before we even landed on Isle Esme. Emmett and I teased the hell out of him much to his irritation.
I packed bathing suits for my beautiful wife as I was planning on ravishing her every second of every day. I wanted to see her face when she opened her suitcase that would only consist of bathing suits and underwear. The shorts and shirts were packed in my suitcase, not that she would be wearing those because I planned on ripping every piece of clothing off of her body. I took Bella's size and went to a boutique and bought about twenty bikinis in all different shapes and colors. I also ordered some pretty revealing underwear that she'd be wearing to bed.
I grinned to myself.
The bikinis and underwear hardly left anything for the imagination and couldn't wait to see her in the pieces I bought.
I had to discuss Tristan's leave with his teacher and she was so kind to give me his work for the next couple of weeks so he wouldn't fall behind. I would vacation school him. I chuckled to myself. That sounded weird but it wasn't home-schooling exactly.
The more I thought about it, the more excited I got about this vacation. It was definitely something all of us needed, especially Bella, Alice and Carlisle.
Carlisle...
He seemed better but I knew my father, and saw that he was getting weaker by the day. His time was running out and it saddened me. I wasn't ready for him to go. I still needed him with me. I still needed his guidance and advice.
"Dad, where is your mind?" Tristan asked me, bringing me out of my reverie about all the shit that has been going on.
I grinned and started singing the song 'where is my mind' by The Pixies. He laughed and fell on his back, throwing the control of his Xbox in the air.
"Oh, you think that's funny?" I grinned and pulled my face before I jumped up and held him captive between my arms and legs as I got up and all fours. I started tickling him with one hand.
"Dad, no...please...stop..." He laughed hard, writhing beneath me as I continued my tickling spree.
"Apologize," I said.
"No...never..." He said through his laughter.
"Never?" I asked.
"Ne...ve...rrrrr" he struggled out the word.
"Mmm, let's see what we can do about that," I creased my forehead with a grin. I quickly grabbed his foot and removed the wool sock from his foot. I held his ankle gently but firmly as I started tickling his foot. He writhed and rolled onto his stomach giving me more access to his foot.
"Dad...no..." He screamed out in laughter.
I kneeled over his back and continued my tickling spree.
He tried to kick but to no avail, so he slapped the floor with his hands instead.
"Apologize..." I said again.
"I'm sorry, dad, I'm sor...ryyyyy," he laughed.
I stopped instantly and climbed off of him. I rolled onto my back and breathed hard. Fuck me, at least my son would keep me in shape. I grinned. Well, Bella kept me in shape too...
"Aaaahhhh," I heard my son yell and before I could open my eyes to see what the hell he was up to, his entire body landed on mine, knocking my breath out.
"You're going to pay for that," he said, straddling my torso and started wrestling me.
"Oh my..." I said, still out of breath when he stood up and came back down with his elbow knocking me in the gut.
It was a routine thing between my son and me. We would wrestle all the time and to be honest, he fucking killed me every time because he used real force while I had to fake it.
My eyes bulged when he stood up again to do the same thing with his elbow. Fuck, not again, I said to myself. I quickly rolled over and caught him before he landed on the floor. I pinned him down and started counting but he kicked out at two and a half.
I jumped up and ran to the backyard where I knew I'd get a head start because Bella would kill Tristan if he came out in the snow without his boots on. I quickly climbed into the giant tree house I had built for him for Christmas and found a good hiding spot.
"Come out, come out wherever you are," he said mockingly. I couldn't help but chuckle. "Dad, you know I'm going to find you," he said again.
I sat in the corner and took a breather. Fuck, my stomach was still in pain from that blow he gave me with his elbow.
"Gotcha!" He yelled and I laughed hard.
"What now?" I asked.
"Now, you need to apologize for almost making me pee my pants," he said seriously.
My eyes widened.
"What? You almost peed yourself?" I asked before I erupted in laughter.
"Sure, we had all those hot chocolates and I didn't take a bathroom break while kicking your behind in Call of Duty," he explained simply. "My bladder almost exploded," he added.
"I shouldn't have stopped then," I said with a grin. "Would have loved to see you pee yourself,"
"Oh really?" He asked, grinning widely. "I would have loved to see it too because you would have been soaked in my urine, dad," he explained with a huff.
My bellowing laughter echoed through the backyard.
"That would have sucked," I said.
"I bet," he smiled.
He came to sit down next to me and leaned his head against my shoulder.
"Hey, dad," he said
"Mmm?" I asked.
"You're the coolest dad anyone could ever want," he said.
"The coolest?" I asked.
"Absolutely. You play with me, which is pretty awesome, but the coolest part is that you play with Abbey. Even when she plays with her dolls you play along," he said.
My heart swelled with pride. Tristan loved his sister so much and it meant a lot to him that I was playing with her. He would always join us even when she wanted to have a tea party...
"Yeah, but to be honest, the tea parties are the worst," I said, remembering how uncomfortable those tiny chairs were.
"Oh, don't remind me. I hate when she gives me a girly name," he complained.
"I hate those chairs where my knees almost touch my ears," I said.
Tristan looked at me and the both of us started laughing.
"I love you...urm...baby," I said to mock him.
"Ah, dad, not you too," he complained with a frown. "I dare you to say it again," he cocked one eyebrow.
"Baby, baby, baby, baby..." I said, swinging my head from side to side.
He jumped me again and we wrestled the morning away.
Bella and Abbey were spending the day with the girls and Tristan and I was to spend the day with the guys. It was fun because we planned our trip...yes, Tristan was a part of the plotting. It was a guy thing and he was a guy so we included him.
We were very excited about everything and couldn't wait for morning to come. Jasper was worried about his pregnant demon pixie with the long flight and all but we just rolled our eyes like a couple of girls and laughed.
Carlisle and Emmet were doctors for crying out loud.
That night I made sweet love to my wife, taking my time indulging in the feast that was before me. I took and took until I was saturated in every possible way!
"We're late, Bella, let's move," I said.
"What's the rush, Cullen?" She asked as she took her time applying her make-up.
"Just hurry up!" I exclaimed.
We already loaded our luggage on the private jet we hired, now it was just to load our girls' asses. And fuck me, it was a major task.
I groaned out loud when Bella pouted her lips and sighed. Our children were already strapped in the car and we were just waiting for Bella, whom took her time with everything this morning.
I growled and stomped my foot, "That's it," I moaned. I picked her up bridal style and headed for the door.
She slapped my chest and shoulders, kicking and grinding her teeth.
"What the hell is your problem?" She screeched.
"I've told you a dozen times that we are late, Bella," I explained. "Now I'm taking matters into my own hands..."
I carried her down the stairs and out the front door. Tristan saw what was happening and grinned crookedly while he hurriedly opened the passenger door for me. I strapped Bella in and went to lock our house.
Bella's arms were crossed over her chest when I climbed into the car and I couldn't help but chuckle. She was only halfway done with her make-up an looked cute as hell.
"It's not funny, Edward," she hissed.
"Oh, no, Bella, that's where you're wrong. It's downright hilarious," I said before I erupted with laughter.
"We'll see how funny this is tonight," she said with a smirk and cocked an eyebrow at me. I swallowed.
Why do women do that? Why do they punish us by withholding sex?
The trip to the airport went by fast. Luckily, Bella was still pissed at me so she didn't even ask one question. Her pride was too much to speak to me now, but I knew Bella and knew the curiosity was killing her. She was dying to know what we were doing at the airport. To aggravate her further, I whistled while holding both my children's hands. She refused to touch me and I was a-okay with that.
I could see all the girls' curiosity painted on their faces. Plus, it seemed that Bella wasn't the only one who was interrupted while applying make-up. Rosalie looked like a clown and it appeared that Emmett had applied it for her. Her lipstick was everywhere except on her lips. Alice was the only one that looked like she was ready for the runway. I would bet my favorite guitar that Jasper was too scared to take matters into his own hands. I didn't blame him; if my wife was a pregnant demon pixie, I would have backed off too.
I gulped. Please don't let Bella be a pregnant Godzilla, I prayed silently.
The guys completely ignored the girls, which wasn't that hard to do since neither of them wanted to speak to us. They gathered around and gossiped like old ladies in an old age home.
"What the hell have you done to Rosalie?" I asked.
Emmett snickered.
"She took her time after I've asked millions of times for her to hurry her ass up. I lost it..." He said throwing his hands in the air. "I grabbed her lipstick and rolled it around her lips and then I took the first color of eye shadow I got my hands on..." He explained
"Rosie looks like a clown," Tristan said, causing all of us to laugh. My eyes caught Bella's stare and I quickly swallowed my laughter.
"Hopefully, we'll be forgiven once they see where we're taking them," I said.
"I'm so thankful that I'm not in the dog box." Jasper chuckled.
"Yet, dude..." Emmett said. "You sleep at my house all the time," he added.
I chuckled.
"I bet you'll be in deep sh...trouble once Alice unpacks her suitcase," I said, swallowing the shit word.
The flight was long and exhausting. The silent treatment from the girls was no fun anymore. Emmett and Jasper's company was boring me to death.
The girls' didn't even ask one question when we climbed onto the boat and drove to the island.
If they were curious at all it didn't show on their faces.
As the island came into sight I saw the questions that lingered in their eyes and I couldn't help the grin that spread on my face.
Carlisle was the first person of the boat and when he held his hand out for Esme, I smiled happily for him.
"Welcome to Isle Esme," he said with a smile. Esme's eyes filled with tears.
"Oh, Carlisle, when? How?" She stuttered.
"A few years ago, but no one knew about it," he said.
Carlisle explained to all of us that he'd had a rich elderly patient who was alone in the world. Her husband had died years before, and when she was in the hospital prior to her death, Carlisle visited her every day, just to chat and bring some happiness to the end of her life. It pained him to know that she had no family and would die alone.
When she died, he got a letter from a lawyer. She had spoken well of Carlisle and how he made her last days a little happier. She had originally planned to leave all her worldly goods to charity. She changed her will and left everything – millions – to Carlisle. Her only condition was that he must do something frivolous with it – something to make him happy. So- he bought an island. He kept it secret from everyone – his peaceful refuge.
Now that his own time was coming to an end – he wanted to share it with his family – so we would also have a peaceful place to go – away from everything.
Esme jumped into his arms and held him tightly.
"I love you, Carlisle," she said.
He chuckled. "I love you, too, Esme. Always have and always will," he added with a smile.
We followed them to the house, which was already stocked with food and supplies for our vacation. Carlisle and Esme took the main bedroom while the rest of us chose our rooms. Abbey and Tristan had to share a room.
The house was open with floor to ceiling windows just the way Esme liked it. The interior was calm and soft...a typical beach house. Each room had its own bathroom and had cool colors; blue, green and whites.
Bella and I were in the turquoise blue room.
"I'm curious what you packed for me, Cullen," she said. Their moods have changed a little from pissed as hell to slightly excited. She wasn't fooling me, though; I knew on the inside that she was bubbling with excitement.
"Why don't you open the suitcase and see for yourself?" I suggested.
She grabbed the case and threw it on the bed. When she opened it she gasped at all the different colors of material. She rummaged through them and gasped again. She threw the case out frantically and searched through the items.
"Where are my clothes, Edward?" She asked nervously.
"It's right in front of you, love," I answered with a grin. I knew she would freak out that was why I packed her normal clothes in my suitcase.
"WHAT?" She yelled. "You can't honestly expect me to wear bikinis the whole time we're here?" She screeched on.
"Why not?" I chuckled. "You look sexy as fuck in a bikini, Bella, and this is an island where the sun shines every day. The weather is nice and you don't need more than that," I said.
"I can't believe this," she raked her fingers through her hair and blew out breaths of air through the one corner of her mouth.
I chuckled softly before I slowly moved towards her. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her from behind.
"I love the way your beautiful face scrunches up when you panic," I whispered softly into her ear.
She leaned into my arms and I felt her body relax.
"Are you still pissed at me?" I asked.
"Oh, you're in deep shit, Edward Cullen," she said provocatively and my heart started racing while my dick poked her lower back.
"Show me," I said hoarsely.
"What about the kids, and your parents?" she asked.
I turned her around and captured her luscious lips with my own. I barely touched them as I moved my lips feathery over hers. I wrapped both my hands around her neck and held her gently as my lips explored hers. I ghosted my tongue over her bottom lip before I sucked it into my mouth and nibbled slowly on the silky soft delicateness.
"I want you," she said into my mouth and I groaned loudly before I pushed my tongue into her open mouth. Our tongues started dancing together gracefully, fueling our veins with fire and igniting our bodies.
I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my hips as I walked us to the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and placed her on the countertop next to the basin. I removed my clothes as quick as I could and saw Bella followed suit.
I came to stand between her legs and looked at her beautiful, naked body that would soon have a round belly with my son or daughter inside. I trailed my fingers down the center of her breasts all the way to her navel and then to the Promised Land. My finger dipped between her silky folds and instantly found her swollen nub. I circled the pleasurable little thing and Bella leaned back further, rolling her eyes back.
"Fuck, Bella, you are so wet," I said as I dipped one finger into her hot opening. "Always so wet," I whispered hoarsely. I curled my finger inside of her causing her to writhe. I added another finger and my thumb found her clit. I flattened my thumb on the nub and rolled it in slow circles while my fingers pumped in and out of her.
"I'm...gonna...cum," she forced out as she started rolling her hips along with my motions.
"Cum for me, love," I whispered. Her eyes connected with mine and the fire of passion was burning brightly in them. It matched the scorching heat of her body and center. Bella's entire being elicited passion, lust and love all mixed up together.
Her walls clamped around my fingers before her body erupted in an explosive spasm. Spasm after spasm exploded as if she was dynamite. Her body shook and shivered as she rode her orgasm out on my hand.
"You are too good at this," she said out of breath.
I chuckled, "It comes naturally with you, love," I said.
"I want you fast and hard, Edward. I need it," she said, her eyes darkened instantly with lust.
"Fast and hard, hmmm, how do you want me, Bella? How do you want me to fuck you?" I asked.
"I don't care...just make me scream," she commanded.
I smiled with my fingers still buried inside her and moved them.
"Fuck, Bella, you're driving me crazy," I said and pulled my fingers out. I brought them to my lips and licked her scent off of me. "Mmmm, heaven," I said.
"Please, Edward..." She said in a trembling tone.
"Can you stand, love?" I asked.
She nodded while slowly sliding her ass from the countertop. I groaned before I captured her lips between my own. I kissed her fast and hard, plunging my tongue deep into her mouth and swirled it viciously with her own. She moaned into my mouth before her hand grabbed my cock and started moving up and down. I pulled away, "Uh-uh," I shook my head. "Turn around, love and hold onto the counter," I demanded.
She slowly turned around and I spread her legs apart. I pushed her forward and slowly trailed my fingers down her spine until I cupped her ass and massaged gently. She was the perfect height and in the perfect position.
"Are you ready for this, Bella?" I asked, rubbing the tip of my cock against her ass cheeks.
"Yesss," she forced out.
I dipped my free hand's fingers into her already soaked sex and grinned at how fucking ready she was for me.
I guided my dick to her entrance and pushed in hard and fast.
"Oh my fucking word..." She cried out when I was all the way in. The intensity between us was overwhelming and I knew we wouldn't last long. This was going to be hard and fast just like she requested.
I grabbed her hips and started moving in and out of her faster. I pulled out and plunged back in with remarkable force. Her wet walls scraped my dick every time and I almost came instantly.
My body tingled with sensation as I bent my knees while pulling out and thrust back in. Bella's feet lifted from the ground every time and fell down again. Deeper and deeper I plunged.
I unclasped one hand from her hip and moved it to her front and down to her clit. I flattened my middle finger on the nub and circled slowly while I fucked her hard and fast. I knew it was driving her crazy...the slowness of my fingers in contrast with the fast movements of my dick.
"Look at us, love, look at our love," I commanded her. Her head rose slowly and looked back at me through the big mirror on the wall. Her eyes were honey gold from the lust she craved and received from me.
"I...love...you," she said out of breath while I kept fucking her and circled her clit slowly. Her eyes rolled back into her head and she bit down on her bottom lip. One hand was holding onto the counter while she moved the other to her breast and started massaging hard and fast. She pulled and pinched her nipple viciously, licking her lips lusciously.
"Look at us, Bella, don't stop," I requested again breathing shallow and hard.
Her feet lifted from the ground every time I pushed back into her. Our bodies were dripping with sweat from our activities and my hand kept slipping from her hip, so I leaned on her back and clasped her shoulder gently while I moved in and out of her hot, moistness. Every time I pushed back in she would clamp her wet walls around my cock and I yelled out in pleasure it had caused me.
My stomach tingled and my balls ached as I came closer and closer to my release. Our sweating bodies moved in unison.
"Ed...war...dddd" she screamed as I felt her body shudder and shake beneath mine. Her walls clamped down on me hard as spasm after spasm overtook her sleek body.
I pushed in one last time as hard and deep as I could before stars elicited in front of my eyes and my body shuddered as if an earthquake erupted through me. I bit down on her shoulder, grunting her name out through my teeth as my seed filled her body.
"I love you..."I yelled hard before I sucked her porcelain skin into my mouth again. Everything became too good and I wished that it could have lasted longer. I was overwhelmed by lust and love and it felt so good spilling my seed inside of her warmness. Our juices mixed together and it drove me insane at the mere thought of us in that way.
My movements slowed down, rocking our orgasms out together until it became too sensitive to move. I released her flesh from my teeth and kissed the red marks my teeth had caused.
"Was that okay?" I asked, feeling uncertain all of a sudden. Maybe I was too rough...
"That was un-fucking-believable, Edward. We should do that more often," she said out of breath.
"I love you, Bella, so fucking much," I said with a grin.
"Mmm, I love you, too." She grinned happily.
"This is going to leave a mark," I said with a chuckle, rubbing the mark on her shoulder.
"Oh, fuck, you know I'm never going to hear the end of it," she moaned.
I couldn't help myself," I said.
I slowly pulled out of her and my body shuddered from the aftershocks of what my dick just did.
"Ung." Bella moaned loudly from the loss of contact.
"Let's take a shower," I suggested, "Because we smell of sex and sweat," I added.
She giggled.
"Ready for round two, Cullen?" She asked. She turned around and snaked her arms around my neck and pulled me in for a kiss. I had no idea if I was able to get my dick hard again, but sure as hell, when Bella kissed me and pressed her body tightly against mine, my cock jumped up and poked her abdomen.
I cupped her ass and picked her up, walking her to the shower. She opened the water and I pushed her against the glass wall. Her legs hung over my hips and I moved back a bit. Her perfect breasts were displayed in front of me and I grinned.
"I've missed these," I said before I cupped them both. I held her body up with mine as I pressed her against the glass. I sucked one perfect erect nipple into my mouth and nibbled it between my teeth, pinching the other nipple between my fingers. My cock lay between her legs and while I played with her breasts, I felt her hand between our bodies as she grabbed my cock and guided me to her opening.
I moved my mouth to her other nipple and entered her slowly, inch by mind numbing inch, until I was buried in her.
Bella started rolling her hips and I joined her. I released her nipple with a 'pop' and held her hips. This time, though, I stayed inside of her and only rolled my hips in perfect synchronization with her. I felt her clit against me as I rolled my hips and I quickened my movements.
Water sprayed onto our connected bodies causing my skin to feel hyper sensitive. I was too overwhelmed by my love for Bella. I was in pure bliss and euphoria and fucking ecstasy.
I rocked slowly without breaking our connection. Bella's nails dug into my shoulders causing me to growl with pleasure.
"I'm so close..." She whispered. I brought our bodies closer together and claimed her lips. While I nibbled on her lip and explored her sweet mouth with my tongue, my dick twitched in excitement and anticipation as I came closer and closer to the edge.
"Me too, love, me too," I hissed through clenched teeth.
The spring in my stomach coiled again and I knew I was close. I leaned back a little and placed Bella's legs over my arms to widen her legs more. Her clit was swollen to the max and peaked out from her folds, inviting me to touch the pleasurable thing.
Rolling my hips directly against her clit had Bella grunting and moaning in pleasure. Every time I scraped over the nub, she would shiver and cry out.
"Bella, I'm gonna..." I started saying before a euphoria earthquake shuddered through me. "Cum..." I said as my stomach muscles spasm tightly. My release was pure ecstasy and I could hardly see in front of my eyes.
Bella's stomach twitched and she quickly cupped her own breasts and pinched her nipples hard as she shuddered in my arms.
"I'm...I'm...I'm..." She tried to say but was unable to utter one full sentence. Her eyes rolled into the back of her head and her mouth was slightly open. Her cheeks flushed with passion. I pumped in and out faster while I emptied my seed inside of her.
The both of us shuddered when I slowly pulled out of her. I leaned against her, completely spent. Our chests rose and fell together from exhaustion.
"I will never get enough of you, love," I said out of breath.
"You complete me," she uttered.
"We have to get back to the family," I said, thinking about Tristan and Abbey.
I released Bella and helped her to stand on her shaking legs. We showered quickly and got dressed. Bella was extremely happy when I opened my suitcase and revealed shorts and shirts for her.
We walked back to our families who were outside on the beach. Tristan and Abbey were playing with a ball.
"You caved, didn't you?" Rose asked accusingly.
Bella's face turned crimson and I wondered what the hell was going on.
"No, I haven't," Bella said.
"Pfft, Bella, don't lie. It's all over your face, sweetie," Alice chimed.
"Go to hell," she said back.
"What's going on?" I asked.
"Don't you see, dude, they planned on cock-blocking us for a week," Emmett said sadly.
"What?" My eye bulged.
"I couldn't resist," Bella whispered into my ear. "You are just so fucking sexy and irresistible. Plus, this island had me wanting you the moment I set foot on the white sand," she whispered erotically.
"I want to make love to you on this beach and in the ocean," I whispered back.
"Mmm, let's sneak out tonight," she sighed.
"Gross," Alice squealed. "We can fucking hear you," she complained.
"I can't believe that you're so weak, Bella," Rosalie said again.
"Weak? Fuck you, Rose. I love sex with Edward and if that makes me weak," she grinned before she continued, "then I'll take it anytime. Besides, I'm stress-free now. You and Alice should try it sometime," she suggested.
"I'm pissed at Emmett," Rose sneered.
"Because he applied your make-up to get us to the airport on time? Get over it, Rose, and enjoy the fucking vacation they planned for us. Don't waste a week on the island just because Emmett took matters into his own hands when he smeared your lipstick around your lips," Bella said with a smile. I could hear the laughter in Bella's voice and knew it took everything for her not to burst out in laughter.
"Why don't you go fuck Edward again?" Rose said as a comeback.
"Don't mind if I do," Bella chuckled proudly.
"Gross, Bella, Rose, I don't want to hear that," Alice said in disgust.
"Oh please, Alice, look at your fucking belly," Bella snorts, "It didn't grow that way by itself...everyone knows you fucked Jasper-"
"Hey, leave me out of this," Jasper yelled quickly from where he was sitting all alone in front of the water. I frowned and looked down to my sister.
"Alice, I know you're pregnant and - even though I have no idea what the fuck you're going through - I think I can imagine with the huge belly and all, but could you maybe cut Jasper some fucking slack!" I hissed.
"Butt out, Ed-"
"No, fuck that, I will not butt out, Alice. I've seen that man cry over the way you treat him and, Alice, he sure as hell loves you a lot because if I was married to you, I would leave your pregnant fucking ass," I said in frustration. I've had enough of all this bullshit. Jasper was my friend and I've never seen him like this before. Sure, I've heard about the moods of pregnant women, but I thought that Alice was taking it a bit far. Instead of her pregnancy bringing them closer together, it was pushing them apart.
Tears welled up in my sister's eyes and for a moment I felt sorry for her, but then I remembered how many times she threw Jasper out of his own fucking house and how she would talk to him if something didn't go according to her plans!
No, fuck that! Alice needed to get her fucking act together now. I was afraid that Jasper would get sick and tired of Alice's bullshit and he might leave her...
"I know he is right," she cried against Bella's shoulder - who was giving me the what-the-fuck-is-your-problem look! "I'm just not myself right now...I eat too much and I'm scared that Jasper will leave me if I gain too much weight. I'm so fucking horny but I'm just afraid that sex will hurt the baby..."
"Alice, honey, have you spoken to your gynecologist about this?" Bella asked sweetly. "Haven't you read pregnancy books?"
"I have and they say that it is fine...I'm still scared, Bella, because-" - she leaned into Bella to whisper into her ear but I heard everything anyways - "Jasper's dick is very big," she whispered.
"Fuck!" I pulled my face. "I can't even...Hey, Em, let's leave the girls so they could discuss our dicks in our absence," I say.
Emmett grinned widely as he jumped to his feet and joined my side. We walked to Jasper who was staring at the blue ocean.
"What's up, Jaz?" I asked.
"Nothing, man, I'm just thinking," he answered.
"Soooo," Emmett grins. "I hear that you're not getting any," Emmett said.
Jasper's head slowly lifted as he glared at Emmett. Emmett quickly held the palms of his hands towards Jasper and chuckled.
"Dude, I can't help it if Alice cries about it and decides to have a therapy session with her girls over there," Emmett explained.
Jasper looked back to where Alice was sitting and narrowed his eyes at her. She didn't even notice as she was in deep conversation with Bella and Rose.
"It isn't her fault. I kinda flipped and gave her a piece of my mind about how she was treating you," I explained quickly. "And forget about Emmett-"
"No, Edward, he is right. I haven't had sex for almost five months now because Alice believe that I will hurt the baby with...urm...-"
"Yeah, we've heard that part loud and clear, dude, you have a big dick!" Emmett chuckled.
"That's ridiculous, right? I mean, pregnant couples have sex all the time," he asked.
"Bella is explaining to Alice that your big dick won't hurt the baby," I said, holding my laughter in.
"That's probably why she is so uptight all the time. She just needs a good fuck-"
"Emmett, that is my wife you are talking about," Jasper interrupted him. "I love her. I love her so fucking much but, honestly, I don't want more children. I miss my wife. I miss the fun and loving Alice. I just...I miss everything about her before she was pregnant-"
"Jas," our heads shot up when Alice whispered his name from behind us.
Jasper quickly jumped up and apologized for if he said anything wrong but she gently placed her fingers over his lips and wrapped her arms around him. He stood frozen and shocked for a minute before his own arms snaked around her.
"Can we go talk?" she asks with tears in her eyes.
"Yeah, Ali, anything you want," Jasper whispered.
I watched them walk away hand in hand with a crooked grin. I should have given Alice a piece of my mind months ago...it would have saved my best friend a lot of sleepovers at Emmett's.
"I bet you a hundred bucks that he is going to fuck her brains out," Emmett challenged.
"I bet you two hundred bucks that it is going to be the other way around, bro. Alice is going to fuck his brains out from how she's been tense and all," I grinned.
"You're on!" Emmett yelled.
Our first day on the island was spent together as a family. I wished that I could have told my family about Bella's pregnancy but I respected her decision in waiting until she was four months. Each time I thought about it, my heart would speed up with excitement and my throat would swell as tears burned my eyes. I found myself looking at Bella's stomach all the time and couldn't wait to see how she would grow each week!
I couldn't wait to be there when she delivers our baby and I would hold him or her in my arms for the very first time. This time, I wouldn't miss it for the world. This time, I would support her every second of her pregnancy and even though I hoped that she wouldn't turn into Godzilla, I knew that I would even support her through that stage just because I have missed it the first time. I would make up for everything I have missed...
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