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PLEASE READ BOTH A/N

For a question about who attacked Cammie: NO ONE ATTACKED HER, she was just confused, and well you'll kind of see in her P. O .V oh and this chapter is kind of…guru-ish I guess I've been watching way to much Avatar (I'm doing a marathon of every episode ever made) so yea here you go. Oh and everyone? JOE'S DEAD…or is he?

Cammies' P. O .V

My breath caught as I stepped out of the passage way. What had I just said or even done? Was it even true? I felt the wall close behind me, but that's when it happened. My knees went week and my legs gave out, what was happening? I heard a high pitched ring coming from my ears, I clutched them in pain. My vision blurred as I began to see dark spots. No, I thought, this cannot be happening. But it was, I Cammie Morgan for the first time was passing out. I felt something wet come from my eyes. I was crying too? I haven't cried…since my parent's death. But then it happened, I felt falling and all I saw was blackness.

Zach's P. O. V

I grunted out and hit a wooden block to my right, punching a huge hold in the wood. What the heck had just happened? I mean what did she mean by she owes her everything? Her life? but my wondering was blocked from the sound of someone yelling 'Cammie!' my eyes widened and I whipped out the passage way. "Damn it" I muttered under my breath in Farsi.

Cammie was sprawled out in the floor unconscious, and bleeding a little from the side of her head. "Cammie?" James looked worried sick; he picked her up bridal style. That's when he finally noticed me "Zach what happened? Do you know?" I stayed quiet and shook my head, he didn't need to know, and I had the feeling Cammie didn't want him to know. He nodded and ran towards the infirmary. I heard a slow sigh come from behind me.

I turned around surprised to see Jonas. He shook his head "were you going to ever tell me or just keep it to yourself?" I shrugged.

"How'd you see everything?" he gave me a crocked smile.

"I got eyes on everything in this place Zach, now tell me" he stepped forward.

"Why is she really here?" I smirked in disbelief, "Jonas you little sneak" he smiled and we both stepped into the passage way. Maybe he could help me figure this out.

Cammie's P. O .V

When I opened my eyes all I saw was black, "hello?" I called. My voice echoed through the deep blackness. "Where am I?" I muttered stepping around squinting as my eyes searched around the hole of nothingness. "You're at war with yourself" a man stepped out from nowhere. I gasped "Joe?" it was Joe Solomon he was a friend of my parents, he was also killed by the CIA. "I thought you were de-dead" I stuttered and sat down, this couldn't be. "I am dead" he sat down across from me, my head whipped up in shock. "But-" he waved it away, "I may be dead Cammie but I've been in your same position" I shook my head "I don't understand" he smiled gently, he was so…calm.

"I didn't either, Cameron you need to work through this. You need to decide, do you want to be good or evil?" I stood up. "What are you talking about? I work for Catherine and there is no question about that decision!" I defended. He shook his head "what about what you said to Zach?" he stood up and stepped closer to me.

"What about all that talk about not wanting that life? That the only reason your alive and on her side is because she gave you her love and family, but in reality? Does she Cammie? Does Catherine Goode love you like her family? What about making your own decisions?" he yelled. "Stop!" I screamed and covered my ears,

"Cammie you have to choose your own decision!"

"Stop!" I screamed again and crumbled to the floor, I realized I was crying. "Please just st-stop….I don't know"

And then I woke up.

I woke up panting and heard a sigh of relief, my head whipped to the side to see James. He smiled "you got everyone worried, even Dr. Steve came in for a visit" I looked around, and realized I was in the infirmary. "How long have I been out?" he shrugged "about five days, you missed debriefing" I slammed my hand down against the bed, how could I have missed it? But instead of dwindling on what I missed the real question was-

"How did she act? I mean when she found out, about me and everything else?" he averted my eyes, "um look Cam I think you should just get some rest, I need to leave" he got up "James you didn't –" but he was already out the door. I sighed and through my head back against the pillow, and closed my eyes shut. "Well" my eyes snapped open to the right; I almost jumped out of my skin if it hadn't been for all my training.

Jonas stepped a little closer "Catherine doesn't sound so pleased by that getaway now does she?"

"What are you doing here?" I demanded, sitting up. He shook his head "look, I know everything, about Catherine and why you and James are here. Zach told me everything-"

"That little-"he shook me away with his hand.

"But I'm here to straighten out a few things" he got very close to me, he looked a little intimidating, which was a little impressive considering his ranking and well... size. "You try to do anything bad to Zach, you will pay the price Cameron" I rolled my eyes "is that a threat Anderson?" He crossed his arms and nodded, "it is" I huffed and leaned down in the bed.

"I'm not scared of you Jonas, I could take you in a second but the question I really have is, why?" I twisted my body up so I could look him directly in the eyes. "You know my training, and my skills, but you still come here and try to show your protection of your friend. Most people wouldn't do that, what make you so great?" I glared in suspicion and crossed my arms. He sighed and sat in a chair behind him. "Look" he folded his hands.

"Me and Zach both grew up in the COC. But before I had ran away, my dad abused me and well my mom was dead. When I ran I found Zach stealing some candy, and well we went from there. I helped Zach through his troubling past and vise versa, Zach is my brother and in the case blood doesn't matter. You don't know Catherine Goode Cammie."

He stepped back "and I wish no one had to" he left. He just left me there, I needed out. I needed to think, about what had just happened, and what happened in my dream with Joe. I need to do something, and I need a plan.

A/N

Seriously could y'all believe Jonas? I mean of all people, I make a bold Jonas? Please R and R, Love you guys. Bye!

-Alexandra

*This is final and re-edited version