"Move it! Move it! Move it! Bradshaw keep up the pace! Winston stop puking, get off your ass, and start running, or I'll add ten extra miles!"
He shot up quicker than I could say "now".
Okay so maybe I was a bit harsh on the new recruits. This was a cake walk, however, compared to what I went through with Catherine.
Catherine
.
Even thinking her name made me mad.
"That's it! I want suicides!" They hadn't even had a ten second break before I was barking more orders at them.
"Aren't you being a little to rough Cam?" Zach's voice busted through my train of thought. I whirled on him. My body relaxed however when my eyes met his. I sighed, "I've done this before Zach, if I'm not tough on them, they'll know something's up."
He shrugged. "Whatever boss," he smiled and kissed my cheek.
We've been at the base for almost a week now and I was starting to get used to be kissed by Zach. After all we did have to be hopelessly in love right?
So why did I always get the same tingly feeling when he did kiss me?
I put on my mask and barked his orders. "I want thirty laps, 2,000 pull ups, then I want you to swim butterfly style six laps in under a minute. If you don't finish in time, start over." It was harsh, but he could deal. He grunted and took off.
~page break~
Two hours later, every single person had passed out from exhaustion, some wallowing in there own vomit, everyone that is of course, except Zach. Before even talking to him, I went the locker room and changed into a blouse and (unfortunately) a skirt. As soon as I came out, there was Zach, waiting for me. He smiled a lazy grin, I noticed Burney watching us out of the corner of his eye. Maybe that's why Zach kissed me right then. Maybe it was because he wanted to. Or maybe it was because I hadn't realized what was right behind me, but I'll never know.
"So it's true." The pain in James voice was obvious. He was hurt, he was shocked, and most of all disappointed. I pulled away instantly.
"James-" I tried to say something, anything, but I couldn't.
He ran out the doors, with a big thump! I was supposed to stay. My cover depended on this, I have to love Zach not James. I couldn't make Catherine or anyone else suspicious. But then again, do I ever do what I'm supposed to?
So instead of doing what I was supposed to do, once again I fallowed my heart. I pecked Zach on the lips (for show of course), and ran after James. Guilt was building up in my body like a forest fire I ran down the hallways to his room.
"James!" I yelled banging on the door, he wouldn't answer. I quickly typed in the password in the keypad. Only three people in he world knew that number, I was lucky.
I didn't really know what to expect, really. I had gone against the mission. The one we've both been assigned to since we joined.
No one besides us and Catherine knew, but me and James were arranged to be married.
So that made it okay. We could fall for each other, we could love each other and not be scared. James has always loved me, our fates were sealed. Or so we thought.
I swung the door open. "James?" my voice was quieter now, not so frantic.
"Cammie" James voice boomed through the room. I looked up, his beautiful eyes now looked almost black. Rage flowed through his body it seemed.
"James! I'm so, so sorry James. It just happened and-" but I never got to finish.
Instead James's lips were forced on mine, he arms encircling my waist as tight as he could.
I was petrified.
I'd never seen James so angry. And the fact he was actually hurting me scared me. This was James, this couldn't be him. Right?
*Warning up coming scene may be to mature for some readers, I remind you this story is rated T *
That's when the ripping started.
The buttons to my blouse were flying everywhere, and James had torn my shirt to shreds. I screamed but it was muffled by his lips. I my arms struggled to get away but he only tightened his grip and threw me on his bed. I didn't even have a second of breath before he was on me again.
Tears began to stream down my face. I couldn't get away. I was to shocked and weak to defeat James. Is…is he… is he going to rape me? I thought. I couldn't stop shaking, and then I herd more ripping as my skirt was pulled away. "See Cam," James huffed in between his harsh kisses. "Your mine, and you will always be mine. No Goode will ever take you away from me."
Zach. Zach, he has to find me! And in that moment god gave me his blessing. "Cammie?" Zach's voice rang down through the hallway. "ZA-mhh" I tried to scream but James slapped his hand over my mouth and laughed. "No, Cammie, bad girl. I'll have to punish you for that." His smile almost made me vomit right there. "Cammie!" Zach yelled again. He sounded closer, oh god please let him find me. The ripping sound started again. I shut my eyes and blocked everything out
But all to late did I snap out of it, awakening to the sound of a door being broken down.
Then all this sudden the weight on top of me was lifted, and I could finally breathe.
Sounds of fighting broke out but I still laid on the bed, not moving a muscle. Then the best voice called out my name.
"Cammie?"
My eyes snapped to Zach. He was bloody and bruised, but as far as I could tell James was unconscious. "Cam…" within seconds Zach had sat me up and covered me in a big towel and held me. I buried me head into his shoulder, and from there every tear to last a lifetime poured out of my eyes. Zach was to late. The damage was already done
A/N
I'm 100% certain you weren't expecting that. To be honest it just kinda happened. I wrote some more but I had to stop here and see y'alls reactions to it. And I know it's a tough subject on rape and everything but this story is T but NOT M! Anyways heres the update as promised and PLEASE REVIEW ! Seriously I need to know what you all think if you hate it, I'll fix it. Please review!
-Alexandra