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" Emma is kind and forgiving, so unlike me. She overlooks all the mistakes I made and the monster I am and some how has managed to break through some of my walls. Whereas I don't forgive and forget, I get no where near forgiving let alone forgetting. and I'm not naive enough to say she is the ideal of Good and I know opposites are meant to attract but I can't see someone as pure as her loving me."

I walk over to the log opposite and slowly sit down. Snow gives me a look and it feels like she is staring into my soul. Her eyes pinch together as she says with an accusing tone.

"There is more to it than that? Something else holding you back thats bigger than Good and Evil? Because there are parts of you that are still very much the evil queen and one of them is going after what you want until you get them or die trying, so what is?"

I lift my head up and give her a piercing glare, than say with a deadly sneer.

"So I haven't changed? So you want me to be the Evil Queen, make your life a living hell again?"

As I say this I walk slowly up to her like a predator hunting it's prey. But she doesn't flinch so I continue.

"Me going after I want as resulting on many bad things, villages killed, your heart in my hand. Do you want your heart in my hand again, I won't hesitate to crush it."

I say the last bit right in her face, she doesn't flinch or try to move away and my mask goes up stronger, instead she pulls me into a hug, and I have a mind over matter moment but instead my mind loses and I sink into the hug.

"Regina, stop hiding behind a mask it is not going to make you weak to show your insecurities."

I come to my sensors and try to pull away but Snow just pulls me in tighter.

"So stop dodging the question. What thing stopped you, that you think you can't change."

She finally lets me go and I sit myself beside her. I then notice that Belle has sat on the floor and has fallen asleep with her head on the log. Her head is pinched at a strange angle that makes me sore just looking at it. So I wave my hand and purple smoke appears and when it clears, a pillow appears so that her head is supported. Snow sees this and smiles.

"See you're are nothing like that act you hide yourself behind."

I ignore that comment and start to answer her question.

"I was told who I was to love but I was much younger, still married and frighten. So I didn't end up meeting the person, but it was obviously not Emma."

I finish that sentence and am about to continue when I hear crunching behind me and wipe my head around to see who or what it is.