Ok well I would like to thank anyone who has read,reviewed or has decided to follow this story. I really never expected any of you to do that quite honestly. This is really more of a way to get this story put of my head. I am honestly humbled by it because quite honestly I thought no one would care enough to look at my ramblings. So I am going to make more of a effort to update more often. So as always I have no right nor do I own dbz. Let's roll.
"Mommy why didn't you tell me." Oh yes the crap just keeps rolling my way today doesn't. I look at my baby and I can see he needs answers to his questions only I can provide. In the back of my mind I am trying to work out why he wants us to stay and why here. What is his angle. He never does anything for anyone but himself. What is he up too. Coming back into focus I ask Trunks "what do you want to know hun I have no idea what Gram told you so ask away" So he nods and says " you were a scientist for my grandfather right." I nod my answer he replies " How did you and the King become I guess the word I'm looking for is friendly because Gram said you were friends first." In my head I'm looking for answers and decide it's best to wing it. "Well when I was brought here your grandfather was impressed with my brains and I'd like to say my guts. I didn't take crap for no one but I was still respectful being who I was my mother made sure I was taught all the social graces so I knew what I'd be doing when I became president. Your grandfather saw all that and put me in the science dept and within a year I was in charge which put me around him often. " smiling to myself as the memories come " Your" I choke a bit on this word but it's time I call him by his name to let it go to give my son what I can... " Father was and most likely still is addicted to training. Which also means he was constantly breaking stuff which meant he'd come down to my science lab all in a tizzy telling me to fix his toys. As you know I"m human so fighting you father physically was impossible but he and I would got at each other verbally just knock down drag in your face fights. Mostly for me it was fun. I didn't have much if any contact with people my age except for Goku,Raddy and your father. As we got close as we got older had each others backs always. I thought we would be friends forever even though sayians don't have friends." I say that with a smirk on my face because I knew better always did except when it came to...Vegeta." As we got older I stayed as head of dept and the others went on missions. Or thats what they call them more like kill or be killed if you ask me and my friends were gone more often then not. Do you believe I was 14 when they left on mission and they didn't come back till was almost 17. As you know a lot changes in those year I went from well gawky to well much what I look like now but younger. I was gorgeous of course." He and I both smile because I'm being conceded. " Well the day they came home your grandfather and grams planned a huge welcome home reception for the guys. Which I knew your father would hate, Raddy would like all the girls and well Goku would be glued to the banquet table. I was given the option by your grandfather to go but decided not to I was working on something important and was making break threws daily. Raddy and Goku came to see me we laughed and caught up. Goku was taller and Raddy had filled out but when they saw me they couldn't believe how much I had changed. Goku asked if I knew a girl named Bulma and Raddy was even nice to me which was a change but years later I figured out why. It had been a couple days the festivities were a week long event and from what I heard your father was avoiding it as much as possible Your grandfather came and talked to me about it while I showed him my progress. He did that a lot come and talk to me. I always loved your grandfather he was kind to me. Treated me more like a daughter than a slave. He always said he liked my spunk." I look at Trunks I knew I had tear in my eyes. " Your grandfather for the most part was a good man did what he had to for his people but now that I look back I could see the changes over time in him. When a sayian mates it's not like a human marriage it is also a chemical change in their brain it's how they can know when there is a problem with the other. Your grandmother died when your father was young and without her there to help balance your grandfather the chemical build up in his brain slowly over time began to eat away his mind. That's why you don't see many sayians truly mate but you grandparents truly mated for love at least that's the way he made it sound. Anyway he was pissed at your father for not fulfilling his duties as Prince. Even said he would kill him if he didn't show up for something or another it's been along time but I honestly for a second believed him and that was because I saw his eyes. When your granfather left I decided it was time to look into the problem with your grandfather to talk to grams in the morning it was already late and my test had gone how I expected so I was cleaning up so I could drag my butt to bed when your father decided to grace me with his presence. In other words he damaged one of his toys and wanted them fixed now not later. He looked around at first and I caught sight of him and it was like my the wind was knocked out of me. He was taller but not by much honestly it was probably his hair." My son laughed at that and I grinned" He was broader more muscled, I could see scars on his back and chest but most of all it was him. I could always feel a pull towards him like nothing I have ever known then or since. Just as was about to say hi he turned and looked at me and I swear Trunks his eyes were dead and then something clicked and his eyes came to life." At this point I have walked to what once was my balcony. Looking at the dark red sky with the stars twinkling. Trunks walks up by me and says "What happened " I respond" He looked at me and said my name not girl or freak just my name. I was stuck in spot and he came up to me I whisper hi and he dropped the reminisce of whatever it was he destroyed and kissed me." my voiced had faded at that point the memory so real in my head and the pain so very real in my chest." Shortly after he pulled away and said that I had changed I nodded and then asked me a weird question." I look at Trunks he leaning against the other side of the doorway to the balcony just listening" He asked could I feel it. The pull and the spark when he touched me. I of course said yes and then he kissed me again. Needless to say that was most likely the night you were conceived. I don't think you need all the gruesome details. The next month I turned 17 he took me to the royal private get away but by that point I think grams had caught on to what was going on. When we got back we heard a ear full but I didn't or wouldn't hear it she said there could never be a future for us and I told her I didn't care about the future I was living for now. She even said that he was using me but I didn't listen and why because he was my friend and I believed in him. Kami I wished I listened to her but even then it was too late. A month and a half later grams dragged me to the throne room announced I was pregnant. I said your father was your father. Your father in turn called every hideous name in the book said it could never be his, and your grandfather sentenced me to death by which your father would execute me. Thankfully Goku stopped him and a battle ensued in which they both lost their tails. I dragged Goku to a pod and we left and I never looked back because you were and are my future. I realize I left a lot out son but you need to understand that in all these years I have talked to no one about this not even Goku." At this point I'm breathing hard it feels like I can't breath and the pain in my chest is overwhelming bending over trying to get some air Trunks grabs me and pulls me to the ground and we just hold each other until I can breath normally again. He pulls away looks at me and says " I won't push you anymore tonite mom just know I love you and I won't let anyone hurt you again.."I smile and look at him at this point I thank kami for him and say "You are the best thing I have ever done and the only good thing your father has ever done. I love you more than anything in this universe at this point sweetheart no one can hurt me the past is dead and gone but the only thing that will ever matter to me is you. You know that right?" Trunks nods at this point I say"Good it's time for bed I'm exhausted and I am sure you are too." He nods again "Do you need any help getting to bed I could tuck you in?" He laughs "Ah no mom I'll be ok good night I love you." I smile as he walks out on to the balcony to his room" I love you too." then I whisper "more than you will ever know" I turn and look at my old room it's like a preserved time capsule. Shades of blue on the bed and walls same white furniture it just shocks me that it wasn't all tore down I my shoulder bag pick it up and pull out a capsule full of cloths. I pick out a purple tank top and matching silk pants and get ready for bed just as I go off the lights and cloths my eyes and relax I hear a noise I sit up looking around and see a shadow move. I think at this point I know who it is. In a sharp unhappy tone I say " What the hell do you want." He steps out of the shadow into what little light there is and responds."you"