Zoro collapsed onto his bed and stretched out. Luffy had asked him to stay over but he had to get home to read the note. Mihawk popped his head in the door.

"Im going out do you want me to bring something back for dinner?"

"No thanks, dad. I will make something later. Just going to do homework first." Zoro heard his father leave and waited until he heard the front door close to pull out the envelope. He got into a comfortable position before he tore the envelope open and started to read his friends familiar scribbles.

'Zoro,

If you are reading this it's probably because Shanks or Ace gave it to you right? Over the past few years I have become more and more depressed in life and I can't cope anymore. I have decided that the only way to help the people I love is to be gone.

When we first met five years ago I had been alone for my whole life time. When you can along and started talking to me I felt like I had finally managed to fit in and that all the bullying would have stopped but it didn't. It got worse after Makino died. Shanks started to drink even more and he would beat up me and Ace. You saw the bruises I got from him. You saw how bad it was for me and Ace. You tried to imagine what it would be like for you if your dad done that, remember? When Sanji and the others seen the bruises they told everyone and you tried to defend me but they started to call you names too. They said I was weak and you were only friends with me because you were in love with me or some bull shit like that. It didn't bother me but you got so wound up about it.-'

Zoro put the paper down and rubbed his eyes. 'Is the whole thing going to do this?' He thought angrily as he gritted his teeth and sat up. He felt angry at himself for being such a girl over this, but he felt even angrier at his best friend's stupidity. Of course he would be offended for someone to say he loved another guy but the worst thing about it was the fact it was true. True, Luffy didn't know that Zoro loved him but the fact that he brushed it aside instead of freaking out about what the boys had said made it a whole lot worse. He brushed those feelings aside and continued to read the letter.

'I started to wonder if what they said was true. I wondered if you did love me but I knew that you couldn't really love me. Last year you helped me get a date with Nami! Yet I still find myself wishing what they said was true. After the first couple of years of being really got friends I found myself falling in love with you. I tried to get rid of those feelings but even now I still feel nothing but love for you.

Would it matter if I was still alive when you read this? Would it change the way things are for me and Nami? The truth is I love you more than her. I sent you a card ever year in hope that you would realise it was from me. '

"Of course I did you idiot." He muttered as he felt under his pillow for the four valentine's cards he had from Luffy.

'I didn't want you to find out like this. I wanted to tell you in person at prom. I wanted to tell you anywhere at any time but each time I tried someone interrupted or I freaked out.

I guess you want to know what caused this, huh? Do you remember when I started to wear long sleeves? You asked if I was okay and you wanted to know why I suddenly changed the way I dressed. The truth is I was hiding the scars. I started to cut and I didn't want you to know about it so I hid the cuts and made up excuses to get out of P.E.

I have been cutting since second year around about the same time I fell for you. That's one of the reasons I started to cut as well. Lately cutting hasn't helped either. The only thing I can do now is end it all. Im sorry for you finding out this way but please don't remember the bad days I had.

I want you to remember the good days when I was happy. Like when we went to the shows or when we left the school to go down to the public park and sat there for hours just watching the clouds. I only wanted to say that I'm sorry for leaving you like this. Im sorry for not telling you sooner. I'm sorry I lied to you as well. I know it doesn't make sense but wait until tomorrow it will make sense then.

I love you and I always will,

Luffy,'

Zoro could feel his heart beating heavily in his chest. What did he mean 'it will make sense then'? Without thinking he ran out his house over the street to Luffy's. The front door was wide open so Zoro ran inside.

"Luffy? Luffy are you here?" His heart was beating so hard it felt like it would break out of his chest. Running on instinct he ran into the upstairs bathroom and slid.

His mind couldn't register what he saw. The floor was covered in red liquid and Luffy was sat beside the toilet. There was a blade sitting beside him also covered in red. "Luffy?" He took a ste forward and fell to the floor when there was no answer. "This isn't funny Luffy. Come on answer me." He pleaded as he crawled to his friend. He touched the smaller boys face and was only just beging to realise what had happened.

His skin was cold and grey. His eyes were closed. His heart wasn't pumping. His blood was all over the floor. Luffy had come home and killed himself.

"Luffy…." He took the boy's face in his hands and kissed his lips. He could taste his own salty tears as he kissed the boy. He pulled away and he seen the blade from the corner of his eyes. "You can't leave me alone. I love you too." He picked up the knife and without thinking about it he stabbed himself in the heart.

An hour passed before their bodies were found by Ace. When he found them they were both lying on the bathroom floor in each other's arms. He ran out the door to call for help but it was already too late.

They weren't together in life but now they could spent eternity together in death.

Okay okay, I know you are all pissed I killed them but come on! I never said it would have a happy ending! This is the last chapter but I will be adding more. The other chapters are going to be flashbacks and them looking back on their lives. Any way for now I am going the next chapter will be u as soon as I write it! *kisses hand and blows to computer* See you soon. *sticks out tongue and punches Luffy whos stealing food*
Luffy: Ouch! What was that for?!

Me: STOP STEALING MY FOOD!