I sat on the bed and thought about how much my life has changed. I silently laughed as I realized how much I loved Forks when just a few short years ago, I did not want to be here. Don't get me wrong, I missed my hometown of Phoenix, AZ but I would never dream of going back there. I would stay wherever he would be, and Phoenix wasn't it. I can't believe just a week ago I became Mrs. Edward Cullen. I never knew how much I would love being married until I was married, now I had no clue how I had gone this long without eloping with Edward. I knew he would love me forever, I had no doubt in my mind about that, but now it just felt so much more official. I rubbed my hands on my thighs and thought about my husband. We still had another week to stay at Isle Esme for our honeymoon and I was enjoying every minute of it. I still felt the effects of our love making and it was wonderful.
Edward was so reluctant before, now I don't know how we lasted without this feeling. He seemed so experienced, yet he was so gentle. Every touch felt as if his hands were made specifically for me. Every kiss felt like his lips were mine. Every time he looked down at me with those smoldering eyes and he whispered my name, I almost lost it. My hands absentmindedly trailed higher. I gripped the tops of my thighs as I thought about how good it felt to finally make love with Edward. How great it felt to have his cool fingers touching my hottest places. I could feel my hard nipples press against my night shirt and I took my right hand and lightly squeezed my nipple. I whimpered softly as I felt the air shift beside me and I opened my eyes to see Edward staring at me.
"My my Bella, you must have missed me," He said as he let his eyes trail down my body. I could feel the blood rush to my chest and cheeks under his eyes. I removed hands and folded them over my lap while looking down at them. "No, don't stop. I would very much like to see how you react when thinking of our lovemaking." He breathed as he ran his fingertips my arm. I shuddered as the coolness of his hand sent goose bumps up my skin. He took my hand and placed it back over my breast while he took my other hand and rested it on my thigh. He used my hand and started rubbing my inner thigh, so very close to where I wish he would touch. I could feel my breathing pick up. "I want to see how you touch yourself when you think of me touching you," he was so close I could smell his delicious breath as I closed my eyes and felt him knead my breast using my hand. I moaned lightly. I felt his wonderfully cool tongue make patterns on my neck as he pulled me closer to him. He ripped my shirt right down the middle and my breasts rubbed against his cool skin. I gasped as he began to suck on my neck and he moved my hand closer to my sex. He lightly pushed my legs apart and brushed my fingers along the seam of my panties. My God, they were practically soaking! He inhaled deeply through his nose. "Ahhh, Bella baby, you smell so good. Your arousal mixed with your natural scent is heavenly." He used his middle finger to rip my panties off my pelvis in one small rip and I was completely exposed for my husband.
He used my index finger and ran it along my soaking slit and I arched me back forward.
"Oh, Edward…" he looked at me through hooded eyes as he slowly put my finger into his mouth. He closed his eyes and moaned.
"Bella, you taste wonderful." He pulled my face closer to his and kissed me with so much passion I could have climaxed right then! I tangled my hands in his hair and he ran his hands along my back. In a movement so quick, his hands were tangled in my hair as he roughly yanked my head down and pressed his nose to my pulse point. I let out a small yelp. "Sweetheart, you are so beautifully delicate I could easily press my teeth right here, with the smallest amount of pressure, and your delicious blood would come flowing like a waterfall. Mmmm, I can almost picture it. However, I love you much too dearly to kill you. You know that right?"
I was frozen with fear. What the fuck? Edward has not done anything like this since our first day in the meadow. I was actually scared of him for the first time in years! "You do know that, don't you Bella?" I swallowed loudly.
"Yes." I whispered so low I don't know if he heard me. My heart started to pound as he massaged my scalp with his fingers and slightly chuckled.
"Well well, your fear smells so much different than your arousal. Don't get me wrong, it all smells delicious but your fear is less sweet smelling than your arousal. Are you scared of me, Bella? Do you finally fear me after all this time?" He continued massaging my scalp as I started to breathe harder.
"N-n-no," I stuttered out. "Of course I'm not scared of you, Edward." He laughed softly again as I noticed his butterscotch colored eyes start to darken.
"Well, you should be. Hasn't anyone ever told you? I'm a monster." He said as he yanked my head down again by my hair as I let out a loud scream.