A/N: *Faints* because people actually like my writing and I'm not as bad as I thought I was. Thank you to everyone who has read it, favorited it, followed it, and then some! Also this has a few bad words because of Raph. If you don't like them just replace them with words you would normally use in the place of the words. Thanks!
*Disclaimer: I do not own TMNT
Raph's P.O.V:
6 months ago I should have listened to Leo. If I did they maybe we wouldn't be in this predicament. 6 months ago we lost our brother to those men. 6 months ago our family was torn apart.
Damn, we don't even know these new guys at play. It happened so quickly. All I know is that I fucked up and that doesn't help my case at all. Heavy guilt is my constant companion now a days. I sigh as I look up from the wall that I was leaning on as I stepped out from the dojo. Donnie spends all of his time on the computer looking for any sign of Leo. Mikey just sits on the couch dejectedly. I sigh, I've tried multiple times to pull Donnie away from his computer but he just screams and goes in to a rage whenever I do. I can't even get Mikey to pull a prank on me anymore. It's like when Leonardo was captured all of Mikey's sunshine went with him
. The anger and guilt comes back full force. I whirl and punch the wall. There's a nasty dent where my fist collided with the wall. My knuckle hurts but I can barely feel it above all my emotional pain. I turn as the tears in my eyes threaten to over flood. I turn and make my way to the kitchen. I go straight to the fridge and fish out the first beer that I could see popping it open and downing it before grabbing another and closing the door. I walk to the table and sit down looking at the beer in my hand. My mind drifted back to that night. That night 6 months ago. When we allowed our leader, our brother to be taken away from us. I shut my eyes as the memories hit my back full force.
* flashback:
"I don't think we should go out tonight" Leo said with worry laced in his voice. "Relax we're not going very long" "But, still-" "We need to get out for a while, we've been down here for too long. Besides you promised us" I groused. He glared at me but sighed, "Fine just the usual and a quick round of ninja tag for stealth training." I grin at him before going and fetching Mikey and Donnie. The sooner we go the better. They scramble from their rooms and jump over the rails. We are out of the lair before Leo has a chance to change his mind. We run through the sewers and make our way to the surface. "Race you to the top" Mikey cries as he takes a leaping jumping and planting his feel on to my shell and uses the momentum to propel him up to the first fire escape so he can start racing up the side of the building to the rooftop. "Hey! You little-" I jump after him determined to get to the top. He got to the top before me, but I slapped in the back of the head. Bone head. Leo glares at me as I smile sweetly back at him. He nods at us to go before him. We always make him be it for ninja tag. It's always fun outsmarting him. Always. I smirk at him as we take off while he counts to 20 before coming after us. I smile as we jump from rooftop to rooftop. Leo is behind us chasing us I'm pretty sure he already tagged Donnie, so not all that's left is me and the jokester. We're playing our usual game of ninja tag through out the city. I smile as I realize that I'm now ahead of Mikey. I keep running to our usual "safe spot" in tag where it means that we out beat the chaser or in this case Leo. I turn to brag when I noticed that no one is behind me. My heart lurches at the stinging fear as I realized that no one is behind me. I jump down and start tracing my steps back on the lookout for noises and anything that might tell me where my brothers are. I look down into an alley and jump. In the alley is Leo standing over both Mikey and Donnie doing what he does best. Be a bad ass leader and brother who has every intention of protecting them to the end and talk out these wanna-be goons with guns. I've never seen them. Shit heads. I go down with every intention of kicking their asses to the moon and back with Leo. As I land towards the left of the fight I see Leo standing. He looks at me with wide eyes and then motions to the sewer lid. He wants me to retreat? Well that's not going to happen I shake my head and launch myself at the nearest brutes and start fighting. I hear Leo yell at me. Something about a bomb. I look up and see him pushing Mikey and Donnie into the sewers. They we're knocked out cold, but that's going to hurt like hell in the morning. All of sudden Leo's by my side. He slashes the last few of the goons I was fighting before grabbing me and pulling me to the end of the alley and shoving me into the sewer so that I was with Mikey and Donnie. He looks at me and I instantly realize that he's not planning on jumping down with me. I grab the ladder before I could fall down any further and try to grab him too. "LEO!" I scream as he pulls out of my distance. "It's to protect you" he whispers to me with fear in his eyes. The last thing I saw was the fear in his eyes as he closed the lid.
Boom.
I feel the explosion more that hear it. I feel down the sewer ladder I was holding onto. Shit. I look up and everything's blurry. Damn at the least I probably have a concussion now or something. I hurriedly got to my feet stumbling a few times before maintaining my balance ,and slowly made it up the ladder. I push the lid slowly off. I get up and see fire and everything is burned, to no recognition. And then those shitheads. Holding Leo. My brother. Their carrying him to a van. I move after them, but one of them notices me. I charge at him. This pathetic excuse for a human has the nerve to try to take my brother and smile at me? The Hell? I'm slower though, and where I thought his head was, was just air. He takes a needle and before I could dodge it injects it into my bicep. He let's go of me and steps back. Darkness starts to edge my vision as I fall to my knees. My legs to heavy to lean upon. I fall flat on my face as I start to give in to the injection. I prop my self up on my elbows angry at myself for not having the strength to go after his kidnappers. I look up blearily the last image I have is the black van leaving. I didn't get Leo. I let him down. I couldn't even stop his kidnappers. What. How. Then Darkness.
Flashback ended*
When I woke up I realized that Leather head had rescued me along with Mikey and Donnie and took us back to the lair. We were all scratched up but nothing major. Unless you count Leo getting kidnapped. Then that was major. Donnie and Mikey told me that they had just been caught by Leo and we're planning on sneaking up on me. When the roof they were jumping from, the ledge, their was a mini bomb under it. And, someone caused it to explode sending them tumbling down into the alley below. They we're fighting but were hit with the same sedative that I was hit with. I wonder why they wanted just Leo and not the rest of us. It makes no sense, but I have to let it go and concentrate on the one thing at hand. The one mission. And our families mission is far too important.
And that is to bring Leo home.
A/N: Not a lot of action, but just in case you didn't catch it Leo has amnesia because the force of the explosion in a small alley cause him to hit his head causing amnesia. But, his family doesn't know that, and Leo doesn't know who his family is! Next chapter will hopefully be better. As the chapters and P.O.V switches become easier! Until next time fellow readers! :)