Ch 4
It was the day after my wedding, and I had never felt more disgusted with myself in my entire life. Inukimi wanted the entire wedding to be about her, and well as the wedding night. She was drunk on special demon sake the entire time, and despite my father's orders she wanted me to impregnate her immediately. I did start to wonder why she was constantly referring me to Morano-sempi the entire time, I guess he was a childhood crush for her. In her deluded state she had smashed a window to jump into the outdoor gardens to prance around barking till she changed into her dog form. While she looked tall and elegant, she was still drunk and knocking her head against the ground. I had to change into my own monstrous form to drag her away by the nape of her neck to the other side of the mountain so she would wake up the rest of the guests and household.
It was in that moment of opportunity I had foolishly taken her, it was strange and terrible all at the same time. My inner beast was angry and that anger flared out of me easily since I was in my dog form. I realized that I hated everything she represented, she could have helped urge her family and my father to call off the wedding, but no she wanted the power and riches that came with the title. I never saw her fit enough to take my mother's title as lady of the west!
I knew I was close to foaming at the mouth as I dug my long canine teeth into her shoulder to hold her still as I took her from behind, it was not how I originally wanted it to happen, but what surprised me next made me even more angry with her. She wasn't a virgin. She wasn't even howling in pain, she was rubbing against me in heat, chanting someone else's name still. I was now seething with anger as I drove into her to make her whine in pain, my teeth sank down further on her shoulder till I tasted blood. I had never felt such a blood-lust before, not even after my first kill. This female was not the one I wanted! There was nothing romantic or desirable here, demons are above animals and yet here I am, a frustrated dog treating my new wife like an omega. I pulled out after I released a bit, but not before fully knotting into her. I would never bind myself, and mate, this spoiled female, even if my life depended on it. While the action is disrespectful and painful, my conscious was clear. She and I both knew we would never love each other.
In her drunken state she only whined in pain before transforming herself back into her unsatisfied humanoid form, she fell to the ground and began masturbating herself to finally orgasm.
"Morano-sempi!" she screamed into the night as her body shook from the aftershocks of her orgasm before fainting. I stayed in my true form, disgusted and pitied her. Even though her form was beautiful, I couldn't even force myself to be fully aroused by her. She only invoked anger and disappointment in me.
I'll respect her as my wife, I'll name my first child from her as my heir and love him/her, but I will not mate with her or sleep with her again as long as she continues her affairs.
I carried her back to her chambers and lay her nude form down before covering her with blankets, then I transformed myself again to fly a few miles to the graveyard of my clan. I transformed back into my humanoid form leaned over my grand-shire's stone. Tears filled my eyes as I clutched his stone, I haven't cried since I was a little pup when I fell down a hill, Grand-shire was the one who found me and held me to his gray fur before taking me to my mother. I still missed him, I looked up to him, his ideals and honorable ways. His vast wisdom and courageous spirit is what inspired me to become greater than my own father. Grand-shire always knew what to do, he always knew how to make things easier.
"Please, please forgive me, I am disappointed even with myself. How can I make this dream of peace real without you? I'm not strong enough!"
"Inu Tashio" a dark voice spoke over the stone, echoing among the rocks of the quarry.
I cleared my throat to not sound like a whining pup, "Who's there?" I growled lowly.
"Just me pup," the voice became for clear and a small fog cleared out of the ground around the tomb.
"What form of sorcery is this?" I drew Tenseiguea from its sheath allowing it to transform into a long fang.
"Face me damn it!"
"Find the black pearl, Inu Tashio, you must find the black pearl!"
"Why should I?" I snarled, this entire night was becoming irritating.
"Trust your instincts pup, find the black pearl and all will be revealed to you!"
The fog began to dissolve and I fell to my knees, overwhelmed my the smell that made me feel tired.
I feel asleep while still clutching the tombstone.