Hunter sat by her bedside, the room dark as she slept, he rubbed his face, he shoudlve had her stay in the back, he didn't think any thing of it, he felt so many emotions, blame, guilt, anger, her skirt was covered in blood, he rubbed his face sitting back, replaying the match randy did this on purpose, it was apart of his and Stephanie plan, hunter knew it, and he knew one thing for sure, he was going to raw, and randy orton was done.

I groaned my head pounding, I heard beeping and memory's came flashing back, I opened my eyes and seen hunter sitting next to me, he looked exhausted, I squeezed his hand making him look up at me "Hey baby" I whispered my voice horse and raw, "Hey" he said quietly, I nodded "the baby?" I asked already knowing the answer, hunter shook his head no, I closed my eyes I felt like I should cry, I wanted to cry, I just felt numb empty almost, how could something I never dreamed of having, I wanted so badly.

"Im sorry" he whispered, I looked at him confused and then realized what he meant I shook my head "No baby don't, don't do that" I told him my voice cracked, I swolled trying to control my emotions, he looked up at me, "You didn't make me go ringside, I tried to stay as far back, randy kept throwing you out towards me, his to blame not you" I told him, he sighed rubbing his forehead, I could tell he was a mix of emotions, I took his hand making him look at me, the moment our eyes connected I felt a tightening in my throat.

Later that night hunter went to raw, I felt bad for randy if I wanted to stop hunter I couldn't not over this, I frowned, they were making me take a week in a half off, but hunter couldn't go with me, Vince wouldn't let him out of his schedule. I felt odd, I hadn't cried, I would tear up but that'd be it, I sighed rubbing my face sitting back, I just felt numb, I heard ric and looked up seeing ric Dave and hunter on the screen "How is she man?" Dave asked, hunter rubbed his hand through is hair shaking his head "Randy Orton thinks his in control of is own destiny, we're going to show him tonight his not" hunter growled out walking out of the room, ric and Dave looked at each and each blew out a breath.

"Hey kid" I heard marks voice making me mute the TV, I looked up at him and smiled small, "how you feeling?" he asked I shrugged looking at him "I don't know" I whispered, I watched him sit in the same seat that hunter had occupied all day "Talk" mark demanded I looked at him "i haven't cried, I just feel numb, im more upset over having to go home alone for a week in a half, im a horrible shitty person mark" I laid my head back.

"Darlin your not a shitty person, your in shock, you just accepted this, what do you mean alone hunter isn't coming with you?" mark asked, I shrugged biting my lip "Vince wont clear his schedule for it" I told him, mark nodded but I could tell he was pissed.

"Yea that's Vince for ya, but you'll have Sara and the girls there" he told me, I nodded as I heard Stephanie music start tearing my attention off of mark onto the screen, she walked out looking worried looking behind her to her side, she quickly climbed in the ring and grabbed a mic "Hunter I know your here and I just wanted to say what happened to Sam was a complete accident I had nothing to do with it, randy had nothing to do it with it, it was an honest accident, hunter, I would never do anything to harm Sam in that way, or you unborn child hunter I know how much that means to you, I know how much you love her, and I mean have been upset finding out about your relationship with one of my friends, but I never wished her harm please hunter you have to believe me, im sorry hunter" she rambled on, looking honestly since.

She got cut off by hunters music blaring through the pa system, he walked down the ramp and climbed into the ring, Stephanie took off running hunter chasing her finally grabbing her he got her back in the ring and she tried to run again when he got her pulling her up by her hair. that's when randy came up behind hitting hunter, I could only sit and watch as randy stomped on hunters quad and hearing my husband scream.

Mark grabbed my hand as we watched and he hissed here and there as we watched referees help my husband walk to the back, I looked at mark who stood up "Im going to call and see whats up OK, sit tight kid" mark patted my shoulder, I just nodded, I laid my head back closing my eyes.

I groaned waking up to hunter sitting next to me again sleeping his hand over mine, I squeezed his hand glad to see him I looked at his leg and frowned "Im OK" he mumbled making me look up to him, I brought my hand up to his face touching his cheek he closed his eyes leaning into my touch no words spoken between us just an understanding of how hard things were about to get.

The next evening I found myself entering my house by myself, I didn't want to leave hunter clinging to him at the airport I rubbed my face setting my bags down, it was quiet to quiet for me, I sighed sitting on my couch just as my phone went off, I pulled it out my pocket and smiled seeing a text from him "Hey baby I miss you already" I sat back texting him back that I missed him to and I was at my house.

I smiled when my phone rang "Hey" I answered softly quietly, "Hey baby" I heard his voice making me smile as I sat down on my couch "You OK?" he asked, I bit my lip I wanted to cry I wanted to let it out I could feel the tightening in my throat but it wouldn't come "Yea im OK" I whispered, what else could I say I was emotionally dead and to run, run as far as he could, we talked for a few minutes before he had to go, I laid down on my couch pulling my blanket over myself, I still felt just numb. My eyes felt heavy as I drifted off to a land of nightmares.

The next morning I had music blaring as I worked out, I had gotten maybe two hours total of sleep, I frowned hitting the punching bag as hard as I could, all of a sudden unable to stop my rage, I never asked for any of this, I never wanted it, I felt as if I was cursed to be UN happy for the rest of my life, what if hunter deiced all this was to much and ended things with me. I closed my eyes as a picture of him and I as parents flashed before me and the flood gate opened, I let out a sob and fell down pulling my knees to my chest placing my head on top of them as I sobbed into my knees.

Sara walked into sam's house, her heart was breaking for her, mark had told her how she hadn't cried, she knew that wouldn't be well, mark was also worried on how she had to be here without hunter, Sara couldn't help but smile at how quickly mark over came his issues with hunter when all this happened which was good for Sam, she needed mark, he was like the farther that girl never had the chance to have. She heard a sob and frowned walking to sam's gym, she quickly ran over to her wrapping her arms around her as she sobbed uncontrollably.

I pulled away putting my head against the wall shaking it as I wiped my eyes "Im never going to be happy Sara, im cursed" I whispered and looked at her.

Sara looked at the young women she had come to love as one of her own family members, she listened to her words and saw the seriousness in her face, but her eyes, they looked broken, "Sam don't let this break you sweetie, you have been through so much to give up now" she whispered to the younger women, who just shook her head standing up, she watched her walk to the stairs leading up to her house and stopped at the bottom stair looking back at her "Sara there is no man in that moon, only the moon" she said sadly shaking her head walking upstairs.

Mark hung up the phone with his wife and shook his head, fuck they were losing her, he got up in search for a few people, she needed hunter he should be there helping her and Vince McMahon had never let personal interfere with business before and mark would be damned if the princess cost Samantha her happiness she's worked so hard for.

Hunter looked up to see mark walking towards him, he nodded to Dave who helped him put the weight bench back and sat up mark nodded to Dave who walked away "Whats up man?" hunter asked "Look you need to go be with her, she lost it this morning, thinks shes cursed" mark said, hunter closed his eyes rubbing his face "I cant man Vince said I'd be fired if I left" hunter felt torn between Sam and his work, he shook his head getting pissed.

"Leave Vince to me man, just go get on a plane and get to her before she loses it, trust me its not good when she gets this way" mark told hunter who just nodded unsure though, mark shook his head "Trust me man Vince don't fuck with me" he said and walked away hunter sighed walking out.

I knew Sara was babysitting me, which pissed me off more "Im going to check my mail" I mumbled, she looked up and nodded but her eyes looked concerned "Dont worry im not going to through myself in front of a bus" I snapped at her and walked out slightly slamming my door harder then I meant, I sighed feeling bad, I didn't mean to be so rude and snappy with her, I just didn't know where to go with this I have kept myself secluded for a reason, I don't have those life cooping skills and I think mentally if one more thing happened bad in my life I know I would just break fully.

I grabbed the stack of envelopes out walking up my drive way going through them, I sat on the stairs when I saw one marked a place I had long ago left Indian river county sheriff office, I opened it up reading the letter, I closed my eyes, shaking my head, opening them I looked at the letter that was still in my hand, I got up walking into the house I saw Sara looking at me, so much worry in her eyes, I handed her the letter as I put my hand on my couch trying to breath, everything felt out of control and I really really hate that feeling, I could feel it building in my tummy, I could feel my world starting to spin.

I screamed and pushed my couch, then kicked my coffee table over, I just couldn't handle it anymore "WHY DO PEOPLE WHO DONT DESERVE IT GET HAPPINESS, HIS GETTING PAROLE! HIS GETTING A SECOND CHANCE! HE SHOULD HAVE NO CHANCE, SHE HAS NO LIFE BECAUSE OF HIM, I HAD NO LIFE BECAUSE OF HIM, I WAS RAPED MULTIPE TIMES I WAS ABUSED, I ENDED UP ON THE STREETS, ALL BECAUSE OF HIS CHOCIE!" I screamed as I destroyed my living room.

Hunter pulled up and heard her screaming from his car, he quickly turned the car off and ran out into her house, the sight before him made him stop, her back to him, her living room destroyed as she screamed, he walked up behind her when she stopped "baby" he whispered as he wrapped his arms around her and she fell to the ground sobbing.

I heard his voice and didn't believe my ears, until I felt his familiar touch that was it I couldn't hold it in anymore, I fell down sobbing as I turned my body into his clinging to him as if he was my air I hadn't breathed these past two days, every ounce of pain I was feeling at that moment coming out "I got this Sara why don't you go" he said softly as he rubbed my back, she nodded and handed him the letter, she quietly walked out leaving, she knew she would be OK with hunter but she was worried about just leaving her.

"Shh baby its OK im here" hunter soothed into my ear as I cried hard into his chest "Please don't go" I cried into him holding onto him as if I let go I just knew he was going to leave, I knew this was just some sick joke "Baby im not going any where I promise, come on lets go lay down" he said picking me up, he hissed looking at my foot that had blood pouring out of it "Well lets take care of this first" he said walking into my kitchen and setting my on the counter, I wiped my eyes as he cleaned the cut "Baby you need stitches for this" he told me, the hospital I tensed up I didn't want him to leave my side right now "Baby they don't have a man strong enough to make me leave you, come on lets go get you fixed up" he soothed picking me up again, I wrapped my arms around his neck.

Much later that night, she was finally asleep she took three stitches in her foot right by her pinky toe, hunter was cleaning up her living room, he read the letter over and over, between the baby and this no wonder she was losing it, he sat down and rubbed his face sighing, how in the hell was he going to help her get through all of this.

I woke up to my bed empty I saw my living room light on and stood up hissing at the soreness of my body between my ribs, and my foot, I rubbed my face feeling so embarrassed for acting like that, it had been a long time since I've lost it like that.

I walked down stairs to see my living cleaned up and put back in place, I saw hunter reading the letter I saw him rub his face and heard him sigh I bit my lip, im to much for him, I felt tears burn my eyes "I know im to much you can go" I told him my voice horse and scratchy, I made him look up at me, he nodded for me to come to him, I slowly walked over and sat down next to him "Look I told you that night when you told me everything im not going any where, I just, I don't know how to help you Sam, I want to help you so much" he whispered, I looked up at him, his eyes showed so much emotion, love, worry, anger, sadness, but love.

I bit my bottom lip and climbed on his lap I leaned forwards kissing him putting all my passion for him into it, I felt him put his hands on the side of my face kissing me back with an equal amount of passion, I slowly pulled away both of us catching our breath's I leaned my face into his hand as he caressed my face, I closed my eyes "just don't leave me please" I whispered and opened my eyes back up to look at him, he nodded "I'm not goin anywhere" he said with so much promise behind it, I nodded "lets go to bed baby" he said softly I nodded going to get up, he grabbed my carrying me up to my bed.

The next morning we headed over to marks and Sara's ranch, hunter shook his head making me look at him "what?" I asked he laughed "nothing baby just never thought I'd be going to marks house is all" he told me, I nodded squeezing his hand, I owed a huge apology to Sara, I smiled as we pulled up the long drive, I took a deep breath as hunter turned my truck off.

We climbed out him quickly right back next to me holding onto my hand, I opened the door and smiled as Gracie came running up to me hugging me "Bam!" she squalled excitedly making me smile as I picked her up "Hey girlie where's your mom?" I asked her she pointed to the kitchen I nodded as we walked into the kitchen where Sara was feeding chasey at she looked up and smiled at me "Hey" she said happily, I smiled small at her "Hey" I said quietly, as I set Gracie down, she ran off into the living room where I heard Dora playing, Sara rolled her eyes shaking her head as she cleaned chasey up "Go with sissy while I talk with aunt bam" she told the youngest of the calaway clan, she toddled out to the living room.

"Im sorry for how I acted yesterday" I told her, she shook her head shrugging "Sam its OK to become angry, lord knows you deserve it, you just gone through a heartbreaking ordeal and it was caused by bitter people, and then you get that letter I probably would've been the same done worry about it" she said as we hugged, I smiled as we pulled apart "Thank you" I told her, she nodded getting three cups of coffee down as we sat at the table "You do need to call mark though his worried sick" she told me, I nodded "i will this afternoon" I told her.

We sat and talked for a while I noticed hunters eyes intently on something making me look I smiled getting up grabbing it off the wall walking back over "This was taken two weeks after I moved in here" I smiled, but frowned seeing hunters eyes, it was a picture of mark and I, I forgot who took it, but we were sitting on his couch I had my hair up in a messy ponytail giving a goofy grin, with one of marks red t-shirts on which was huge on me leaning against mark who was laughing.

"You look so skinny" he mumbled kinda sadly, I smiled nodding "Yea I was" I said quietly looking at Sara who took the picture "yea sometimes I think that's why mark keeps it in the kitchen, to remind him" she said softly putting it back, I took hunters hand and squeezed it.

Later that afternoon I sat on my porch on my phone with mark assuring him I was OK "Mark I promise im OK, I just lost it for a moment, cost my an er bill and three stitches" I told him trying to make light of it "Darlin you do know this with randy and hunter, your going to experience a side of him you don't know right? He can be a dirty evil son of a bitch" he warned me, I nodded "I know" I whispered, remembering their wrestlmania battle, and that was just business "I want glen with you when hunters not" he said sternly I rolled my eyes "And don't think I wont put you over my knee for rolling your eyes at me either girl" he said sternly, I looked around staying quiet, was he here? "I just know you" he said as if he could read my mind.

"Mark I promise im OK, I will be OK, im not a child I don't need a babysitter and you cant shelter me anymore, I know you so badly want me to just have nothing but good in my life but mark im going to have bad times still everyone does" I told him, he sighed "I know darlin, but these people are sadistic, obviously I don't want to see you hurt, again" he told me, I nodded "I know" I whispered.

We talked a little bit longer before I hung up, I sighed sitting on the porch when hunter walked out "How that go?" he asked, I looked over at him, he and I had discussed how bad it was going to get when we got back to work "Well when im not with you mark wants me with Glen, and he wants me to know im going to experience a side of you I don't know, that you can be a dirty son of a bitch" I told him honestly, he nodded sitting next to me "I can be, Sam this is going to be bad, im telling you now, they took something from us, and honestly you staying with glen or hell even ric or Dave I don't care I don't want you near that ring right now" he told me I opened my mouth to say something when hunter held his hand up to stop me "Look I don't trust Stephanie, I don't trust orton I just need you back there for a little bit OK" he said, I nodded unsure of why I wanted to be in the ring anyways, he leaned forward kissing me "I love you" he said moving away I smiled at him nodding "I love you" I told him softly as we sat back his arm around my shoulder.