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Last time
"Today but thanks." I said smiling we continued shopping getting all our supplies and getting fitted for our robes. After I flashed myself out and back home with my supplies. In a month I would attend Hogwarts with Justin.
Now
I flashed myself into my room only to be yelled at by my mother.
"Alexander! Are you listening to me?" she yelled. I didn't mean to scare her I just need to be alone.
"I'm sorry. Whatever ok? I just… urrr I wanted to get my stuff that I need." I sat on my bed and put the boxes full of everything I need for Hogwarts next to me. I than pulled out my trunk and started packing I made sure to leave a spare set of robes so I could change on the train. "Like my wand?" I pulled my wand out of the box and showed mum.
"Yes it's nice." She helped me pack and once we were done she moved the trunk and sat next to me. "Alex, honey, I know you wanted to get away. But you can't avoid your father's death. I know you remember that his death happened 7 years ago tomorrow." She sat there looking upset and hurt.
"And…." I pretended not to care but I knew in my heart that the best thing to do was to let him go. But he would remain in my heart forever.
"Alex don't do that pretend not to care. I know how close you two were." I ignored her hoping she would leave. It actually worked. Within 2 minutes she got up and left. I than got up closed the door and pulled out my guitar. I got my green book out from under my bed and opened it up to the next page. I played a few chords to how I felt humming some words. I started writing some words about how I felt and played the chorus and sung the lyrics. (Nothings gonna stop me now, Olivia Holt)
"I just wanna scream out loud nothings gonna stop me now
I'm never coming off this cloud
So move over, move over, move over
You don't wanna mess with me I know who I'm meant to be
Never gonna slow me down
Nothing gonna stop me, nothings gonna stop me now."
I put the guitar down feeling like it was time to stop. I put my book in my shoulder bag and hid it at the bottom. This book was like my diary it was where I went when I was sad angry or even happy. Many people use diary's and write down how they feel. But I'm not them I write songs to express my feelings. I've never been good at expressing how I feel all I do is write songs and I feel better.
One month later: A new experience that leaves me in more pain.
I'm having a new dream tonight but it's still tormenting me. I'm 4 again I'm on the floor crying. I'm crying out for my dad. "Alex honey don't you remember daddy had to leave." My mum says but I'm experiencing pain all I want is my dad. Then suddenly I'm in a field with flowers everywhere. I'm 7 now and still don't understand where my dad is. I see someone far on the other side. I take a step closer and recognise the face. I scream "DADDY." I run up to him only to see a green flash and him to fall into a pool of water and float out of my life but this time… forever.
I wake up panting and gasping for air but the only thing that comes out of my mouth is "Daddy". I look at my alarm clock and realise that today I'll be leaving and heading to Hogwarts. Hopefully a change of scenery will help me forget my past. The only thing I need right now is to know that my dad will always be in my heart. I get up and walk down stairs have breakfast. Than 3 hours later we flash ourselves to kings cross station walk through the barrier and towards the train. I say goodbye, promise to write and board the train with my owl, Olivia. I found Harry in a compartment and sat down next to him. A few minutes later a boy with red hair sat down with us. We talked for a few hours than a girl with brown, curly, bushy hair came in looking for a toad. She then sat down with us next to Ron, the red headed boy. I had a feeling we would all be friends quickly. I found out that the girl with bushy hair, Hermione, was very smart, Ron was brave and didn't like school and harry was adventurous. We than arrived at hogsmeade and took boats to the school. We all stood outside a long hall waiting to find out what house we would be placed in. most people were nervous but acted relaxed. But I was terrified and pretending as if everything was ok.
The one thing on my mind was…. 'I didn't want to disappoint dad by being placed in Slytherin.
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