Me + Claire = a couple
Me + Claire + x = a fake couple
X = y
Y = a secret
A secret = im straight and I don't love her
X = I could destroy the world with one sentence
Me + three months = me three months older
Me + three months + x = im in an anxiety attack constantly
Me + three months + x = she still loves me
x = i cant keep secrets and it destroys me
Me + Claire + p = best friends
P = the past
Me + t = Hiroshima in my brain
T = the truth
Me + Claire + t = just me
T = if I tell the truth
Claire + t = I will break her heart and regret it forever
T = my horrible awful secret