Sorry for not updating over the weekend. I went to my friend's birthday and got in a car accident. I'm fine though.

"You're Pregnant." He replied

"I-I'm pregnant?" I stuttered.

"Yes, I'll leave you two alone to discuss this. If you don't want to go through with it come see me later, and I'll give you something for it." Jenner said leaving

I brought my knees up wrapping my arms around them and putting my head down. Daryl and I had just gotten together officially and now had to decide whether to keep our baby or not. This is no world to bring a child into, it is too dangerous.

Daryl pulled me into his lap as I sobbed stroking my hair. When I looked up at him he didn't look angry at all. He shook his head and set me back on the bed carefully as if I could break. Slowly he leaned down over me and pressed his lips to mine for no longer than a few seconds.

"I'm so sorry." I whispered tears running down my cheeks.

"Why?" Daryl asked confused.

I began to cry again not knowing how to say he didn't have to stay with me. I looked up seeing only darkness, and feeling a rough thumb wiping away the last of my tears away.

"Why are ya sorry?" He asked again

"I don't want you to feel like you have to be with me just cause I got knocked up. I can't do that to you. I l-lo." my last words didn't seem to come out. I did love him. I just couldn't seem to tell him. What if he didn't feel the same way.

"You what? And ya know that isn't how it is. If I didn't want to stick around I wouldn't and we ain't gettin rid of my kid in there." He said putting his hand on my stomach pulling up my shirt kissing right above my belly button.

"I love you, Daryl." I confessed looking into his blue eyes.

I felt him smile while he was kissing me on the lips. Once he pulled away he laughed looking down at me. "Baby brother ya best be making yer way to dinner 'fore it's gone." Merle chuckled from outside.

"Come on woman. Gotta feed by babies." Daryl whispered in my ear.

We quickly got up and went down to the rest of the group. Once we got there everyone was laughing and eating. All of the adults were drinking. When I sat down I took a couple bites and felt nauseous. Daryl looked at me concerned and walked over kneeling next to me. "You feeling okay? We can go back to our room if ya want." He said a little bummed out.

"I'm fine. Go over and have some drinks. I'll be okay." I replied blushing as he walked away.

"Since when was the great Daryl Dixon so nice to anyone?" Lori asked

"Uhh." Is all I could say before a drunk Merle began yelling out things.

"You what? My baby brother knocked up little mouse?!" Merle yelled and began laughing.

"You're pregnant?" Glenn asked red faced and drunk, "Congrats."

When Daryl turned away from me talking to the rest of the guys Lori pulled me aside, "Are you really pregnant?" she asked in a rude tone.

"Yeah. Found out today." I muttered

"Are you stupid? Why wouldn't you use protection? Jesus Carol! Do you know what it means in this world? This isn't going to help us at all! Your mistake is going to put us all in danger!" She yelled in my face.

I was furious, sad, and just hurt. It's not like I didn't already know how stupid and useless I was. Ed reminded me that every day and it was cemented into my mind. Tattooed there to stay forever.

I felt my self trembling. I quickly ran out of the room and down the white never ending hallways. I found a bathroom somewhere with in the halls and went in to hide from everyone. I looked through the cupboards and found something that might be a solution to this problem, abortion pills. Anger clouding my mind I poured a couple into my hand and threw them into my mouth swallowing them. Not even letting them go all the way down I dropped the bottle diving to the toilet puking them up. While I was puking and crying. I didn't notice Daryl come in for about a minute. I quickly scooted away from the toilet sobbing more.

"What the fuck are these?!" Daryl yelled holding out the pills before throwing them across the room at the wall.

"I'm sorry. I puked them up. I'm so sorry. Daryl, I'm sorry." I pleaded.

"Ya can't fucking do this! What did ya think I was going to do? Huh? That is my god damn kid ya almost killed. You almost killed our kid. What the fuck Carol! You just don't know how to handle yourself!" He snapped slamming the door storming out.

I sat there sobbing for what felt like hours before going back through the empty halls back to my room. As soon as my head hit the pillow I fell asleep.

"You really think he loves you. You are just a worthless whore that he fucks cause you're the only available piece of ass. You aren't nothing special to look at. You're just fooling yourself you ugly cunt." Ed's voice rang through the pitch black room.

"Carol! Carol! Get up now! We need to get outta here! It's gonna blow up!" Daryl's snapped me out of my dreams.

Daryl grabbed my hand helping me up and began pulling me to the entrance. There was glass scattered everywhere and everyone was running to the our cars. Daryl jumped off the platform on to the ground holding out his arms for me to jump. I didn't think before jumping. Once he caught me we started to run. I was out of breath by time we reached his trunk. He suddenly pushed me into it and got in ducking. Before I did as he did I saw Andrea and Dale finally coming out. Suddenly the whole building imploded. The area around it was engulfed in flames. Daryl and I sat in silence breathing deeply.

"You alright?" He asked breaking the silence

"Y-Yeah." I panted, "Thank you."

"Kay." He replied.

I looked to the other vehicles to see if everyone was there. One was missing, Jacqui, T-Dog's wife. I slumped down on the door and closed my eyes. I could feel we began driving but I had no idea where to.

The vibrations from the truck came to a stop, and Daryl placed a hand near my waist. "We gotta get gas, and get rid of the truck. You'll be ridin with Shane." He mumbled.

"What about you?" I asked sitting up.

"Rick." He sighed.

We quickly got out and walked over to the group. When we got there Merle let Daryl take the motorcycle and he was going to ride with Dale, Glenn, and Andrea. The whole time I was standing near Daryl Lori was staring at me giving me dirty looks. I couldn't believe she was treating me like this. Even before this all happened we were friends now she was just going to throw me under the bus. Everyone else looked at me with pity. Daryl must have told them about the pills. I felt horrible already. When the men finished getting gas I followed Shane to the jeep.

"Is it Daryl's?" He asked looking at the road

"Yeah. It is. Or maybe was." I sighed staring at my legs.

"What do you mean was?" He said looking over at me for a second.

"I messed up. I tried to puke them up. I-I hope the baby is okay. I didn't think." I cried.

"Oh no. Carol. Why?" He said shaking his head.

"I'm stupid and I'm just putting everyone in danger." I said.

"And who told you that?!" He snapped.

"I didn't need anyone to tell me." I muttered

"Well you're wrong." He said calming down.

The rest of the ride was quiet, until we got to the highway.

Once again sorry for the wait. I know it is pretty short, but I'll write more tonight. Also Sorry for the whole abortion part. I know a lot of people might be mad about that, and I'm also thinking of something else happening involving the baby. If you have any suggestions put it in a review. C: