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previously: Blaine finally admitted he was an alcoholic and admitted himself into rehab he send Kurt a text message then handed his phone to his mother kiss her goodbye and was taken to his new room and that's what you missed on GLEE.

2. Keep holding on

Blaine had been hidden away in his new room since his moms dropped him off, well unless he was having food but he shied away from everyone. He was ok the first few days with no alcohol but that didn't last long

It was day 4 of Blaine's visit and with no alcohol in his system he started wanting a drink really badly. He started having the shakes, then sweating and then hallucinating seeing things that weren't there.

It started at 4:02 am

Mandy Wills was a night nurse doing some paperwork when she heard screaming. She stopped what she was doing and ran straight to where the noise was coming from. Blaine was screamin. He was having a nightmare.

"STOP! please don't kill him. Kill me I deserve it. NOOO Kurt speak to me"

"Blaine sweaty wake up"

She was shaking Blaine to wake him up

"Help somebody help my boyfriends been killed help"

"Come on Blaine Wake up"

Blaine did wake up but was convinced Kurt was dead

"You need to help me Kurt's ddddead"

"It was a dream Blaine"

"No he's dead"

"Look at me. look at me" Mandy said trying to comfort Blaine, " Blaine sweaty Kurt is fine he's been trying to find out how you are but we won't tell him anything as that is what you put on the form"

"I need to see him" Blaine said still shaking from his dream

"You know you can't do that. We need to get you better and if you see him you will not want to stay will you"

Still shaking Blaine said

"I suppose your right. I'm sorry you must have been busy before I stopped you.

"Just paperwork it will be ok do you want to go back to sleep or do you want to stay with me for a bit and we can chat while I sort all the paperwork out"

"That seems good to me"

Mandy took Blaine through to lounge, gathered all the paperwork of the floor and got a glass of water for Blaine

"So" Said Mandy "what did you do before you came here then" she said while sorting her paperwork

"Um" said Blaine. He really wasn't he wanted to talk about it

"You don't have to tell me if you're not comfortable I will not make you say anything you don't want to.

Blaine felt okay with that after all he wasn't sure he wanted to really talk about it but took a deep breath and begun to talk.

"I was in a Glee club that I loved and a boyfriend I love but he left to go to NYADA…"

"What's NYADA if you don't mind me asking?"

"It's a college in New York"

"Okay. Carry on"

"That's it really."

Blaine didn't really want to say anymore and Mandy could see that so didn't push it.

"So you were in a Glee club did you compete"

"Yes. We just won nationals as the three teams we would have competed against dropped out so we won by default but still National Champions"

"That sounds awesome"

They talked for a while then Mandy took a note of the time 6.05am she then sent Blaine to his room. He needed sleep as he had his first session with a councillor in a few hours. Mandy tucked him into bed and Blaine went to sleep. He survived that night but would he be open to talk about all his demons to the councillor but he didn't let that lose sleep over it. He put on his radio and he heard a song that he knew might help but he didn't picture the original singer. He pictured his Glee club singing it to him like they had before. The song was "keep holding on"

A few moments later Mandy walked past his room to check on him. He was sleeping peacefully

To be continued