Chapter 4- Please Hear my Cries of Desperation...!
"...Well Beca Mitchell, I want you to….go on a date with me!"
Beca went rigged and stiff. Did she heard that right? Aubrey is asking her on a date, like a date date,
Beca and Aubrey on a date. Beca and Aubrey. Beca. Aubrey. Date…
Ok,wait…what?...Aubrey asked her to a date and she was just standing there all freezed up like a statue..
"Hey..uh Beca, you ok?"
"…" Still no respond…
"Beca.."
"…." Nothing…
"….Beca! I was only joking geez…"
Beca blinked, joking?...oh right, yeah, of course Aubrey was only joking, she hated Beca more than life, why would she ask her out?...
a pang of sadness and disappointment made it's way to Beca's Heart and brain, and of course, it also affected the face she had on..
Nothing but sadness could be painted on her facial expression, this is why she didn't want to love someone; she knows she would just be left alone At the bitter end…
She didn't like the sad feeling she had no choice but to feel after getting all exited and hopeful
Like some stupid fangirl…she didn't want to be one of those stupid Hopeless romantics that
Expected their love to sweep them off their feet…she didn't want to be in love with Aubrey Posen..
But how can she stop when her heart yearns for Aubrey. The blonde. A simple touch on her
Skin and she feels like she exploded to a firework of happiness..
"Are…are you ok Beca?" Aubrey snapped her out of her endless thinking and masked her face with lies again. Yup, lies.
Just cover up her face with grins and smiles, while deep inside she's bleeding..
"..Sorry. I just….bathroom.." She rushed her way to the bathroom and locked the door.
Slowly she curled down to the floor into a small ball, holding back the few tears she dreaded
That would escape her eyes…
In her mind she thought 'No Beca…don't cry over a stupid joke!…jokes are for laughs, corny or
Actually funny, their supposed to make people laugh..not cry like this…'
She sniffles breathing slowly…
Meanwhile Aubrey stood there frozen and in place since Beca left for the bathroom..
She slowly recollected herself and plop down the couch "Aubrey you moron…."
She thought staring at the black square object in front of her still playing the credits of the movie
'You were supposed to serious…not just joke around...wait..am I actually falling for that girl..?..
No way, Posen are not Lesbians…..but…'
She debated in herself again, it seems that it has been frequent since she met Beca; she would debate
Whether to follow Beca's idea or not, to follow Beca's dance or not, To Beca this or Beca that..
How such a small hobbit affect her so much?..She is rich ,powerful, Beautiful, and Intelligent
Aubrey, an alt girl can't mess her up….Beca can't possibly the one…like really….
"Seriously…She's an alt girl that wears heavy eyeliner, she can be a bitch sometimes, she has ear
Monostries that seems so complicated, she wears dark clothes all the time.., she like taco bell so much,
She acts cute when I tease her of her height, she's a rebel, she's against the laws, and
Most of all she's….Beca, Beca Mitchell…that managed to pursue me to change tradition and
Made Bella's actual winners in Acapella…she's Beca Mitchell….that girl I came to like…"
She went on her rant until she ran out of words to say..
Sighing ,she got up and searched through her room for a CD; she thought since there's nothing else
To do, and it's still early to go to sleep, she wanted to watch a movie of her own…
Having an excited look, she took the Movie she had been wanting to watch for some time;
She got the CD for a while now, like 4 months now, but there was never really time to watch
And relax when your Aubrey Posen; you have to finish homework, Study, Classes,
Daily exercise(and study while doing so) , Acapella, and more studying…
When she was out of her room, she caught light of a DJ sitting back on the couch and looking at her
"Um…hey Aubrey"
"Hey..,you ok, you looked pale earlier. Is there something wrong?" She came to walked to the DVD
Player and inserted the disc she was holding.
"Yeah, I'm fine, just some headache I guess.."
"Oh…well..um, if your up for it…want to watch some more stuff like movies or something?... I mean if you have nothing else to do?"
Beca pulled out her smirk and chuckled "Wait…are you really asking me out? Like watch movies?"
She tried to make it sound as sarcastic as possible and it would seem that Aubrey fell for it..
"What!?..No way, gross!" The blonde wanted her voice to sound annoyed, but she was failing
To get the thought of dating the alt girl…
The DJ chuckled as if she was only joking…
She was giving thought about staying or not, whether it's a healthy thing to stay and get your
Heart shattered a million times, or just run away like she used to..
But given it was Aubrey; it was different, Aubrey was different, she couldn't quite put
A finger on it, but she knows the blonde was different from all others.
She couldn't give up yet, not by a long shot…
Beca gave up a sigh 'What the hell are you doing to me Posen….' She proceeded to reply Aubrey's question "Uh, yeah…I'd be happy to stay.."
"Ok,…wel,l I'm watching Glee if your fine with that.."
"Wow…I find it not surprising you actually watch that" Beca sarcastically remarked to the former Captain giving them a slightly better atmosphere.
Aubrey scoffed "So you don't like Glee?..or have you even tried it?" The Dj shrugged by the blonde's
Accusation..
"Well what did you expect? That I would like a series that has some high school or college kids, that suddenly breaks into song every time they
have some sort of problem or something?—seriously even The teachers sometimes sings!"
Aubrey simply rolled her eyes and gave Beca some sort of reassurance "..Well don't worry your tiny badass head about it,
season 5 is much more better cause things are getting…well a bit intense"
Beca nodded her head along anyways "Uhuh..."
" Just watch it, Mitchell" the blonde commanded in her 'Captain-mode' to which Beca responded immediately while chuckling.
So far as they went on , a certain episode caught Beca's attention.
It was the episode where Beca assumed that three of the main characters in highschool
Were going to graduate, and now is spending their time together after they broke into school at night;
Though actually Beca didn't really think about it much since, a familiar song captured her again…
"Won't you come see about me…I'll be alone, dancing, you know it baby.." The DJ mumbled along
As she watches.
Far off, the opposite side of the couch, Aubrey was trying her best not to skip the scene; it breaks
Her heart that Beca was still having nostalgic feelings for the song, despite announcing it publically (She announced it through the school radio) that she and Jesse are never getting back together, even
With his flirtatious moves—she said it was just normal for them..
Aubrey tried to brush it off anyways…
A few hours later, the TV was still on, but the lights were off, and the two occupants of the couch had
A blanket for the two of them. Aubrey was now watching a horror movie that Chloe gave her yesterday, it was called 'The Conjuring'
So far it has been living up to it's name….
Then, out of the blue, a small DJ's head were resting her head on the blonde's shoulder, sleeping like a child,
shifting a bit To be somewhat comfortable..
Aubrey was of course, startled at first, but she soon relaxed from the position, in fact she couldn't take
Her eyes off Beca, the sight of the smaller girl made her heart melt.
'Seriously, how can this little midget be so sexy and yet adorable at the same time…'she thought
Not even bothering taking back her words; maybe she's finally admitting it; that she has a crush
For the tiny DJ? No, it was something more than that, it has to, otherwise Aubrey would've just rejected
These sudden feelings and move on with her life…
Slowly the TV was just mute to her and the blonde's face was inches from reaching Beca's 'God, Aubrey seriously, what is happening with you..'
She closes a few more distance till she feels Beca's breath, maybe she can even smell Beca's scent…
"…No turning back now.." Aubrey whispers quietly as she slowly makes her way to the DJ's lips.
Kissing her lightly, just barely tasting the DJ but definitely feeling her soft lips and it's warmth,
Beca would probably be a good kisser just by how soft her lips are, to which Aubrey can witness..
Sadly( or maybe fortunately) Beca woke up and was maybe lacking a bit of surprise..
"Au-aubrey?.." The blonde didn't spoke she only looked at Beca; still having her face close to the DJ
Suddenly, as if Aubrey was not expecting it, Beca made a peck to her lips and stated quietly
"You know…I had a dream this was actually happening…"
Aubrey gulped down her throat and professed "…Beca…I was serious about the date…"
Aubrey was patiently waiting for a response, however it was very evident
that her hands were sweating coldly..
though, Beca herself knew that she wasn't the kind of person that can express her feelings through words, and breaking into a song right now was definitely out of the question, so..
She made quiet movements to place her lips back onto Aubrey's, this time initiating the kiss..
Aubrey moans a bit from the sudden contact while kissing her back; and she rejoiced because
Her assumptions were correct—Beca is a good kisser, she's very efficient as much as Aubrey is impressed..
They seemed to make out for a good 10 minutes, before they lost touch with each other and fell asleep..
Both of them feeling like the universe seemed so small and everything finally made sense, but
Actually can't be understood, it was weird yet it felt right, very right...
Beca woke up the next morning.
she was in the all-too familiar couch of Aubrey and Chloe's apartment…
The events of last night came rushing back to her the moment she remembered she stayed for the night.
But apparently the reason she stayed was nowhere to be found. She rose from the couch and looked
Around expecting to see either Chloe or Aubrey.
Though They were nowhere to be found, Beca looked at the time realizing it's 7:18 A.M, but despite being early in the morning, it seems that no one was here; She checked Chloe's room to find
No one and the same thing was with Aubrey's.
This was getting Beca confused and annoyed "The Hell Aubrey….first you break your walls…and now your leaving me just that…"
The DJ was tapping her chin when she remembered a sort of thing that a blonde said "..She was being serious by the date wasn't she?..."
Feeling a little confident she walked out of the Dormitory..
Beca made her way to the Bella's studio, but no one was there….
She saw a few Bella's and asked around, but it seems that The Blonde and Brunette is missing.
Soon enough, Beca settled to go to a nearby fast food restaurant cause Chloe texted her to do so; she was glad Chloe was alright, maybe she could even ask where Aubrey was…
(-)
Beca arrived the said destination, she looked around to spot her brunette friend waving her hand at her.
The DJ smiled and made her way to Chloe's table.
The moment she sat down, Chloe started a conversation with her "So, you might be wondering where Aubrey is…"
Beca slowly nodded her head and expected Chloe to answer her. Though the brunette fidgeted on her
Seat, she saw the look of concern in Beca's eyes and spoke "She…she said something to me when I got home last night…"
The smaller girl knew the tone of Chloe's voice, no matter how cheery she would try. Beca tried to remain clam, and waited for the brunette again.
"..She said she made a mistake, she even said she can't face you anymore…"
"What? Why did she said that?!" Beca was in the verged of losing control, she might just copy the blonde girl she so loved—and vomit.."I gotta know Chloe…I'm Desperate.."
"I-I don't…..what happened last night, Beca?" Chloe had a stern voice in attempt to interrogate the DJ,
It was working, Beca thought that she might as well say it since it's going to spill someday soon…
"Well…we were kinda making out but…it was really, like seriously innocent, I mean….I wasn't that aggressive…" Chloe somehow looked amused and was giggling at her.
Beca had a eyebrow quivered and asked sarcastically "Seriously, you can laugh at me right now?"
"Haha, sorry, it's just that you two kissed and now Bree is missing—if you two become a couple then I know that your lives are gonna be interesting" Chloe was still giggling though Beca let it slide for now, she was already worried that Aubrey's missing.
"So…know where are we gonna find Aubrey.." the DJ grumbled though Chloe only thought it was cute, the brunette then composed herself and answered "Well….you two kissed right? She must be insecure about thing; she might be even over thinking things….so I bet she's in a place where she's alone and she can think…"
Beca then tried to conjure up places where the blonde could be according to Chloe's explanation earlier…
She seems not to get anything, until she remembered a certain memory…
"wait Cho, remember that time when she broke up with Luke?"
"Um…Yeah,why?"
Flashback
6 Months Ago…..
"We can't find her anywhere.." Jessica said feeling very worried for their fellow Bella.
Stacie even manage to not joke around and searched too "Yeah….it's like she became completely invisible…!"
Beca was worried the most…..
Aubrey Posen, the said girl who can't really take stress well has apparently received a very hurtful speech from her Boyfriend—Ex-Boyfriend, Luke Atlas.
Luke was saying all kinds of mean things to her, it goes along the lines of Aubrey being a control freak and he didn't wanted to have an athletic-nerd be his girlfriend, so he broke up with her in public ;it was the most humiliating thing Aubrey has ever experience that she ran away in tears…
The Bella's were looking around for her in order to clam her and comfort her, but the only thing is…they can't find her…
Beca was going to give up, this was being too exhausting..
He took one more search around the campus, she even went up the stairs to finally reach the rooftop
'No way, Aubrey can't be here…' She thought to herself withdrawing; but she heard a voice, Chloe's voice.
It seems that the brunette was trying to comfort a sad girl—Aubrey..
Beca took a step closer and finally got a view to see Aubrey and Chloe, with her bestfriend rubbing Aubrey's back gently…
"It's okay Bree…Everything's going to be fine.."
"No it's not Chloe! I will never find someone again…"
Chloe shooked the blonde with the intention to put some sense into her "Aubrey… Aubrey, Listen to me…I know it's hard, but you have to move on, that guy didn't deserve you, if he did loved he could've
Not said all those things to you, but he did, he hurted you, that's not love Aubrey"
"I—no one will ever like me back…."
"Someone will, I promise" Chole assured her friend hugging her in the process.
"..And even if you don't get married, we're still here for you as friends—just please not be a saggy old lady that loves cats; I prefer dogs"
"Shut up Chlo…"
The brunette was chuckling, while Aubrey escaped from her hold ,smiling from the humor of her friend,
She looked up at the sky..
"…your doing that cloud animal thing Aub.."
Chloe said, staring at the back of the currently heart broken girl..
"Please…I just need some time alone; you know this is my happy place when I need some space.."
"..You just worry me…" Aubrey turned back at Chloe and smiled gently; her eyes are red from crying though it seems that she was far from vomiting—at that was good…
The foxy girl smiled back and decide to leave her be..for now..
"Ok…but come back to our place, I'll have some Horror movies and ice cream ready.."
The brunette smiled and was walking towards the Exit "Thank you Chloe.."
Beca thought she Heard enough, she was scared she might get caught so she ran off and out of the building in about 10 minutes…
Flashback End
"Oh..wait you were eavesdropping on us?"
Beca didn't thought that Chloe would say that, in fact realize 'Damn..I'm really dumb aren't I…'
"Uh, ye-yeah..well…that's not exactly important right now! We have to find Aubrey"
The Foxy brunette only giggled again and smiled "No you have to find her, after all you already know where she is"
"What are yo—" Chloe stood up and dragged Beca out of her own seat, then once outside, The brunette pushed the DJ further out and spoke "Go get her tiger!"
The DJ of course blushed though she knew what she has to do, she went for a sprint on it and waved at Chloe "Thanks Chlo!"
"Your Welcome!" She shouted back smiling, already making her way back to her dormitory..
After a very tiring run, Beca finally reached the top of the building—the rooftop..
She searched around for a sigh of the girl, and finally she saw a glimpse of Blonde.
She traced where it was to see Aubrey sitting down looking up at the Sky..
Slowly The DJ moved to seat next to the blonde and spoke "So….you were kinda missing—I was worried.."
Aubrey looked at her being surprised by her presence "Be-Beca…Who told you I wa-was here?"
"No one, figured it out on my own…" She faced Aubrey and smiled "You like the sky huh or maybe it's the clouds.."
Aubrey seem to feel that she was trying to lighten the mood so she just went along with it..
"Yeah..they seem always calm and collected…I want to be like that..to be calm and collected…"
Beca chuckled thinking that it fitted Aubrey that she wants to calm down once in a while, cause seriously, it must be really stressing if she has to stress herself to do all the amazing things the Blonde does everyday..
"Hey..why are you laughing.."
Beca stopped and started "Nothing..it just seems that it so like you to want be like a cloud; I mean no offence.."
Aubrey, instead of scoffing; giggled and relaxed at her position.
Beca sat dumfounded, it must truly be Aubrey's happy place if it has this kind of effect on her..
"..Beca about that…Kiss.."
"Aubrey.."
"It's just..it's so sudden"
The Dj faced that cloud again, this time not giving her face a view; she watched as the calm clouds pass by, maybe she can tell her feelings in a place like this..
"I push a lot of people who can possibly get close to me….I don't know why..but I do, but this time.."
She took a deep breath, wanting to calm down her nerves so she'll not stutter "..this time I want it to be different….I don't want to push people away—I want them to be pulled to come to me…I want to pull you to me..I..Aubrey um.." This was bad, she was starting to rambled, she might be even stalling.
Though seeing the Aubrey was paying close attention, she thought she can continue…
"I kinda…well—ugh, fine…I like you..like change like to love...I love you.."
After that Beca was practically panicking, she thought that maybe the Kiss was a mistake—Aubrey might not like her..she has to say something!
"I mean—uh..Aubrey, if you don't like me, can we still be like friends..or be-being frenemies is ok as long as were talking or like have a connection, Aubrey don't shut me out—I'm afrai—!"
Beca was shut up by the most beautiful girl she thought in her life, and was shut up in the most amazing way. Aubrey smacked her lips to Beca's and slowly molded each other; clinging to one another under the beautiful and cloudy day…
Beca could never forget this day, she thinks that Aubrey might not also..
Cause seriously, Aubrey's lips tasted like cherry and strawberries, and even though she didn't like sweets, melting to your love one's lips is the best thing she felt…well next to—maybe she shouldn't be thinking about things like that..yet..
"That was a very good way to tell me to shut up"
"You bet Miss. Stuttering DJ.."
"Hey, what does that supposed to mean?!..."
The blonde took Beca's arm and wrapped it around her shoulder, it immediately made the DJ blush and
Smile at the same time; they cuddled there for an hour and half, talking about themselves and there current relationship..
"So…I'll pick you up at 7:00 ?" Aubrey said; they were talking about there date to come and how it will be planned "No..I'll be picking you up Bree.."
"What? But Beca, I'm the one who requested a date"
"No, I always wanted to ask you out…please, just this time let me plan the date and all the complicated stuff…"
Aubrey sighs in defeat, but she willingly smiled anyway.
"How can I say no to you….but I still have request, meaning you'll be doing something for me someday"
"Yeah, I can live with that"
She stood up from the cement ground and said "Pick me up at 7:00 then" The Dj smiled at the gesture.
The blonde gave her hand for the smaller girl to take; she happily took it of course and they held hands
Until they reached a classroom inside the campus.
"I have a class….but I'll see you tomorrow, it's practice anyway…." The blonde said letting go of Beca's hand and facing her.
"Could I just wait for you?" The DJ pouted making use of her small size to add effect; though, faltering, Aubrey had none of it and said "No, you were talking about a Test next week remember? go study, I'll be helping you if I have some time left…"
"Fine…" Beca snorted and puts her arms below her chest. Aubrey smirked and came close to her almost instantly; she whispered softly near Beca's ear "I forgot to tell you…..I love you too.."
It was obvious Aubrey was trying to be seductive and was flirting with her, but of course The DJ didn't mind, it is Ok for her to be pushed down and be a little bossy—as long as it's Aubrey at least…
They gave each other chaste kisses before they let go and Beca waved good bye to her girlfriend to her class—oh how sweet it was for Beca to finally call that girl 'girlfriend'..It wasn't really official since they haven't had a date yet, but with their position, they might as well be…
Beca Finally reached the Dormitory she was very familiar of, she got a few texts from Aubrey on the way home, and she manage to reply all of them with sufficient answers.
She opened the door to her shared room, only to see her guy best friend, Jesse; he was sitting on her chair was listening to one of her remixes, then finally he took notice of Beca's presence…
"Sup Becs!"
"Jesse? what are you doing here, In fact, how did you get in here?"
Jesse stood from sitting on Beca's chair at her side of the room and sat on her bed, while the DJ would go to her chair and sit there.
"Well you weren't here last night, so Kimmy Jim saw me and was pretty annoyed—but she let me in anyways…."
Beca nodded her head while she quivered her eyebrow "Ok….but,um…Jesse?" it was a little weird and awkward since the last time Jesse was in her room they were watching a movie and was making out, now their like friends….which sometimes is awkward cause they had a history…
"Yeah? " Jesse perked his head up and looked straight at her "…why did you come visit me last night anyway?"
He nodded his head and relaxed his position of sitting to further explain his predicament in a comfortable way…
Slowly he ruffled his short hair and begun explaining "Well…you see, I've finally gotten over you completely and….I'm interested with someone again…and this time I didn't met her through a Taxi Window…and she does not have ear spikes…in fact she's like the opposite of you! so it really means I'm over you"
Beca chuckled "Finally…" She patted her best friend's shoulder and had a smile planted on her face; it took more time for Jesse to accept that he and Beca is never going to make Aca-Children.
But now his moving on, and The girl is her opposite, so that means his not finding another 'Beca', but a new person…
"So…when am I meeting her?"
"That's…the thing Becs….I need your help scoring a date with her"
The DJ gave a sarcastic face and seemed to question Jesse's actions.
Everybody knew that Beca isn't always the brightest bulb when it comes to romance, and now Jesse was asking help for love from her?
"Uh…Jess, thanks for trusting me, but are you sure? I don't even know how dogs mate, and your asking me for help ?"
Jesse chuckled from Beca's reaction; He was expecting this, the way Beca would respond with a bit of sarcastic tune to it.
"Haha, don't worry Becs, I'm sure you know all about her.."
"Huh..does that mean she's a Bella?" She asked quite interested to who it is '…Might be Chloe…or Stacie…wait—no way, it couldn't be could it?' Beca was getting nervous, what if her assumptions were right, what if it all end here—her romance ends her, by her best friend too '…..what if it was—!'.
"Yeah you know her…she's Aubrey Posen"
'SHIT…!'
Author's Note:
Hey, sup guys, it's been really long...and I kinda hurried this chapter, but I was gonna post this last week, I just forgot cause I
was busy here at our Vacation home (It's summer and like...family bonding thing so...)...
But anyways, hope you liked the chapter, it took a little of my brain power to arrange stuff, but now I can finally see the ending of this,
and I can see it soon!
I was a little late writing this too cause I was working on a fanfic on another couple in adventure time which is very much like Aubrey and Beca...
Though I just hope the you guys think this chapter is at least satisfying!
P.S
Yes, thank you for your support guests and fellow writers, I must say that I did want Aubrey to be a little more courageous here cause
I'm actually basing this story on real life events, but still give me some of your ideas and I might include them.
As Usual, READ & REVIEW-thank you!