A/n. So, this is chapter two. It's a Carlos and James p.o.v chapter So I hope you like it.

Carlos p.o.v.

When I woke up, all I could think about was my dream from last night. It was me and Logan sitting on the beach, looking at the sun setting. The salty sea air was blowing on my face and even though it felt amazing on my skin, it stung my eyes just enough to make them water.

"What's wrong Carlitos?" I look at the older boy, I just smile.

'Man,' I thought to my self,'could this get any better?' I looked into his eyes that looked like drops of dark chocolate and just smile back at him.

"Nothing," I finally tell him, "just thinking about how perfect this moment is." He blushed and started to say something, but my lips were already on his before a sound could come out.

That's when I woke up and stared into the ceiling. 'Man,' I thought, 'why is it so hard to live this way?'

'Because you know he isn't gay and that he'll never feel the same way about you.'

'Thanks for bringing me down me.'

'No problem.'

I got up, now depressed from the thoughts, and went to the bathroom. When I came out, I noticed my roommate , and best friend, James, still snoring his head off. I thought about waking him and telling him about my dream when I smelled eggs cooking, so I decided to tell him after breakfast.

I walked out of my room to find Logan cooking breakfast. He didn't seem to hear me come out so I just stood there and looked at him. He was wearing blue pajama bottoms and a white tank that hugged his body perfectly.

'Great,' I thought, 'now all I can think about is holding him.'

"Good morning Logie," I finally say. He jumped a little and turned around.

"Dammit Carlos," he said after he saw me, " why the hell did you have to scare me?"

"Sorry, I didn't know you would do that." I looked down so I wouldn't start looking at his amazing features and start blushing like a fool.

"It's fine Carlos, no need to get all down about it. I shouldn't have yelled at you anyways, forgive me?"

I looked up an gave home a smile. "Always," I replied. He turned away quickly after that and I thought I saw a little red on his cheeks.

'Was Logan blushing?' I put the thought aside, thinking I was just imagining things. I started to sit down when Kendall and James came out of their rooms and sat down with me.

"Logan" James called out, "how much longer till the food's ready?" Logan shot him a glare before he answered.

"Just another minute, I'm waiting for the eggs to get done." Finally, he scooped the eggs onto four different plate with potatoes and placed them on the table. He then brought out a plate of bacon and a basket of biscuits.

"Wow Logan," I started, "this looks amazing."

He just looked down and said "thanks."

"Well lets dig in already," Kendall bursted. Everyone started eating, and as I reached for a biscuit, Logan did too and our hands touched. I pulled my hand away blushing but when I looked at him, he looked at me like I had did something wrong. I just looked down and stared at my food.

After a couple of minutes of this, James finally said something. "Carlos, why aren't you eating your food? Are you feeling okay?"

"I'm just not hungry," I replied, knowing that it was partially a lie. I was hungry but after that look that Logan gave me, my appetite left me.

"I think I'm going to go lay down," I said getting up and walking to my room before anyone could say anything to me. As soon as I closed the door and into my bed, my mind is already thinking about what just happened.

'Why did he look at me like that?' I began asking myself while laying down.

'Was that a look of disgust in his eyes? Dammit, now how am I ever going to tell him that I love him?'

James p.o.v.

I went after Carlos after he went into the room, and when I got there, he was laying in bed crying.

"Carlos," I asked, walking to his bed. "Carlos, what's wrong bud?"

"What do you think?" He looked up at me with so much sadness in his chocolate brown eyes that I couldn't help but hurt for him. I sat down beside him and started rubbing his back.

"Is it about 'you know who'?" He just threw his head back into his pillow and started to sob.

"Carlos, look at me." The tan boy finally did after a couple of minutes. "It's all going to work out, you just have to stay strong and positive."

"How can you be so sure James? You don't know what it's like to have the guy you love look and not have the same feelings! He'll never love me!" He started to sob again and all I could do was start crying myself.

"Yes I do," I finally said. "I know what you're going through because I'm in love with Kendall."

A/n So, it's the final week of first semester and I can't believe my senior year is half way over. This is so nerve wracking. I really hope that you all are liking the story so far and that it's not something you've read a million times. Review, fav and follow por favor.