A/n. ok so here's chapter four for of you. Enjoy!

James p.o.v.

Carlos and I came home around six after a long day of talking. He just wouldn't let my confession of loving Kendall go so that resulted in me explaining it all.

I never really knew I had feelings for Kendall until a couple of months after we moved to L.A.,when he and Jo had begun to date. We were at the pool, just the two of us, swimming. WellKendall pretty much just swam, I laid back on a floaty, tanning like the usual. Out of nowhere,Kendall decided to try and jump over me which he of course failed at. The blonde teen landed right on top of me, sending us both into the water. When we finally came up, I started glaring at him, which caused him to just laugh.

"Aww," he mocked, "look at James trying to be mad." He burst out laughing and I don't know why, but I started to blush. I tackled him and we started flailing at each other in the water.

He tried to tell me to stop but I didn't listen and continued to try and drown him. That's when I touched his area and realized what he was trying to tell me; his shorts had fallen off and he was completely naked. I hadn't even realized I touched his dick but when I did, shivers flowed through my body, my own dick tingling. I blushed and ran out of the pool before it got even weirder. On my way up to the room, I couldn't get what just happened out of my mind or stop smiling about it.

About an hour later, Kendall and Jo had walked into the apartment and for some strange reason, I felt anger towards the blonde girl when they began to cuddle on the couch. 'That should be me being with him.' I thought to myself but then looked away, confused. I ran to my room, hoping I went unnoticed to the couple, laid down on my bed staring up at the ceiling. All I did was think and think and think. Sure I liked Kendall, but as a brother right? I mean I liked the long unnecessary hugs he would sometimes randomly give me. I also love it when it's just the two of us hanging out, and I guess I just love him. Wait, love? I…I don't love him, do I?

Man that was the most awkward conversation I've ever had with Carlos and all he could say waswow. A good old fashion, wow. It felt good though to tell someone my true feelings, and now that I did, I feel like something was lifted off of my shoulders. When we walked into 2J, we found Kendall and Logan sleeping on the couch. Kendall hair was a little messed up and he had a drop of drool on the corner of his lip, but I didn't care, he was still the most gorgeous boy I have ever seen. Carlos took one look at Logan and ran into his room, slamming the door which woke the other two up.

"Wha," Kendall said in grogginess, looking around the semi dark room until his eyes landed on me. He quickly jumped from the couch, causing Logan to fall to the floor, "Oh, James, your home," he noticed Logan, "Shit, sorry Logan." He started to help the other boy up, who was still looking confused about what had just happened.

"Yeah," I began, trying my best not to start blushing as the blonde boy started wiping the drool from his face and fixing his hair. "Sorry for waking y'all up."

"Oh, it's fine. Besides, we needed to get up anyways and decide what to do for dinner. What do you think, pizza or Chinese?"

"Hmm, well me and Carlos had Chinese for lunch so pizza."

"Alright, cool. I'll make the call." He walked to his room and closed the door behind him without saying anything else.

I looked at his door and then to Logan who was now watching TV. I went to my room to check on Carlos only to find him sitting on his bed, moping.

"Alright," I finally said, "What's wrong now?"

"What do you think?" I really didn't think anything but I didn't say that.

"Logan on the couch with Kendall?"

"Yes."

"Well look at it like this. Kendall isn't gay so you have nothing to worry about." He smiled at the thought of that but then frowned at me.

"But then you wouldn't be able to get him and were would that put you?"

"An unhappy guy who still will love the guy who will never feel the same." I put on a sad smile and sat next to him. "So, let's talk about a plan for you to get Logan."

Carlos' p.o.v.

James started describing his plan to me and I started having split emotions about it. Tonight at dinner, James is going to suggest that we all go to the movies tomorrow night and when we get there, he going to make up some excuse saying him and Kendall have to do something. So he'll take Kendall someplace else and I'll be left with Logan for a movie date and confess my feelings for him. Now, what movie to see?

"James," I began to ask, "What movie should we see?"

"Well, I guess you two can decide when you get there." He smiled at me and I couldn't help but do the same. Maybe this could work, maybe it will happen and I'll still be accepted by Logan. I had to hope for the best because thinking the worse would only make me depressed again. We spent about half an hour in our room when the smell of pizza brought us out.

"Well," James said, "I guess its show time." He gave me one last smile and we walked out of the room. We found Logan and Kendall already sitting at the table with plates set out for all of us.

"Good thing y'all came out or we would have started eating without y'all," Logan said jokingly. He was smiling and all I could do was try not to blush when I smiled back.

"You wouldn't have done that," I said. "You would have waited or came and got us because you know you couldn't start without us." Logan looked down and I could have sworn he was blushing. But why?

I sat down across from him and James took the seat next to me. As we all grabbed for our pizza, James finally asked the question that I've been dreading for the past thirty minutes.

"So," he started, "I think we should all go to the movies tomorrow night. What do y'all think?" Kendall and Logan looked at each other and nodded.

"Sounds like fun," Kendall said. "We all need a fun night anyways." Yes, the plan was working so far, now for the other half to work.

"Great," I said, "guys night out." I sat there smiling as I finished my pizza. When we were all done eating, we decided to all go to bed because we had to be at the studio early so we could work on a new song. We all said goodnight and went to our rooms.

"You excited about tomorrow," James asked me while changing into his pajama pants.

"Of course I am," I lied. Of course I wasn't, I was nervous as hell. All the different scenarios started playing through my head and I knew a look of worry was starting to play on my face.

"Look," James said, noticing my edginess, "it's all going to work out."

"You really think so?"

"I know so." And with that, he turned the light off and we both got into bed. I closed my eyes, thinking about what tomorrow will bring and fell asleep, dreaming of the boy I love.

a/n. Ok so before I end this, I really want to thank ThatKamesLoverhelps he has given me so much help and advise so thanks girl, you truly are amazing. Oh and only two more days till Christmas break, man I need it. I hoping to getup to chapter 6posted by this weekend and then up to 10 by the end of break. Wish me luck on that. Fav, follow, review and comment please.