A/N well everyone, here it is, after such a long wait, chapter 7! alright, i'm really sorry about not posting these past month but I got really busy so sue me. just kidding, don't sue, its a figure of speech. anywho, if you remember the plot twist in ch 6, which was also a heartbreaking ch. this will explain it a little bit andi'll go more in dept in the next chapter. Enjoy. :)

Logan p.o.v.

I woke up the next morning in one of the greatest moods. Last night was just amazing with Carlos. First we left the movie early to go get something to eat and then had a late night walk that seemed to last for hours. I had truly enjoyed myself last night. I finally decided to get up, stretching and checking the time. The clock read 12 and my eyebrows rose. I don't think I have ever slept this late before. I then noticed that Kendall wasn't in bed. I shrugged it off getting up from my bed and entering the kitchen to find Carlos sitting at the table.

"Good morning beautiful," I said to him, wrapping my arms over his chest. "How was your night?"

"It was amazing Rascal Flatts," he answered, giggling. "Nothing but dreams of you." He got up and started to kiss me. It started with just a peck, but then his tongue started to probe at my lower lip and I pulled away before it could get any farther.

"Hey," he protested with a pout on his face.

"That's all you get for now," I told him with a smirk on my face. He smiled at me and winked which made me blush heavily. "So where are James and Kendall?"

"James is still asleep and Kendall is… Actually, I don't know where he is. He must have left before any of us woke up."

"That's strange, Kendall is never up before the rest of us, or at least up before me. I think I'm going to give him a call and see where he's at." I went to get my phone and came back with it at my ear, waiting for Kendall to pick up.

"Hey it's Kendall, sorry i couldn't get to the phone, leave a message and I'll get back to you when I get a chance. Thanks."

I pulled the phone away, "It went to voicemail," I told Carlos as I took the seat next to him.

"He's probably at the studio writing a song or at the gym," Carlos told me after seeing the worry on my face. "He's fine, there's no need to worry." He gave me a peck on the cheek and smiled at me.

"I know," I told him with a smile of my own, although it wasn't really convincing. I just really hopped that Carlos was right and nothing serious had happened to Kendall.

I let out a soft sigh, getting up from the table to prepare us something to eat.

Kendall's p.o.v.

It was around 6 when I finally got back home and I couldn't wait to get in the shower. Why did I have to be so stupid to get myself into this mess? I was too caught up in my thoughts to notice Logan sitting on the couch, glaring at me.

"Kendall," he said in a not too happy voice. "Where you been buddy, and what's wrong with your phone?"

Logan had a serious but worried face and I couldn't help but feel a little ashamed at myself for not telling them what was going on.

"Nothing's wrong with my phone," I answered him, "and I was just out running a few errands." I lied and Logan could tell it too, he wouldn't stop glaring.

'You're a terrible liar,' I thought to myself.

"You're a terrible liar Kendall," Logan told me in a not to joking tone of voice. "Now tell me where you were and why you weren't picking up your phone, and don't you dare think about lying to me cause you know I can tell if you are."

I liked my lips, trying to shake off the nerves as I tried thinking of another lie. I avoided eye contact as my mind went to war.

'Damnit, you know you can't tell them the truth yet.'

'I know that, but I can't lie to my best friend.'

'But you can't tell them that you're dating Dak yet, Griffin told you that you can't tell anyone until after he tells Gustavo his plan to make BTR even more famous."

'But why did he have to choose me to do this plan?'

'I don't know but Logan is starting to look at us like we're crazy.'

'Well maybe I am for having this conversation with myself.' I looked at Logan who had a very questionable look on his face. I shook my head, giving him a sheepish grin.

"How was last night with Carlos," I asked him.

"It was amazing," he answered, his voice and face softening a bit. "But no changing the subject." He started to glare at me again and was waiting for an answer. We stood there for a few minutes and I just couldn't take it anymore.

"Will you stop glaring at me like that!" I yelled. "It's starting to creep me out." I turned away from him and started to head to my room, but before I reached the door, he was blocking my way.

"Good," he said in an annoyed voice. "I'm glad it's creeping you out cause then it might make you answer my questions. Look, if you won't answer my other questions, at least answer this next one. What happened last night between you and James last night?"

"Nothing happened," I said quickly. Something did but I really wanted to see what all he knows before I say anything else.

"Really? Than why did he come in a few hours ago taking Carlos saying that he really needed to talk to him and look on the verge of tears. Tell me how you have no fucking idea what had happened last night because I really would love to hear more lies from you!"

I have never seen Logan this pissed before, he looked like he was about to hit me. I can't blame him if he did either. I went to sit on the couch and put my head in my hands.

"Look," he said in a more calm voice. He came over to sit by me, plaving a hand on my back. "I don't know if you know this yet but James loves you as much as you love him."

"I know," I told him. "He told me last night after he kissed me."

"And what did you do?"

"I kissed him back after saying that I was in love with him."

"That's great, I'm-"

"No it's not!" I suddenly snapped, jumping up from the couch and gripping my hair.

"I'm confused. What's going on, Kendall?" I could see the concern on his face and I knew I couldn't keep lying to him.

"Griffin is making me date Dak." I blurted out without a second thought.

"What?" His face was full of confusion and he was now sitting upright as if there was a board strapped to his back.

"Yeah, he's making me date Dak and that's where I was today."

"Why?"

"He thinks that if one of us is openly gay, it will bring more publicity and more fans."

"Does James know?"

"No, he doesn't, and I feel terrible because I know I broke his heart last night and he is probably going to hate me forever now." I couldn't help it anymore, I fell to my knees and broke down into tears.

Logan was by my side in a second, hugging me. "Hey," he said in a soothing voice. "It's all going to work out, you just need to have faith that it will."

"I really hope it does," I told him, pulling my head back to wipe my eyes. "I really love him Logan."

"I know you do Kendall. I know." With that, we got up and I wiped my eyes from the rest of the tears and we headed to start dinner.

A/N so did you like it? i hope you did :). now i'm not making any promises this time but i'm really hoping to finish this story by aug 18 cause that's when i leave for college, which is gonna be fun, and i'm only seeing between 5-7 more chapters. i already have how i want it to go, i just have tofigure out how i'm going to put it on paper which is especially hard for me. so follow, fav, reviewand i'll talk to yall next time i put a chap up, peace y'all