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"Hello Isabella Swan speaking."

"Bella is that you?"

I quickly hung the phone up and the boys were looking at me.

"Oh wrong number" I said shrugging it off.

The fucking phone rang again and Em said "I'll get it squirt" fuck my life I thought.

"Hello......... Hey Eddie.........Yeah that was Bella..........Yeah 20 minutes...........ok cya then" Em said pointing his figure at me.

I quickly grabbed my keys and purse started walking out side before he showed up.

"Bella where the fuck are you going?" Emmett said.

"Oh I'm just going to my car for a second" I said walking out the door getting in my SUV and peeling out the driveway heading off to La Push.

Fuck my life. I pulled up at the beach got out of my car and walked to the water's edge, looking out at the water it was dark now and the stars were coming out. I don't know how long I stood there void of any emotion just staring off into the horizon.

I walked back up to my car and headed home only to see a familiar car in the drive. Fuck that I'm going to have a drink at the bar. I pulled up into the parking lot and walked inside to see Jazz standing behind the bar. He looked up at me and next there was a shot glass in front of me and a bottle of tequila.

"Thanks Jazz" I said.

3 shots later

"Bella you know you can't hide from Edward forever." Jazz said.

3 shots later

"Jazz I'm gonna try for as long as I can, I can't deal with it right now."

"You have had 3 years Bella." Jazz said.

2 shots later

"Bella you are gonna wipe ya self out." Jazz said.

1 shot later

"Jazz who gives a fuck, I've loved 1 man in my life and he left me. Smashed my heart into a million pieces and the only other guy I let in fucked my friend, because at the end of the day I wasn't good enough for either of them" I slurred.

"Bells don't drink any more please." Jazz said.

2 shots later just to piss Jazz off

"Fuck off Jazz, I can't believe your my fucking brother, I'm your fucking sister and you took him over me, you pushed me away all of you. You never gave a fuck about me. You never visited me. I fucking cried myself to sleep for 3 ½ years Jazz, 3 ½ fucking years over Edward Cullen while you cunts sat back and had a good fucking time with him. Edward fucked me over and you are his mate for fuck sake I'm your god damn sister who has looked out for you all and you couldn't even come to make sure I was alright." I screamed.

"Bella you know I love you and Edward didn't mean to hurt you like that." Jazz said.

"You know what I think I have had enough, I think I should leave." slamming some bills on the bar

I turned around to slide off the bar stool and who was standing behind me none other than Edward fucking Cullen and my big arse bear of a brother.

I turned around and looked at Jazz "You're a prick Jazz stay the fuck out of my life and that goes the same for you 2. None of you gave a fuck before so don't start caring now." I screamed.

"Right I think I've heard enough Bella get your arse in your car." Emmett said to me thru clenched teeth.

"Fuck off Em don't start to care now." I said.

Edward was just staring at me, I looked at him flipped him off and staggered to the car pulling out my keys from my purse. Emmett snatched my purse and grabbed my keys while I was cussing and smacking him.

"Get in the fucking car Bella now!" Em yelled.

"Fine but he isn't getting in my car, he can fuck off and leave me alone I really don't want to see him for the rest of my life!" I screamed.

I jumped in the back seat of my car.

"Fuck Edward are you ok man?" Em said.

"Yeah" Edward said.

Then I passed out in the back seat.

Em POV

I had never heard Bella talk like that. Fucking hell what am I going to do I broke my sister's heart.

"Hey man I've got her you just open the front door." Edward said.

"Fuck Edward what if she wakes up man, she will fucking kill you."

He opened the back door and scooped Bella up in his arms and walked inside and started heading up the stairs to her bedroom. I followed him up and helped take her shoes off. Edward pulled her covers over her and kissed her on the head and said good night to her.

I can see the pain and torture in his face they say drunks always tell the truth and fuck did Bella let us all have it tonight. I turned her light off and walked out her door down the stairs.

I clapped Edward on the shoulder.

"Want a beer man?"

"Sure Em" he said.

The girls and dad just looked at us concerned about Bella. Alice jumped up and cuddled Edward.

"Are you ok Edward?" she asked

He just looked at her; his eyes were red like he was ready to cry at any moment and shook his head.

Dad looked at me, "What happened Emmett why was Bella passed out?" he asked.

"Honestly dad you don't want to know what we walked into the bar and seen, I don't think it was my little sister." I said sitting and putting my head into my hands.

I can't believe that my little sister said those things to us admittedly she didn't know Edward and I were standing behind her.

"What do you mean Em?" Rose said. I just looked at Edward and he sat back on the couch and closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Well I have never seen Bella like that, when we got there she was screaming at Jazz that none of us cared about her and we never visited her to make sure she was alright and if we don't watch Bella she will run back to LA or as far away from us as she can."

"Emmett, why will she run?" Alice asked.

"Because of me I really hurt Bella when I broke up with her more than what I had ever imagined and after what she said to us tonight I can't blame her for hating me I deserve everything she said tonight and a lot more" Edward said.

I looked at Edward and noticed a tear fall down his face.

"Edward you know Bella loves you she was just drunk and it's been years since she has seen you. Just wait until tomorrow son." Charlie said to Edward

"I don't know Charlie you didn't hear her." Edward said.

We were all looking at one another when we heard a crash Edward went running up the stairs with the rest of us hot on his heels. He flung the door open and we found a broken looking Bella on the floor sobbing. Edward ran in and scooped her up in his arms and pulled her into his chest.

"I'm so sorry Emmett," Bella slurred.

"Shhhh it is gonna be ok love" Edward said to her.

Oh fuck me with that Bella pushed Edward away making him fall onto his back and stood up with her hands on her hips looked him in the eyes and then she let him have it again.

"Don't you ever fucking call me that do you hear me Edward Cullen" she screamed at him.

BPOV

"Get the fuck out of my room I told you I never want to see you again" I yelled.

"Bella please" Edward pleaded with me.

"I HATE YOU EDWARD CULLEN DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME. YOU BROKE MY FUCKING HEART AND LEFT ME" I yelled sobbing.

He looked at me wide eyed tears falling down his face and headed down the stairs and out the front door and into the night.

"Enough Bella" Dad said.

"That's right take his side I'm your fucking daughter. Don't worry; I will be gone in the morning you can all go back to you lives and not have to fucking worry about me. Not that any of you fucking did unless you needed something." I yelled.

"Bella please stop this" Rose said trying to calm me down.

"Rose why didn't you come out to LA I needed you I was alone I had no one." I sobbed.

"Oh Bella" Alice said to me crying.

Rose and Ali helped me back into bed and I passed out.

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