Bella's Heart Chapter 33, a twilight fanfic

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~~~~Twilight Magic~~~

BPOV

"Bella how many people will be here Friday?" Edward asked.

"All the construction workers and probably wives and kids." I said looking at Edward.

"So there will be over 1000 people here?" he said narrowing his eyes at me.

"Yeah babe there will be don't worry mom has it covered." I told him walking up and wrapping my arms around him giggling.

"Fuck Bella is there going to be enough room?" he asked chuckling.

"Yeah babe the marquees and stuff will be here in a few hours and we have enough land." I said giggling into his chest.

"I don't think I can play football or baseball this year I'm still pretty sore."

"Yeah but you weren't sore this morning when we had sex 3 times Edward." I told him looking at him.

"That's different I could never be too sore for you." he said placing a kiss on my head.

"Do you know what the uncles and the boys are up to Edward?" I asked narrowing my eyes at him.

"Um please don't ask me that Bella."

"They are going to prank a few of the workers aren't they?" I asked him he just nodded.

"Fuck Edward don't you think that pranking has already done enough damage this week. You should have put a stop to it." I yelled storming off out side.

When Marie came back from packing Riley's stuff and sending it to Alaska she walked in the door, collapsed in my arms and cried for hours because her marriage of 11 years was no longer and she was scared to be alone. Rob and I had spoken that day and he decided to give her a month to work her stuff out before he made a move on her.

I went for a walk along the river trying to go over everything that had happened over the last few days. Riley is going to sue me for wrongful termination of his employment. I knew the bastard would do that but when I spoke to James he said he didn't have a leg to stand on because he was already on his last warning at the hospital for his bedside manner. He was just trying to hurt Edward and me for what happened between him and Marie. I started humming a tune in my head and walked back to the cabin and went into the music room, grabbed my guitar started to play what was going in my head.

"Good Friends"

Good times are worth more than money any day
That's what I always say
Good friends are worth more than money in the bank
That's what I always say
That's what I always say

Got a letter, made me lose heart
Gonna have to make a new start
I know whatever happens now

Good times are worth more than money any day
That's what I always say
Good friends are worth more than money in the bank
That's what I always say
That's what I always say

Don't worry, friends'll chip in
What's owed will be forgiven
I know whatever happens now

Worry about tomorrow
Ain't gonna change a thing Today

Good times are worth more than money any day
That's what I always say
Good friends are worth more than money in the bank
That's what I always say
That's what I always say

Good times are worth more than money any day
That's what I always say
Good friends are worth more than money in the bank
That's what I always say
Good friends That's what I always say

Good times are worth more than money any day
are worth more than money in the bank
That's what I always say
That's what I always say

I looked up and saw Rob standing there looking at me, he walked over and sat at the piano and we started singing and playing alot of the songs we had written before Edward and I were back together. We were laughing and eventually everyone was down stairs listening or joining in playing.

"Turn Off the Lights"

It's getting so lonely inside this bed
Don't know if I should lick my wounds or say woe is me instead
And there's an aching inside my head
It's telling me I'm better off alone
But after midnight morning will come
And the day will see if you will get some

They say that girl ya know she act too tough tough tough
Well it's till' I turn off the light, turn off the light
They say that girl you know she act so rough rough rough
Well it's till' I turn off the light, turn off the light
And I say follow me follow me follow me down down down down
till' you see all my dreams
Not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems

I looked above the other day
Cuz I think I'm good and ready for a change
I live my life by the moon
If it's high play it low, if it's harvest go slow and if it's full, then go
But after midnight morning will come
And the day will see if you're gonna get some

I'm searching for things that I just cannot see
Why don't you don't you don't you come and be with me
I pretend to be cool with me, want to believe
That I can do it on my own without my heart on my sleeve
I'm running, I'm running, catch up with me life
Where is the love that I'm looking to find
It's all in me, can't you see, why can't you, why can't you see it's all in me

Where is your logic
Who do you need
Where can you turn in your delicate time of need
Follow me down, follow me down down down,
I do not need I do not need nobody
Where is your logic
Who do you need
Where can you turn in your delicate time of need

"Your Winter" Rob sang

The grey ceiling on the earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child
In your opinion, and what is that?
It's just a different point of view

What else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry.
I said I'm sorry , but for?
If I hurt you then I hate myself
Don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only know how much I love you, love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here

The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while

You read my eyes just like your diary,
oh remember, please remember
Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more
If I hurt you, then I hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only knew how much I love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here

I looked at Rob and we both had memories filling our heads of all the time we spent in the lost years.

"I'm Like A Bird"

You're beautiful, that's for sure
You'll never ever fade
You're lovely but it's not for sure
That I won't ever change
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know is

Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me
Each and every single day I know
I'm going to have to eventually give you away
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
Hey I'm just scared
That we may fall through

"How come we haven't heard these ones Tink's?" Tiny asked. I just looked at him and shrugged my shoulders laughing at Edward looking at me trying to decipher the meaning behind all the songs he is hearing now.

"Promise to Try"

Little girl don't you forget her face
Laughing away your tears
When she was the one who felt all the pain

Little girl never forget her eyes
Keep them alive inside
I promise to try - it's not the same

Keep your head held high - ride like the wind
Never look behind, life isn't fair
That's what you said, so I try not to care

Little girl don't run away so fast
I think you forgot to kiss - kiss her goodbye

Will she see me cry when I stumble and fall
Does she hear my voice in the night when I call
Wipe away all your tears, it's gonna be all right

I fought to be so strong, I guess you knew
I was afraid you'd go away, too

Little girl you've got to forget the past
And learn to forgive me
I promise to try - but it feels like a lie

Don't let memory play games with your mind
She's a faded smile frozen in time
I'm still hanging on - but I'm doing it wrong
Can't kiss her goodbye - but I promise to try

I looked at everyone and the girls had a few tears in their eyes but did they really know why I wrote it. I looked at Rob and he smiled at me knowing the real reason behind the song it was written about me and my mother.

"Could Have Been"

The flowers you gave me
are just about to die
when I think about
what could've been
it makes me want to cry

The sweet words you whispered
didn't mean a thing
I guess our song is over
as we begin to sing

Could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
could've been my lover
every day of my life
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
I'll never KNOW what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

The memories of our lovin'
still linger in the air
like the faded scent of your roses
stay with me everywhere

Every time I get my hopes up
they always seem to fall
still what could've been is better than
what could never be at all.. at all

Could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
could've been my lover
every day of my life
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
You can hold what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

could've been so beautiful
Could've been so right
You can hold what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

How can you hold what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

"Bella I know you don't like having your songs recorded but I think you really need to lay them down, they are amazing even if they are just for the kids to have later on." Edward said looking at me.

"Ok let's lay them down then we will do all our songs." I looked at Rob and smiled.

"Tinks you want to do them all?" he asked.

"Yep it is obvious Edward wants to hear them all." I said looking at Edward nodding.

"Ok Tinks" he said starting to get up and get the sheet music to all our songs that we had written. He looked at Edward and handed them to him and sat back down at the stool beside me. Ben jumped and went to get it all set up to start to record the songs and lay them down.

"Rose could you do some harmonies with me and I have a song I have written for you." I told her looking at her. She stood up and walked over and I gave her sheet music to it and she started looking at the lyrics and I seen her eyes filling with tears as she was going over them. She looked up at me and cuddled me and started crying. Then I sat at the piano and started to play Roses song as she began to sing.

"Oh Father"

It's funny that way, you can get used
To the tears and the pain
What a child will believe
You never loved me

You can't hurt me now
I got away from you, I never thought I would
You can't make me cry, you once had the power
I never felt so good about myself

Seems like yesterday
I lay down next to your boots and I prayed
For your anger to end
Oh Father I have sinned

You can't hurt me now
I got away from you, I never thought I would
You can't make me cry, you once had the power
I never felt so good about myself

Oh Father you never wanted to live that way
You never wanted to hurt me
Why am I running away

Maybe someday
When I look back I'll be able to say
You didn't mean to be cruel
Somebody hurt you too

You can't hurt me now
I got away from you, I never thought I would
You can't make me cry, you once had the power
I never felt so good

You can't hurt me now
I got away from you, I never thought I would
You can't make me cry, you once had the power
I never felt so good about myself

I looked at Rose knowing what she went through when we were younger, as soon as she was 18 her and Emmett moved in together to get away from her father's abuse. I still remember my father going around to Rose's house with Carlisle one night, we were 16 then and they gave him a beating for what he had done to her. We weren't meant to know but we all did and were grateful, he never laid a hand on her again. Rose walked over and sat at the piano bench and hugged me crying on my shoulder.

"Bella thank you" she said getting up and walking over to Emmett and cuddling him.

I got up and grabbed my banjo and everyone looked at me. I smiled at them and we started to play.

"Love Story"

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

I got up and walked over to the piano and sat next to Edward and he scooted along for me so I could play the next song.

"When I Look at You"

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.

"She Will Be Loved" Rob sang

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

"Irreplaceable"

To the left
To the left

Mmmm to the left, to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, that's my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, baby, please don't touch (don't touch)

And keep talking that mess, that's fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And it's my name that's on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you u got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you by tomorrow
So won't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if she's home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know
What did you think
I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable (irreplaceable)

So since I'm not your everything (irreplaceable)
How about I'll be nothing (nothing)? Nothing at all to you (nothing, nothing)
Baby I won't she'd a tear for you (I won't she'd a tear for you)
I won't lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
'Cause the truth of the matter is (truth is)
Replacing you is so easy

To the left, to the left.
To the left, to the left.
Mmmmm
To the left, to the left.
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left, to the left.
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking
You're irreplaceable

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You must not know 'bout me (baby)
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute

You can pack all your bags we're finished (you must not know 'bout me)
'Cause you made your bed now lay in it (you must not know 'bout me)
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

"Bella when did you write that one?" Rob asked raising an eyebrow at me.

"On the plane after I broke up with Jake." I said laughing. Everyone looked at Edward and started laughing.

"OMG Bella" Rose said in-between fits of laughter.

"I know right" I said laughing, shrugging my shoulders.

"Bella I can't believe you would write that song let alone sing it." Edward said pissed.

"Oh Edward it is a good song and it is so true." I laughed watching him stalk off flipping me off

"Bella you need to go and talk to him." Ali said looking at me.

"No Alice I don't have to." I said looking at her feeling pissed that I should have to explain myself. I got up and walked up to our room and showered, got into my pyjamas and climbed into bed. I heard the door 5 minutes later and it was Edward he sat on the bed. I sat up and looked at him

"What's your problem Edward you wanted me to sing them all?" I said looking at him.

"Why did you write that song Bella?" he asked looking at me.

"Fucking hell, Edward. Why did I write all of my songs because at that time they meant something that I couldn't express so I used music." I said looking at him.

"But why would you write a song about Jake and me?" he said looking at me.

"So that's the real reason you are pissed off with me because it is about the two of you?" I asked him.

"YES" he yelled scaring me.

I climbed out of bed and slammed the door on my way out and walked down to the music room and started to play another song which I wrote about Edward making me feel insignificant when I was in LA. Edward walk in and stood there slack jawed narrowing his eyes at me.

"Love Don't Live Here Anymore"

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore

When you lived inside of me
There was nothing I could conceive
That you wouldn't do for me
Trouble seemed so far away
You changed that right away, baby

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore

Love don't live here anymore
Just emptiness and memories
Of what we had before
You went away
Found another place to stay, another home

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore

In the windmills of my eyes
Everyone can see the loneliness inside me
Why'd ya have to go away
Don't you know I miss you so and need your love

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore

Live Here anymore anymore

You don't live here anymore
Love don't live here anymore

I got up and grabbed my guitar and sat back down and wiped a few stray tears that had fallen. I started to play the next song.

"One More Chance"

I turned around too late to see the fallen star
I fell asleep and never saw the sun go down
I took your love for granted
Thought luck was always on my side
I turned around too late and you were gone

So give me one more chance
Darlin' if you care for me
Let me win your love
'Cause you were always there for me
If you care for me,
Be there for me

I like to play the queen of hearts and never thought I'd lose
I rolled the dice but never showed my hand
I planned it out so perfectly,
So you'd never leave a girl like me
I was a fool, but now I understand

So give me one more chance
Darlin' if you care for me
Let me win your love
'Cause you were always there for me
If you care for me,
Be there for me

Here is the law of the land
You play with fire and you'll get burned
Here is the lesson I've learned
That you don't know what you've got til it's gone

So give me one more chance
Darlin' if you care for me
Let me win your love
'Cause you were always there for me
If you care for me,
Be there for me

Gimme one more chance
Tell me that it's not too late
Let me win your love
Darlin' please don't hesitate
If you care for me,
Be there for me

Give me one more chance

I got up and grabbed the electric guitar and Rob, Ben and James looked at me they knew what was coming. Ben ran over to the booth James jumped on the drums and Rob got on the keyboard. I gave Bond the lyrics and got him up to sing it, he was the only one who could pull it off. Adam was the one who used to sing it for me.

"I'll Never Let You Go"

Angel eyes
You have angel eyes
Such a smile that lights up my life oh
You're a dream come true
Now I'm holding you
And I'll never, never let you go
I will never let you go

First time I laid my eyes upon you
All my dreams were answered
First time I kissed your tender lips
My love to you I surrendered

I'll never let you go
You're always on my mind
You're the only one for me
You're all I need
And I'll never, never let you go

Angel eyes
My heart relies
On the love you give to me
You never let me down
You're always by my side
And I'll never, never let you go
I will never let you go

When my heart starts to crumble
And the tears start to fall
You hold me close with tender lovin'
And give me strength to carry on

I'll never let you go
You're always on my mind
You're the only one for me
You're all I need
And I'll never, never let you go

I'll never let you go
You're always on my mind
You're the only one for me
You're all I need
And I'll never, never let you go oh ooh
And I'll never, never let you go

I looked at Rob and gave the boys the sheet music and they began to play I went up and stood in front of the mic and started to sing.

"Even Angels Fall"

You've found hope
You've found faith,
Found how fast she could take it away.
Found true love,
Lost your heart.
Now you don't know who you are.

She made it easy,
Made it free,
Made you hurt til you couldn't see.
Sometimes it stops,
Sometimes it flows,
But baby that is how love goes.

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.

It's a secret no one tells;
One day it's heaven, one day it's hell.
It's no fairy tale;
Take it from me,
That's the way it's supposed to be.

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.

You laugh, you cry, no one knows why
Behold the thrill of it all...
You're on the ride
You might as well
Open your eyes

You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
Even angels fall
Even angels fall

"Bleeding Love"

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

"You Wouldn't Like Me"

There's a war inside of me
Do I cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song
Do I push it down or let it run me right into the wind
And I- I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome sound
And you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me down
Oh I- I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
I- I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me
And don't you worry there's still time
And don't you worry there's still time
There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone
And I wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will bring you around
I- I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
I- I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me
So don't you worry there's still time
Don't you worry there's still time
Don't you worry there's still time
Don't you worry there's still time
Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words
I can't say that I'll love you forever
Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words
I won't say that I'll love you forever

Then I heard the boys start playing our duet I saw Edward walk forward and grab a mic and take a seat.

"Someday We'll Know"

Bella:
Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I Need an answer
Two years later
he's still on my mind
Edward:
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Both:
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

(Ohh)

(Chorus)
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...

Bella:
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Edward:
Or what the wind says when she cries?
Bella:
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
Both:
For the 97th time...Tonight

(Chorus)
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...
(yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Both:
Someday we'll know
Edward:
Why Samson loved Delilah...
Both:
One day I'll go
Bella:
Dancing on the moon...
Both:
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...
Bella:
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow,
Edward:
I watched the stars crash in the sea,
Bella:
If I could ask God just one question...
Both:
Why aren't you here with me?...Tonight

(Chorus)
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...
(yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah...
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon...
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...

Edward got up and walked over to me and went to wrap his arms around me. I got up and looked at him and narrowed my eyes at him and dropped the mic.

"Fuck off Edward" I said walking past him and out the studio on the 3rd floor and walking back to the bedroom locking the door and climbing into bed. I heard the door knob jiggle and Edward called my name and I just ignored him. I started to cry and then I heard a faint knock on the door and Masen's little voice calling out for me. I got up and opened the door to find my son standing there with his dad I watched Edward whisper to Masen and he turned and walked back to his room. I went to close the door and Edward pushed it open on me and walked in. I looked at him and went to walk out and he grabbed my arm I cried out in pain and looked down at his grip on my arm. He looked at me and then it must have registered that he had hurt me.

"Fuck Bella, I'm sorry love I didn't mean to hurt you." he said looking at my arm. I looked up at him and walked out the door I put on my flip flops and walked outside and went over to Sue and Dad's and climbed into bed in one of the guest rooms. I laid there for a couple of hours sleep not finding me so I got up and walked next door and went into Cullen Nightclub and put some music on, jumped behind the bar and grabbed a bottle of tequila, a shot glass and went and sat at one of the booths and poured a shot. I sat there drinking by myself and heard the door to the club open and Bond walked in, he went over to the bar, grabbed a shot glass and sat across from me poured himself and me a shot and held it up and clinked our glasses together.

"To fuck ups" he said and drank his.

"What's up Bond?" I asked looking at him.

"Kristen, she wants to get married." he said looking at me.

"Don't you?" I asked looking at him.

"I can't Bella. I don't think I love her enough to marry her." he said looking at me.

"WTF Bond?" I asked raising my eyebrow at him.

"Look it's like this, I love her but I'm not in love with her." he said having another shot.

"So you are saying you love her but you aren't in love with her enough to marry her?" I said looking at him.

"Yeah" he sighed.

"You need to tell her and let her move on Jason." I said looking at him.

"I know but I don't want to hurt her." he said looking at me.

"You are hurting her now Jason by being with her, you need to let her go." I said holding his hand.

"I know I will tell her in the morning." he said pouring another drink for us both.

"Jason you know what ever happens I am here for you." I said getting up and sitting next to him cuddling him.

"I know Tink's." he said kissing me on the head.

"There is someone out there for you Jason you are a hell of a guy." I said looking at him.

"I know Tink's." he said squeezing me.

"Ow" I yelled grabbing the top of my arm.

"WTF" he said looking at me. He grabbed my arm and pulled my sleeve up and saw the finger marks on my arm. He grabbed me by the waist and spun me around and sat me on the table and looked at my other arm. I looked at him and he had a scowl on his face and he looked mega pissed.

"Isabella how the fuck did that happen?" he seethed through clenched teeth.

"It is nothing Edward grabbed me a little hard he didn't mean it." I said looking at him.

"It isn't the fucking point Bella he shouldn't have grabbed you that hard that it left a mark on you." he said getting up and walking out.

I sat there and burst into tears, I got off the table and sat back in the booth and poured a few more shots. I was on my 10th when I heard the door and Bond came over with an ice pack and put it on my arm. He sat beside me and cuddled into me and poured another drink, we sat there having shots, and we were both spastic drunk and laughing. I heard the door and saw Rob come in and sit down he looked at us both and cracked up laughing because Bond and I both had the giggles. After a few more shots and lot of drunken talk I was nearly asleep.

I got up and called a taxi and staggered outside. I climbed into the cab and gave him the address to my house in Forks he looked at me and I slapped two $100 bills at him and he took off. I waved to Rob and Jason out the back window and they were running after me probably wondering what the fuck was going on. The taxi driver speed up and in no time at all we were pulling up at the house I told him to keep the change and staggered up the drive and went and punched the code in and went inside the house. I walked up to my bedroom stripped off butt naked and passed out on the bed.

I woke up the next morning wondering what the fuck happened I was naked. I walked into the bathroom and showered and got dressed had a few Advil and went and laid on the couch. I heard a noise and looked up to see what it was, I was frozen in place not able to move.

So many songs to credit for this chapter i hope you do read the lyrics because they do go with the story every song i have chose there is a story with them...