Chapter Four - I May Be Visible
"What will Clove think of this?" I ask.
"What could she?" He shrugs. "I will tell you something when it's the right time. You'll get to know it someday."
"Okay." I say, trying not to show how excited I am beacause of whatever he wants to tell me. He leans back to me slowly, and I run my hands through his perfect blonde hair. It's so soft, he must use some hair balsams and stuff. I love playing with his hair. Wait... did I say this out loud?
"Wait until you get to play with something else of mine." He winks at me.
"Yeah, really funny Cato." I say, rolling my eyes but it was a bad decision. The room begins to move with me even more. "Nevermind. I have to go." I stand up, picking up my clothes and ready to exit the room.
His movements are surprising me when he pushes me to the wall. I can feel him smirking before he kisses my neck, sucking it with passion. "I wasn't kidding." I can't help it but my right leg begins to lift over his, squeezing it to his hips. A confident boost rushes through me again, so I join his game. I push his head away from my neck, and I am going to give the love bites back to show him I'm not his boy toy. His skin has a salty taste from the sweat what possibly got generated by the excitement he feels now. I know because I do the same too.
"Oh, you weren't? Let's see what you've got then." I wink at him the way he did before I stood up. While he is being distracted to stare at my smirk, I let my leg fall back to the ground and pushing him on the bed. This surprises him even more than me.
"I didn't think you're this confident, Peet." He says smirking at me. I shut him up by kissing him.
"Oh shut up and do your job." I place his hands on my ass, I can see the lust growing in his eyes about what I have done.
"I didn't see this coming, but if you won't stop I totally going to get crazy." He says while I am kissing his abs, then his neck again.
"You already seem pretty crazy to me." I kiss him again, a lot of feelings are getting freed in me. I feel like all the things I have beed pushed back in the last few years are breaking up on the surface at the same time. I wanted Cato for a long time, feeling his body right next to mine. Now we're being here, fighting for dominance. I feel like I'm in a dream again but it feels so real it can't be one.
"Well, are you going to want me to play with something else of yours, Cat?" I ask chuckling. "Because if you do, you have to work for it." My chuckle formed into a wild grin, thinking about him owning my body.
"Yes, Master." He says jokingly. "I will do anything what involves that perfect ass."
"I don't want to make you sad but it won't involve any of my body parts." He looks disappointed after I say this. I have to laugh at his sadness. Not because it funny but because it makes him extremely cute. "Don't worry, it won't be a big thing. Just lock up the door so we can stay here in peace."
"Oh okay. I think I'm able to manage to do that." He shrugs, standing up and turning the key twice in the lock."Now let's begin your part of our agreement."
"Oh so you would like to get me into a foreplay?" I ask him playfully. "That will only happen over my naked body."
"We could help with that." He smirks at me, looking into my eyes when he drops down his underwear to the ground. Now I'm totally speechless, I am mumbling words what has no meaning in a sentence with each other. "Oh, It seems you like me." He begins to walk towards the bed, slowly getting on his knees on it. "Now I'm going to pull of the only barrier what is hiding your body from me." I gulp when he touches the edge of my underwears. I push up my hips so he can pull them off. "Damn you are hot!" He leans down to kiss my stomach, slowly moving his tongue and lips upwards. He stops when he gets to one of my nipples, licking it slowly. He hears my moun of joy, so he begins to play harder. He is now sucking and biting it passionately, careful enough not to cause harm but hard enough to make me more excited then I was.
"Stop.. You're driving me crazy with this, if you won't stop it like now, it will be the end of me!" He takes a final, soft and quick kiss to it, moving towards my neck. That was the perfect opportunity for me to turn us over so I'm at the top again.
I don't hesitate in getting what I have wanted for a long time, my hand is slipping down his built upper body slowly. It seems being in the lacrosse team makes miracles to a body. I sigh deeply when I reach his happy trail, keeping my hands on the short hair for a while waiting my brain to process. I shouldn't let it, because now I'm overthinking everything what makes me very nervous. I'm about to grab his dick, but he has a girlfriend. I waited for this for a long time but I don't want it to be just… lust. I want more than this.
"What's wrong sweetheart?" Did he really just call me sweetheart? I gulp from the surprisement when he touches my erection.
"Nothing just.. You have a girlfriend." I say, laying down on the bed near him. "This is not right, even if I'm drunk a bit."
He laughs for some seconds when he looks at my face, finding it in a serious grimace. "Don't think I'm a fucking douchebag who wants to have a good time with a guy to know how it feels and then goes back to his girlfriend!" he remains silence for a bit, after continuing. "She's not even my girlfriend. I mean, not for real." Well, the first part comes relaxing for me, but then why does he want to have sex with me if not just for his lust?
"What do you mean by that?" I ask.
"I meant that she's my beard. Our relationship is not real." That came as a bomb to me. It shocked me as a tidal wave, I'm speechless. I'm feeling happiness, curiosity and - because we're in the middle of the something - need for his body at the same time.
"Wha-what?" I ask. He sits in my laps, putting his whole body weight on me. My member grows again, touching his bare ass from behind. He smirks moving his hand back slowly, letting his hand go down my penis to my balls, then he puts both of his hands on my chest.
"We will talk about that later." He smiles devilishly, leaning down to kiss my neck, exhaling the worlds softly on my skin. "But now we have something else to do."
"This…" I say uncertainly, but then I let out the words with a relieved sigh. "This will be my first time."
"Oh, don't worry sweetheart." He kisses my lips. "I will be gentle and careful… And maybe a bit clumsy because this is the first for me too." He laughs nervously. I feel somehow relieved that he will have sex for the first time too, but it comes like a shock. I'm wondering how this could possibly happen with a body like Adonis', so my mouth goes open "What the… are you serious? You look like a god, Cato! I mean, you should get every girl or boy you want." I look down shyly, he kisses my forehead.
"I don't want 'every girl or boy' because I'm not interested in girls, and I wanted to wait for the right person." Another kiss on my chest. God, he knows how to truly turn me on! It is going easily for him though. "And I know that you're the right one."
"I feel the same as you." I smile at him.
A thousand thoughts and feelings are mixing up in me, I'm not sure what are they but each one of them are making me happier than I ever was in my whole life. A strange feeling pulls me back into reality.
"What are.. what are you doing?" I ask Cato who lifted my legs and now licking my hole.
"You don't like it?" He finishes it for a bit and looks at me disappointed.
"It's strange and I didn't have experience in something like this, but.. of course I like it! I love it! But... Why?" I ask confused.
"Hmm. Guess I have to lubricate you before we will begin to have some fun." With this he goes back down. I know he won't listen to my answer if I'd say one so I stay quiet, enjoying his tongue circling around my entrance, then entering slowly.
"Oh my...!" I say, trembling from his move. It feels like he's smirking, even if he's... well, busy. His hands are exploring my body, he slowly moves one of them to my erection.
When he grabs it, I feel like my cells are burning, and all are wanting to burst into a huge orgasm over his hands. A moun gets out of my mouth, feeling his warm hands stroking me and his wet tongue inside of me.
"If you won't finish at least one of the actions you're in the middle of, I'm seriously going to come!" I say as fastly as I can. He stands up slowly, looking into my eyes.
"We don't want that, are we? We still have a lot of things to do sweatheart." He says confidently. I'm trying to copy his tone.
"Cat, you don't even know what kind of things I'm going to do with you." His eyes are going bright in a second, and I have to smile at him. "But let's save them for other occasions."
"Oh so you want to meet me more than once?" He says playfully, and I have to punch him in his shoulder when he leans down to kiss me.
"As many times as it's possible." I laugh
"Ouch!" He says, moving his hand down to my butt. "Ready?"
"For what?" I ask, but he pushed in a finger. "I didn't say yes!" My muscles are tensing from the pain I just felt, even if it was a short time.
"You're an asshole!" I shout at him. His finger is still inside me, moving slowly in and out.
"I would say I'm sorry, but your punch really hurts!"
"I would say I'm sorry, but I'm too distracted with you finger in my ass!" I answer quickly, but I don't even know why I'm mad. My muscles got relaxed and it feels good now.
"You like it, so shut up." Fair enough. I don't know what to answer. He slowly adds a second, now he's being careful not to cause any harm. He knows it would hurt for me if he won't be slow. And if it would hurt me, I'd break his dick off.
"It's so.. good, Cato. I think.. I think I'm ready."
He looks at me with a questioning look. "Are you sure? I'm really thick." He smiles at the word 'thick' proudly.
"Yes you are, Cat. And I can't wait to feel you inside me." I can't believe I just said that.
"Believe me, there's nothing I want more now." I am afraid, very very afraid but I don't want to show it to Cato. I don't want to seem a coward.
My body is waiting impatiently for him, craving for his thick erection to penetrate me. I grab the condom on his bedside, dropping it into his hands.
'Did he prepare for all of this? He wanted to bring me up here tonight?' I ask myself. If the answer is yes, then I don't know what do I have to feel now. Probably happiness because he was thinking before, or ashamed for joining his game. I feel neither of this. I feel the need of his body, the need of him.
"Do it." I clench my teeth and push a pillow on my mouth, preparing myself for the pain I will probably feel.
I close my eyes, but I feel his erection pushing to my entrance, then it penetrates me slowly. Pain strikes me at the moment the head gets inside, but I open my eyes because I feel he's staring at me.
His look is worried. "It hurts?" I nod silently. But the pain will fade away very soon so I distract myself until then. I pull Cato to my body, kissing him with passion. When I look into his eyes I see lust and enjoyment.
"Push it deeper." I am grinning at him, scratching his back with my nails when I feel him entering me slowly. I let out a moun, kissing him and biting his lips softly.
Cato waits for some moments before he moves his hips slowly. His thursts are setting up slowly, every one of them are feeling new and sensual.
"Faster." I say, still grinning at him. He's giving me an 'are you sure?' look, but when I nod he is doing like I said.
"Yes, Master." He says jokingly, speeding up his pace. Loud moans are leaving my mouth before he pushes his hand on my mouth. I know a more comfortable way for him to shut me up. I pull him to myself again to kiss his lips. He kisses me back when I scratch his back again. This is just so fucking good!
Even if it's wild and the hardest thing I've ever had in my life, I can still feel a deep emotional connection forming between the two of us. Maybe it's a bad time to think about it in the middle of having sex, but it gets me more excited. And now there's more in Cato's eyes too. I don't know if I just see in it myself or is it really there... but I can see caring, and emotions.
His face is even more sexier when he produces a lot of physical power. It is showing me how much Cato is enjoying being with me. From tensing them, his muscles are looking bigger, bigger then ever.
Now he is stroking my erection, what just adds to the pleasure. I don't want this to end, and it seems like he neither. The hair on his happy trail is still visible, blonde like the hair on his head which means I'm sure it's not coloured.
'The fuck, Peeta? This is what you can think while having sex for your first time?' I ask from myself, but there's basically nothing to think about instead of how lucky I feel for being in Cato's bed, for getting what I wanted for a really long time.
His thursts are filling my body with pleasure, his member touching my prostate every time just opens a whole new world in front of me. This is the world of lust and enjoyment, and I would never want to leave this place. But this is too much for me now, and my body is not able to hold back.
"Cato!" I basically shout. "I'm gonna..." He doesn't say a word, just strokes faster and harder. His thursts are becoming faster and faster, which means he is really close too.
The next moment my body is twitching, and I feel the well-known feeling in my stomach when I burst out in a huge orgasm. I can't help it but moan loudly, I've never had as long as this one in my life before. The extasys I feel is indescribable. It's strong, hot, and cools down every cell what was on fire some moments ago. Cato pulls his member out, revealing the content of his condom.
"Still better than jerking out, huh?" He falls down on the bed near me, panting like me. Sweat is visible all over his body. "Did I convince you to come to the trip?" He asks curiously.
"Maybe." I smirk at him
On my way home the next morning I can't think about anything else but the awesome and wild sex I had with Cato last night. I enter the house with a wide grin, maybe the biggest one I've ever had. Mom is waiting for me with his hands crossed, but when I move close to her, she hugs me whispering in my ear "I hope you used protection!" She smiles at me.
"Mom!" I say, looking down the ground. "How did you...?"
"How did I know? Oh dear, don't think I am a fool! Your grin is speaking instead of you." Oh fuck. I forgot to wipe off my smile... Would I possibly be able to do that? I don't think so.
"Oh..." is all I can say about this. "I'm going to lay down in my room." I say, kissing her on her cheek when I get a message. It's from Cato
'Great night! Can't wait to meet you again Peet :)'
'You want to do it again so soon?'
'Haha! Oh, I would love to sweetheart. But now I was thinking about something... you know.. where we could actually get to know each other.'
'Like what?'
'Like a date. Tonight at 6PM?'
I hear my mom talking to someone so I don't open the door of my room, instead I'm heading back to the stairs slowly, being careful not to cause any sounds. I reply for Cato quickly.
' Aww Of course! Tonight at six, Cat. Talk later, I have to do some things'
When I reach the top of the stairs I sit down in a place where they couldn't hear me. I'm sure that the other voice is my grandma's.
"... it will be good for him?" My mom asks on a worried tone.
"It will, believe me. You don't have to panic, everything will be okay!" Grandma is trying to comfort her. They're talking about me?
"His powers are beginning to show up slowly. I think The Core won't have a good effect on him. It will speed up the process." My mom's voice is more worried than I have ever heard. If she's talking about me, what kind of powers is she talking about and what the fuck this 'The Core' thingie means?
"Look, he have to get some rest and maybe he will get to know something about his roots." Grandma says, still comforting mom.
"He is not ready for knowing about his family tree! And that's the other thing I'm very afraid of.
Hope you liked it, even if it was basically a smut chapter. Please review! Thanks for reading anyways