iAttend Juilliard

Chapter 2: Victorious

A.N.: Cat's not as dumb in this story. I added new characters to the list in chapter one. You should probably check it out

Roommates Juilliard:

Jade & Jessie

Ally & Sam

Cat & Kira

Cassidy & Tori

Austin & Andre`

Roommates NYU:

Freddie & Beck

Wendy & Trish

Robbie & Dez

Tony & Bobby

Dallas & Brad

Disclaimer: I Don't Own Austin & Ally, Victorious, iCarly, Jessie, Come Clean by Hilary Duff, Rise by The McClain Sisters, Make It Shine & Gold by Victoria Justice, You Don't Know Me & Bam Bam Bam by Liz Gillies or Dream & Song 2 U by Leon Thomas III

Cat's POV

"Andre' Harris! Beck Oliver, NYU! Robert Shapiro, NYU! Catarina Valentine! Victoria Vega! And Jade West," Lane said as we walked on stage to get our diplomas.

"Move your tousles from left to right, " Erwin Sikowitz said.

"Ladies & Gentlemen the graduating class of 2014!" Both men yelled as we threw our caps in the air and hugged each other before going to our parents. My parents and little brother Thomas who we call Tommy (1) got back from Idaho a few months ago. Tommy is doing a lot better now according to my parents. After they got back they told me to keep living with my Nona until they got situated again. I ran over to my parents, Tommy, and my Nona who all had big smiles on there faces.

"Momma. Daddy!"

"Hey there Kitty-Cat," My dad Sean said giving me a big hug.

"Congratulations Sweetheart. Your father and I are so proud of you," said my mom Jill giving me a hug.

"You did a great job Cat. I am so happy for you," said my Nona who of course hugged me.

"Congradulations sis," Tommy said as I hugged him.

"Thanks you guys. I couldn't have done it with out you."

"Your welcome Honey," my mom and dad said.

"Thanks for looking after her mom," my dad told Nona.

"It's no problem Sean. Anything for our little Cat."

We were laughing and talking for a few minutes before my boyfriend Robbie came over to us. Robbie and I got together after the yes bet with Sikowitz.

"Sorry to interrupt Mr. & Mrs Valentine but our friend Beck said that he wants to leave for the beach in ten minutes."

"Oh Robbie we keep telling you that you can call us Jill & Sean," my mom said.

"It just feels more natural to call you Mr. & Mrs. Valentine."

"Do you have all your stuff packed for tonight Hun?" my dad asked.

"Yep in my backpack right here."

"Okay go have fun. We love you."

"I love you guys too."

I slid my back back on my shoulders and took Robbie's hand as we walked over to Beck's RV.

"YEAH WE ARE FREEEEEE!" Tori yelled to the sky as we made it to the beach.

Beck brought up a 24 pack of beer and we had the entire beach to ourselves. Everyone but Beck and Jade were nervous at first since we are only 18 but we figured it was a big night and it was only 3 beers each. What could go wrong?

"WA WHO!" I yelled after a bottle.

"THIS IS FUCKIN AWESOME!" Jade yelled after 2 and a half bottles.

After an hour all of us had finished drinking our beers and all 6 of us were kinda tipsy. Jade pulled Beck away to a private area away from us. (probably to have sex) I thought while the rest of us went wild and danced to loud music that Tori brought with her. Robbie and I were dancing and kissing a lot rougher than we usually do but it was fun. Really really fun. Robbie and I didn't have sex that night just in case you were wondering (but from what happened for the next two months after that I kinda wish we did.) It was about 2:30 when we all crashed. After we calmed down a little bit and Jade and Beck came back we set up tents. Robbie and I in one, Tori and Andre` in one, and Beck and Jade in one. I fell asleep on Robbie chest with his arms wrapped around me. The next morning when I was sober again I wasn't asleep in my boyfriends arms anymore but was naked and tied up against a chair. A very high Ryder Daniels came in with a smirk on his face. That's when I realized I had been kidnapped, abused and rapped.

"Hello Catarina. Remember me?"

"Yes you're the player from school who used girls to get good grades."

"Oh so you do remember me."

"Yes now can you please let me go?"

"I don't think so. Catarina your gonna stay here and be my slave or I will kill you."

For the next two months I was abused, rapped, and torched everyday. On August 6th, 2014 I was finally rescued by a Portland police officer who happened to be a friend of Tori's dad. Tori, her dad, and Robbie happened to be with them when Officer Jensen cut me lose from the chair I was tied to. He was about to take of my shirt while kissing me when Officer Jensen put the gun to his head and made him pull away from me. Tori's dad took away all of Ryder's weapons and handcuffed him. When I was finally free I ran up to hug Tori and Robbie. I hugged Robbie and cried into his chest while he rubbed my back.

"Cat what happened? One minute you were asleep in my arms and the next minute you were gone."

"Ryder kidnapped me when I was asleep and has been beating and rapping me for two months. He always used protection so I wouldn't get pregnant and said if I didn't go along with it or I tried to escape he would stab or shoot me to death," I said crying.

"Cat we have some bad news. Tommy gave up hope last month and thought you were dead so one night a few weeks ago he committed suicide," Tori said.

"Tom-Tom-Tommy's dead?"

"I'm so sorry Cat."

That just made me burst into tears even more. The police officers took me to the hospital to make sure I had no internal injures. I was fine physically but emotionally I was a wreak . My little brother was dead and it was all my fault. The next day I was released from the hospital. Tori drove me home and I saw my parents bawling there eyes out.

"Mommy, daddy." I said with fresh tears running down my face.

"Cat? Cat is that really you?"

"Yes."

"CAT!" they yelled running towards me hugging and kissing me over and over. All three of us held each other for what seemed like hours just crying. I ended up falling asleep on the couch with their protective arms wrapped around me. A week latter I went to Tori's house to see the whole gang there. Each of them held me close overjoyed that I was free and alive. We all talked for hours about their summer. They said they were all miserable without me there which meant a lot to me.

"So auditions for Juilliard are next week," Tori said to me, Jade and Andre`.

"I already have my songs written." Andre` said.

"Me two," Jade added.

"Me three," added Tori.

"Well in that case can you guys help me with mine?"

"Sure," All three of them said.

August 14th, 2014

At Juilliard

Nobody's POV

Today was the day Tori, Andre`, Jade and Cat were gonna audition for the school of there dreams. They had their songs and dance numbers all figured out. Tori was first, then Andre`, Jade and last but not least Cat.

"Hey I'm Victoria (Tori) Vega and I'm gonna sing two original songs. They are called Gold & Make It Shine."

I've been trying to let it go
But these butterflies I can't ignore
Cause every time that I look at you
Know we're in a catch 22
We've been friends for so long but I
Need to tell you what's on my mind
I'm sick and tired of playing games
'Cause I know that you feel the same

I Know you inside out, so I'm asking now
Take a chance on me
How much clearer can I be?

Hey, boy, what you gonna do
If you want me like I want you, then man up and make your move
I'm gold, gold
You, me, good as can be, want to be more than your company
So bet your money on me
I'm gold, gold

Do I really need to spell it out?
My heart skips when you're around
I got everything that you need
So come on baby get close to me
So confused that I'm not surprised
From greater bells, and rolled the dice
Know all your moves, don't know why I fall
Should put me out, but I want it all

I know you inside out, so I'm asking now
Take a chance on me
How much clearer can I be?

Hey, boy, what you gonna do
If you want me like I want you, then man up and make your move
I'm gold, gold
You, me, good as can be, want to be more than your company
So bet your money on me
I'm gold, gold

Na ra ta la la
I'm gold, gold
Na ra ta la la
I'm gold, gold

Been too cool just to tell you straight out but by now I wish you figured it out I wish you figured it I wish you figured it I wish ya
You're not a fool, you see what I'm about, so by now I think you figured it out I think you figured it out I think you figured it out I think ya!

Hey, boy, what you gonna do
If you want me like I want you, then man up and make your move
I'm gold, gold
You, me, good as can be, want to be more than your company
So bet your money on me
I'm gold, gold

Na ra ta la la
I'm gold, gold
Na ra ta la la
I'm gold, gold

Here I am, once again
Feeling lost but now and then
I breath it in to let it go
And you don't know
Where you are now
Or what it would come to
If only somebody could hear
When you figure out how
Your lost in the moment
You disappear

You don't have to be afraid to put your dream in action
You're never gonna fade you'll be the main attraction
Not a fantasy
Just remember me
When it turns out right
'Cause you know that if you live in your imagination
Tomorrow you'll be everybody's fascination
In my victory
Just remember me
When I make it shine!

Reaching high
Feeling low
I'm holding on but letting go
I like to shine
I'll shine for you
And it's time to show the world how
It's a little bit closer
As long as I'm ready to go
All we have is right now
As long as you feel it inside you know...

You don't have to be afraid to put your dream in action
Your never gonna fade you'll be the main attraction
Not a fantasy
Just remember me
When it turns out right
'Cause you know that if you live in your imagination
Tomorrow you'll be everybody's fascination
In my victory
Just remember me
When I make it shine!

Everyone can tell you how it's all been said and done
That harder times will change your mind and make you wanna run
But you want it
And you need it
Like you need to breath the air
If they doubt you
Just believe it
That's enough to get you there

You don't have to be afraid to put your dream in action
Your never gonna fade you'll be the main attraction
Not a fantasy
Just remember me
When it turns out right
'Cause you know that if you live in your imagination
Tomorrow you'll be everybody's fascination
In my victory
Just remember me
When I make it SHINE!

"That was very good Ms. Vega. We will think it over and contact you sometime next week."

"Thank you."

"NEXT!"

"Hey my name is Andre` Harris I'm gonna sing two songs I wrote myself called Dream & Song 2 U."

It all started out so innocently
You were just another pretty face that I loved to see
But somewhere down the line
I got this feeling deep inside, that won't stop talking to me
Yea, won't stop talking to me

But lately I started to dream
About you and me
And how it would be to hold you close to me
Like it's supposed to be
But then I get this ringing in my ear
And it brings me right back to reality
Oohhh, reality yeaa

Would you bat your eyes and smile
And kiss me like it was in style
And tell me you feel the same, yeaa
Would you be surprised and yet uncomfortable
If I were to send my heart your way

What should I do
I'm falling in love with you

But lately I started to dream
About you and me
And how it would be to hold you close to me
Like it's supposed to be
But then I get this ringing in my ear
And it brings me right back to reality
Ohh, reality, yea

Help me I think I'm falling in love with you
Help me I think I'm falling, yea
In love with you, yeah yeah
In love with you, yeah yeah
Love with you, yea.

I don't wear designer clothes
I don't go to the finest schools
But I know...I ain't no fool baby

I may not be a star
I'm not driving the sickest car
But I know...I can make you happy baby

I don't know what you been used to
Never been with a girl like you
But I can give you a love that's true to
Your heart, not material things.

[Chorus:]
I'll give you my song
These words to you
Sing you what I feel
My soul is true.
I don't have the world
Can't give it to you girl
But all that I can do (all that I can do)
Is give the song to you.

Yeah I know that you are blessed
But there's something that you're missing yet
Your own melody,
Oh baby

As I strum my guitar,
You should know what you are to me,
My everything (yeah)

I don't know what you been used to
Never been with a girl like you
But I can give you a love that's true to
Your heart, not material things.

[Chorus]

I'll give you my heart, my song, my words baby
(give the song to you)
What I can't say, I'll sing it.
(give the song to you)
Every word, every verse
I'll be there baby
Oh, oh, oh
(give the song to you)

I'll give my song, these words to you baby baby
Sing you what I feel, my soul is true.

[Chorus 2x]

"That was very good Mr. Harris. We will think it over and contact you in about a week."

"Thank you."

"NEXT!"

"Sup I'm Jade West these are two songs that I wrote myself called You don't Know Me & Bam Bam Bam."

You think you know me
But you don't know me
You think you own me
But you can't control me

You look at me
And there's just one thing that you see
So listen to me
Listen to me

You push me back
I push you back
Harder, harder
You scream at me
I scream at you
Louder, l-l-l-l-louder

I'm dangerous, I'm warning you
But you're not afraid of me
And I can't convince you
You don't know me

You think you got me
But you don't get me
You think you want me
But you don't know what you're getting into

There's so much more to me
then what you think you see
So listen to me
Just listen to me

You push me back
I push you back
Harder, harder
You scream at me
I scream at you
Louder, l-l-l-l-louder

I'm dangerous, I'm warning you
But you're not afraid of me
And I can't convince you
You don't know me

And the longer that you stay, the ice is melting
And the pain feels okay, it feels okay (hey)

You push me back
I push you back
You scream at me
I scream at you
Louder [9x]

You push me back
I push you back
Harder, harder
You scream at me
I scream at you
Louder, l-l-l-l-louder

I'm dangerous, I'm warning you
But you're not afraid of me
And I can't convince you
And I don't have to
I think you know me

Well, I've been thinking about the last weekend
When we were alone
I switched the lights
But Mister Polite, you must have gone and left your eyes at home
Making plans and holding my hand
Sends shivers down my spine
What's coming next?
Oh, let me take a guess
You want to know my sign?

(Skip that!)
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bam bam bam bad-um bad-um bam
bam bam bam bam bad-um
(Skip that!)
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bam bam bam bad-um bad-um bam
bam bam bam bam bad-um

It's thirty-five
It's raining outside
Let's jump into your car
Hide your keys
Get down on your knees
And I'll just sit back looking at the stars
Oh god, I hate these dinner dates
They're useless like your shirt
So take it off
Come under the cloth
Oh, wake me for dessert

(Skip that!)
Let's bam bam bam bad-um bad-um bam
bam bam bam bam bad-um
bam bam bam bad-um bad-um bam
bam bam bam bam bad-um
(Skip that!)
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bam bam bam bam bad-um
bam bam bam bad-um bad-um bam
bam bam bam bam bad-um

I don't want to listen to you talk
I just want to la-la, love
I don't want to take another walk
I just want to la-la, love

(Skip that!)
Let's bam bam bam bad-um bad-um bam
bam bam bam bam bad-um
bam bam bam bad-um bad-um bam
bam bam bam bam bad-um
(Skip that!)
Let's bam bam bam bad-um bad-um bam
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(Skip that!)
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bam bam bam bam bad-um

"That was very good Ms. West. We will think it over and contact you in a week."

"Cool."

"NEXT!"

"Hiiiiii! My name is Cat Valentine and these are two songs my friends helped me write called Come Clean & Rise."

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
was my life
I defy

[Chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[Chorus]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming...

[Chorus x2]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

I used to be afraid of giving up
The road was just too tough
Out here on my own
My path was so alone

But now I see clearly
Everything within me
Is reaching up to the sky
I can see the world with open eyes

You can't let it pass you
Just take hold and grasp it
Now's the time to take a chance

With the strength of a thousand men
Climbing to my feet again

Dry those tears from your eyes
And everything will be alright
You know the rainbow's just in sight
Dust your wings off as you rise
If your heart feels overwhelmed
Just know you're never by yourself
Put your hand in mine, hold your head up high
And together we'll rise

Never lift your head up to the sky
And find yourself asking, "Why?"
Never see them eye to eye
With the hardships of life

But faith is where my heart is
Let energy replace my doubts
Won't let my trials get the best of me
I'm marching forth towards my destiny

You can't let it pass you
Just take hold and grasp it
Now's the time to take a chance

With the strength of a thousand men
Climbing to my feet again

To dry those tears from your eyes
And everything will be alright
You know the rainbow's just in sight
Dust your wings off as you rise
If your heart feels overwhelmed
Just know you're never by yourself
Put your hand in mine, hold your head up high
And together we'll rise

Together we can do anything
We'll rise
We can make it through anything
We'll rise
Together we can do anything
We'll rise, we'll rise, we'll rise

You can try to hurt me
Doubt me and desert me
I'll feel the will of kings
With my mind I'll plant a seed

And you know a tree will grow
And take me in
To safety's arms
I will descend

Dry those tears from your eyes
And everything will be alright
You know the rainbow's just in sight
Dust your wings off as you rise
If your heart feels overwhelmed
Just know you're never by yourself
Put your hand in mine, hold your head up high
And together we'll rise

Together we can do anything
We'll rise
We can make it through anything
We'll rise
Together we can do anything
We'll rise, we'll rise, we'll rise

Together we can do anything
We'll rise
We can make it through anything
We'll rise
Together we can do anything
We'll rise, we'll rise, we'll rise
Oh ohh ohh

"Very good Ms. Valentine. We will think it over and contact you in about a week."

"Yeah, thank you!"

The four friends walked out of Juilliard to meet up with their two other friends at NYU. Beck and Robbie walked up and kissed Jade & Cat while the girls and Andre` talked about the auditions. For once that whole summer Cat was happy. She may not have had her brother anymore but she had an awesome boyfriend, amazing parents, and great friends. Now she is so close to getting into her dream school. What more could an eighteen year old girl want?

1 week latter

The six teenagers waited anxiously for the Juilliard letters to come (Beck and Robbie were of course nervous for their girlfriends since they weren't going to that school) they were all sitting in Tori's living room waiting for the mailman to come. The mail came at 4:00 and it was 3:59. Jade, Cat, Tori, and Andre` were sitting their counting the seconds their hearts pounding louder and louder as the clock ticked away. 30, 29, 28, 27, tick tock, tick tock. 26, 25, 24, tick tock, tick tock. 23, 22, 21, 20, tick tock, tick tock, 19, 18, 17, 16, 15, 14, tick tock, tick tock. 13, 12, 11, 10, 9, 8, tick tock, tick tock. 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. The door bell rang at 4:00 sharp with the mall man handing Tori 4 packages from Juilliard.

Dear Victoria Vega/Catarina Valentine/Jade West/Andre` Harris,

We loved your audition and we think you are very talented. We would love to offer you a full scholarship to our intellectual services here at Juilliard. Our Second Orientation is on August 27 & 28 from 12-4. Thank you for considering Juilliard and we can't wait to have you as a student this year.

Sincerity,

Administrations Of Juilliard

"I got in!" The four teens said at the same time. The all hugged/high fived each other each other and Robbie and Beck gave Cat and Jade a congratulations hug and kiss. All six of them were happy. Cat felt unstoppable until she see's "him" again.

And that's a wrap for Victorious. Who do you think "he" is even though it's pretty obvious. I would like to thank LadyJames, Therossylover188, and Daddysgirl11 for your reviews. Austin & Ally is up next. Read & Review Please!

Brittney Out! :) :P 3