Hah! You thought I was gone didn't you? Chapter 4, finally! Again hoping it's long enough to make up for my over-a-week hiatus. Finally including more of New Directions in here. Enjoy! Thanks for the lovely reviews! :) Also please re-read chapter 3, only the beginning, added something very crucial to the story.

A tantalizing amount of her long and toned legs showed from the skirt she was wearing. Teasing him she ran her fingers up, from her ankle to her knee. He watched, feeling a tingling beneath his belt.

Distraction. Thats what he needed. Taking a deep breath, he turned to his notes. They didn't help as they were filled with doodles and sketches. He tried turning to the girl on his other side; she was a bucktoothed blonde with thick framed glasses. Intensely concentrated on her work, she scribbled away with her pencil furiously. A peek into her notes told Sebastian he was not going be interested in the poem from her perspective.

''It's quite hot in here.'' he heard her voice say, low and teasing. He turned to find her unbuttoning the first two buttons of her shirt.

No. She wouldn't.

Her lips were curved into a seductive smirk directed at him. Her smouldering brown eyes peeked at him behind thick lashes. High cheekbones and a fair complexion, along with auburn waves completed her very attractive, and very smug face.

Leaning in toward her, he said in a low and seductive drawl, ''It's just you.'' With a wink and she was rolling her eyes.

They began working on the project when she felt his leg brush against hers. A look toward his smirking face told her it was no accident, he glanced at her and turned back to sketching. The loud scrape of the chair's legs against the ground and she was up, making her way to the back table. The second scrape told her, he was behind her. When she reached the tables, she felt his chest against her back. His arms snaked around her and his lips bent low to her ear,

''You know how i feel. Isn't it time to stop playing games?''

"I like the games." She murmured back.

"I want something more than just this." he whispered, running his hand down her arm.

His hot breath on her ear was turning her on. She felt the bulge in his pants pressing up against her and his abbs against her back.

Being to close to her was intoxicating, her curves against him, her hair smelt of candy floss and rain.

Sighing she turned and walked back to her seat. He felt his heart sink, was that all he was to her? Another game to play.

Following her back to their table, he sat down as well. Grabbing a book, he got back to work; trying his best to ignore her.

Neither of them exchanged words until the bell rang.

"Sebastian.." She began when they were out of the classroom.

"Don't." He stopped her, looking straight into her eyes. His icy blue eyes were cold and serious, locking her out.

"Please" She pulled him to the side.

"What? It's obvious this doesn't mean anything to you."

"I never said that." She bit her lip, unable to say more.

"Then tell me, tell me how you feel so I'm not just being lead on." He snapped harshly.

Anger lined his beautiful face, but beneath the rage was frustration and hurt. Sighing internally, her brain struggled to form coherent thoughts.

The silence was broken with his footsteps echoing down the halls. She slumped against the walls.

Why? Why was she letting him walk away?

The sweet melody echoed across the empty room, filling the silence with beautiful notes inspired by a troubled mind.
Quick and practiced fingers danced across the keys, letting out his frustration. His face was concentrated and determined.

The last note rung through the room.

"That was beautiful." Her voice floated through the room, a whisper.

He said nothing, but sat there with his eyes fixed on the piano.

She took a seat next to him, as far away as she could. Pushing it was not her style.

"I'm sorry about earlier." She said, staring at the floor.

"Don't be sorry about the way you feel." He said with a bitter smile.

"I never got the chance to tell you how I feel." She said, and his heart sped up.

"So do it now." He said, eyes on the notes.

Taking a deep breath, she began;"You take up more space in my head than I'd like. It's not that I don't want to be with you, it's more like I'm afraid. Of where this is going to go, or if something goes terribly wrong, I know I will have lost an amazing friend." She rambled on, her brows furrowing.

"But what if goes well? What if we make it work?" He asked, turning to her.

With a small smile, she scooted over toward him and took one of his hands.

"Then we'll have something beautiful on our hands."

He smiled, really smiled this time. His eyes lit up as he looked at her and leaned in but she raised a finger to his lips.

"I told you how I feel. I'm still not sure about it."

A nod. "So how do I convince you otherwise?"

She shrugged. "There is a theory; The moment before a kiss, the buildup; is almost as good as the kiss itself, even better. I think that applies to relationships. The moments before, the stolen glances, the smiles, the looks, are more exciting than the relationship. Then it gets boring." She stated, looking up to him.

Smiling, he leaned in and said, "You've obviously not had very good experience."

Stroking his cheek, she got up. "The group from McKinnley is coming over today evening. I'd like it if you could come too."

"I'll be there. What time?"

"Around 8."

"Sounds good."

She bent down and kissed him lightly on his cheek. When she pulled away, a grin that stretched from ear to ear covered his face.

"See you then." she said, and walked away.

Three knocks on the door and he was already wondering about how the night was going to go through. His thoughts wandered to the kiss earlier, was she just leading him on?

The door opened and she stood there smiling. The music echoed from the living room and he heard laughing.

It took him a moment to take her in; Her hair was loose as he loved it. A shirt and shorts complemented her petite figure, and heels made her look taller than she was; almost as tall as him.

Holding up the bottle of tequila he handed it to her and she said, "You know how to start a party, don't you?"

Grinning, he pulled her into an embrace and she sighed into his shoulder.

She pulled him into the living room where everybody was.

Rachel, Finn, Santana, Puc, Kurt, Blaine, Quinn, Sam and Britney were all sitting in a circle; laughing about something.

"Sebastian! Hey! We were just getting ready to play I Never." Rachel said, smiling at him.

"Sit." Jade instructed, taking a seat next to Santana. Sebastian sat next to her , crossing his legs.

A shot glass was placed in front of each of them and the bottle of tequila went in the middle.

"I'm assuming everybody knows how it goes." Jade spoke up.

Biting his lip, Kurt raised his hand. "I've never really been into drinking games." He squeaked.

Sebastian rolled his eyes and Jade nudged him in the ribs.

"Basically we go around the circle, and each person says something they have never done. If you have done what they said, you down a shot." Puc informed.

Kurt nodded and Puc filled everybody's glasses.

"Okay, so let's start with Puc." Rachel said, gesturing toward the mohawk sporting boy.

"Alright.. I never.. made out with two girls at once." He said with a smirk and emptied his shot glass.

Most of the girls rolled their eyes, while Jade nervously waited for Sebastian to do something. To her relief he just smirked at Puc.

It was Finn's turn.

"I never... Kissed a guy?" He said looking around.

Santana, Brittany, Rachel, Jade, Kurt, Blaine and Sam downed their shots. Questioning looks were thrown at Sam who looked very red in the face.

"Sam? The fuck bro?" Puc asked, looking at him in surprise.

"It was a dare once in middle school, shut up."

After some snickering, Rachel sat up and said, "I've never... Made out with a girl." Before casting judging looks all around the circle.

Santana, rolling her eyes downed her shot, along with Brittany, all the guys except Kurt, and surprisingly Jade.

Sebastian's eyes widened as she threw back her head and finished the tequila.

"Jade?" Kurt squeaked, gaping at her with the others.

"It was back in New York, again, a dare." She assured them, smirking as Puc winked at her, while the others turned away with raised eyebrows.

"Sebastian it's your turn." She said, refilling her glass.

"Alright. I've never... Been to a strip club." He said with a smirk before downing his shot.

To his surprise, everybody except Kurt, Blaine and Rachel took a shot as well.

"Finn!" Rachel gasped, bringing a hand over her agape mouth.

"It was one time, with Puc! He made me go." Finn said, trying to defend himself as Rachel's expression of shock turned into a glare.

"Did you get a lap dance? Ugh.." She went on.

Sebastian nudged Jade and whispered, "New York?" with a grin. Biting her lip, she nodded.

"And you?" She asked.

"L.A. For a friend's 18th birthday."

"Did you enjoy yourself?"

"Not in the way you'd expect." He said mysteriously with a wink and she raised her eyebrows.

"What I meant was, are L.A strippers a good fuck?" She replied, staring ahead at the battle that was now ensuing between Finn and Rachel. Something inside of her twisted to think of another girl wearing barely anything, wrapping herself around him.

"I wouldn't know." He replied slightly surprised at her profane language, it was pretty hot though.

Relief washed over her.

The golden couple had cooled off and they got back to the game.

"I've never... Made out with a cat." Brittany said quickly before downing her shot.

Everybody looked around puzzled and Santana glared at Sebastian who was shooting her odd looks.

"I've never... Sang a ballad." Kurt said before downing a shot. Blaine, Finn, Rachel, Sam and Jade joined him.

"I've never... Smoked weed before." Quinn said and drank up.

Jade, Puc, Sebastian and Sam downed their shots.

Sebastian couldn't believe this girl. What else could she had done that he didn't know about?

Puc and Jade exchanged approving smiles.

"I've never had handcuffs on." Puc stated with a suggestive smile and finished his shot.

Sebastian watched as Jade blushed and turned away as Sam downed his shot. Something flared up inside Sebastian to see Sam was blushing too.

"Sam? You've been arrested?" Kurt squeaked.

"No." Sam replied calmly, not looking at anybody.

Puc and Santana burst out laughing.

"Kinky." Jade remarked, her eyebrows raised.

Getting even more red, if that was possible, Sam refilled his glass.

Now Sebastian was confused, so she hadn't slept with Sam?

"I think we're done with this game." Blaine piped up, sitting next to an unhappy Rachel.

"Alright then, time for truth or dare." Santana said with a wicked smile.

Putting away the glasses, Jade placed the empty tequila bottle in the middle of the circle and spun it.

It stopped on Blaine and Brittany.

Clapping her hands Brittany asked, "Truth or dare?"

"Um, truth." Blaine said, playing it safe.

"Have you and unicorn done it yet?" She asked with a dazed expression. Unicorn referring to Kurt.

Jade covered her grin as both Blaine and Kurt went as red as strawberries.

"Uh..Well..Yeah." The bow tie clad boy stammered, looking down.

Several woots and cheers went out which caused the couple to blush even harder.

Laughing, Santana spun the bottle again. This time it landed on Santana and Rachel.

"Berry.. Truth or dare?" Santana asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Dare." Rachel said.

"I dare you to lick Puc's nipple."

"So you gonna do it Berry?" Puc asked with a wink.

Deliberately avoiding Finn's enraged face, Rachel replied calmly; "Yes."

"Okaaay." Said an enthusiastic and now shirtless Puc.

Leaning over toward him, Rachel stuck out her dainty little tongue and with an expression that bordered disgust, she licked his right nipple.

A round of applause followed, to which Santana rolled her eyes.

"Didn't think you had it in you." Jade remarked as Rachel sat back satisfied and smiled at her.

The bottle spun and landed on Jade and Puc.

"Truth or dare babe?" Puc asked with a grin.

"Dare." She replied, aware of what she could be getting herself into.

"Oh this is going to be good. I dare you to give Sebastian a lap dance." He said, smirking evilly.

Several eyebrows were raised as she got up and looked questioningly at Sebastian.

Amazed, he stood up too and followed her to the centre of the room where she dragged out a chair.

"Sit." She commanded and he obeyed, unable to believe what she was doing.

She connected her laptop to the speakers and began Buttons - The Pussycat Dolls

Snoop Dog began to rap. She took a deep breath and turned to Sebastian who looked completely taken aback.

I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe uh huh

But you keep frontin' oh

Her hips swayed seductively and she dipped down to the floor before coming up to cheers from the guys.

Sebastian was now looking at her with his smirk in place. Looking back at him, she smiled and walked closer.

Say what you gon' do to me uh huh

But I ain't seen nothin' uh

One hand entwined her fingers into her hair, and the other went on the top of the chair.

She put her legs on either side of the chair and started to grind down into his lap.

Typical

Hardly the type I fall for

I like when the physical

Don't leave me asking for more

He felt the blood rush to his groin and suppressed a moan. His hands clutched tightly on to the chair as her hips moved in circular motions.

She pressed down on his crotch and he exhaled deeply, unsure of how much longer he could stay still.

I'm a sexy mama (mama)

Who knows just how to get what I wanna (wanna)

What I want to do is spring this on you (on you)

Back up all of the things that I told you (told you)

Her lips curved into a smirk as she watched him put on a poker face. She felt his hard on when she ground down on him.

Backing up, she turned around and face their audience who was avidly watching.

Trailing her hands along her side, she twisted and curved to the music with her back to Sebastian.

You've been sayin'

All the right things all night long

But I can't seem to get you over here to

Come take this off

Turning back to him, she looked directly at him as she swung her hips low to the ground and back up.

His eyes were trained on her, watching the hypnotic and erotic movements of her curvy figure.

She put her hands up to her hair and seductively swayed her hips with her eyes fixed on him. She looked like she was enjoying herself.

A smirk formed on his lips, he couldn't help it, she was so unbelievably sexy.

Baby, can't you see? (see)

These clothes ain't fitting on me (me)

And the heat coming from this beat (beat)

I'm about to blow

I don't think you know

Practically straddling him again, she ground to the beat. His heart raced as he felt her jeans push against his.

The friction between her pants and his was unbearable. It took all his will power not to raise his hips and push against her.

I'm tellin' you to loosen up my buttons babe uh huh

But you keep frontin' oh

She thrusted forward a few more times, making him grit his teeth, containing a groan. A grunt slipped from his mouth and she smiled and got off.

Applause echoed in the room and she bowed to her audience that were now laughing and cheering.

As she walked to switch off the music, she felt the wetness in between her thighs. Sebastian wasn't the only one who was turned on with all that grinding.

"Wow." Santana called as she came back.

Sam and Puc wolf whistled as she came back to the carpet to sit down.

She saw Sebastian chugging down on a beer rather heatedly, and grabbed one for herself. He smirked at her when she came to sit down but said nothing.

"Damn Summers, you've got moves." Sam remarked, shooting her an impressed look.

Jade simply laughed as they moved on to Sebastian.

"I think we should move on now." Jade suggested after they had all settled down. The heat of the moment still lingered in the air. She wanted to go so much further than just that lap dance.

"Spin the bottle!" Brittany called out.

"Wait, we have relationships here." Jade said warily, all eyes went to Blaine, Kurt, Finn and Rachel.

"You guys down with it?" Sebastian asked.

"Sure." Kurt replied to a shocked Blaine.

"Yeah, we're fine." Rachel said to everybody's surprise.

"Okay then! Boys on this side." Puc said rubbing his hands together in anticipation.

Jade stayed put as the girls came over to her side of the circle and the guys moved over to the opposite side.

"Everybody ready?" Blaine asked, looking around. After everybody nodded, they watched anxiously as the bottle spun and stopped on Quinn and Blaine.

Both looked at each other awkwardly, before Quinn got up and lightly kissed Blaine on the lips and sat back.

"Hey wait! We need to have the timer spin as well! Puc piped up.

"What?" Most of them said in unison.

"Well, there's this app, that stops on a certain time, the most it can go is 25 seconds, relax. And you have to kiss for the time it stops on. It's completely random." He whipped out his IPhone and tapped on it until it showed a little stop watch.

"Alright well, for the next spin I guess." Santana said, reaching over and spinning the bottle, while she did that Puc clicked on the 'Start' button, and the stop watch kept changing until it settled on the number 5.

"5 seconds." He announced as the bottle landed on Sam and Santana.

"Trouty mouth? You better use those fish lips well." Santana said leaning over and pressing her lips to his. The rest of them counted down as the two of them kissed.

When they sat back down Puc made sure everybody understood.

"Okay then, here we go again." He said as Jade spun the bottle and it landed on Kurt and Brittany.

"7 seconds" Puc announced at the awkward pairing.

With a look of almost fear, Kurt closed his eyes and connected lips with Brittany who didn't seem bothered at all.

"I kissed a unicorn! I kissed a unicorn San!" She happily told Santana when she sat back down. Kurt smiled weakly at Blaine who was trying not to laugh.

Jade looked over to where Sebastian was sitting, he was talking to Sam.

Blaine leaned forward and spun the bottle, this time it landed on Jade and Quinn.

"10 seconds." Puc said with a suggestive tone.

"Woah." Sam called, causing Sebastian to turn as well.

Raising a questioning eyebrow at her best friend, she waiting for Quinn's approval. She took her smile as one and crawled toward her.

They leant in and Quinn's soft lips moulded into hers. She had kissed a girl before, she knew how to keep feelings detached from physical stuff.

6, 5, 4 They chanted

Jade's tongue found the inside of Quinn's mouth and the guys whistled and cheered. The girls smiled into the kiss and pulled away as they ended the count down.

"I can't believe you just did that." Blaine remarked, his eyebrows raised at the girls.

Grinning, both of them sat back down.

Sebastian had to admit to himself, he was incredibly aroused. This girl was something else entirely.

Once again the bottle was spinning before it stopped on Puc and Rachel.

"8 seconds" Puc told a not-too-excited Rachel Berry.

Pulling at her top, Rachel leaned over to Puc and puckered up. Puc cradled her face as they kissed, it looked like a tender kiss, unlike his usual cocky demeanor.

When they pulled away Jade saw Puc give Finn a snarky look before taking his seat.

The bottle was spinning again and this time it faced Sebastian and Jade.

"15 seconds!" Sam said with raised eyebrows.

Caught by surprised Jade found herself being pushed forward into the middle of the circle with Sebastian.

He raised a questioning eyebrow, wondering if this was too far for her.

She leaned in and their lips met, moving in synchronization. Her lips were far softer than he imagined, he could taste her candy flavoured lipgloss on his tongue. The scent of candy floss and rain filled his brain as his arms wrapped around her waist. Hers snaked around his neck as their tongues twisted and convoluted against each other, fighting for dominance.

Neither of them were willing to relinquish control and so their heated bodies pressed further against each other.

All the sexual tension that surrounded them whenever they were together, all the frustration from those moments, where they wanted to do more than just embrace, or sit next to each other idly, was expelled into this one kiss.

He felt his heart pounding against his chest and her curves against his body. On the other hand, her stomach was fluttering wildly and her heart raced in her chest.

Five, four, three, two, one

The countdown ended and they reluctantly pulled away, letting go of each other.

They caught their breaths, staring into each others eyes, the passion of the moment still lingering in the air.

"That was hot." Santana cheered.

"Yeah.." Sebastian trailed off, looking away.

The door bell rang, breaking the silence.

"That'll be the pizza. Alright, everybody in the living room, we're watching Meryl Streep! " Blaine announced, ushering the rest of them out. The lure of the giant plasma screen was enough for them to leave Sebastian and Jade standing alone.

"Look about that, I'm sorry if it made you uncomfortable." Sebastian began, walking up to her.

"No it didn't, on the contrary. But it didn't mean anything." She said, looking at the floor.

"What do you mean? It meant something to me." He said with hurt in his eyes.

"Sebastian.. Don't do this.." She pleaded, looking away.

"No. I can't ignore this and neither can you. We've kissed twice already. The first time in the pool, you bolted and then acted like it never happened." He said, raising his voice.

"This was in a game, we've had a lot to drink."

"Look at me and tell me you didn't feel anything. Tell me, you didn't feel a connection." He closed the distance between then and she looked up at him.

Her hazel flecked eyes reflected worry, and he wanted nothing more but to take her in his arms and hold her.

"I can't." She admitted, hanging her head.

"That isn't a bad thing." He whispered, feeling uneasy in the pit of his stomach. What was he to her? He had to know.

"Isn't it? Look, I'm really not for talking about this now."

"You never seem to be."

"Sebastian.."

"I've gotta go."

"Are you still coming to the beach tomorrow?" She asked, hopefully.

"I'll think about it." He answered turning away.

"I'd really like to see you there." She murmured staring at his retreating figure.

He turned back, rage shadowing his defined features.

"As what? Your friend with benefits? Your friend with unexplained feelings to, which you won't own up for?" He shot at her harshly.

"As the guy who went out clubbing with me, and had coffee with me in the mornings, and talked to me for hours on the phone." She replied sadly.

His icy blue eyes were as cold as ever as he turned away and walked out.

- x- x - x - x - x-

Well wasn't that a rollercoaster of emotions? Next chapter up soon!

x Sade