Hello, I'm really sorry it has been such a long time since i last updated, i just haven't been feeling like writing stories anymore. I rather read than write. But i told myself that i will finish all of my storied on here but one at a time, since this has the most reviews then this will be first. I hope you enjoy though i don't really like this chapter myself hehe

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"Hayner for the last time no."

"Oh come on, it's been a month since the last time."

"No."

"Why not?"

"I just don't feel like, well doing that right now."

"Come one Olette, how long are you going to make me wait?"

"Until I'm certain that sex isn't the only thing you want from me. I've got homework to do, I'll call you later." Olette kissed her boyfriend's cheek and walked out of the house.

Hayner picked up his cell phone and sent a text to someone he knows can't say no to him.

"Ventus it's time for your bath." Roxas picked up his nephew from the ground. "Is it just me or did you grow?"

"I grew. I'm going to be as big as you and daddy." Ven had a huge grin as he locked his arms and legs around his uncle.

"You are huh?" Roxas laughed as he carried the child to the bathroom and tried to pry him off of his torso. "Ven let go." He struggled as the younger blond clang to him, almost choking his uncle with his arms locked around his neck. "Ven c-can't breath."

"I'm sorry" Ven loosen his grip around his uncle, pouting. "Wasis, where is Assel?" The younger blond had woken up earlier that day in his room with his uncle sleeping next to him on his bed. He got up quietly to look for his parents and the red head that should have still been there. He frowned when the three were no where to be seen. The young blond then remembered that his mom and dad were staying at the hospital, but that didn't explain where Axel was. He looked everywhere in the house, but he couldn't find him. His uncle woke up and asked him what he wanted to eat and that made him forget about the red head while his tummy growled at him demanding pancakes. After that, Ven got all sticky with syrup so that brings us back to the bath.

Roxas bit his lip thinking back to when he told Axel to leave. He really did feel stupid now for having him leave after he had kissed him. It was probably nothing more than a kiss and it probably didn't mean anything. That's what he was thinking right now as he put his nephew into the water filled tub. "I asked him to go home."

"Why?" Ven looked up at his uncle pouting while he held a rubber duck in his hands.

"Ven just take your bath and don't worry about it. You'll see him tomorrow okay?" 'That is if he will forgive my stupidity.'

"Okay. Mr. Duck it is time for battle!"

Roxas chuckled at his nephews silliness before he got up to go give the red head a call. "Wait...I don't have his number. Fffffu- darn it." He held his words back. he didn't need Ventus to be repeating anything a five year old shouldn't say. He mentally cursed himself for not getting his number when he had the chance. He really wanted to apologize to Axel for letting his fear get the better of him. He just gave him his trust, there was no way Axel would want to break it right?

The blond found his phone in his bedroom. It was going off and wouldn't shut up until Roxas picked it up and flipped it open. He got a new text message from an unknown number. He opened the message curiously.

Roxas, babe it's me Hayner. I'm really bored so lets hang out yeah? ;)

"Hayner? How did he...get my number" Roxas was about to delete the text but again his curiosity got the best of him.

Roxas:Hayner? How did you get my number?

Hayner:How do you think dumb fuck? Pence duh. lol

Roxas:How did he get it?

Hayner: That my dear, you will have to ask him yourself. So anyway I'm going over there right now. See you soon ;)

"Wh-what does he mean he's coming over?" Roxas was in panic mode right now. He had to reply fast but his hands were shaking to much and his heart was pounding loudly, it made it hard for him to think of anything. Not only that but Ventus was now calling him from the bathroom. Yelling that he was done with his bath and wants his towel. "Fuck."

"Roxas open the door, I'm freezing my ass out here!" Hayner shivered, rubbing his arms with his hands as he kicked the front door. He didn't see Cloud's car so he assumed that he and Tifa where out, which meant he could have all the fun he wanted with Roxas. "Come on babe!" The door slowly opened enough for Roxas to slip out from behind it. He shut the door while looking down at his feet. Hayner gave him a confused look. "Why the hell aren't we inside? It's cold out here man."

"Why are you here?" Roxas almost whispered to him.

"What do you mean why am I here? To see you of course."

Roxas gulped keeping his gaze on the ground. He wanted to tell Hayner to leave yet he couldn't muster up the voice to say so. He really was stupid to actually believe that Hayner was here to see him. He knew what the blond wanted from him. "Hayner, now's not a good time. I have Ven here and-"

"Ven's here? Damn, oh well I haven't seen the little guy for awhile, I guess we can just play some video games. So can we go in now? This weather is driving me crazy." Hayner pushed passed Roxas and went into the house. He made his way to the kitchen to see what he could eat. Roxas followed after him quietly. He watched as his ex made himself a plate of the left over pancakes and he watched as he sat down to eat it. "Roxas your silents is really getting to me, would ya say something?"

"Hayner!" Ven came running into the kitchen. "Where did you go?"

"Sorry little man, I just got busy. Don't worry you'll be seeing me a lot more, right Rox?" The two looked over to Roxas giving him puppy dog eyes. It was something he really missed about Hayner, he just couldn't say no to him when he looked like that.

"Y-yeah...I'm going to go set the game system up."

"Sweet!" Hayner cried stuffing pancakes into his mouth causing Roxas to blush and giggle before he left the kitchen.

"Hayner, Hayner!?" Ventus sat at the table grinning at the older blond. Hayner had his cheeks stuffed at the moment so he just nodded his head to let Ven know he was listening. "I have friends like you and Wasis are friends. Terra, Aqua, and Assel."

Hayner choked on his food when Ventus spoke the red head's name. He swallowed hard on his food and coughed a bit. He then looked at the child like he heard him wrong. "Did you just say Axel?" Ventus nodded happily. "He wouldn't happen to be really taller and have red hair would he?" Again Ven nodded. Hayner cursed under his breath. 'I told that bastard to stay awhile from Roxas damn it!' "Hey Ven why don't you play in the back yard for a while, I have to talk to Roxas about something."

"But I want to play video games with you." Ven frown at him about to whine like every child his age when they don't get what they want.

"It's about boring old school work, you wouldn't want to hear that would you. Or maybe you could play games while Roxas and I go to his room to study for tests and stuff. Remember I told you about those evil thing right?"

Ventus gulped and got up from his chair. "I'll go play outside." with that the child ran out of the kitchen just in time for Roxas to see him.

"Where's he going?"

"To play outside for awhile. Roxas we need to talk about adult things so lets go to your room." Hayner got up and took Roxas by his wrist and dragged him to his own room. He pushed him in and shut the door behind him, locking it before he pushed Roxas onto the bed and pinned him.

"H-Hayner what are you d-doing?" Roxas trembled under him while trying to shove him off. "Hayner get the fuck off of me!"

"Roxas just shut the fuck up and listen to me damn it!" Roxas bit his lower lip. "Why does Ventus know Axel? I thought I told that asshole to stay away from you! So answer me, how long has he been around you?! Has he tried anything?!"

"H-hayner you're hurting me!" Roxas cried out when Hayner's grip on his wrists tighten.

"Roxas you're mine and if that fucktard can't see that then I'm going to have to show him." Hayner smirked and went right to work, ignoring Roxas yelling and screaming at him.

"Please don't rape me."

"Roxas, it's not rape for the willing." He had to struggle a bit until he found all the spots that he knew would make Roxas stop his fighting. He planned to leave plenty of marks for Axel and everyone at school to see so that they knew Roxas was his.

"Roxas, you know I love you right?"

"..."

"Don't be upset with me, I know you don't want me to leave but I have to. See you tomorrow alright babe?" Hayner kissed his temple and left Roxas alone, naked, in his bed. Before he left the house he told Ventus that his uncle was feeling sick and that the little blond should let him sleep. Ventus complained that he was hungry so Hayner made him a sandwich and went out the door.

Roxas just laid in his bed with glazed over eyes. His body was aching all over. He felt dirty and just sick. He tried hard to get Hayner off of him and he really hoped that his screamed would be loud enough for Ven to hear and come to his rescue. He even hoped that Axel would've came back on his own. He really was stupid for letting this happen to him again. For actually thinking he missed Hayner at all and that maybe they could start over.

His phone went off, Roxas picked it up and opened the new text from Hayner.

Hayner: Roxas, I love you. Have a good sleep babe.

Roxas sniffled and cried into his pillows. 'Love me? How is any of this love? There's just no such thing'