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Roxas watched fearfully with Axel's arms around him protectively from their spot on the couch. His heart was pounding as his nerves started to slip. From the moment Sora started talking in his phone Roxas could not tear his gaze from the brunette. Sora's livid eyes burning into his own for a few seconds while he waited for the person on the phone to stop talking. He then turned away from Roxas and sat back down beside Riku letting out an annoyed sigh.

"Yes yes I'm sorry I haven't called in awhile." Sora paused and groaned as he leaned back against the couch pinching the bridge of his nose and rubbing it as he shut his eyes.

Axel felt Roxas trembling as they waited to find out who exactly Sora was talking to and what he was going to do. Axel was upset about having to find out about the things that the blond bastard had done to Roxas and the fact that poor Ventus had to witness that unforgiving act once. He was ready to send the teen to the hospital and then yell at Roxas for sleeping with him a few days ago. But right now he was more concern with what was going to happen now. He gently pulled Roxas closer to himself and whispered in his right ear, "I'll protect you no matter what happens."

Roxas would have shivered and blushed by the act if the circumstances were different. He just couldn't calm himself with all the thoughts running through his head.

'Who is he calling? Is he going kick me and Ven out? I don't mind going home but... Does Sora hate me now? Oh god! What if he kicks Tifa and Cloud out of his hospital. What if he stops being nice and I have to find some way to pay their bills?! I'm such an idiot! I should have been doing that from the start! Axel? Does he hate me too? He must hate me after finding out everything I kept from him.' Roxas tensed up even more than he already was if that was possible.

"Please ju- okay I promise to come visit for the holidays. Now wi-...MOM!" Sora shouted into his cell phone. This caused the two teens to have a look of curiosity and confusing.

"I'm sorry but you're not letting talk. Listen I need you to take Hayner back...because having him here is causing problems...No Kairi has nothing to do with this neither does her mother...she's not even here she's taking Ventus trick or treating." Sora's face turned a slight shade of pink.

"N-no he's not your grandson. He's a friends's nephew...We've talked about this before Kairi and I aren't ready to have kids ye-...You're changing the subject...Just" Sora sighed. "I'm taking Hayner home tomorrow gotta go bye." He said that last part as quickly as he could before hanging up and tossing his phone not caring if it broke or not.

For a few minutes the whole room was completely silent. Riku was the first one to speak. "Sora are you sure about what you're doing?"

Sora who had his eyes closed simply nodded his head. "Yes, this is what's best."

"So you're kicking Hayner out?" Axel asked the exhausted brunette cautiously.

Sora looked over toward the two teens eyeing them. He let a small smile slip onto his face as he thought about how he used to hold Kairi like that though she never looked so scared for her life like how Roxas looked. Sora scratched his cheek and laughed nervously as he got up from his spot and sat next to Roxas.

"Roxas, I uh...I'm sorry for yelling at you. And for making you afraid. I want you to know that even though we've only known each other for about two weeks, I really do think of you as one of my best friends and as a younger brother." Sora frowned feeling bad for how he reacted when he found out.

Roxas took a deep breath and with little struggle, got out of Axel's hold and gave Sora a hug. The two held each other for a moment then broke apart. "It's okay Sora and thank you."

"Roxas, I have a serious question for you and know its for your health." Roxas gulped. "You guys used protection right? And did you ever bleed?"

Roxas felt his face turn bright red. His blue eyes widen as Sora looked at him seriously. "H-he didn't when he s-started the rape. B-but when I-it was...when we dated I did. Yes.."

Sora got the hint that his brother had switched their "roles". "Roxas do you mind getting a check up with me Saturday? I want to be sure your okay." Roxas nodded his head. "Okay so enough of this gloom." Sora had a huge grin as the doorbell rang. "It's party time!"

Roxas was introduced to all of Sora's and Riku's friends. As soon as he met them they all headed out with candy bags. Some people laughed and gave them candy while others shut the door in their faces. One person actually said something rude to them while slamming the door harshly.

Riku and Sora snickered as one of their friends took out a bag with toilet paper and eggs. It was obvious what the adults were going to do. Roxas was given an egg but when he tried to give it back it slipped from his hand and landed on a car setting off the alarm.

The group ran laughing. Eventually they found Kairi caring a sleepy Ventus with two pillow cases full of candy and other treats. Roxas took his nephew from Kairi while Riku and Axel took the pillow cases from her. Sora gave her a piggy back ride as they all headed home.

Roxas put Ven to bed leaving him in the care of Axel's mother. After tucking him in and kissing his make up free forehead he was dragged back to the party by Axel.

"Time to have some." Axel said as he held Roxas wrist.

"Joy."

"Your sarcasm won't get you out of this. Don't worry I'll make sure nobody forces you to do anything or drink anything."

"What do you mean by that?!" Roxas stood his ground while Axel just laughed leaving him by the back door. "Axel!"

"Come on i'll so you." Axel took hold of his hand this time pulling him inside.

They walked down the small hall passing the living room where most of the guest and noise was coming from and walked into the kitchen. Roxas looked around wishing he didn't. Girls in skin tight costumes some reviling while guys in cliche outfits such as vampires, pirates, or zombies. All either drinking, making out of doing body shots. He was sure if he were normal and didn't have that I need to take of Ven voice going through his head, he would be joining them.

"Roxas come on the games are about to start." Axel shoved some non spiked apple cider in his hands while motioning for him to fall him back to the living room.

"Bobbing for apples?" Roxas asked as a few people lined up for the games while others were still getting waste in the kitchen.

"Yep." Axel answered him "But it's not just any apples. These apples have numbers on them. Depending on the number you get will equal the number of shots you have to drink." Axel chuckled at Roxas look of disgust. "You don't have to play."

Roxas sat down and watched the others play. He had the strangest ache to play. He watched as Axel got up and took his turn. The red head's face wet in the large metal bucket and then came back up with a red apple. His wet face washed of the make up he once wore.

"Number 5 okay Axel you know what to do." A blond named Demyx chimed and poured the drinks, handing them to the red head who took them all practically at once.

Axel sat next to Roxas laughing. The blond looked up at him. "I thought this party wasn't going to have alcohol?"

"What's a party with out it?" Axel shrugged his shoulders and picked up a cupcake from the coffee table.

Roxas looked around the room as the music blared through out the house. He turned his head when brown and blond caught his eye. It was that girl Olette making out with Hayner. Roxas couldn't help the stinging in his heart. He may hate Hayner but he still couldn't help but feel the burning pain when he saw the two together like that.

He looked away and got up saying something about needing air. He past by Riku who was talking to what looked like Namine. He walked into the kitchen grabbed a water bottle before passing the pair again to get outside to backyard. Roxas walked over to one of the tables he set up earlier spying drinks and pies along with some cookies. He put his bottle aside and took a few bottles of beer a small cookie.

The blond slipped his shoes and socks off, rolled up his pant legs and sat at the edge of the pool soaking his feet. The water was perfect not to cold or to hot. "Riku was right, it does have a heating system." He sighed and opened his bottle scrunching up his nose from the smell. He hesitantly put the poison to his lips and chugged it all down feeling his throat burn. 'Ugh how can people drink this crap?' He thought to himself as he opened another other planing on drinking his pain away.

On his fourth bottle he was already feeling the affects. He no longer felt any pain. He put the half full bottle down and giggled to himself.

"Roxas?" Said boy looked to his right to see Axel staring at him. "What are you doing out here? Did you drink these?"

"Yep." He said with a giggle. "It taste like piss."

Axel shook his head and slipped off his socks and shoes, rolling up his pants like the blond and sat next to him. "Your a light weight I see. No more for you." Axel took the bottle away from the younger teen ignoring the whines and protest.

"Give it back!" Roxas reached over trying to get his drink back.

"Sorry but no more for you."

"Why are you somean?" He leaned his head against the older teen's arm. "Assel please give it back." He moved his face closer to him. His lips just barely brushing against the red head's.

Axel opened his mouth to answer him while at the same time trying not to lean forward press his lips against the drunk teen's. But before he could do anything at all a famine voice interrupted them.

"Oh, I remember you two. It's me Olette. You know from the diner." They both looked over to her. Axel gave a small hey. Roxas on the other hand glared at her.

"I hate you." He mumbled but not low enough.

"Excuse me?" The girl asked frowning in confusion. "What did I ever do to make you hate me? We barely even know each other."

"Don't mind him. He's just drunk." Axel said as he got up pulling a tipsy Roxas up with him.

"Not that drunk hic. And you did. I hate you. I-I fucking hate you!" Roxas had his hands balled up in fists.

Olette furrowed her brows and put her hands on her bare hips since her outfit was a slutty school girl. "What the hell did I ever do to you?!"

Axel sighed and just held Roxas up finding it useless to try and get the boy away now.

"You bitch!" Roxas hiccuped. "You stole him from me!"

"Stole who?!" Olette glared at him and tapped her foot.

"Babe there you are. Oh shit!" Hayner cursed as he saw the two people he did not want to meet yelling at each other.

"Him you whore!" Roxas pointed toward Hayner.

"I'm not a whore you bastard! And what do you mean him? Hayner's not even bi let alone gay. Your friend is right you're drunk." She glanced at her boyfriend then back to Roxas who was laughing.

"Maybe." Roxas pushed Axel's hands off of him and sauntered over to Hayner. "I'll let you have me all you want if you leave her."

Olette's mouth opened in shock. "How dare you! You must be obsessed with my boyfriend. He would never act in such a way."

"Hayner." Roxas moaned watching as the dirty blond shivered. "T-take me now. Uh I need you now Hayner." He moaned again watching through half lidded eyes as Hayner gulped and blushed.

"Hayner!" Olette screamed at her boyfriend as he took a step forward. "What are you doing?!"

Roxas closed the space between them and kissed his ex in a heated sloppy kiss. His hands yanking on the dirty blond hair as Hayner groaned and wrapped his arms around Roxas deepening the kiss.

Olette stood in shock. Roxas glanced over at her grinning in his kiss. He pushed Hayner back wiping the saliva that connected their mouths off his chin. Olette was fuming. She slapped Hayner as hard as she could and stormed off.

The blond blinked a few times before he realized what he just did. He looked at Roxas feeling pissed off. He then looked back toward Olette and called after her.

She turned and screamed with tears in her eyes. "It's over you faggot!"

"Hey Olette!" She glared at Roxas who was smirking. "You can have him. As much as I hate you I hate him even more. I pity you. Your boyfriend cheated on you with another guy."

"H-he may have cheated on me but he left you for me!"

"But he came back to me to cheat on you."

Olette had angry, heart broken tears running down her face. She sniffled and then ran into the music blaring house.

Hayner looked back at a now just buzzed Roxas with rage. "You mother fucker! Look what you just did!"

Roxas had no emotion on his face. He shrugged and reached out on the floor taking back the beer Axel tried to take away from him. He drank the rest and then was tackled into the pool with a big splash. Roxas came up for air but was dragged back down.

He struggled against Hayner under the water trying to come back up for air. When he did he was punched in the face and kicked in the gut. Before he could get a breath of air he was back under water with Hayner trying to hit him hard even with the force of the water making it a little weak. The blond tried to fight back but in his state he couldn't. He could feel himself losing consciousness the longer he stayed under water with the air knocked out of him.

He was suddenly lifted above the surface coughing up water and gasping for air. He felt arms around him, holding him up. Roxas was carried out of the water and shivered when a gust of wind hit his wet body. The blond glanced around and saw Hayner being yelled at by Sora. He could see everyone that wasn't passed out or drunk watching them and himself.

"Roxas are you okay?" Kairi ran over to him with a big red towel. She placed it around him and then a big black towel around the one holding him.

He didn't know what to say. He was embarrassed for causing a scene and for causing more trouble for everyone there. The only thing that came out of him mouth was "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." Tears flowed freely onto his cheeks.

Kairi sighed and gave him an awkward hug. "Axel can you take him inside and get him warm?"

Roxas sniffled still muttering his apologizes as he was taken into the back house, carried up stairs and into his room. He was dropped onto his bed roughly while he kept crying. He gazed up at a very pissed off Axel.

The red head turned away from him and got some dry clothes which he threw at him. He then left the blond alone.

Roxas sniffled and hiccuped as he changed his clothes. He wiped his eyes and got under his blanket planing on leaving by himself. "I'll leave Ven here. Go home and clean the place up. I've been to much trouble for them. I can't be here anymore." He was planing everything out now. He was going to leave so he wouldn't have to cause trouble for anyone.

He sniffled again and closed his eyes hoping he would sleep and never wake up. Unfortunately for him someone came into his room and laid on his bed. He felt strong arms pulling him against a warm chest.

"Roxas you have no idea how pissed I am at you. But you know what? I really shouldn't be. We're just friends and you still have feeling for that asshole. I'm glad you did what you did. Getting that girl to jump him that is... But did you really have to do that in front of me?" Roxas could hear the sad tone in his bedmates voice.

"I know we agreed to just pretend I never confessed to you but damn it Roxas that fucking hurt. I can't just get rid of these feelings for you. I love you!" Axel said feeling frustrated.

"I'm sorry." Roxas shifted to face the man behind him. "Axel I'm sorry."

Axel frowned showing the hurt in his eyes to the blue eyed teen. "Roxas."

"I'm sorry Axel.I-i." He looked away but was turned back to face Axel feeling warm soft lips pressed against his. He could feel warm tears on his cheeks but they didn't belong to himself. 'Axel's crying?'

"Roxas please." Axel pleaded as he broke the one way kiss staying only inches away from the other teen's lips.

Roxas reached up a hand to wipe away Axel's tears. The red head cupped his cheek and kissed him again gently trying his hardest to not make it seem desperate.

The blond stared him, watching as his emerald eyes closed. Roxas felt his own eyes slip shut as he kissed back. He could feel Axel pulling him closer to his body while still keeping the kiss sweet.

"Roxas forgive me? I couldn't help myself." Axel buried his face against the crook of his neck.

"Axel...don't worry about it." Roxas held him in his arms trying to comfort him. "I'm sorry I did that. I-I was just trying to get him caught in the act. I don't actually want him."

"Then why did I catch you drink?" He shifted slightly in the bed to get a better look at the blond's face.

"I...I saw them making out. And I hate to say it but I was jealous and hurt." Roxas looked away turning so his back was to Axel's.

"Roxas it's okay... Uh...I'm sorry I'm not good at this short of thing."

"It's fine. I hate him. My face and stomach really hurt."

"You have a black eye that we really should be icing. Roxas will you ever be with him again?" Roxas caught the worried and slightly angry tone from behind him.

"Hell no!" Roxas faced him again. "I'm sorry about a few days ago though I don't know why I am. But it was a huge mistake."

"Why did you do it?" Axel's brows furrowed.

Roxas was quiet for a few seconds. "I missed Cloud and Tifa. I didn't want to feeling that pain so I just..."

"Why didn't you just come to me?"

"I don't know."

"I'm here for you got it?" Roxas grunted a yes. "Good. I should let you sleep." Axel sat up getting ready to leave.

Roxas reached out and grabbed Axel's arm. "Axel wait."

"Yes?" He looked back at the blond.

"Stay?" Blue eyes met green. Begging for him to stay there. Begging for him to keep him safe and give him the comfort he didn't deserve.

"I'm not going anywhere." Axel peck his head moving only to get under the blankets with him. "Night Rox."

Roxas sighed laying his head on the red heads chest. "Night Ax."

yep not much of a party XD sorry guys I suck at details and sonce I'm the downer and the one that doesn't party and hates them...yeah you can guess why it was skipped over. Sorry um please Review. I'm thankful for everyone who favorited and are following this story but please review. I really want to know what you think. Besides grammar and spelling -.- thank you