I haven't put that disclaimer thing... but yeah we all know that i don't own Hellsing or his characters.

NO NO NO!

She didn't hear that! It was her imagination. The guilt was making her listen to things.

But she could feel his presence, she could even feel him trying to pass her mental barriers. She didn't know what to do; how did he find her? WHY did he find her!? Why did he came back to her!?

Wasn't suppose that he will be mourning over Sir Integra's death? Wasn't suppose that she was nothing to him? Wasn't suppose that they no longer were master and fledging?

Hellsing was over! She didn't work there anymore, neither Alucard! What did he wanted?!

"I know what he wants…he came to punish me, to make me suffer….to kill me…"

Yes! That's what he wanted, he always liked to be dominant and in control and when he wasn't he would always get angry; and he was no longer in control of her, so that for sure bothered him. He was very possessive, she was his favorite toy and source of fun after all.

But not this time!

"Fuck no!"

She ran away from Hellsing, and she left behind her old self.

This time she will stand her ground, this time she would not obey his orders out of fear, this time she will fight him. She would rather die than bend to his will.

Seras took a deep breath and slowly turned, to where she could feel the piercing gaze of Alucard.

Alucard just reminded there, watching Seras; remembering the last words of Integra… her last will, her last breath, was dedicated to that small girl.

Integra begged him, yes, the great iron lady begged him to search for Seras…

They knew the feelings they have for each other, and they silently confessed. But now it was too late, and even if they had time; Integra would never accept to become a vampire. It would have been the most hypocrite thing to do, she was the heir of an ancient organization that hunted vampires; and she becoming one of them, was not right.

And Integra knew, how much it pained Alucard, and she knew it wasn't a good idea to leave Alucard alone. She also knew that he was hurt and a little worried about Seras disappearance; even if he didn't show it. The years helped her to learn how to read Alucard, in fact it was pretty easy; his body and subtle face expressions screamed how he felt.

And of course she knew that Alucard deeply cared for the girl.

Of course he didn't demonstrated like everyone else, but she knew.

She will always remember the day she confirmed her suspects.

Seras was in the shooting range, when one of the new soldiers started to talk –in a very obscene way- to her. Seras asked him to stop, but that just seemed to encourage his behavior. Seras just ignored him.

At the end of practice the guy cornered Seras and tried to convince her to accompany him on a date. Seras tried to refuse him but the guy keep insisting and he was starting to invade her personal space; when finally Seras snapped at him , the guy reaction was to grab her a boob and started to grope her.

Before Seras could even react, the guy was flying across the room landing in a wall, so hard, that the sound of his broken ribs echoed in the room.

Alucard was there, snarling at the guy and looking very angry. He turned sharply to Seras, grabbing her harshly from her wrist and transporting them to her chambers.

Integra was informed of this later that night. When she walked into Seras' room, she found the girl lying on the floor grabbing her head so hard that blood came out.

Alucard had punished Seras for leaving the guy to touch her.

Of course Integra had punished Alucard for being so harsh with Seras for something like that. When she questioned him, he just told her:

'She's being too kind to those lowly humans, they will never respect her…she needs to stop acting like that. She's a powerful vampire, one of my blood; and I will not tolerate such lenient behavior.'

Weeks later, Seras requested her freedom from Alucard.

Integra knew; so she told him, as her last request to take care of Seras; and not because Seras was weak and couldn't take care of herself; but mostly for the sake of both of them. Because once Alucard had told her that he didn't want to walk alone in the darkness anymore. And she just could imagine how lonely must be to live all those years without company. And Seras was special, Seras was someone who would never be corrupted…

Alucard remember hearing Integra's thoughts about his little police girl; and he couldn't deny that he felt something for the girl, even if he never say it aloud. After all this years working together Seras never changed, at least before the last months of Sir Integra's life.

She was different, she was less childish, more mature; but in essence she was the same cheerful and bright girl from 50 years ago. Always so caring and polite, and so warm…

At first it was annoying for Alucard, because he thought that those traits were an obstacle for her to grow as a vampire.

But after his 30 years absence; Alucard saw how powerful she was. What it took him over 100 years to learn and master, to Seras, just took her 30 years.

And even with all that power, she was the same Seras. And strangely, he was drawn to her for that.

After he came back, they spend more time together; playing chess, reading books, scaring the soldiers, and even once Seras convinced him to watch a movie.

But when they learned that Integra was going to die, everything change. He was always in a foul mood and Seras tried to cheer him up, but he always ended up screaming or punishing her.

And know he was curious as to why she left…. Was it too much the pain from Integra's death? Or did she leave because he treat her like that? Or maybe she was scared of what the round table was going to do to them?

She had left without saying goodbye, and she didn't leave a note; It was clear that she did not wanted to be found.

Finally Seras turned around, her now long hair moved wildly with the wind; the light reflected in her almost white hair and with the fog she looked ethereal.

Alucard also noted the frown in her face; confirming that in fact, she didn't wanted to be found.

"Police girl, it's been a-" Alucard started, but was interrupted by Seras.

"My name is Seras." she replied coldly.

Alucard raised his eyebrows; it was clearly that Seras was mad.

"Are you not happy to see your master?" Alucard grinned, making fun of his old title.

"No."

Alucard was surprised by the sharp answer, but didn't show it.

Seras just stared at him, waiting for the scolding. But after a few seconds, he was just standing there, grinning stupidly. She sighed, and turned around, hoping that maybe he was just there to make fun of her because he was bored or something; and maybe if she ignored him, he would go away.

Alucard growled, angry at being ignored.

"Look at me Seras." He say in a low and dangerous voice.

Seras just crossed her arms and started to wonder when the stupid deliver would arrive; she was a little nervous, not scared, but nervous. She knew that Alucard didn't liked to be ignored or disobeyed, and maybe he would start to act aggressively.

Alucard was losing his patience, but he wanted to know why Seras was being so sour with him. He transported himself in front of her and grabbed her chin, forcing her face to look up. Still Seras avoided looking him in the eyes. Which bothered Alucard more.

"Why you refuse to look at me, Seras?" he said to her, while tightening his grip.

Seras looked at him, trying with all her strength, to put all her hate in that look. And Alucard seemed to notice, because he instantly removed his hand from her chin, as if it burned.

Alucard recognized that look, because he once gave the same look to a sultan, when he was just a little human boy. He took a step back.

"Are you mad at me? Why?"

"I know that you shot me on purpose." Seras hissed; she was trying not to hit him in the face.

He didn't immediately knew, what was she talking about; and then tried to remember the times that he shot her… and then he realize that only one time he shot her on purpose.

Yes, he had killed her. He wasn't going to lie to her, but, neither was going to say it aloud; he was going to try and act as if was nothing. Well for him was nothing, in fact, he really saw the potential in her, he literally smelled the power in her, and he was curious to see if really an innocent girl like her could be THAT powerful as a vampire. And he was really surprised to see that he wasn't wrong.

"And?" Alucard responded to her casually. Seras didn't know if it was a question for her to continue, or just an expression to let her know that he didn't care.

Anyway, both options make her even angrier.

"…and?" she echoed in a whisper.

"And I could have LIVED a normal LIFE if it wasn't for you, fucking vampire!" she yelled making emphasis in the words lived and life.

"BUT NO! You! You had to kill me! And when I ask you why you did it, you just talk to me like I have 5 fucking years old!" Seras yelled in his face. And surprisingly Alucard was pretty calm.

"THAT'S WHY I AM MAD!" Seras was breathing heavily, even if she didn't need it.

Alucard wasn't really impressed, he knew that sooner or later she would realize the true.

"Are you done? Do you feel better now that you get it off your chest?" he said, in a bored manner.

Seras just watched him with wide eyes, shocked that he dismissed her so easily.

"But of course! He killed people every day for over 500 years, why would he care about one more?" Seras reminded herself sarcastically.

"Police girl, are you done? We have to go." Alucard told her, as he started to walk away down the alley.

"WE!? I'm going nowhere with you!" Seras walked back to the bar, but was stopped by a hand in her arm.

"You are going to come with me Seras." Alucard turned her, and hissed in her face.

"Why? I'm not your fledging anymore! And Hellsing exist no longer, I can do whatever I want!" She said, desperately trying to free her arm.

"Is that so Seras?" Alucard released her arm and unsheathed his Jackal, aiming to Seras head.

Seras narrowed her eyes, and snarled at him.

"Because Hellsing exist no longer, you no longer are under protection and I am a free vampire… I can kill you."

"…Then go ahead and kill me" She replied coldly, trying to think of a way to escape from him.

Alucard was half annoyed and half surprised, he was expecting for her to start begging him or something like that, she really was acting so cold and angry towards him; and he didn't like it a bit.

But his internal turmoil was interrupted when a dumpster hit him.

Seras ran and then transported herself to her apartment, but when she arrived she saw that someone had been there. Everything was a mess, as if they were looking for something.

"Alucard!"

That was the only name that came to her mind.

Realizing that she didn't have much time, she took the saved money from her hidden place, a few blood packs and a silver knife.

She was really angry and confuse, but mostly angry.

Why did he wanted to take her? And to where? And why he always was underestimating her? Well she will prove him wrong; she would make sure that he will not find her a second time.

She ran to the north border of the city and started to stab her arm with the silver knife.

Alucard once had told her that if a vampire was low in blood, dying or not using his powers at all, then other vampires would not be able to locate him.

So she was leaving her blood and scent in the north border, so she could gain some time and travel to Paris. She was going to be in her weakest, but it will be impossible for Alucard to locate her.

When she finished, she was feeling quite sick, but started to walk down the street, looking for a taxi. After 10 minutes or so, she found one; she asked the driver to take her to the airport.

After arriving at the airport, she headed to the bathrooms; taking a small amount of blood, just to keep her on her feet.

When she finally passed all the security ports without being noticed and boarded the plane, she started to think of Alucard. He really was nuts if he thought that she would obey him just like that, with a snap of his fingers. She wanted nothing with him anymore, she just wanted to exist in peace.

And he would always saw her as the 'police girl' nothing more, nothing less. She just would be at his side resigning herself to be less than a clown? Just so the great No-Life king wasn't bored? Hell no!

"Maybe… he really wanted to be with me? Because he really… no! He loved Integra…"

With that thought in mind she stopped and forced herself to sleep, she already dedicated a lot of her energy, time and tears to that subject. It was time to accept the reality…and if Alucard found her again… then she would tell him everything, maybe then he would stop trying to take her with him.

Seras drifted to a dreamless sleep and hoped to find her happiness in the city of love.

i updated this really fast because it's weekend.

And yes, she FINALLY will find someone special jajaja. so next chapter will have more captain Gunsche and Seras interaction (and less Alucard, until later chapters)

And their first meeting is based on the song "Hombre Lobo en Paris" by the Union; because i really like that song and it brings me childhood memories.