Sup, long time no chapter huh? Well I'm not going to say why it's been so long. I just hope you can all forgive me and are still willing to read this...story. Thank you to anyone who is still willing to read. Italics are dream, italics with ' are thoughts and with " are memories.

Oh I have a colab story with Leven the Valkyrie. It's on her profile and called Breaking the Wall. I would really appreciate it if you guys have it a read and told us what you think.

Anyway enjoy. (Sorry for any mistakes)

The evening air grew colder as the sun decided to set. It left the clouds with pink and orange colors, making the once grey sky a beautiful thing to gaze at. The cool breeze blew, causing the bare tree branches to sway in a steady rhythm. The streets were empty of any life as families were inside their homes, sitting by a warm fire.

Sora wished he too, could sit by nice big fire once he got home. The doctor knew he couldn't; he still had to talk to his wife about the raven haired boy he left at the hospital. Not only that, he had to speak with Roxas about his father and Ventus. The young doctor wasn't looking forward to any of it.

Parking the car in the garage, Sora got out of the vehicle and went inside his house. The warm air from the heater felt nice on his freezing skin. The brunette sauntered further into the house, trying to let the heat consume him. He sighed contently when he kicked off his shoes and layed on the couch in the living room. His arm shield his closed eyes from the world around him. He just wanted a small break before he had to start talking to anyone.

"Sora?" Kairi's sweet voice called from up the stairs. She tip toed down the steps incase the little blond she grew to love was napping.

"Sora?" She whispered this time, making her way into the living room. All she saw was her husband laying on the couch, looking completely exhausted. The auburn haired girl quietly walked toward the doctor and carefully straddled his waist.

She sat there with concern in her blue eyes. Her hand gently ran through brown spiky hair. Sora put his arm down and stared at his wife with a small smile. He leaned into the gentle touch and closed his eyes again.

"Long day?" Kairi asked laying down so her head was on Sora's chest. "You're cold, you know that?"

"And you're warm." He laughed, putting an arm around her. "You have no idea. I don't even know where to begin."

Kairi hugged Sora, making herself look like a baby chimp, clinging to its parent. "Why don't you start with when you picked up Ven?"

Sora nodded, "He was sorta getting bullied but managed to push the kid away. But he pushed too hard and now the boy is with Namine with stitches in the back of head."

"Sora, why isn't he with his parents? Was it that bad that he had to stay at the hospital?" Kairi asked worriedly.

"No, he's an orphan, so he has to stay until social services can take him. I actually told them I wanted him to stay over night just to stall them for time. It kept them from taking him away." Sora opened his tired eyes. He gave Kairi a sheepish smile when she frowned at him. "Kairi, please don't look at me like that."

"Sora, you're keeping the poor boy away from people that want to help him." She sat back up and crossed her arms over her chest.

"That's only because I was thinking...that maybe we could.," Sora looked the other way and gulped.

"We could what?" Kairi asked and placed her hand on Sora's cold cheek. She turned his head back so he would look her in the eye.

"Maybe we could adopt him?" Sora squeezed his eyes shut. He didn't know what to expect when he suggested the adoption to his wife.

"Sora?" He peeked an eye open and squeaked when Kairi leaned down and kissed him. "I want to meet him." She said happily. She wasn't happy that Sora never said anything about adopting a child. She knew he knew she wanted a baby. But she also knew that the brunette was scared. She didn't mind adopting just as long as one day she could have her own. For now she was just excited to finally be able to be a mother.

"You're not upset?" Sora asked in bewilderment. He sat up so he was face to face with his wife. "You don't mind?"

"Oh I'm upset." She said with a sweet smile. "But I'm more excited right now to be mad at you. I want to meet him Sora. What does he look like? What's his name?"

Sora laughed and kissed her cheek. "His name is Vanitas, and he looks like me but with black hair and natural gold eyes. And I already tested him, Kairi he isn't mine I swear." He said quickly and gulped nervously.

"Sora, you do know I wasn't even thinking that right?" He shook his head. "You owe me dinner for putting that hurtful thought in my head. I know you're not the type to cheat but that still hurts."

"I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you." He winked making the girl blush.

"W-where is Ven?" Sora flopped back on the couch with a groan. "Sora?"

"Where's Roxas? I need to talk to him first."

Roxas was sitting in his old room at Cloud's house. He didn't remember how he got there and didn't know why he was there to begin with. The last thing he remember was falling asleep in Axel's arms. He looked around for said redhead but he didn't see him. He looked toward the door and saw a shadow under the crack of the door.

He stood up from the bed and took a few steps toward the exit. "Axel?" He asked the shadow on the other side.

The door creaked open, the light on the other side blinding him. He put up an arm to shield his eyes from the light. "Axel?" He asked again but only got a familiar laugh as a response.

The blond froze in his spot and shook his head. "What are you doing here?" He demanded from the person he couldn't see.

"Taking back what's mine duh." Hayner laughed and rushed at Roxas, knocking him off of his feet and making him land on the bed.

"Get off me!" Roxas growled trying to fight back only to find all of his strength drained. "Get off me!" He yelled as he felt hands ripping his clothes open.

"You're mine Roxas. The redheaded prick can't save you." Hayner taunted as he ripped Roxas' pants off.

"No, Hanyer don't!" Roxas cried trying to move his body. "Axel! Axel please help me!"

"He can't babe, I killed him." Hayner laughed and went on the attack.

"No! No! No!" Roxas screams at the top of his lungs.

"Roxas!" Axel shook the wiggling blond. "Roxas, wake up." He pleaded with his boyfriend. "It's only a dream. Come on Roxas wake up."

"No stop it Hayner!" Roxas yelled in his sleep. Axel frowned, hating the fact that the blond was having a nightmare about his ex. "Axel, help!"

Axel lowered himself so he could whisper in the troubled blond's ear. "Roxas, I'm right here. Just open your eyes and you'll see, I'm right beside you."

Roxas whimpered, tears ran down his cheeks, and he cried out for Axel again. "Roxas," he heard his name being called from a distance. He knew it wasn't Hayner. Axel was calling him.

"Axel..." Roxas whimpered as he slowly opened his watery blue eyes. He was met with worried emerald green orbs. He tired not to cry when he saw Axel so close to him. "Axel," he let his tears slip and was met with a strong chest.

Axel wrapped his arms around him, hands rubbing his back soothingly. "Shhh, Roxas I'm right here." He kissed the blond's head and let him cry his eyes out.

"Stupid nightmare," he cried into Axel chest. All Axel could do was hold him and say soothing things until his lover could calm down.

"I'm here Roxas. It'll be alright." Axel whispered, holding his lover closer. The older teen ran his fingers through blond spikes, trying to sooth him.

"He said he killed you. I couldn't move Axel. I was frozen and then he- he raped me." Roxas trembled under the affectionate touches. He buried his face against Axel's bare chest. He breathed in Axel's scent, instantly calm him down.

"Do you really think he would be able to kill me? Or rape you? I know you're strong than that. You've come so far Roxas. I'd never even let him near you if we didn't have to sit next to him in class."

"Thank you." Roxas mumbled, clinging to the man he hoped would never hurt him.

"I think we should shower. Ven is probably wondering where is uncle is." Axel chuckled nipping at Roxas' shoulder, causing him to moan.

"Don't do that." The younger teen blushed and pushed the chuckling redhead away.

"So I'm not allowed to touch you whenever I want?" He teased the blond, running his hands down his frame.

Roxas shuddered and smacked Axel's hands away. "I know what you're doing. I appreciate the distraction but it's becoming a problem."

"Oh? Anything I can do?" The red head chuckled, looking down at Roxas problem. "He seems to want my touches."

"Axel please, I don't feel like being teased right now." Roxas looked at him sadly. "I just want to sleep but you're right. I need to go find Ven."

"Sorry. Did you want to shower first or-"

"Do- do you think you could wash my back? I'm not used to something s-so..." The blond gulped, his eyes stared anywhere but at Axel, and his cheeks colored with a faint pink. "...big."

Axel chuckled at the shy compliment. He got off the bed and looked around for his boxers. Once locating them he put them on and went about finding Roxas' own underwear. "Alright, I'll wash your back but you have to stop looking like that.

"Like what?" Roxas huffed and tried to stand up, only to collapse on all fours. "Shit!" He groaned putting a hand on his lower back. "What did you do to me?" He tittered, gazing up into concern green eyes.

"Did I hurt you?" Axel asked as he helped the blond up. "Damn it, I should have gone slower. Roxas I'm sorry."

"Axel, relax. I'm fine, really I am. You made me feel good and this is just a normal side affect." Roxas blushed. "You don't have to carry me you know." He said when Axel picked him up bridal style.

"I want to carry you. Just let me grab some clothes for you and we'll get cleaned up." He chuckled digging through Roxas drawer.

"What about you? Don't you need clothes-oh never mind. I didn't noticed you got dressed." 'When did that happen?'

"I'll just wear these until after our shower. You can change in the bathroom and I'll go to my room to get some clean clothes. Then we can go see where Ven is."

"Alright. Woah! Axel! Hey! I'm still naked! Don't go into the hall!" Roxas cried and flailed around in Axel's arms.

"It would be easier if you stop struggling and screaming. If someone see you then it's- ouch..it's your own fault."

"I'm sorry." Roxas stopped his movements after his fingers poked Axel's eye. "I'll stop."

"It's fine. Lets just get cleaned with no more ouchies." He laughed and kicked the bathroom door open.

"Really? Ouchies?" Roxas laughed. "You've been around Ven too long."

"He's my favorite blond. What can I say." Axel teased the blond in his arms. Roxas laughed and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"He's my favorite blond too. Next to Cloud anyway. I don't know what I would do without them. Hey Axel, can we go see them tomorrow? Cloud and Tifa I mean." Blue eyes stared up into emerald green. Roxas was set on his feet, still holding eye contact.

"You know you can see them whenever you want to Roxas." Axel said raising a brow and kicking the door shut

"I know but I want you to come with me. I want to tell them that I quit being stupid and that I'm..you know that we're dating." Roxas face flushed at the words. He could feel his pulse pick up the longer he stared into Axel's amazing cat like eyes. It was so surreal. He didn't think he could feel happy again after the whole Hayner drama. But here he was, stand in front the red head who was always there for him.

'Why won't my heart stop pounding whenever I look at Axel? Is it because of what we did or is it because he told me he loved me even though I just like him. I really really do lo- wait! Was I about to say- no, no I wasn't. I just like him.'

"Roxas," Axel whispered, just barely catching the blond off guard as he pressed his lips to softer ones.

Roxas shut his eyes and was pulled closer to Axel's body. His hands gripped the redhead's biceps and his mouth opened so he could feel the loving caresses of Axel's tongue. He moaned into the kiss and was slowly being forced to walk backward until he felt the tile of the cool shower wall against his back. He heard the shower turn on and then felt the spray of warm water soak his skin, all while his lips moved with Axel's.

He felt lips pull away and move onto his jaw and neck. He knew he had marks from earlier but he didn't care. They could cover them up later. "Axel we-oh, we shouldn't."

Axel ignored him in favor of sucking on Roxas' right clavicle. Hands roamed Roxas' damp body, curving around his waist until they grasped the blond's ass. They pushed teen forward, making his groin rub against Axel's clothed crotch.

"Ah, A-Axel I'm serious." Roxas whined knowing he would give into the redhead but at the same time he knew Axel would stop if he really wanted him too.

With slurping pop, Axel pulled away and stripped off his shirt, throwing out of the shower. His chest glossed with the water from the shower hitting it. It reminded Roxas of the first time he saw his chest, and it made his member twitch with excitement.

"Roxas, if you really don't want to then I won't push you."

'He has to say that while taking his pants off? Oh come on?! How am I supposed to resist that?'

"Axel I don't want to stop." Roxas stood on his tiptoes, trying not to wince from the pain on his back, and kissed Axel. He wrapped his arms his neck, feeling hands on his own waist.

He was pushed back down so he was flat on his feet and back, back against the wall. Axel picked his legs up and he happily wrapped them around his hips. He felt content just making out with the red head under the shower's spray. He knew he said he didn't want to stop but at that moment he was just happy being in Axel's strong arms.

"A-A-Ahxel nghh." He moaned, breaking the kiss as he threw his head against Axel's shoulder. Said teen was busy stroking his length with fast, squeezing pumps.

Roxas held on to Axel's shoulder, digging his nails into his skin. "Axel nyah wh-whahhha what about yooooouh oh." Roxas squeezed his eyes shut and bit his lower lip until it bled. The mixture of Axel's smell, hands, and the heat of the shower was intoxicating. He didn't think he'd be able to hold out much longer especially when Axel's thumb teased his slit.

"I don't want to hurt you." Axel grunted out. Needing some friction of his own, he rubbed his cock in between Roxas' ass cheeks. That only made Roxas tremble and moan louder from the pleasure.

"Mmn Roxas." Axel moaned, pumping and rubbing as fast as his hand and hips could go.

"Axel pleeahhhse," Roxas' legs twitched, he didn't think he'd be able to take anymore. He wanted to feel all that Axel had give.

Taking the hint, Axel finally just shoved himself inside of Roxas' heat. It was still tight and hotter than what Axel remembered. He could feel his dried seed inside the small space and it only turned him on more.

Roxas cried from the feeling of being full. It hurt him to have Axel force his way in but he was more focused on the powerful thrusts that came in its wake. He couldn't take it anymore. He was so close and he knew it. With all his will power, Roxas latched his mouth onto Axel's neck. He sucked and licked to his hearts content while moving his hips to meet Axel's harsh thrusts. And with one powerful thrust to his prostate, Roxas muffled moans echoed throughout out the entire bathroom. He saw white, black, and even stars as he spilled his sticky hot essences on Axel's hand and their chests. Some of it even managed to squirt onto Roxas neck and chin.

With Roxas' orgasm shooting out in ribbons, Axel could feel his cock being squeezed by Roxas inner walls. With just a few more thrusts, Axel reached his climax and road it out until the last of his cum was pumped out and filled Roxas' to the brim. His own moans of ecstasy echoed just as Roxas' died down.

Axel's legs gave in as his knees bucked. He carefully lowered himself with his dick still inside the exhausted blond. Once he was seated on the floor of the shower and caught most of his breath, he kissed his lover. He even went as far as licking the mess off Roxas's neck and chin.

"Amazing." Roxas choked out. He let his head rest against Axel's shoulder until they came down from their high and could breath properly. It didn't even bother him that he still had Axel inside of him. It felt like he belonged there.

"Yeah." Axel chuckled and ran his fingers through blond spikes. "We should probably get cleaned up for real this time."

"Haha yeah." Roxas chuckled and sighed contently. "I don't want to move. I'm to tired and comfy."

"I love you." Axel chuckled and blew against Roxas now red ear.

"Okay, I'm ready to get up." Roxas hopped off of Axel and yelped in pain.

"Sore?" Axel asked helping him to just lay against him.

"Yeah. It hurts but I'm fine." Roxas nuzzled against Axel's neck. "Will you wash me?"

"Alright but no more monkey business." With that the redhead got to work cleaning them both. It was a little difficult, what with Roxas trying not to moan when Axel cleaned his ass, but they got through it and were now drying off.

Roxas glared at his reflection in the mirror. He had a few red spots along with some purple spots, from his neck all the way down to his belly button. He touched the ones on his neck, his face flushed with color. Behind him he could see Axel smirking at his work. The blond narrowed his eyes in the mirror at the redhead. "Did you have to leave so many?"

"Can you really blame me?" Axel chuckled and wrapped his arms around Roxas' pants covered hips. "I couldn't help it. Besides, we can cover them up."

"I guess so. But still that's a lot." Roxas poked at the ones on his chest.

"Do you regret it?" Axel whispered, trying to hide the worry on his voice.

Roxas shook his head and placed his hands over Axel's. "What I regret is pushing you away. I lo-..."

"You what?" Axel asked curiously.

"Nothing." Roxas moved Axel's arms off of him and picked up his shirt.

"No, what were you going to say?" Axel spun the blond around and held him by his arms.

"Nothing, can we please just drop it?" Roxas snapped pushing Axel way from him.

"What's lo? Why can't you tell me?" Axel asked not backing down.

"Axel just stop it. I said it was nothing so just stop." Roxas furrowed his brows. It was nothing to him because he wasn't sure himself. He didn't want to give Axel false hope when he just only a month ago figured out that he liked him.

"No, I want to know. What's so hard about it?"

"Fine! I loathed you okay? I really thought I hated you and I regret ever thinking that." Roxas pushed pass Axel, planing on going to his room. Axel however, pulled him back against his body.

"How do you feel now? Do you still hate me?" Axel asked, his voice filled with hurt.

"Of course I don't. You know I don't." Roxas turned around and held Axel back. "That's why I didn't want to say it. Axel I like you. I told you I did."

Axel heaved a heavy sigh. "Do you really mean that?"

"Of course I do. Do you honestly think I would have." Roxas hid his pink face, "been intimate with you if I didn't?"

"No. Sorry, I guess I just got carried away." Axel kissed the top of Roxas' head. "Lets cover you up and go to the main house."

"After you get some clean clothes." Roxas taunted and slipped out of their embrace and ran down the hall and down the stairs, leaving a stunned Axel.

"Yo, Sora? Kairi? You in here?" Axel called from the living room with Roxas by his side. The couple was no were in sight but the smell of hot chocolate in the air meant they had to be home.

"Maybe they're in the kitchen?" Roxas said and limped over to the other room.

"Are you sure you should be walking?" Axel whispered so only the blond could hear just in case the other couple was near by.

"I can do this." Roxas blushed and tried to walk as normally as possible.

The two entered the kitchen and spotted Kairi and Sora playing with lion shaped cookies by the island in the middle of the room. "There you are." Axel laughed.

Roxas looked around the room but didn't see Ven anywhere. 'Maybe he's taking a nap.' He thought to himself.

Just to be sure Roxas walked over to Sora. The doctor put his cookies down and was looking at Roxas like he was trying to spit something out but was having a hard time doing it. "Sora, where is Ven?"

"Roxas, we need to have a talk." Sora said with uneasiness. "Lets go sit in the living room." Sora said moving from his spot but was stopped by Roxas' hand on his shoulder.

"Sora, you're scarring me. Is he okay?" Roxas looked apprehensive. He didn't like the way Sora tried to avoid his question. He didn't like the fact that he had to go sit down to hear about his nephew.

"Sora?" Axel questioned sharing in Roxas' fear. "What's going on? Why do you look like whatever it is you have to say is serious. And not in a good way."

Sora looked between the two and bowed his head. He licked his dry lips and turned so he was facing Roxas. Blue met blue and in the moment Sora could only question himself as to why Roxas wouldn't tell them about his father. The man himself said Roxas was upset with him but over what? "Roxas, do you have father?"

"Huh?" Roxas removed his hand. He looked at Sora like he was crazy. "Of course I do. I never mentioned him?"

"No."

"I thought I did. But what does that have to do with Ven?" Roxas raised a brow. He didn't understand why Sora would ask him if he had a dad. The man didn't have anything to do with Ven, unless... "Sora, where is Ven?" Roxas asked harshly.

Sora sighed and rubbed the back of his head. "He's with his grandpa, your father." Roxas' blue eyes widen with the information. That was giving Sora the wrong idea. "Roxas, what's wrong?"

"With my father..." Roxas mumbled to himself. He felt so many emotions swell up. He hadn't seen his old man since he confessed about liking a guy. He didn't even talk to him let alone think about him for the past few months. He felt like a horrible son.

Roxas sniffled and heavy tears ran down his face. He could still remember the man's hurtful words. The last words he heard him say before everything went wrong.

"You're just going through a phase...Have you ever even been with another guy?...Stop lying to me! Stop saying you love who ever it is! You're sick! Get out of my sight until your phase is over! I don't want to see you until then! You disappoint me."

"Roxas?" Axel put his hands on Roxas' shoulder. The blond's knees bucked under him. Before he could fall over, Axel caught him. The blond turned into a sobbing mess right on the kitchen floor.

"Did I say something wrong?" Sora asked worriedly. He and Kairi were at Roxas side, as Axel was.

"I don't know Sora. I don't know."