"Was it ok?" she asked, she laid on top of him, her head resting on his chest, they had gotten dressed and just held each other, Oliver's hand stroked her bare back and he leaned in to place a kiss on her head.
"Like I said it's not possible, you were amazing" he whispers, pulling her chin up and landing a kiss on her lips. She rubs her nose on his and goes back to trailing his scar which is located near his heart.
"You really like that one huh" he chuckles, "You kissed and licked that one more than the others" he laughed, he doesn't need to see her face to know that she is blushing.
"It's near your heart" she leans in a kisses it again. "I love you Oliver Queen" she says.
"I love you too Mrs Queen" he smirks; he does not want to shy away from the fact that they are married.
"Oh, I am so glad that you did not call me that during … you know, because then I would have thought of your mom and then the moment would have be ruined and …" she closes her eyes realising that she just brought his mother up, "Oliver I'm sorry" she says quietly, clutching her eyes shut.
"You never have to apologise to me" he says, he begins to scratch her head as he thinks back to his mother.
"Do you ever think about her" she bites her lip, hoping she hasn't ruined the moment.
"Every day"
"You must be really glad that she knew that she was proud of you" she meets his eyes.
"Yeah she said she was proud of me"
"She was and she still is Oliver, she is looking down at you and she is proud and I'm proud of you" he leans down a plants another kiss on her. "Oh God, I hope she wasn't looking down during this, that would be awkward, not to mention she didn't really like me"
"She didn't know you, because if she did she would have loved you"
"She wasn't a bad person, we just had different opinions when it came to you, minus the whole conspiracy things, she was a great mom minus the lies she only ever did what was best for you and Thea and she only ever wanted you guys to be happy and she was proud, I hope one day that I am like I said minus the lies and stuff a good mom like she was" realising that she just dropped the children's bomb on him she buries her face in his chest.
"Felicity …"
"Sorry, pretend I didn't say anything, I just dropped the kids word and sorry just erase that and we don't have to have kids, unless you want kids then that's fine but if you don't that fine too and …"
"I remember after Lizzy was born you said that you wanted 2 of each and that if I was to ever stop my daughter from dating until she was 40 that you would stop me" he smiled, she met his eyes beaming.
"Seriously … I mean obviously not now we just got together but really?" she asks shocked.
"Yes, with you I see a future with you I see things that I have never seen or ever wanted before but with you our future is full with endless possibilities and when the time is right I cannot wait to bring a little piece of me and little piece of you into this world" he wipes the tears that begin to spill from her eyes.
"So I guess we are all in even when we get out of here" she whispers.
"What, why would you think that I'm not?" he asks confused as to the direction the conversation was headed in.
"I don't want to argue and I'm sure in some way knowing us it will end it loud voices"
"Felicity … talk to me" he sits up pulling her to his side so they were facing each other.
"I'm scared, but now that you've said what you just said about our future I guess I'm less scared" she admits.
"Scared of what" he moves strands of her behind her ears and cups her cheeks.
"Are you in this, with us, forever?"
"Yes, of course I am, it's me and you always and forever, where is this coming from?" he asks.
"I'd rather know now if we are in this forever, because this past year your close and then you push me away and I'm scared Oliver, I'm scared that something will happen and you will push me away and you will end it and that would break me, and I don't want to be scared I don't want to have to be on my guard always, I don't want to have to in a way sleep with one eye open worried when the day will come that you will leave and push me away, I can't, that's no way to live, I want you, always you and if you are in this I need to know no matter how hard, how close, whatever happens you will lean on me instead of push me away" she finally lets out a breath and stares at him.
He leans in and kisses her aggressively and desperately, "I love you, I can never promise you that I won't…" he looks away trying to find the words, "I can't promise to never be scared for your life, I can never promise to never fear for you and there may be a time where I may push you away but what I can promise is that if I do, I will always come back to you, always come home, because we are in this forever, I am in this forever, I will always come home to you no matter what" he managed to say, he didn't want to admit to her that these were his fears, that things would become too much and that she would leave him but he doesn't tell her.
"Oliver thank you and I know what you're thinking, you're thinking the same thing and I need you to know I will never leave you, and that I will always be home waiting for you" she smiles.
"You know me better than I know myself, hmm our home" he smiles.
"I guess I mean if you want, I should probably give up my lease and if you want or you could move in with me, I mean we don't have to either way or …"
"These past few weeks of you living with me, even though it wasn't like this I cannot imagine now having you anywhere else but at our home" he kisses her, planting kisses all over her face, moving down to her neck "You know what they say, first time is not really that enjoyable but the second time is amazing" he giggles.
"I thought you said I was amazing" she teases, as she begins to trail her hand down his chest on to his lap, "By the way, I have no idea how you got erghm into me it was huge, the biggest I have ever seen".
"What, you've seen …"
"I went to college I've seen man parts but you I can safely say yours is the biggest I have ever seen and the fact that you got that in me is like wow, not even me because it was my first time but how you got that into anyone is ridiculous"
"Felicity, never mention others ok, they do not matter what matters is us and now so please"
"Sorry right, I was just shocked and you know what never mind just make love to me Oliver Queen"
"I thought you would never shut up" he could hear her laughs as he swallowed them with his mouth.
The two were completely unaware of the pipe that had just bursts above them releasing water down on them, the water then found its way through the holes were Oliver and Felicity were sitting in.
"Oliver" she pulls back looks up and is met with splashes of water on her face.
He pulls her towards him but is met with water coming through a hole behind him. He begins to panic and calls Digg who tells him they are trying their hardest.
"Oh we are going to drown down here, I should mention I don't know how to swim" she locks her hand into his.
"One we are in a hole so either way you will not need to know how to swim and second, we are not drowning ok, and I'm not going to allow that"
"I love you" she whispers.
He just looks at her pecking her lips, he stands up with her as much as he could and he moves her arm around his shoulders because she is shorter than him. The water slowly begins to rise it is at their ankles and begins to rise higher and higher. She looks at him waiting for him to speak.
"Oliver, I love you" she whispers again.
"I know" he kisses her cheek and rests his forehead on her cheek.
"Usually this is the part where you would say it back" she bites her lip.
"I will, when we get out of here" he promises.
"Oliver …"
"We are getting out of here ok … we have to, we have to go home, our home which I'm sure now that you know it's ours you will probably Felicity it and we also have 4 children that we have to have, 2 of each remember" not moving his head from her cheek.
"Ok and I will tell you again when we get out of here and don't you know that apartment needs some life and if we are going to have our four children we will need a bigger place and maybe not an apartment because I'd love for them to have a garden to run around I'm sure our little Oliver Queens will need space to parkour" she laughs, he finally moves his head and lands a very desperate kiss on her, he does not want this to be the last time he kisses those lips but he tries to hide his fear from her as the water was rising near their knees now.