Emison emotional smut. My new favorite part of this story.
Emily walked into her bedroom in her pj's. Her mom was working a night shift so she could have time off this weekend when her father came home. She saw Alison standing by the window peering out, in her own little world.
"Earth to Ali," Emily called as she crawled into bed under the sheets. Alison turned around with a very solemn look on her face but she went over to the bed.
"What happened? Did something happen?" Emily worriedly asked as she saw the blonde's face. Alison shook her head and got under the covers. She inched closer to Emily and lay on her side, facing her. They looked at each other for a few moments before Emily faintly smiled and Alison's eyes softened.
"I just wish I was braver," Alison said in a hushed voice. "I've been pretty awful to you, haven't I?"
"What do you mean?"
"Remember when we met? I could tell you were instantly attracted to me, and while it gave me a sense of empowerment, it frightened me because I felt it too," Alison continued. "I gave you so many mixed signals that sometimes I couldn't believe you stuck around."
"It was…difficult," Emily said carefully choosing her words. "I didn't really face it until after we had become friends and we hung out alone for the first time. Do you remember?"
"We drove all the way to Ikea," Alison said grinning fondly at the memory.
"Because your parents gave you a $500 giftcard they didn't want," Emily finished. Alison nodded. 90% of the times she hung out with Emily were wonderful, but this was a genuinely good day. They had gone to Ikea over near Philadelphia, far, far away from Rosewood- and that put Alison at such ease.
"I have to admit something," Alison spoke up. "When we left the house, I was tipsy. You offered to drive cause you just got your license, so I took two shots a bit before you showed up because I was nervous. But I was basically sober by the time we got there."
Emily laughed and shook her head. "I think that was the moment the feelings came out and never left again. I'd never seen you like that- you were so…childish. You would drag me into every setup and make me play along to a scenario with you. And you pointed at everything you wanted and would grab my arm so excitedly and I remember that one time you grabbed my hand and just didn't let go as we walked. Someone eventually gave us a second glance, and for a moment I saw you revert back to who you are at school, and you let go. But then we reached the beds section-"
"And I told you we should test them together. I pulled you down on top of me on one, and I gave you those eyes that I hoped would tell you to just let me be that way without questioning it, and you did," Ali says with such appreciation that she thinks she just may almost start crying.
Emily just smiled as she watched Alison reminisce. "I knew when we got back to your place and I helped you build your desk that I was kinda screwed because I liked you."
"Hanna and I got in a mini fight just now," Ali swallowed thickly as she spilled to Emily. "She stopped by to drop off a hoodie, and warned me not to hurt you. She also told me about how much pain I caused you with my hot and cold behavior."
Emily smile slowly disappeared as she saw Alison's pained face.
"You never told me you cried to Hanna about how you felt guilty for being attracted to me," Ali choked out, hating every minute of this.
"It wasn't one of my favorite memories to revisit," Emily mumbled.
"I never meant to make you feel ashamed or anything like that," Alison insisted. "I mean at times I wanted to push you away, but never make you feel like that. You've never come out to me, Em. Between the two of us we've always just known and I never judged you or felt uncomfortable about it- I just was uncomfortable with my own social life and sexuality. But I just wish I hadn't done all the shit I did to make you feel guilty or think that I wouldn't accept you being into girls."
"I know that now," Emily reassured. "And that's what matters."
"Good," Alison whispered. She leaned over and kissed Emily who grabbed Alison's shirt, wanting to show the blonde how much she needed her, and pulled her closer until she rolled over and had the blonde on top of her. Her hands went to the small of Alison's back and pushed the hem of her shirt up a little as her fingers skimmed the smooth skin. Alison sighed into her mouth and Emily used this as the perfect opportunity to slide her hands into Ali's jeans and was pleasantly surprised by the lack of fabric and instead soft skin.
"Goin commando?" she whispered huskily as she squeezed Alison's ass causing the blonde to moan.
"Was hoping I'd get lucky with a certain brunette," Alison breathed.
"She's the lucky one," Emily said softly as her nose brushed Ali's and Alison couldn't help herself as she pulled Emily's face close to hers and kissed her hard with unapologetic want. Emily's tongue swept the inside of her mouth and a strong heat shot straight down to Alison's core.
Alison pulled back and groaned as she rolled off onto her back.
"What?" Emily asked worried that she'd done something wrong.
"I just really want to have sex," Alison said bluntly.
"With you," she added quickly before Emily's mind could wander to bad places.
"Me too," Emily added quietly.
Alison shook her head and kissed her cheek while lingering there for a moment. "I'm sorry," she said leaning back on her side and letting her hand drape over the swimmer's tummy and rest on her hip under her shirt. "I shouldn't pressure you, I know you're not ready. This is me being selfish."
"I'm tired of being so cautious," Emily said, surprising the blonde. She pushed Alison back and pressed her body on top of the blonde.
"Em, babe," Ali said affectionately and Emily's heart swelled at the use of the pet name. "We've only been dating officially for four days. I'm not in that emotional place you want me to be."
Emily just kissed right beside Ali's lips and down to her jaw, up to her ear, and pulled the lobe into her mouth before kissing behind her ear, driving Alison crazy. She was trembling.
"Emily Fields," she warned, as she felt the swimmer's hand drift farther up her shirt. "Don't be a tease."
Emily ignored her and kissed her, running her hand over Ali's bra and feeling her nipple harden through the material as her thumb brushed over it. Alison breathed shakily as Emily moved down to her neck and kissed her pressure point. A moan escaped Alison and Emily swore she'd never tire of hearing that.
"Just let me make you feel loved," Emily said softly and as Alison glanced at her through hooded eyes she saw vulnerability painted across the swimmer's face.
She nodded. "You already do."
Emily smiled. There was such affection and love in those hypnotizing blue eyes that she loved so much. She continued sucking on her neck as Alison gave in and her back arched up into Emily as the swimmer kept teasing her nipple through her bra.
The blonde pushed her mermaid up and pulled her shirt off, and no sooner than it was off did the swimmer crash their lips together. Alison gripped Emily's shirt tightly and started to inch it up, pulling it off as Emily pulled back from their kiss.
Her shy mermaid blushed when she saw the way Alison's eyes darkened with lust and glanced at her up and down.
"God, Em, you're so beautiful," Alison said knowing that word would sit better with the swimmer than sexy or hot. Emily smiled shyly once more before leaning in, but as Ali closed her eyes in anticipation the swimmer ghosted her lips over Ali's and dragged them down to her bare shoulder causing a shiver to shoot down Ali's spine. Emily pulled down the bra strap and kissed smooth skin all the way down as she heard Ali's breathing rapidly increase. Emily reached around and unclasped Alison's bra before she pulled it off and pushed Alison gently back on the bed. The blonde shut her eyes with a smile on her face as her mermaid leaned back down and captured her left nipple with her lips, causing Alison to gasp loudly.
Emily began to use her tongue to circle and then flick her nipple as Alison's hands flew to Emily's head and tangled in her hair, holding the swimmer there as she arched her back and moaned. Using her free hand, Emily reached down and let it trail very slowly up the blonde's side. She used her teeth to lightly pull and tease the hard nipple while her hand grabbed and squeezed the blonde's right breast before rolling the nipple between her fingers and pinching it.
"That feels so good," Alison moaned out between whimpers as she pulled Emily back up and kissed her hungrily, her one hand tangled in Emily's hair and the other snaking up the tanned girl's defined body. As her hand brushed up Emily's side, the blonde felt her sigh into her mouth before Ali squeezed her breast and ran her thumb over Emily's hard nipple that was straining through her bra. The soft moan that Emily released into her mouth made her wetter than she already was. It was her new favorite sound and she loved knowing that she was the one to make perfect, innocent, shy little Emily come undone.
"Ali," the swimmer tried to speak between breaths. "Tonight's about you."
"You are a part of me," Alison said without a second thought.
Emily smiled into their kiss and Alison felt that this was what she had waited for since she met the swimmer. This was what she had been missing all this time.
But her train of thought suddenly became jumbled as Emily's hand reached down and began to rub Alison through her jeans, and the blonde's hips jerked upward, desperate for friction. She kissed Emily furiously, unable to get enough.
Emily pulled away and sat up with one knee between Ali's legs and the other on the outside. She fumbled with the button and zipper and pulled Ali's jeans off in one swift motion. Alison watched as Emily's eyes turned black with desire and she shivered with anticipation. She leaned up and yanked Emily down on top of her. The swimmer positioned her thigh so it was against the blonde's center, and used her left hand to guide Ali's thigh up. Her hand ran up and down the smooth skin before slipping down between her legs and running it up and down Alison's panties over her slit. Alison bucked her hips up to grind against Emily's thigh as the swimmer placed open kisses all over her chest. Emily flipped them and pulled Ali's hips so that she rolled her hips against Emily's thigh so her clit hit it. The swimmer felt heat shoot straight to her core as the blonde moaned loudly. Alison kissed her for moments before weakly admitting, "I need you Emily." She said it that night, and was rejected. But she knew the swimmer wouldn't push her away this time.
"Need me to what?" Emily whispered in a husky voice as she rolled her own hips up and Alison almost couldn't respond. She didn't verbally, but she dragged Emily's hand down over her hip and slipped it in her panties and mewled as Emily's fingers brushed over her clit.
"Ali," Emily murmured as she gently put the blonde on her back and laid on the side leaning into her. "You're so wet."
Alison almost lost it, hearing sweet Emily say anything remotely dirty was the hottest thing to her.
Her hand came out and pulled her panties all the way down and Alison kicked them off. She was completely naked and exposed but she felt safer than she ever had in any sexual experience. Emily's eyes were fixed on her shaved, glistening pussy as her hand rubbed the inside of her thigh and Alison knew she was taking her time to really look at Ali. She began to feel slightly self-conscious. Emily on the other hand was going crazy, Ali's wetness had dripped down the side of her thighs and Emily could feel it.
"Take your shorts off," Ali breathed as Emily's fingers ghosted over her center and the swimmer complied but Ali instantly missed her touch.
"Better?"
"You're so hot, and you don't even know it," Ali said in a low voice as she let her eyes travel over her.
Emily kissed her, and dragged one finger slowly through Alison's slit as the blonde gasped in surprise and moaned with her eyes slammed shut in ecstasy.
"Fuck, Em," she whimpered as Emily's fingers began to circle her clit before rubbing it and spreading Ali's wetness all over. Her body shuddered and she looked at Emily pleadingly, and Emily, on an impulse (because this had been happening a lot lately), brought her fingers covered in Alison up to her mouth and sucked on them, tasting her. Alison's eyes widened and she couldn't have been more turned on in that moment. Shy Emily merely smirked before running her hand down back Ali's body, pinching her pert nipple on the way, before rubbing her pussy as her hips bucked up. Her fingers parted the wet folds tentatively, building anticipation in the blonde. Slowly, she slipped a finger in and Alison's head fell back with a loud, long moan that caused Emily to become soaked.
"Em, fuck," she panted with her mouth open in pleasure.
"Does that feel good?" Emily asked softly as she slipped it in and out, watching as Ali's hips moved with her.
"Yes, fuck," Ali cursed as she arched her back up off the bed when Emily slipped a second finger in.
"Emily," she mewled as the swimmer began to pump her fingers in and out quickly. The blonde leaned up and Emily knew she wanted to kiss so she pulled Ali's bottom lip with her teeth before kissing her hard, shoving her tongue inside her mouth and swallowing every moan and whimper the blonde made. Her two fingers slipped in and out at a quickening pace and she used her thumb to press down on Ali's clit and rub it, which drove Alison crazy.
"Fuck, baby, I'm so close," she panted and Emily almost felt like she was in a dream- Alison had never called her that before, and she loved it. "Em I-I'm I-I'm gonn-," but she moaned loudly as she felt the fingers curl inside and Emily and watched as the blonde's head flew back and her hands gripped the sheets, her back arching and chest heaving. Her whole body was tense as she rode her orgasm out, hips bucking up.
She shook as Emily continued to pump her fingers before slowing down as Alison's body began to relax.
"Fuck," Alison whispered as Emily pulled her fingers out. She looked at her flushed tanned beauty and kissed her lazily.
"That was incredible," Alison said softly to the brunette who beamed proudly.
"Really? I was good?"
Alison laughed, high off of Emily. "Yes, yes Em you were great. And it was great because it was with you," Alison said warmly as she rubbed Emily's arm affectionately before she leaned up and kissed her lazily once more.
"I love you," she whispered against Emily's mouth.
"I love you too, Ali," Emily said very softly as she kissed her forehead.
"You sure you don't wanna?" Ali said wiggling her eyebrows playfully as she admired Emily's body.
"Not tonight," Emily responded.
"Okay," Ali said propping herself up on one elbow and leaning over the brunette before pushing the hair behind her mermaid's ear gently. "My sweet Emily."
Emily smiled, happy to have the blonde's naked body pressed against hers. She knew in that moment that she had made Alison feel important and cared for. She was the center of Emily's world and Emily would spend every last bit of effort proving it to the blonde to make her feel loved.