Chapter 12

Gorilla

Author's note and disclaimer: Huge thanks to my usual reviewing suspects! You guys are great and give me the energy I need to keep this going. Although, I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this one going. I want to try to give "Life" twenty chapters, but that might be pushing it.

I don't want there to be any confusion, so I'm just gonna say that this chapter takes place a few months after the miscarriage.

You guys should also message me what you might think will happen.

By the way, I was listening to "Gorilla" by Bruno Mars while I wrote this, hence the title.

I do not own Gundam Wing.

Duo rushed into Wufei's office, the Chinese pilot looked less than welcoming when his papers went flying in all directions. Duo ducked underneath the door's window, waiting to see if a certain someone would follow him into the room. Wufei saw Himeno storm off pass his door, her expression obviously wanting the braided idiot's head on spike.

"Don't worry she's gone." Wufei said as he gathered the scattered papers, Duo hesitantly stood to help his friend clean up the mess. Not sure if the husband was keeping him distracted so the wife could stab the poor fool in the back. "You can relax Duo. Himeno won't come in here unless she absolutely has to."

Duo cocked his head to the side wondering if that was a good thing or a bad thing. "Are you guys fighting?"

Wufei scoffed, "No. She just somehow knows that when my door is closed it usually means I don't like to be disturbed." Duo nodded his head, understanding that logic extremely well. "So what did you do to my darling wife to make her see blood?"

The Deathscythe pilot grinned ear to ear, "I may or may not have covered every item in her office with foil while she was out at lunch."

Wufei stood there for a moment, his face contorted with awe and unbelievable shock, "I don't know if I should be impressed or give you up to your future murderer."

"She's not that mad, I mean it is just foil. It's not like I super glued everything in her office." Duo nervously laughed.

"Have you met Himeno?" Wufei asked sitting down at his desk.

Before Duo could answer a booming voice echoed down the hallway, "Duo where in the hell are you? I'm gonna stuff every single piece of foil down your god damn throat! You'll be shitting shinny shit for a month!"

Wufei took one look at the fool and saw the fear in his face. He sighed and knew what he was about to ask was going to be the end of him. "Duo, would you like to stay here for the day?"

Overwhelmed with happiness Duo attacked his friend in a tight embrace, thanking him several times within a minute. Duo promised to get all of his work done since he was shown such kindness.

At the end of the day there were piles of foil in the trash can outside of Himeno's office. Wufei stepped in to see if he was needed, but seeing Trowa and Heero were already helping, he just stood in the door way and told Himeno that Duo was taking refuge in his office. Himeno's head snapped up with a new fierce determination to kill the idiot, but the challenge of removing every shinny object was beckoning her.

"Tell that fucking idiot he better watch his back." Himeno warned as she tore a huge chunk of foil from her tall standing lamp.

Heero and Trowa sighed and dropped their shoulders; they were exhausted after four hours of getting rid of the material. Everyone wondered where Himeno got the energy to keep going, but then realized that her anger always kept her running.

Wufei looked towards Heero and Trowa and nodded towards the door; they took the command as a friendly gesture and left the two alone—happily to get away from the foil hell. Wufei approached Himeno and softly grasped at her arms, he tugged her back into an embrace and buried his face in the nook of her neck. He nibbled on the delicate skin while his hands traced down her arms and took her hands in his, bringing them down to her sides. The sudden affection evaporated her anger, moving Himeno to sink into Wufei—tossing her head to the side to give him better access. Himeno let a sultry moan escape from her lips before Wufei sensed someone walking down the hallway.

He pulled away slowly, "Let's go home. Leave the rest of it for Duo to clean up."

"I can't." Himeno replied and swiftly turned towards Wufei, wrapping her arms around his thin waist. "Lady Une called me for a meeting, she needs me for something. So you are on your own for dinner tonight."

"I think I'll survive." Wufei retorted sarcastically, making Himeno pout. Wufei couldn't help but laugh at his wife's upper lip quivering in frustration. Wufei tightly hugged Himeno, kissing her hair all the while muffling his laughter.

"You're an ass." Himeno muttered before pulling away and sauntering out of her office.

As Wufei watched her leave he couldn't help but feel a twinge of sadness. That very remark is what led to them having sex in his office almost eleven months ago, it was the day they conceived Luli. How could they have known the loss they would suffer seven months later?

It was Duo's annoying voice that brought Wufei out of his trance. Reluctantly, Wufei informed the idiot pilot that he was on his own for the night and that led Duo to dragging Wufei to a night out with the boys. Wufei stumbled through the door well after midnight, cursing at Duo for making him drink so much. He would have to call in tomorrow or take a two hour shower so he wouldn't smell like liquor.

Shuffling through the darkness Wufei's keen eyes caught a light drowning into the hallway. Leaning against the threshold he looked over the room and saw no sign of Himeno. He ventured further into the room, wanting to shut off the television, when the sound of stirring made him almost jump out of his shoes. Turning towards the creature he almost doubled over seeing Himeno curled up on the couch. He should have known; Himeno was the only one he could never detect. Once his heart beat steadied, Wufei moved to pick up the mess that had taken over the coffee and floor. Glimpsing at a few of the documents he noted that these were case reports—some that he had never seen before.

"How many is she doing?" Wufei muttered as he counted the files, finally giving up after hitting thirty. Over half were done and majority of them were from her jurisdiction, involving drugs, abuse and murder. Lady Une kept rape and children out of her files, he was thankful for that. The last thing Himeno needed was a reminder of the two things that were taken from her.

"Wufei," Himeno groggily asked rubbing the tire from her eyes. "What time is it?"

Her husband smiled softly down at her, grazing his knuckles across her cheeks. "It's a little after midnight. Duo is a god damn idiot."

"Are you drunk?" Himeno asked mischievously.

"Maybe…why?" Wufei's words slurred.

Wufei never cussed unless he was past the point of angry and on the verge of murder. Himeno watched as Wufei stood and shrugged off his jacket and tossed it on the floor. Confused and almost completely amused with how messy Wufei was being, kicking his shoes off in a random direction—shocking Calypso awake. He climbed over Himeno and laid behind her, hugging her close to him, taking in her berry scent. She pressed up against him, dragging his hand to cup her breast, moaning when Wufei took over. He sucked on the sensitive skin of the nook of her neck, while his hand swiftly tucked itself underneath her shirt.

She squirmed underneath his touch, grinding against the growing bulge in Wufei's pants and relishing in the touch of his hand around her throat. Wufei deeply growled in Himeno's ear flipping her over onto her back, fiercely kissing her, bruising their lips as his hand traveled up her leg.

"Why are you not wearing pants?" Wufei asked his cock growing harder as he felt her bare skin and tracing the edge of her panties.

"Wufei, why are you still wearing pants?" Himeno retorted trying to ignore the nervous feeling in the pit of her stomach.

Moments later Wufei was without clothes, ordering Himeno to keep the white t-shirt, which was most likely his, on. Hiking up Himeno's legs, Wufei felt the wetness of her heat dripping over his fingers. He sucked on the cleavage that managed to stick out and moaned when his fingers easily intruded the tight space. Then it dawned on both of them, that they hadn't had sex since losing their child.

In a moment of passion, Wufei gathered Himeno in his arms, moving to a sitting position with Himeno cradling his hips—their lips never leaving each other. Wufei's cock rubbed against Himeno's clit, sending a pulsing shock through her body. Wufei buried his face in her chest, suckling on each nipple gently. Himeno whimpered feeling the tip of Wufei's member at her entrance, teasing her—making her already aching cunt want more.

Wufei slyly smirked at the way his wife writhed in front of him, taking in the needing expression in her furrowed brow and glossy eyes. He nibbled at her chin, "say it Himeno."

Himeno ducked her head closer towards Wufei, bringing their lips together for a passionate and deep kiss. Breaking away first, Himeno glanced longingly into Wufei's hungry eyes, "I need you Wufei."

That was the code phrase they had decided on a few weeks ago when they spoke about getting intimate again for the first time since the tragic loss of Luli. With the green light Wufei gripped his cock and plunged deep inside Himeno, her walls instantly tightening around him. Her back arched into Wufei's hands as he leaned forward, taking a nipple into his mouth. Wufei's thrusts were even and deep, hitting all of the spots that will make Himeno cum over his cock in a matter of minutes. Himeno squeezed his walls tighter and swiveling her hips, sending Wufei's eyes rolling to the back of head. He knew he wouldn't be able to last much longer if she kept up that movement.

Purposely, Wufei slipped out of Himeno, receiving a frustrated groan from his fiery wife. He picked Himeno up and playfully tossed her to the side, after standing up he positioned Himeno on her knees—facing the back of her couch, her arms keeping her up. He kissed her shoulder as he dove back in and then pulled back out. He did this just to aggravate her, because each time he would push further and further into her, hitting her g-spot directly.

Himeno let his name out in a husky moan, "Wufei, please…I can't stand it anymore."

Wufei gripped a handful of her brown locks and pulled her back towards him. He growled behind clenched teeth, "you will take it the way I give it to you, do you understand?"

She nodded and Wufei lowered her back down into her original position, but with his hand still fisting the handful of hair. "I want to hear you Himeno. I know you can go louder." He tugged back on her hair, making her grunt loudly. Himeno's exasperated moans echoed throughout the house, fueling Wufei's primal thrusts. He released her hair and gripped her hips, the tip of his fingers digging into her skin. The thought of the bruises he was going to leave made his cock even harder, Wufei pulled Himeno back into, so his cock would thrust in deeper. Feeling his balls swell he knew he was getting close, but then it dawned on him that he was wearing a condom. He knew they weren't ready yet and the fact that Himeno hadn't mentioned anything or muttered the safety word concerned him.

Wufei pulled out quickly, stroking his cock as he directed Himeno to sit in front of him and to open her mouth wide. He held the back of her head while he guided his cock into her mouth, automatically Himeno began to suck and twirl her tongue around the tip of his member.

"Take in all of me my darling wife." Wufei breathed pushing his cock in further until it fully disappeared. Himeno's powerful gaze locked with Wufei's as he held her still there for a few moments, taking in the feel of her warm and moist mouth. He released her, both of them gasping, but for different reasons. Wufei repeated his actions from before, but this time he thrusted deep inside her throat.

His head fell backwards, loudly moaning Himeno's name—warning her that he was close to cumming. With one final thrust, Wufei clenched his teeth and grunted while he spilled his seed deep inside Himeno's throat. He stood there, his breathing slowing while Himeno's head bobbed over Wufei's cock. He brushed her bangs to the side and tucked loose strands of hair behind her ear, smiling lovingly down at her. "Good girl, make sure you get all of it. Lick my cock clean like the whore that you are."

Releasing his cock from her mouth with a wet pop, Himeno kissed her way up to Wufei's lips. Wufei kissed her back hungrily, taking in his taste on her lips. He lowered them onto the couch, rolling them along the way so he would end up on his back. Himeno rested her head on his chest, falling asleep quickly, leaving Wufei to cover them with the blanket that hung over the couch. His arms rested over her back, thinking about how he would reward her before drifting off into a blissful sleep.

Author's note: Well then…not gonna lie I think this is the best smut scene I have ever written. Too bad it is all downhill from here, the smut scenes not the story—maybe both. Please review!