Chapter 19

~Warning gruesome and for later~

Loki squirmed as he felt the on coming fever taking hold of his body.

Sweat poured off his brow and he shivered in the cool air.

He struggled to open his eyes but to no luck as they remained shut.

He groaned in his throat, since he couldn't even move his lips.

Bright colors flashed across his eyes as the poison took hold on his mind.

Loki's muscles tensed as his first nightmare began.

A young Loki stood in the courtyard as the rest of the children played. Loki stood off to the side waiting to join in on the game. Forgoing any patience he marched over and joined the group. "Brother what are you doing, you can't play this game, and you're too young," A young Thor said as he nudged his brother. "But Thor I want to join," Loki said as he tugged at Thor's sleeve. "What thinks you can play with us, you are too different, no Asgardian is as pale as you, or as skinny as you are," Sif sneered out. The three other boys stood back and laughed at him. Loki looked to his brother for any comforting words but he only saw a taunting gaze. "Come on Loki, we know you're too weak to play with us Sif would snap you in two," Thor said as he laughed. Loki felt tears flow down his face as he fled. How dare they, he may look different but he was still Asgardian.

Loki felt a scream try to escape his throat as a burning pain crossed his mind.

He clutched at the sheets and felt a hand wrap around his hands.

The hand smoothed out his hand only to lace their fingers with his.

He tightened his grip on the hand as more images flashed pass.

Loki saw black smoky shadows surround his body that was wrapped in chains.

Loki saw a figure shrouded by darkness commanding the shadows as they leapt onto him in a hungry craze.

He screamed in agony as they tore at hi flesh with long curved claws.

They sliced at his flesh turning it to shreds as they dug deeper.

He heard a growl laugh as the figure summoned a chair to watch.

'Not so above demons are you, Loki?' the voice spoke out as he snapped his fingers.

The demons pulled back from the bleeding body.

Loki would have collapsed if it were not for the chains holding him up like meat on a hook.

Loki tried to get a glimpse of the figure but to no avail he only an outline of the figure which had long curved horns and was very much like a dark elf, in build.

'Can't have you seeing me, little prince in time you will see the true monster.' The figure laughed out.

Loki watched as the figure petted a demon.

'There is so much potential in you, we just have to break you,' the voice cooed.

Loki yelled out as the demons leapt onto him again.

They chewed on his limps and his belly.

Serene watched in horror as her love contorted in pain and tried to free himself.

She watched as the stiches were stretched to the limits in order for him to yell out.

"Thor, quickly a knife," Serene said holding out her hand.

"Serene we can't remove the stiches you know this," Thor said handing over the knife.

"Yes I know, but I need to help him fight these demons they are too strong," Serene said as she sliced her finger and painted a few runes on Loki's brow.

Thor watched, as the runes grew bright before disappearing into the skin.

"Don't let anyone break my concentration," Serene said pointedly.

Serene took a breath before connecting her fingers to Loki's temples and delved into his mind.

Serene gasped as she stood in a dark expanse.

She could see two stone pillars holding up something as shadow-like creatures attacked.

Serene approached and gasped when she recognized Loki's body.

She quickly flicked her wrist banishing the demons.

The demons screeched as they disappeared and a lone figure stood.

'You can't banish me, I am here to stay,' the figure said.

Serene saw the outline but kept coming closer to Loki's body.

"That doesn't mean I can't lock you away," Serene said as she quickly preformed a snaring spell.

The figure cried out as barbed tendrils ensnared his body and trapped it.

'Mark my words, I will be free and when I do he will be in for a vicious fight that will turn him against the universe,' the figure said before disappearing.

Serene shook her head as she gathered Loki into her arms.

"Loki, can you hear me?" Serene asked as she broke the chains and cradled his face.

Loki's body was like strips of meat that was roughly healing, his face was snow white and his eyes were half lidded.

Loki was breathing was haggard as he opened his lips.

"Get me out of here," Loki whispered out.

Serene felt a tear escape as she placed her hand over his face.

When Serene opened her eyes she was back in the infirmary.

She watched as Loki's eyes met hers as they opened.

"Oh my love, you will be avenged," Serene said as she placed a hand on his cheek.

Loki wanted to convey words to her but could not speak.

Do not forget we can still communicate this way.

Serene sent to Loki through the newly strengthened mind link.

I will have my revenge, my Serene but I need to wait for these blasted things to come out.

I know how to get rid of them, but it will take time and we need to have a child in order to preform the spell.

Loki sent back with hesitation on the last few words.

Loki, my darling I have dealt with this ritual before, I know what needs to be done.

Serene said back with a calming voice.

I wish I could have informed you sooner but you did not respond to my calls, Loki I am pregnant.

Serene spoke as she smiled a teary smile. Loki felt shock run through his system.

Serene was pregnant? Loki felt joy thrum through his body as he encircled his arms around his love.

He pulled her into his frame and tucked her head under his chin.

Oh my Serene, I have no words on how happy I am, does anyone else know my love?

Loki sent a joyous thought to Serene as he leaned his head into her hair.

I believe your mother found out but I have not told anyone yet, not until you returned to me.

Serene sent back as she pulled his arms tighter around herself to tighten the embrace.

Loki breathed out a sigh and shuffled her onto his lap. He slowly placed a hand on her belly and sent a small tendril of magic, probing.

Serene felt a little course of magic wash over her stomach and felt the echo of a returning call to Loki's.

Loki eyes widened as he felt the returning pulse answering.

Our child is a magic user. Loki thought to Serene with the tiniest of a smile.

Serene nodded her head and placed a hand over his. Let me take you back to our room, I have missed you my love.

Serene thought to Loki as she stood to find the healer.

Loki nodded his head and watched her disappear.

Thor stood in the doorway watching the exchange take place and smiled at the love between the two.

Thor had prayed for a love like this and had consulted his mother to see if she had seen anything for him.

She had given no answer though, but she had suggested pursuing his crush of Sif.

She had commented saying that she was a strong, independent woman who was loyal beyond belief.

Thor had since then been tossing the idea around and was going to ask Sif soon.

"Are you well brother?" Thor asked. Loki looked towards the entryway and saw his oaf of a brother.

He returned the question with a glare and a stinging spell as an answer.

"Sorry brother, I know you cannot speak but a simple nod or shake could have been better," Thor mumbled as he rubbed his arm from the sting.

Loki replied with a snort and waved a hand.

Serene stepped back in through the doorway with a jar full of paste for his wounds.

"You ready my Love?" Serene asked as she offered a hand.

Loki sent a wave of content through the bond and took her hand.

His legs almost gave way but not before Serene caught him.

Loki breathed out a hot snort at his weakness.

He felt like a damn child.

Just because you are physically weak now, does not make you any less strong then I know you to be.

Serene said soothingly through the bond. Loki rolled his eyes before beginning his walk again.

Thor watched the couple leave and took his own leave to seek out Sif. He had some things to say her.

~Loki and Serene~

Serene pushed open their door and heard bouncing on the bed.

"Bjorn, Loki is back," Serene called out to the crazed child.

She heard the pitter-patter of feet and soon felt the child encircle her waist for a hug.

"Loki, thank you for coming back to Mama," Bjorn said before wrapping Loki in a similar hug.

Loki flinched at the contact but was glad the child had not mentioned his predicament.

"Bjorn why don't you go see if Frigga needs some company in the garden, I heard she had some lemon tarts brought in from the Elves," Serene said kissing his hair and ushering him out.

Once the door was closed Serene walked up to Loki and wrapped her arms around his neck and rested her head against his.

"I was so worried, I knew you were still breathing but the torture of the sewing had me climbing the walls," Serene whispered as she closed her eyes remembering the pain through the bond.

She felt fingers rest on her cheeks as tears flowed freely.

I was worried I was not going to be able to see you again, my youth has sure come back to haunt me.

Loki said with a grumble. Serene leaned forward and placed a light kiss on his swollen lips before he recoiled.

I have to say I will miss our kisses.

Serene sighed out as she led the pair to a couch.

Loki sank down into the cushions and leaned his head so it rested on Serene's legs.

My silver-tongue will have to be sharpened once I get these cursed things out.

Loki said as he nuzzled into her skirt. Serene hummed as she carded her fingers through his hair.

"I cannot wait to hear your voice again, purring out my name when I tempt you or when you growl in arousal," Serene purred as she tugged lightly at his hair.

Loki groaned and squeezed her thigh with his hand.

Do not tempt me, minx. Soon you will be swollen with our child and glow like a star.

Loki sent to Serene as he kneaded her thighs.

Serene inhaled as he sat up and loomed over her.

Tell me, how much you want me even when I cannot speak.

Loki demanded as he held her face in his hands.

Serene searched his eyes looking for any second-guessing before she cupped his face.

"My Loki, no matter what I will always love you until Ragnarock is upon us and we die I will still search for you till the ends of our time," Serene spoke quietly as she kissed his sewn lips.

Loki pulled away and nuzzled her neck with his nose. My light, I have a gift for you, which is why I went to see the Dwarves and I needed to know if our love was true.

Loki sent with a quivering voice as he reached into his leathers and pulled out a small pouch.

Serene placed a hand over her mouth as she watched as Loki opened the pouch and produced a ring.

The ring was a gold band with a massive black gemstone that surrounded a small emerald

. Will you be mine, like I am yours until the end of the Nine? Loki asked as he held out the ring.

Serene gasped as she nodded and threw her arms around his neck.

"Yes, by the Nine, yes I will be yours," Serene said as joyful tears streaked her cheeks.

Loki smiled but could only manage a small tug, which he detested.

Loki took her left hand and placed the ring on her lifeline finger.

Serene gazed at the ring taking in the details and smiled.

"Oh Loki, thank you," Serene said as she threaded her fingers into his hair and brought their foreheads together.

'You were the light to save me from my demons; I need you in my life I cannot fathom what would happen if I were to lose you.

Loki said in a whispery voice as he clutched at her.

Serene looked at his face to see that his eyes were closed and pulled him into a hug.

Serene placed kisses on his neck and tugged on his hair to expose his neck.

You may be vulnerable now, but know that I will protect you until my last breath.

Serene said as she nibbled on his throat.

Loki groaned as she placed herself in his lap to get closer to him.

Serene placed her legs on either side of Loki and continued her ministrations.

She started to feel a tingle as their magics reacted to the increased heart rates.

She moaned as a low thrum began in her belly and wanted release from the burning fire.

Serene grazed her blunt teeth over his Adam's apple as it bobbed with every breath and swallow.

Serene smirked into his skin as her hands glided down to untuck the complicated belt and buckles that held his top in place.

Loki slightly raises a hand and banishes her dress to reveal her under dress that soon unlaced itself.

Loki trails his fingers up her s=chest to cup and knead the mounds.

Serene moaned out a low tune as she felt heat pool in her neither region when he gently rolled and pinched at her sensitive peaks.

She lifted her hips to relieve the building pressure.

Serene pressed her hot core down and ground out some of the burning fire into Loki hardening length.

Loki soon waved his hand to banish the rest of their clothes and placed his hands on her hips.

'Oh my love, stop this teasing.' Loki said with a growl in her mind.

Serene smirked as she settled back before placing his tip at her entrance.

In one quick motion she sheathed him in her heat and she let out a throaty groan.

Loki growled deep in his throat as she constricted her walls around his length before starting to move.

Serene looked at him through her heavy eyelashes as her breast bounced playfully.

Loki felt the coils tighten and bucked up to meet her in the middle of her rhythm.

Serene keened at the movement and sped up her movements and clenched her walls.

Ah love I am close, Loki spoke as he sped up his thrusting.

"I am close as well," Serene answered as she began to rub herself in time with Loki's thrusts.

Loki slapped her hand away when he saw this and inserted a finger that rubbed circles into her aching core.

Serene could feel the coil start to unwind in her belly and soon went over the edge.

"Loki," Serene moaned out as she clamped her walls around him as she climaxed.

Loki breathed out a long breath as he felt the pull of his release.

Serene! Loki yelled out in his mind as he held her hips as he followed suit.

Magic buzzed between the two as the high came down and they sat in the after glow.

"Welcome home, my love," Serene said as she slowly stood up to pull the pair of them to bed for a long night of sleep.