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Ch. 06 – I just wanna be loved.
-Cory-
I was the last one to get inside the car that was driving Lea and I to do an interview. I smiled as soon as I saw Lea, but then I tried to hide my smiled when I saw Ryan, I had no idea how his reaction would to Lea and I getting together.
As soon as we got there we went to separate rooms for make up and dressing. Of course I got ready before Lea, so I went to see the studio. I couldn't believe that I had made it. I was becoming famous and being the lead role in an awesome inspiring TV show in America. I was truly living the dream. I saw Lea from afar, she sat in a one person couch and my jaw dropped. She looked so beautiful. She was wearing a black dress that marked her curves very well. I walked to her.
"You look beautiful." I said and she smiled.
"Well, thanks Cory." I sat beside her.
"Are you stoked or are you stoked?" she laughed that amazing laugh.
"Very stoked."
-Lea-
The interview went really well. Cory was new to this so I knew he was leaning on me to help him. And that was so adorable. As soon as the interview was over I got really nervous, I had plans to have lunch with my parents and it would be really bad if I didn't invite Cory and Ryan to come along. I knew my mom would figure out my feelings for Cory as soon as she saw us together and I really wanted to keep these feelings hidden.
I approached the guys and smiled.
"I'm going to have lunch with my parents, do you want to come along?" I saw Cory's cheeks go red, Ryan just smiled.
"Lea, my darling, I can't, I have things to solve here, but I appreciate the invite." Ryan said leaving and I looked at Cory waiting for his answer. Without Ryan my parents would practically think we were a couple. But I wanted him there. He didn't know what to answer, so I made my best pout.
"Pwease?" I said using my baby voice and he smiled.
"That's so not fair, you know I can't resist your pout." He said and I smiled big guiding him to the street so we could get a taxi.
-Cory-
Great! I had to meet her parents just the day after we fucked? How would I be able to look at her father knowing I was fucking his little girl yesterday? I tried to let these thought out of my head as soon as we entered the restaurant. Lea ran to her parents and hugged them tight. I just stood there beside them awkwardly watching the exchange of love. I wish I had this kind of relationship with my parents.
"Oh, I see you brought a young man with you." Marc, her father said and I blushed hard. Lea laughed.
"Dad, Mom, this is Cory Monteith, my lovely glee co-star." She said and I shook hands with both her mom and dad.
"It's a pleasure to meet you Mr. Sarfati and Mrs. Sarfati." I said and they smiled.
"You can call us Marc and Edith, if you're Lea's friend you're our friend as well." I relaxed a bit and we all sat down.
They were awesome and really were able to relax me and make me feel included in their family, I somehow felt loved. I forgot Lea and I were supposed to be just good friends and passed my arms around Lea's shoulders. I blushed a bit when I realized what I have done, but it would be worse if I took it away immediately. Lea smiled at me.
-Lea-
I could tell that my parents loved Cory right away, what did that guy have? We all fell in love with him. Cory and dad were talking about hockey games and then my mom asked me to go to the restroom with her. I did.
"Are you guys dating?" I blushed the deeper I could.
"No." I wasn't lying though.
"What is going on with you? I've only seen you comfortable like this with Jon, and I can see very clearly that Cory is everything but gay." I looked down.
"We're getting to know each other mom." She laughed.
"In other words you guys are hooking up." I looked straight into my mom's eyes. I couldn't say anything. "It's okay Lea, I approve of him. He seems so nice." I smiled and she held my hands pushing me out of the bathroom.
When we arrived at the hotel later in the afternoon we went straight to Cory's room.
"Your parents are awesome. I gotta take your dad to a Canucks' game!" he said like a child and I giggled. I knew all he ever wanted was a good dad, and I didn't mind him taking mine for a few hours.
"He'll love it." We both smiled and he leaned in to peck my lips. "I'm so tired, all I wanted to do was sleep but we gotta go to that mall signing right?" he nodded and pecked my lips again.
"C'mon baby, cheer up! We'll have pizza for free tonight." He winked and I couldn't help but laugh. We kissed a few more times and we went to the hotel hall to meet the cast. As soon as I got there Dianna came running to me and I could see Cory going to Mark's direction to leave us alone.
"Lea Michele Sarfati, where have you been?" she asked faking angriness but we both laughed when I just hugged her. "How have you been enjoying your honeymoon?" I blushed bright red.
"Stop it, it's not like that. We were working today, then we went to have lunch with my parents and now we're here. No fooling around since last night." I pouted.
"Lunch with parents? Oh my, how did that go?" I smiled.
"My parents love him and he loves them. I really think this thing between us could work." Dianna was about to say something when Ryan call us all, it was time to go to the mall.
-Cory-
Lea and I were sitting side by side as always in the panel, but then I looked down. Oh no, I was having an anxiety attack. I had started having them when I stopped with the drugs, and when I got really nervous my body had that kind of weird reaction. It wasn't pretty. Lea noticed that I was weird and looked at me. I shook my head. I must have looked like I was panicking because she stood up right away and went to Ryan. They stopped the fans, not letting them come closer and the security came to me helping me stand up. They took me to a bathroom that was reserved for us, I started crying, I was so ashamed. I knew my addiction would always ruin everything for me.
"Cory, what are you feeling?" Ryan asked me.
"I d-don't k-know." I begging sobbing and hugged Lea tight, she was standing beside Ryan and I didn't even mind his presence. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." She ran hands on my hair calming me down.
"Shhh, it's okay. I'm here." Ryan excused himself and Lea let go of me making me sit in the waiting couch, she sat on my lap and ran her thumb on my face wiping my tears. "What really happened baby?" I kissed her lips instead of answering, I had this weird need to feel loved and she gave me that. She truly cared, I wasn't used to that.
"I have this anxiety attacks when I get really nervous or tired ever since I stopped with drugs. I can't mess this up Lee, I promise I'm trying my hardest." She smiled and pecked my lips.
"I know you are. Calm down, you're not alone anymore. I'm here and I won't leave."
-Lea-
As soon as Cory calmed down and pleaded Ryan he was okay enough to go back to the panel, Ryan asked to talk to me alone.
"What is really going on between you and Cory? And drugs? Is he an addict?" I took a deep breath.
"We're good friends, and that is not my story to tell. You should ask him." He shook his head at me.
"I can't risk this show Lea, I'm afraid we'll have to find another lead role for when the series indeed premiere." I shook my head abruptly.
"If you fire him, I'll quit."
to be continued.