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Ch. 11 - Confessions
-Cory-
After my mom's show in my apartment, I couldn't believe I was able to have an amazing day with Lea, Dianna and Amber. They tried to leave but Lea made a pleading face and they stayed with us. I was enjoying the feeling of having normal friends. I was used to only have friends that were too preoccupied of relapsing or the ones still using, so having healthy people around me was new. All my life I just wanted to belong, and they gave me that feeling.
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"Lee, can I stay here tonight?" I asked shyly and she nodded. Still I felt like I needed to explain myself. "I texted Justin and he said that my mom were still there. I really don't feel like seeing her again today. I can stay in the couch, this one is big enough for me." I didn't want Lea to feel uncomfortable, and we both knew that when we were sleeping in the same bed things usually got too intense. She smiled and nodded again.
"Okay. Do you want to talk about it? I mean, to her I'm your girlfriend, I should know why right?" I looked down.
-Lea-
"Well…" he took a deep breath before continuing. "I met Sophie when I was 13, I thought I fell desperately in love with her. I'd do everything she wanted me to, so when she brought some cocaine for me I thought I would look cool to her and did it. I don't need to say that ruined my life right?" I nodded and held his hand. I already hated that girl. "During my teenage years I pursued a relationship with her but she was always telling me I was too young. She's 5 years older than me. When I was 19, after I left the rehab, she came to me. We agreed to have an open relationship, that meaning we weren't exclusive. We started using again, and because of that we decided to live together three years ago. Still we weren't exclusive, I never could stay with just one girl for a long period of time." I looked down and he picked up my chin. "That's why I told you that with you I felt so different, I feel like you are the only woman in the world for me. Anyway, my best friend died from an overdose, so I decided that I indeed needed to stop if I didn't want to end up like him. So I stopped using, but Sophie carried on. When she found out she was pregnant and claimed the baby was mine, I begged her to stop. She agreed and for four months I believed her. I was working as a greet man in Walmart, and I remember that day I felt a stomachache and left early. When I arrived home she was literally passed out in a pool of blood and there was cocaine all around the floor. I took her to the hospital and never came back. I couldn't. I had already gotten a callback from Glee. I didn't know what to do. I was so lost." He started crying and I held him tight. I felt so much love for him and that scared me so much. When we pulled back I felt his lips on mine. It was a sweet peck. "Thank you Lee." I smiled at him and stood up.
"That's what friends are for Cory. No matter what happens with our lives, I'll always be here for you. Now let's fix this couch for you to sleep?" he nodded and I went to my room.
-Cory-
Lea is definitely the best friend I could ask for. Plus she lets me kiss her whenever I want. She came back with a pillow and a blanket. She made the "bed" for me and I smiled at her, she was so carrying that I felt like living with her for the rest of my life.
*four months later*
I was finishing to pack, the cast would be leaving to London tomorrow to perform on The X Factor, then we would do some press, and we would leave for Australia where the show was about to premiere. Lea and I were closer than ever, even though we kept being just best friends and kissing every once in a while. My phone vibrated, I just got a text. It was from her.
Don't forget to pack underwear this time! Can't wait to spend the whole day with you for two weeks!
I smiled at her text, I couldn't wait to see her either.
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Lea and I were inside the plane already, she was trying to sleep but I could see she was restless. I took the blanket off of her face and she opened her eyes immediately.
"I can't sleep." She said pouting and I nodded.
"Me neither. I think we should do something to relax." I said having a naughty thought in my mind.
"Something to relax? Like what?" she asked innocently, I smirked and got closer to her so I could whisper in her ear.
"We could go to the bathroom and fuck." She widened her eyes blushing.
"Are you fucking mad?" she whispered back to me, I shook my head and pulled her blanket so both of us were covered by it. I held her tight and ran my hand to the hem of her pants and she when she tried to catch my hand I was faster and got it inside her pants and panties all at once. "Please, stop." She pleaded and I pecked her neck lightly. I pressed my finger on her clit and she bit her lower lip.
"Let's go to the bathroom?" I asked again and she just nodded.
-Lea-
We walked inside the bathroom and he pushed me on top of the small sink, he unbuttoned his own pants, big surprise, he wasn't wearing underwear. I didn't even have time to look at him because he pushed my pants and panties out of my legs and pushed hard inside of me. I didn't want to admit it but I missed him so much. Cory bit my lower lip and then smiled at me.
"No one compare to you." He whispered and I opened my eyes to look at him.
"I could say the same. But since I haven't had anyone since you I can't really compare, because my last boyfriend was a fiasco!" he laughed and pushed deeper.
"I fucked two girls after you but like I said no one can compare to you." I flinched to know that he had slept with girls after sleeping with me, but we weren't together so there was nothing I could do. I kissed him deeply and when he sucked on my tongue I came, hard, really hard.
"I fucking love you." I said in my high and I could see his widened eyes. Oh damn. I shouldn't have said that. He rested his head on my shoulder and came so hard that I could swear he was having a seizure. I had to hold him with my legs so he wouldn't collapse. "Baby, are you alright?" I asked scared and he finally looked at me. He pecked my lips and then laughed.
"I guess I'm just getting too old for these kind of adventures." I laughed hard.
"You're such an old man!" I joked and he nodded holding me tight.
"Your old man, right?" I nodded, I had no idea how to act after this.
to be continued.