Gou returned her brother's towel to him and sat on the bench for the rest of the practice. During that time, Makoto didn't even glance at her. 'Was it a dream?' she wondered. Maybe she had imagined the whole thing. When she looked down at her wrist she saw the finger marks, 'No, it was real.'
Gou watched the boys dive with the Samezuka boys and pretended to time their swims. 'I really should focus!' she thought, but was ultimately distracted by the earlier episode with Makoto. She had never seen him, of all people, be so controlling like that.
After practice, the boys left and Gou thanked Seijuro for the joint practice.
"Any time!" he told her.
"Onii-chan, goodbye." she said and didn't wait for Rin to reply.
"Strange…" Rin said outloud,
"Ah, what is it Senpai?" Aiichiro asked.
"Usually Gou is upset when she has to leave and always hugs me goodbye." Rin furrowed his brow.
"Aha, could it be you're upset because your sister didn't express her love for you in front of everyone?" Ai exclaimed.
Rin glared at him, "Ai!" he shouted.
"Waaah Senpai, I'm sorry!"
The next day Gou dreaded going to school but survived till the end of swimming practice. While she was packing her things Makoto greeted her.
"Hello, Gou-chan," he acted kindly but Gou knew what his intentions were, "perhaps you could come to my place now?" he asked while smiling at her.
She stopped packing and looked at him, "What is it you wish to do?" she asked, shrinking away from him. He grabbed her hand.
"You'll see." he replied.
They walked to his house hand-in-hand, much to Gou's dismay. At Least Nagisa left before he could see the two leaving together. That boy would have told everyone in the school about them walking home together.
Makoto's home was large and slightly traditional style with the exception of their electronics. Gou placed her bag near the front door and Makoto took her to his room and sat her on a chair. Gou tried to keep from shaking but could not help it. She tried looking around his room to spot any chains or whips. Luckily there was none. She did notice several game systems and a whole stack of video games. His bed was a bit messy as if his mother told him to make his bed but he just threw the comforter over the sheets.
Makoto turned on his desktop and opened a browser.
"Umm, what are you-" Gou started, but was interrupted when she saw the still image of two naked men holding each other.
"Watch closely." he told her. Gou stared in horror at Makoto for a few seconds but turned back to the computer screen. Makoto had already pressed play.
Two men were sitting across from each other in what looked to be a hotel room, they were both preoccupied with their laptops. One who was American with blond hair stared at the other, a Japanese man glaring at his computer. They were both dressed in casual business attire.
"Damn, my wife hasn't sent me any sexy videos of her." the Japanese man announced, "How am I supposed to masturbate? With my imagination?"
Gou crossed her legs and glanced at Makoto, his attention was on the video and a smirk had crept on his lips, she looked back at the screen.
"You don't need your wife to help you out, buddy." the American man said as he made his way to the Japanese man, "You have me." the Japanese man grinned as the American rubbed his thigh, then started unzipping his pants.
Gou gasped but looked on. The Japanese man moaned as the American rubbed him up and down. Then he took him in his mouth. The next scene showed the Japanese man naked and laying on the couch, the American came over and began to ram himself in him.
"Makoto-senpai!" Gou exclaimed and tried to hide her eyes. Makot held them down,
"Watch," he commanded and scooted closer to her.
"Makoto-senpai, please!" she begged, but was unable to turn away from the two men fucking each other on the screen. She had never heard the moans of a man before and although porn wasn't fact, she still wondered what it sounded like. Gou kept shaking in Makoto's arms until he laid his head on her shoulder.
"This is my favorite part." he said with his smirk. Gou calmed down enough to watch the rest it.
Ten minutes later Gou had survived her first gay porn video.
"What did you think?" Makoto asked when he released her. Gou shook her head.
"I think I should go home." she said and got up to leave.
"Already?" he asked, and nudged her toward the bed, "We haven't even started." Without warning he pushed her on the bed.
"Makoto-senpai?" Makoto had gotten on top of her, his member pressing on her lower area. Gou gasped, "This isn't right, Makoto-sen- Ah!" another gasp escaped as he started to rub himself into her. Heat radiated throughout her whole body as she tried to get herself free.
"Maybe we should try that stuff." Makoto mused and easily flipped her on her stomach.
"Eh?" Gou's face was gently pushed into the bedding.
"Shhh…" he whispered, while pulling her skirt up, "Would you like to try it?" Gou pulled her skirt back down. Fear crept all around Gou's body, she did not want to in the slightest.
"Makoto-senpai why?" she asked, tears threatened to fall out.
"You don't have to." he spoke in his caring tone, "But just remember, I know your secret."
Rin's face popped into her mind. What would he do when he found out, what would he say? Despite her current predicament, Gou would do whatever she could to make sure that her brother would not hate her. He avoided her for almost a whole year when he got back from Australia, she never wanted to be treated like that again. No matter what, he could not know.
A muffled, "Do what you want." came from her. Makoto sighed,
"It's not fun if you're not into it." he said and got off of her. Gou sat up and wiped herself off, feeling mortified, "I'll walk you home." he said.
Gou didn't understand, Makoto could be so kind to her in one moment and then completely switch to a more sadistic side of him in the next. Or maybe he was always sadistic. Either way Gou didn't like it but he knew her secret so she couldn't disobey him.
"Um thanks." she told him when they got to her house. Makoto smiled and left.
When Gou got up stairs she hunkered in her bed and never wanted to come out again.
"Gou…" her mother cooed, "It's time to get up, honey." Gou sat up, feeling as if she hadn't slept at all. Her burgundy hair covered her face.
"Is it dinner time?" she asked.
"Huh? No sweetie, it's time to go to school. You were asleep when I got home."
"Eh!" Gou pulled her hair back to check the alarm clock, sure enough it was 7:30 AM, "I've been asleep for over twelve hours?" Her mother nodded.
"Do you feel alright? Is something stressing you?" Gou frowned and hopped out of bed.
"Not something, someone." she mumbled.
"Eh?"
"Nothing, Mom. I need to get dressed."
"Right." her mother left her room and Gou stood in front of the mirror.
"I'll have to see him again today." she sighed. 'If only Onii-chan was here.' she thought. He could at least comfort her.
Gou got dressed in her usual uniform and put her hair up. Her mother had breakfast ready for her when she came down stairs.
"I'll be home early, tonight." she told her as she kissed the top of her head, "Ah, and Rin will be sleeping here tonight."
"Onii-chan?!" Gou exclaimed, her eyes lit up at the thought of Rin greeting her when he arrived home.
"Yes, you just saw him the other day though, right?"
"Ah that was for swim practice though, I never bother him during those." Gou placed a piece of toast in her mouth.
"Ah you're such kind little sister." her mother mused. Gou smiled and finished her toast. While walking to school she felt ecstatic and hoped the day would pass by quickly. It did until swimming practice came along.
Gou tried not to look at Makoto but as usual but his muscles were dazzling and he kept smiling at her. She watched him swim around with the others and when he was too tired he would rest by sitting on the edge of the pool with his legs in the water. He had acted normally around her so she figured she should act normal around him, as if their activity yesterday didn't happen. Gou wondered if even more activities would happen in the future.
She noticed that no matter what Makoto tried to keep his eyes on Haruka. She carefully made her way to him.
"Um. Makoto-senpai?" she said carefully.
"Yes?" he asked smiling up at her. Gou's left eye twitched, she wondered how this calm and loving Makoto had pinned her to the bed and lifted up her skirt yesterday. Gou sat a foot away from him and watched Haruka as well.
"You sure like to watch Haruka-senpai." she said.
"Mmmm," Makoto agreed, "he's really beautiful when he swims free. I wish I could be as beautiful as him." Makoto's face was filled with pure joy. Gou cocked her head at him.
"Do you… like Haru-senpai?" she asked innocently. Makoto whirled his red head at her.
"What- I-of course I do...um!" he looked away. Gou giggled.
"Makoto-senpai you can be pretty cute when you're embarrassed." Makoto's face changed for a second, from embarrassment to rage. It happened so quickly that Gou thought she imagined it.
"I don't think so." Makoto replied with his charismatic smile, and hopped back in the water.
"Gou, let me walk you home." Makoto said from down the road. Gou stopped and turned around. Her stomach did a backflip.
"Ah, Makoto-senpai." she greeted.
"You were quick to get out of swimming practice." he noted and lazily placed his hands in his pockets, "Let's go." he said continuing on. Gou followed.
They walked in an awkward silence for awhile until Makoto asked, "Have you thought about what we did yesterday?" he showed off his smirk to her. Gou looked away.
"E-Eh? But, Makoto-senpai, we didn't do anything." she replied, he chuckled lightly.
"Yeah, I'm a bit upset about that. How do you expect to make it up?"
"Make it up?"
"Yeah, I'm really bored right now, maybe you could come to my place?" Gou gasped and shook her head.
"Rin will be home soon… and-and he'd be worried so um-"
"Fine, fine." he replied while waving his hand in her face, "But I'm upset."
"I'm sorry…"
"Gou, do you masturbate?" Makoto asked. Gou was completely taken off guard by the question that she tripped over her shoes.
"Makoto-senpai!" she exclaimed red-faced, "What on earth do you-"
"You must think about Rin touching you sometimes, right?" he asked in that overly calm way of his. Gou turned even more red.
"N-No I-I-I-I only have p-pure thoughts of Onii-chan! I never once touched myself while thinking of him-" Makoto held his hand up in front of Gou and started laughing. Gou crossed her arms over her chest and when he finished laughing she exclaimed, "Makoto-senpai, you're a pervert!" she quickly ran away from a giddy Makoto who was still trying to compose himself.
Woah now here comes the weird stuff. I'd like to state that this fic will include some incesty scenes so if you're offended please stop reading.
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