Gou's mother found her asleep in bed at seven in the morning.

"Gou," she cooed, "it's time to get up." Gou's breathing was ragged and her face was darker than her hair.

"Mom… I-I can't." her mother placed her palm against her forehead.

"No, you can't." she agreed, "You need to stay home, I'll leave you some water and a wet cloth next to your bed." Gou nodded against her pillow. Her head felt like it was destroying itself from the inside out and she couldn't stop shaking though she was incredibly hot.

"I'll call your school." her mother said when she returned with a wet cloth and bowl of cool water. She placed the cloth on her head, "But I can't stay, Gou." Gou nodded.

"I… I understand." she breathed. Her mother kissed her forehead before leaving her sick and alone. On the way to the train, she called Rin.

"What is it?" he asked when he picked up. He was in the middle of changing and had only just gotten his right pant leg on.

"Hello to you too." his mother replied, "Gou's sick."

"What?" Rin stopped and gripped his phone tightly.

'I thought she seemed upset yesterday.'

"She has a fever and she can't get up at all." a pause was exchanged between the mother and son, "I'll call in for you today."

"Thank you, I'll be there soon." he hung up. She put down her phone and wondered if she did the right thing.

Twenty minutes later Gou heard the front door open.

"Mom?" she said with an achy voice, "Are you home already?"

"No." Rin said when he ran into her room, "Just me." Gou tried to quickly sit up to greet her brother but the world spun too fast. Rin helped her back down, "Don't worry, just relax. You'll be okay. I'm here."

Gou's turned her red face to him, "Onii-chan… It hurts so much." she cried and pressed her right hand to her head. Her left hand gripped Rin's tightly.

'She's shaking.' he noted.

"I know, I know. I'll get you some medicine and change your cloth, okay?" Gou nodded. Rin went down stairs to get medicine and quickly returned to his sick sister, "Here, sit up and swallow this okay?" Rin helped her up and placed his left hand on her lower back. Gou noticed and gasped at his touch, "What's wrong, am I hurting you?"

"No…" she said meekly. Rin lifted her t-shirt sleeve and sighed.

"You'll have to change, your clothes are completely drenched in sweat and you'll need to be washed." Gou nodded and began to take off her shirt, when Rin realized what she was doing he jumped, "I-Idiot, not while I'm here!" he exclaimed. Gou turned to him.

"But if Onii-chan is here then it's fine, because Onii-chan won't try to hurt me." she mumbled.

Rin nodded, slightly embarrassed, "F-Fine okay, j-just make sure your front is p-properly covered!" Rin lifted his sleeve and dipped the cloth into the water bowl. Gou was able to pull up her shirt all the way and still managed to cover herchest. She pulled her sweaty locks over her shoulder and waited with a dazed expression.

'Funny,' she thought, 'This is almost like that time.' She thought back to when Makoto 'helped' her with her sunburn. Rin trailed the cloth along Gou's neck and shoulders and down her back. He noted the small light bruises that traced down her spine.

"Gou, did you fall on something recently?" he asked while gently washing her back.

"No, why?" she asked, still entranced by her fever.

"You've got small bruises on your back." he used his index finger and followed the trail of marks down her spine. Gou stiffened, did Makoto-senpai leave marks when he kissed her.

'No way, those should be gone by now, right?'

Rin noticed her tensing and sat back, "Sorry, I guess, I'm a bit too close to you." he stood up and went to her dresser.

'No, Onii-chan I want you to be closer!' she thought in her mind, 'If anyone is too close, it's Makoto-senpai!' Gou threw her shirt on the ground in frustration. When Rin turned around to give her a new shirt, he blushed and quickly looked away.

"Gou, what are you doing, you idiot!" He threw the shirt at her, "Imagine if I wasn't your brother! What could happen to you?" She quietly put on the shirt her brother picked out.

"I-I'm sorry." she said, tears began to well up in her eyes. Rin looked back at her and sighed.

'I'm a horrible big brother.' he thought and sat on the bed next to her.

"Me too." he said. Gou grabbed his arm.

"I want to sleep!" she exclaimed and held his arm tighter.

"Ah, okay I'll be-"

"I want to sleep… with Onii-chan." she finished while looking away.

'He'll definetly say no because of Mom-'

Rin gave her a light chuckle.

"Hey don't say it like that." he teased but laid down next to her, "I'll sleep with you."

The bed was too small for the both of them so Gou's legs found their way between Rin's. Gou held her hands to her chest and used Rin's left arm as a pillow while his right arm massaged the back of her head. Gou fell into a blissful sleep.

She woke up three hours later feeling better but not completely recovered. She yawned and adjusted her head on Rin's arm. He was out cold. Gou quietly giggled.

'Onii-chan must have stayed up all night, studying.' she thought and moved a strand of his hair behind his ear. She listened to his soft breathing and tried to match, 'He's so close…' she realized and nuzzled her head by his neck. She wrapped her arms around his waist and pulled him closer to her. Her breathing became ragged and that strange familiar heat suddenly erupted through her again.

'Oh no…' she thought while biting on her shirt, 'No, no not now...' Gou awkwardly shuffled her legs out from Rin's and wrapped them around his waist. He startled but didn't wake up.

"I'm sorry Rin…" she whispered and began to rock into him. The same pleasure she felt with Makoto flew through her body once again and she held back numerous moans. She felt him against her with each motion. She wasn't sure how long she was rocking into Rin but eventually she was too tired to move. She unwrapped her legs from her brother and faced the wall.

"I'm so sorry Rin." she said again, though she was thankful he was a heavy sleeper.

Rin woke up a bit later with a yawn and stretch, "That was nice." he said. Gou froze and murmured,

"What was?"

"The nap." he yawned again. Gou sighed with relief.

"Yeah…" she turned around to face him.

"Your face is still red." he noted and placed his palm on her cheek. Gou nodded into his hand.

"D-do you need to go?" she asked and held onto his hand.

"Soon." he said and sat up.

"I feel better Onii-chan so you can go." she said and let go of his hand.

"If you're sure?" Gou nodded, "Okay I'll leave." he said and leaned down to kiss her forehead. She gasped and pulled the comforter over her head.

"You'll get sick!" she exclaimed, Rin just sighed and left her room.

Gou pulled the comforter down under her chin. She really didn't feel any better but she had to get Rin out of there.

"I'm a horrible little sister." she said to herself and fell back asleep. She woke up again at two in the afternoon and decided to fix herself a snack. She finally felt better but still couldn't stop shaking. When she made it to the kitchen she gripped the side of the fridge and stopped herself. On the table was a neatly wrapped egg sandwhich and a note:

'Gou, I hope you feel better and eat this. It's not much but it'll fill you up. I wonder if you got sick from stress, please don't over-due it and know that you can always talk to your Onii-chan. I love you.'

Gou held onto the note tightly, "O-Onii-chan..." she whimpered. Hot tears began to fall from her red orbs and she collapsed on the floor. Her body began to shake even more uncontrollably as she sobbed into the note, soaking it, "Onii-chan I'm so sorry!" she yelled into the house. Her cries echoed into the empty home until all that was left of her were hiccups. Gou was laying on the kitchen floor, the note had been stained with her tears and unlegible now. She began to eat the sandwich but could only taste her thick saliva.

The doorbell rang and it took all of her energy to get up and open the door. Before her was Makoto, the last person she wanted to see.

"Gou, are you okay?" he noticed her red, puffy eyes and the half-eaten, half-smushed sandwhich in her hand. She looked down and shook her head.

"Makoto-senpai, I-" she began to say but was shushed by Makoto who gently pushed her back into her home.

'He probably wants to do something gross.' she thought but was surprised when he placed his school jacket around her shoulders.

"Not out there, okay?" he asked and sat her on the couch. He sat across from her on the floor, holding her right hand in his, "Something's wrong, I can tell, so not out there." Gou gulped and tried hard not to cry in front of him.

'He's so kind to me and yet he's also so horrible to me...' she suddenly realized that she was the same to Rin. She gripped Makoto's hand tighter.

"Okay, what happened?" he asked. Gou ducked her chin into his jacket and took a deep breath.

"I-I did something bad... something horrible and cruel... to Onii-chan."

Rin furrowed his brow, "Bad like what? I-I can't really understand-"

"I'm not sure how to explain it myself." she sighed and hid her face behind her hands, "To Onii-chan I... I- I forced myself against him!" she turned away from him.

"What?" he asked, "What do you-"

"I was sick and he was sleeping with me and I don't know what happened but I felt so hot and I-I rubbed myself against him and he doesn't even know and I'm a horrible human but Makoto-senpai it felt so good!" Gou pulled the jacket over her head and cried into it.

"Gou." Makoto said and placed his hand on the top of her head.

"I hate this, I hate this!" she exclaimed. Makoto reached up and wrapped his arms around her trembling body, "Stop it." she said, "Stop being so nice to me when you can hurt me and do whatever you want to me!-"

"Gou would you like to have dinner at my house tomorrow?" he asked her while still holding onto her.

"I- What?" she looked down at him from under his jacket and he looked up at her, he rested his nose on hers.

"Would you like to have dinner with me and my family tomorrow?" he asked again and gave her his kind smile.

"Makoto-senpai... I really don't understand you." she murmured. He stood up and stretched.

"I think you deserve a break, so how 'bout a nice Tachibana supper?" Gou wiped her nose with her elbow and silently nodded.

"Mm." she looked up at him.

"Good." he smiled, "I'll leave you to rest then, okay? Feel better tomorrow and come to school." he told her before leaving her alone in the house. His jacket was still wrapped around her.

Makoto sat in his room, alone and bored. It was after midnight and he'd have to get up early the next day.

'Hmmm.' he thought to himself and pulled out his phone, 'Maybe Haru can help me out.' He dialed his best friend's number and pulled his pajama bottoms off. Images of Haruka in various sexual poses were opened on his phone. Makoto stroked himself to the images.

"Ahhh Haruka...! MMmm!" he tried to stifle his moans. Memories of Haruka's outstanding blowjobs and touchy hands fled back to his mind, "Ahhh..."

"I was sick and he was sleeping with me and I don't know what happened but I felt so hot and I-I rubbed myself against him and he doesn't even know and I'm a horrible human but Makoto-senpai it felt so good!"

'What?' Makoto wondered why that memory from today came back to him, 'She did feel really bad about it, I wonder what it was like. Too bad it was wasted on Rin.' Makoto frowned.

He could care less about a female's touch especially a virgin's like Gou's. Then why...? Why was he stroking himself even more to the thought of Gou's touch? Or why did he wonder what her mouth felt like when he was completely inside of it?

"Something is wrong with me..." Makoto said to himself when he couldn't stop imagining Gou in various poses herself. Eventually the pictures of Haruka were pushed from his mind and all he could think about was Gou rubbing him, "Ahhhh... Gou!" Makoto said through his teeth and released himself.

"Shit..." he said, "I'm really messed up." he chuckled to himself.

Oh yes I went there (I'm kind of sorry)

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