{This chapter contains heavy sexual content, read at own risk.}
The blonde was thankful that Emily had directed her lips in the right direction. As every second passed, she kissed her, lovingly, passionately and most of all, purely. Her hand cupped Emily's cheek as her other one held her back closely. The blonde trailed her hand over Emily's spine as the kiss progressed and grew deeper.
Emily kissed Alison back, matching her passion and love and practically pouring all her emotions into their kiss. She brought her hands to Alison's waist, rubbing over it, this time a little harder than she had before. She continued kissing Alison, rubbing harder over the blonde's waist as the two deepened their kiss.
After finally breaking the kiss, Alison once again looked into Emily's eyes with her own icy blue eyes. She licked her lips, tasting Emily's chapstick over them. Her breathing had hitched and she could feel her heart racing, she had no idea what to do next, hoping that Emily would take the lead.
Emily watched as Alison licked her lips. She'd started wearing cherry chapstick ever since Alison had made that comment about wishing she could taste it. She smirked slightly, thinking about how the blonde was now the one tasting her chapstick. She could practically hear Alison's heartbeat and she knew she had to initiate even though she was nervous. She carefully slid Alison's sweat pants down, stopping for a moment to make sure the blonde was okay with her removing them.
To prove she was okay with it, Alison placed her hand over the brunettes' as her sweatpants were being slid down. As her thong showed a lot of skin, Alison felt revealed, nervous and not so sure about this. She looked down at Emily, narrowing her eyebrows. Her heart began to race even more, and truth be told, she had never been so nervous and so relaxed at the same time in her life.
Emily slowly slid Alison's sweat pants down until her thong was completely revealed. She helped Alison get her sweats off her feet and tossed them on the ground. Emily couldn't help but notice how revealing Alison's thong was but she found it to be of course a complete turn on. She could sense Alison's nervousness and so she just took in the blonde's newly revealed skin and kept her hands unmoving on Alison's stomach.
Alison turned to her side and tangled her legs with Emily's, stroking the back of her leg with her feet, revealing that she was in fact infatuated by her. She placed some of the brunettes hair behind her ear and whispered to her. "How long have you been waiting for this?" Her voice was shaky, she was still nervous.
Emily was shocked to hear Alison's question but she knew the blonde obviously knew her too well. "I...since the moment I fell in love with you four years ago. I always hoped you'd be my first." Emily admitted. She didn't want to hide her feelings any longer even if she wasn't sure she'd ever really be with Alison in the way she wanted.
"I'm sorry that you weren't." Alison bit at her lip and then shook her head gently. She rubbed the back of Emily's leg even harder, trying to bring her closer, though they were already very close as it was. "I really am." She admitted, hearing Emily's words made her heart drop a little.
Emily bit her lip softly and decided she should tell Alison the whole truth. "You may not be my first and I never thought you would be, honestly. But I never...not with Maya or Paige. I waited even though things would get heated. I wasn't ready and I always hoped when I was, I'd still have a chance with you." Emily knew she might be ruining the mood but she had to say it. She wanted the blonde to know that to her this was special, that Alison was still who she wanted more than anything. "I...I'm ready though. For this...with you. I...I want you, Ali." She finally said in as bold of a tone as she could muster.
Alison gripped both of Emily's arms tightly with her own hands. She simply looked at her, not saying a word, though she listened carefully to the words she had to say. When Emily loved her then, Alison refused to consider herself as possibly being bisexual, but now? She was older, hopefully she was wiser. She wanted to do this, she needed to know how she felt, how Emily felt.
Emily looked into Alison's eyes. She always got lost in those clear blue eyes but she wanted to be able to gauge the blonde's reaction. It scared her how much she never knew what Alison was thinking or feeling, especially when she was being so open about her own feelings. She could only hold her breath and wait for Alison to say or do something. Hopefully this time Emily would have her happy ending.
Alison whispered carefully, hoping this would answer some of the brunettes questions. "Emily, if I didn't want you, I wouldn't be here beside you, without my shirt and pants, in my bra and extremely revealing thongs, I-It's complicated, how I feel, and how I want things to be, but I know right now I'm exactly where I want to be and I'm with the person who knows how to make me happy."
Emily felt butterflies in her stomach. It wasn't exactly what she wanted to hear but it was a start. Sometimes it just got to her that Alison was so confused or whatever she was. After almost five years, she just was afraid to still be the girl pining after the blonde. "Alison, I know that but I..I just don't want this to be some connection we have once and then it doesn't go anywhere. You're my best friend but you know you're always more to me than that. But you make me happy too." Emily knew she shouldn't talk about her insecurities when Alison wasn't even dressed but she couldn't help it. She just wanted some security that Alison was hers and only hers.
Alison was really to feel uncomfortable as Emily spoke about her feelings. She wasn't ready to admit what she felt, and Emily had to understand that. Instead, the blonde rubbed the back of Emily's leg even harder, indicating only one thing, and she hoped that Emily would catch on as she kept going, the two not saying a word to eachother, simply glancing ever so lovingly at eachother.
Emily knew how much Alison hated to talk about her feelings so she relented even though she wasn't completely satisfied. She felt Alison's foot rub her leg harder and gave up on thinking about her emotions. There just too much physical attraction for her to worry about anything else, although she still looked at Alison with that loving gaze she'd given her since the day she'd fallen for the blonde.
Alison took Emily's hand in her own, lowering to the side of her thong. She finally began to feel comfortable in bed with another girl, it was about time. Alison turned over on her back and brought Emily over top of her, their bodies inseparable, their stomached pressed tightly against eachothers, this moment was real, and it was happening.
Emily played with the hem of Alison's thong, lowering the side of it so she could press her hand on Alison's hip bone. She waited until the blonde directed her, as Alison had been the one taking Emily's hands. Emily gently laid on top of Alison, feeling her warm body against her own. She couldn't imagine a moment better than one in which Alison was practically completely undressed and had her body pressed against her own. It felt amazing to be able to have Alison touch her and be able to touch the blonde like this.
Finally, Alison let go of Emily's hand and allowed the brunette to explore her body. She knew Emily had been dying for this moment, and she wanted the brunette to take advantage of it. Once Alison gathered up the courage, she quickly unclasped her bra, throwing it on the floor and then once again quickly pulling Emily's lips to her neck, her chest upon Alison's breasts, covering them up firmly.
Emily moved her hands to run up and down every part of Alison's body that no longer had clothing to cover it. She loved being able to freely explore the blonde's flawless body. Emily couldn't have imagined this moment to be any better than it was. She took in the sight of Alison without a bra...was she ever more beautiful than Emily had thought before, if that was even possible. She quickly attached her lips to Alison's neck, alternating between kissing and sucking on it.
Alison finally allowed herself to moan, and to speak while moaning. She'd heard the car door slam downstairs, meaning her dad must have driven to town to grab some groceries. The blonde mumbled and moaned under her breath, though she tried to control herself. "Em.. Em.." She spoke in between moans, really enjoying what the brunette over her was doing.
Emily heard Alison's moan and she couldn't have imagined a sexier sound. She'd never paid much attention to what it would be like to hear a girl, much less Alison moan but she loved the sound. It definitely turned her on. Emily continued what she was doing, loving the way Alison called out her name. It made her feel confident and the nervousness started to wear off when she could truly tell Alison wanted her to do exactly what she was already doing. She stuck out her tongue and carefully licked a trail of the blonde's neck.
Alison arched her back until she couldn't anymore. Her breasts were now uncovered as Emily's dark tanned skin rolled off of her while the blonde moved her body. She once against began to breathe a little heavier caused by the amounts of pleasure that she was receiving. Alison felt herself getting a little wet, though she tried to hide it as she was a little embarrassed.
Emily hadn't noticed Alison's wetness yet as she was too busy leaving her mark on the blonde's neck. She left several hickies, hoping Alison wouldn't be upset that she'd left her mark. Emily noticed that Alison's breasts were now accessible to her. She lowered her body so her lips could reach Alison's chest. She brought her lips down and began to kiss over each of Alison's breasts, slowly alternating from one to the other.
"Em. I need you. Now." Alison declared. Her body was driving her crazy and Emily had to take care of it. Even though Emily's precision and loveliness had gotten Alison going even more, she needed the foreplay to be over and for something a little heavier to start in order to satisfy her very needy self.