Hey y'all the first four chapter ARE NOT MY WORK! They are the work of Ireland Maslow. This user has given me exclusive permission to continue this story!
I'm sorry I haven't been updating much. I don't really have an excuse other than being stuck. I reached out to those who have reviewed on this story for help and I got enough to be able to write this chapter. Thank you to No-Emotions-To-Cry for the idea of Kendall getting confused from being jealous. And thank you to KendallsCoverGirl804 for a part I can't mention here because it'll ruin the chapter. Also thank you to Chey21, annabellex2, and winterschild11 for your suggestions, I still plan to work your ideas into the story too, but they didn't really fit this chapter. :)
Thank you for reviewing, reading, favoriting, and following! :D And thank you to KingdomJester a.k.a Lucas, for the chapter title. :) Warning: More grown up stuff.
"Okay, spill it, what's going on?" Logan asked as he sat down next to Kendall on the couch. "What do you mean?" Kendall asked, worried that Logan had an idea of what happened. "I know something is going on. James and Carlos switched rooms, you two barely talk to each other or even look at each other! Something obviously happened and you two need to work it out. For the sake of the friendship and the sake of the band." Logan lectured. "It's nothing you need to worry about, Logan. We just... We need some time away from each other is all." Kendall told him, standing up to walk away. Logan, who was normally the gentle one, grabbed his arm and pulled him to sit back down. "What is going on between you two?" He asked, his serious and demanding. Logan hated when something was wrong between his friends. Kendall sighed and looked down. "Look, we just had a little... misunderstanding, we'll work it out," Kendall said, hoping Logan would drop it. The brunette just sighed and let go of his friend's arm. Kendall stood up and went to the kitchen to get a bottle of water. "I'm going to go to the library. I need to get some studying done," Logan said, standing up. He knew something was really bothering his blonde friend, but Kendall wasn't the type to really say what was wrong. Kendall just nodded, letting his friend know he had heard him.
Kendall was in his and Carlos' room with his guitar out. He had been thinking a lot about what happened. He thought having a gay experience would make it clear to him what he was. All it did was make him more confused. He started to strum on the guitar, hoping it would clear his head. He wasn't sure what he was playing, he just strummed. Maybe James was right. Maybe it was his fault. Maybe he's being unfair to James. Maybe he needed to sit down and hear James out.
His thoughts were cut off by the sound of a door slam. It was evening so he figured everyone would be slowly making their way back to the apartment. He didn't think anything of it, he just kept strumming. He started to wonder who it was when he heard something, or someone, hit the wall in the hallway. He heard the door to Logan and James' room open. He tried to ignore it and focus on his music. He heard the bed in the next room squeak loudly, like someone had jumped on it. He stopped strumming, his curiosity getting the best of him. He was confused when he heard what sounded like muffled moans. What was going on? "Mm, James!" Kendall's eyes went wide when he heard a guy moan. James seriously brought somebody home to hook up? What was he thinking? Kendall wasn't sure why he was feeling hurt now. He should be happy James had somebody else, right? That means he'll leave him alone now. The person began moaning a little louder, causing Kendall to feel uncomfortable. He didn't want to just sit here and listen to them screw. He grabbed his phone and sent a quick text to Jo.
Wanna hang out? -Kendall.
He got up and grabbed his headphones, sticking the earbuds in. He turned it on to his playlist and turned the music up loud enough so that he couldn't hear anything else. He sat on his bed as he waited for her to reply.
Sure, Lucy and her boyfriend are having a party at his place. Wanna go to that? –Jo.
Kendall hit the reply button instantly.
Sounds great! What time? -Kendall.
Meet me in the lobby in twenty minutes. -Jo.
He didn't bother replying, he stood up and went to his closet to change. He put on a pair of ripped and faded blue jeans, a black long sleeved t-shirt that had very dark gray lines across it, and a pair of dark blue Vans. He waited to take his earbuds out until he had his wallet, phone, and keys and was ready to head out the door. He knew Jo wouldn't be in the lobby yet, but he didn't want to hang around the apartment any longer. He knew he shouldn't be feeling the way he did. So what if James wanted to screw somebody else? Isn't that what he wanted? For James to forget about his little crush and move on? So why did it bother him so much?
When he got off the elevator in the lobby he saw Katie walking in his direction. "Hey, big bro," she said, stopping in front of him. "Where are you heading?" He asked, hoping she wasn't going to the apartment. "Up to the apartment," she told him as if it were obvious. Kendall didn't want her going up there, not yet anyway. Katie was a smart kid, way too smart for her age. She knew about the birds and the bees. She knew a lot more about it than Kendall was comfortable with. Even though she knew about it, he wasn't about to tell her she couldn't go up there because James was having sex. "Look, just go to the pool or something. I don't want you going back to the apartment for a couple of hours, okay?" He asked and she looked at him oddly. "Why not?" He reached up and ran a hand through his hair. "Just please don't go up there for a couple of hours? Please?" He asked in a begging tone. Katie was obviously confused, but she nodded her head anyway. "Okay, I won't," she said, staring at her brother. She wasn't sure what had been going on with Kendall, but she knew something was wrong. Every time she asked he would just tell her he was fine. "Thank you," he said, reaching out to hug her. He felt relieved when she headed to the pool area. Kendall sat down on the lobby couch and started to think of what would have happened had Katie gone up. The more he thought about it, the madder he got. Was James really that careless? They have a kid living under the same roof as them. Or the fact that his mother could go back there while James was doing that. Did James really not care? Was he really that bad? "Hey, ready to go?" Jo's voice broke Kendall from his thoughts and he smiled up at her. "Hey," was all he said as he stood up.
The music was loud and everybody had a cup of something in their hand. Kendall wasn't one to get drunk, especially since he's under-aged, but right now he didn't care. He raised his cup to his lips and took another drink. He wasn't really sure what he was drinking since Jo had gotten it for him. The more he thought about James and that guy back at the apartment, the more he wanted to drink.
"Wanna dance?" A black-haired girl asked Kendall. She was wearing a black spaghetti strap shirt with the word "Party" in white letters on it, a dark red leather skirt that was extremely short, and high black high heels. Kendall just smiled and let her lead him out to the middle of the room. They began to dance with each other. More like in each other. The girl kept rubbing her body against his and he tried his best to move with her. He normally wouldn't do this kind of thing, or even be at this kind of place, but tonight he didn't care. "Did you come here with somebody?" She asked over the music. He looked over at Jo who was talking to Lucy before looking back at the black-haired girl. The girl was staring over at Jo now. "Kinda," he answered and she smiled a little. "She your girlfriend?" "Not anymore," he answered as they continued to dance on each other. "Sweetie, I could give you so much more of a good time than that little blonde ever could." She said before turning and pressing her back against Kendall's chest. She moved her hips from side-to-side and he reached up to place his hands on her hips. Their bodies couldn't get any closer than at that moment. After the song ended, she moved away from him. "Come find me in a bit if you decide you want that good time." She gave him a little wink before walking off.
He stood there and watched her walk before he went back to where Jo was at. He picked up what he assumed was his drink and downed what was left. "Wanna dance with me?" Jo asked, seeming hopeful. Kendall just smiled a shrugged a little. "Sure," he said before being led out into the crowd again. He could feel all the alcohol taking effect on his body and he had to admit, it felt kinda nice. As him as Jo danced pretty much the same him and the black-haired girl had, he began to forget everything going on at home. He just wanted to have a night of fun instead of stress,
It was nearing midnight and Jo and Kendall found themselves dancing with each other again. They had stuck together most of the night. She was facing him and they were rubbing their bodies together. Kendall took ahold of Jo's head and mashed their lips together in a sloppy kiss. They began to make out kinda wildly as they danced. He moved down to her neck and moaned against her skin. "Wanna go find a room?" He asked and she giggled a little before nodding. He smirked and took her hand to lead her off. They made their way up the stairs to find an empty room. At this stage in the party, Kendall figured it would be hard. After trying each room, they finally found a back bedroom that was empty. The second they were inside, Kendall had Jo pinned against the door and was kissing her.
She was grabbing at the hem of his shirt and lifting it up. He broke the kiss just long enough to pull it off and drop it on the floor. She placed her hands on his chest as they continued to make out. He reached up and started to unbutton her dark purple button up shirt. She allowed it to slide off her shoulders and to the floor, leaving her in her black bra. They made their way to the bed, him falling back with her on top of him. She moved and began kissing down his body. She stopped at his jeans and began to undo them. He stared down at her with a little smile. After she got his jeans and boxers down, she began to rub his shaft with her hand. He felt frustrated that it didn't drive him crazy. It was nothing like what he felt when... No, he liked girls. He couldn't help but let out a small gasp when she put him in her mouth. He allowed her teasing and foreplay to go on for several minutes before he sat up and moved her up on the bed. He had her sit up so that he could take her bra off. She laid back down after the bra was gone.
He kissed down her body and ran his hands all over her body. After a couple of minutes, he undid her jeans and pulled them off. He moved up her body and connected their lips again. He snuck his hand into her panties. "Mm, Kendall," she moaned into the kiss. After a few moments of him doing this, he removed his hand and sat up to pull her panties off. For a split second he questioned whether he wanted to do this or not. He didn't allow himself enough time to back out. "Do you have a condom?" He asked, realizing he didn't have one. "Yeah, in my back pocket," she told him, motioning toward the floor. "But you know, I'm okay with not using one." Her tone was sexy and lustful. Kendall just chuckled a little and climbed off the bed. He wasn't stupid, if this was going to happen, he was going to be safe about it. He didn't want any kids yet. He grabbed her jeans off the floor and pulled the small packet out of her pocket. He opened it and put it on before climbing back on the bed. He climbed over top of her and kissed her again.
She reached down in between them and helped him ease inside. He pushed in slowly at first but didn't waste time before he started to move quickly. She was moaning loudly and Kendall felt pleasured, but it just wasn't like he thought it should be. He wasn't going crazy over this moment like he should be. Even with the doubts, he continued. After he came, he rolled off her and laid there for a moment to catch his breath. After a couple of minutes, he reached down and removed the condom. Jo snuggled up to his side and it wasn't long before she was out. It was a combination of being tired from what just happened and all the alcohol. Kendall laid there and stared at the ceiling. His brain was trying to make sense of what just happened, but in his drunken state, it was hard. He was too exhausted to deal with this right now. He allowed himself to be taken over with sleep. He was too tired and drunk to really care at the moment.
Kendall woke up with a pounding head and feeling sick. It registered to him that there was a smaller body next to him. It was Jo. He felt really confused. What did he do last night? He carefully sat up on the bed and removed the blanket. He stood up and grabbed his boxers and jeans and pulled them on. He pulled his phone out and seen he had twenty unread text messages from everyone at the apartment. He didn't feel like replying. He would just deal with it when he got home. He grabbed his shirt and put it on. He looked back at Jo who was still sleeping. He gathered her clothing and laid them at the foot of the bed for when she woke up. He then quietly left the room. There were still people passed out around the house. He didn't bother with any of the people, he just left. He wasn't ready to go home yet, though. He got his keys out and got in his car. He decided to go to a small coffee shop down the road to wait for the hang over to wear off. He knew that would take a couple of hours.
He tried not to think about what happened on the drive there. He knew what happened, but what scared him was that it didn't do anything for him. Was it just that he was over Jo? Their on-again-off-again relationship had been going on for a long time. Maybe he was just getting tired of it. It was kind of exhausting at times. Then it came to mind that he's been feeling this way for a while. He started to get this way about the time he started to think he could be... No, that couldn't be it. There was no way he was actually... It just wasn't possible. But he did get more pleasure out of what happened with James than what he experienced last night. After he ordered his coffee, he sat down at one of the small tables. There were a couple of other people in the shop, but not many. He took a sip of his coffee and watched as people came and went. He heard his phone which caused him to sigh. He pulled it out of his pocket and seen it was from James.
I know you're probably mad at me, but your mom is freaking out! Unless you got kidnapped you have no right to be ignoring her! Text your mom!... And we need to talk when you get home. -James.
He felt his heart drop at the last part. That couldn't mean anything good. He didn't reply to James, instead he started to text his mom.
I went out with Jo and Lucy last night and fell asleep. I'll be home shortly. Love you. -Kendall.
He knew he would be in trouble. He may be eighteen, but he still respected his mom and she didn't care what age he was, he was still her child.
You could have at least text me and let me know where you were. I love you too. -Mom.
His mom has always had problems with them taking off in such a big city. With all the news reports of people being kidnapped or killed, it made her nervous. She was worried something would happen to one of the kids. She knew she couldn't hold on to them forever though. Eventually they would have to be able to move out and live their own lives without checking in with her.
I know, I'm sorry. -Kendall.
He didn't know what else to say. He hoped she wouldn't be at the door waiting for him. He wanted to be able to shower before he was around anyone else. He smelt like alcohol and he knew it would kill his mom to know he had been out drinking. And he didn't want to even think of what would happen if she knew he slept with Jo. After he finished his coffee, he left the shop to start home. He wasn't ready to go there, but he knew sooner or later he would have to. It was best to get it over with, right?
He got in his car and started home. His head was still hurting a bit, but it wasn't anything he couldn't handle. He kind of wished the drive would take longer. He stood outside the door of 2J for a few minutes before opening the door. He braced himself to be yelled at, but was surprised to find the apartment empty. He figured his mom felt better knowing he was okay and on his way home. He went to his bedroom to get a change of clothes so he could shower. He was caught off guard when the other bedroom door opened. James walked out and seemed a little surprised to see Kendall too.
"About time you came home," he said, Kendall didn't reply. James pulled his eyebrows together and stared at Kendall. He leaned forward a bit before looking at him in shock. "You were out drinking last night?" James asked in a hushed tone. "At least I wasn't screwing some slut last night." Kendall flinched at his own words. He didn't mean to say them. He didn't screw a slut, but he did have sex last night too. And he felt bad for calling someone he doesn't even know a slut. "I thought you wanted me to move on? I figured you would be happy that I was with someone else," James said, his eyes showing a hint of glee. He was enjoying Kendall's jealousy. "I didn't mean for you to go screw the first person who would get into bed with you!" Kendall said, a bit louder than intended.
James made a waving down motion with his hand. "Katie is still asleep," he told Kendall. "Oh, now you care if Katie knows you were having sex. I had to stop Katie from coming up here yesterday while you were doing that! Did you even think about the possibility of her coming up here and catching you?" James stood there with his arms crossed and looking down. He hadn't actually thought about it. He actually brought that guy here to make Kendall jealous. He was so focused on Kendall hearing him and knowing what was happening, he didn't think about Katie. "Just, go shower before your mom comes back. I still want to talk to you," James said before walking past Kendall. The blonde walked into his bedroom, grabbed his clothes and then headed to the bathroom. James was in the kitchen looking through the fridge. Kendall didn't look at him as he walked past and to the bathroom. He was kind of ticked that James didn't even think about Katie. He was also worried about what James wanted to talk about…
The part about Kendall and Jo hooking up at that party was KendallsCoverGirls804's idea. :) I hope this chapter was good and you enjoyed it. Since I mostly have the next chapter figured out and I don't have anything going on this weekend, I'll be able to write and get the next one out quickly. J Who else has been watching James on DWTS? This past week was amazing! The Jive is a great dance and nailed it! Also, hearing him talk about being bullied was sad. :( But I'm glad he overcame it and booked Big Time Rush! :D