Hm, I got on a huge reading kick. Sooooo this chapter was inspired by Starish's Miracle Train. The angst, the sadness. I want what she did to Tokiya to happen to Otoya. But you know, not exactly the same.

What remains

You're in a place for fear

Lips are for biting here

lets make this moment worth the while

lets kill the night and go down in style

feel the magic rise

we're plotting our demise

-Bruises and Bitemarks ( Good with Grenades )

Syo looked around his room. Just like when he had left home, it was clean, old poster hung slightly askew on the walls. The sheets were neatly tucked down. Walls covered in darkness and white curtains flapped out with the somewhat seemingly endless breeze.

Syo ran his fingers against the wall, letting they remember every bump, crevice, and dent that had once again become his imprisonment. Feeting dragging his slowly to his bed, he searched for something out of place. Something to tell him why, if, his brother had really done such awful things in this house.

He remembered vividly the night Ai had come to him crying. It was the first time his sempai had show emotions to him. He sat in the chair, just right of the bed, where Otoya would sit. And those cyan eyes, tears flowed from them like a cascading waterfall.

According to his sempai, there was a room where he had been. Reiji had been in this room too. The walls were dark, no windows to be seen. There were tools there, chains, supplies, everything one would need to carefully take apart a human body. And that's what Kaoru did. As Ai stood chained to the wall, he couldn't tear his eyes away from Reiji. The brunette's body lay strapped to a cold metal table, his silver eyes wide with panic.

"Ai-Ai?"

Syo shook his head. Even he could hear Reiji's voice pleading Ai to leave. He would get Kaoru back for everything he had do to his friends.

"Kaoru." He cursed. "I will get you."


"Otoya? Where are you?"

The redhead cupped his hands firmly over his ears as he rocked back and forth on his bed. He wasn't hearing voices again. No, it wasn't just any voice. It was that strange voce Syo-chan had in his dream. The same voice that called out for his help, that led him to one blonde killing the other. Oh yes, the dreams had worsened since the announcement of Syo's arrival.

"Otoya aren't you going to help me?"

"No. No, leave me alone."

Otoya? Please. For Tokiya..."

Even his dream Syo knew that he missed the bluenette. But he didn't want to see what his mind had in store for him. Why couldn't this nightmare just end and he open his eyes?

Biting his lip, he whispered. "But Toki... isn't he gone?"

"We could join him, but we have something to do first. Find me Otoya, I'll tell you everything."

Otoya stopped rocking at that point. Hands removed themselves from his ears, dull eyes looked at the wooden door. He lightly pushed himself off of his bed. Bare feet touched the ice cold flooring, as he made his way to the door.

"Syo-chan." He called lightly.

"Just a little closer. You know where I am."

The redhead treaded light over to the door across the hall. Without knocking he opened it. The walls were dark and stained. Dirt and grime covered the floor. With each step he could feel the spongy substance gather between his toes. He could feel the cold breeze. Upon reaching the bed, he eased back the covers. There lie Syo, perfectly safe, sound, and clean.

Otoya blinked at this. Looking around again, it was the same room he had spent hours cleaning. Not even dust lingered n the walls. His feet were clean, still cold, but nothing had smashed it's way between his toes.

With wide eyes he backed away from the sleeping blonde. Something wasn't right. Syo would never want to... it was all in his mind.

"Why don't you want to help?"

"You're not really Syo-chan. Just go away." Otoya grabbed his ears on his way out. "Cause Syo would never do anything like that."


Ai ran his hand along the damp wall. He didn't have anything to brighten his way, not that he wanted light, lest he be caught. It had been a miracle that he had slipped into the house unnoticed.

Never the less, he made his way back, somehow, to the basement area of where he had been held captive. Although, it looked like Syo's plan of finding Natsuki was turning it to be harder than expected. After all, Ai didn't believe he was even alive anymore.

"I'm soooo glad that you didn't get out too." Kaoru's voice carried through the wooden door to the left of the cyan haired boy. "But that just means that you're precious Ai left you behind."

Shouts were muffled by both the door and most likely a gag.

"Shh, you're voice gives me a headache." Kaoru sounded as if he moved further into the room. "You know I don't mind doing things the hard way."

Who was it that he was talking to? Ai wanted to reach out and open the door, if only just a crack. Was it Natsuki, or was there someone else still alive? Just a crack...

"I can show you pain.*" The blonde twin laughed. "But I would want to hear you scream."

More muffled words. Then his voice echoed out, make Ai, who reached for the door, stop. "Ai will come back to save me."

Kaoru chuckled. "Why would anyone come back for someone they saw die?"

Ai felt his legs go out as he slid down the wet wall to the floor. If this was... Then where the hell was Natsuki?

"Hehe, well... It only takes one to bring pain..."


Updating late.. again.

* Also from the song bruises and bitemarks, I happen to be listening to that song while typing the last half of this... But it's definitely not a song I would expect everyone to like...

Thank you guys for the reviews follows and favs. I always forget to give my thanks...

Starishadow- ;3 gather up all those toys, cause I wanna do a lot with the next chapter...

Guesty- ... LOL! You are the first in both to point that out. Yes, I know that Kaoru don't call Syo nii-san. But I though that it added a small bit of cuteness to this horror. But thank you. And even though I don't promise a happy end, I still hope that you will enjoy this... UtaPri, with a dark side... I have seen another really good one, I would even go so far as to say inspirational. Well, it wasn't rated horror, but it was still really good.

So if anyone hasn't already read The Perfectionist by MarluxiaSutcliff116 ( who does have KH stuff on their profile) really should look at it.

;3 If you guys could leave nice reviews for me and for MarluxiaSutcliff116... I'll update faster... Cause her story really deserves more reviews.

Afterthought- I was thinking of what story I should write after I finish this... if I were to put up a poll would anyone vote?

Disclaimer- Last night I dreamed UtaPri was mine, and I shared it with all of my great and awesome readers. Then I woke up to life, knowing it's not mine.