I know this is just a short chapter but they will get better. Thank you so much to all the guest reviewers, I appreciate it. Hope you like this new chapter :)
All she was met with is silence, oh god what have i done she thinks to herself, she looks at the clock and notices he hasn't said anything in over 10 minutes.
"Derek say something please"
He clears his throat "Emily"
"Yes" she can't hide the hopefulness from her voice.
"I do want that Em more than anything, and i mean that but i think i need to tell you something first and like you asked of me promise not to interrupt before im finished?"
"You are kind of scaring me here but i promise"
"Em, when you left i hated you, i hated you because you ran away again and i understand why you did it, but i couldn't help myself hating you for it. I don't hate you now, but it took me a while to come to terms with you leaving and when i did come to terms with it you kept ignoring me and dodging my calls. I met someone in this time and she is a really great girl Em, I am still with her but Emily i need to be honest with you ok, i thought i could settle down with her but there has always been something missing with us and it wasn't until last week when i sat down and spoke to Pen about it that i realised that the thing that was missing is that she isn't you. I want you to come home Em, I want you with me but i needed to be honest with you"
It was her time to play the silent game she doesn't know how to feel about his revelation, one hand she is happy he feels the same but on the other hand he has a girlfriend. An overwhelming feeling of jealousy washes over her.
"Em you still there say something baby please"
"Don't Derek, don't call me that when you have a girlfriend."
"Emily, I won't have as of tonight, please don't let that come between us please, i wanted to be upfront with you because you mean everything to me. please Emily"
She feels herself getting angry and she doesn't know why, she has no claim over him, but yet it feels like she has been stabbed through the heart.
"Derek, i think i should go before i say something i regret and i don't understand why i am so upset about this we weren't together but... i don't know"
"hey please don't be upset baby please, i understand that you are upset i would be too if you had said you were with someone. I'll let you go but i swear to you it is you i want, can i call you tomorrow please em?"
"Derek please don't call me that" the tears are running down her face and she can't hide the sadness from her voice. "Call me tomorrow and i don't know we can talk more i guess."
"Ok Em, please don't cry not when i can't comfort you please."
"Bye Derek"
She hangs up the phone and throws it on the couch, she doesn't know what she was expecting but that was not what she was hoping for. In her mind she can see that she shouldn't be this upset about it, they arn't together but at the moment she can't see that. She gets up and makes her way to bed hoping that tomorrow when she speaks to him it will all be better.
Don't worry I will get them happier again but this is what came out when I started writing. Anyway leave a comment or whatever I love hearing what you think :)