Again apologises cause its short but where I have left it felt like a good place to end this chapter. I promise the next few Chapters will be bigger because more stuff will be happening.
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The next morning she wakes up and for those first couple of seconds she forgets everything and wishes that it could stay like that, but just as quick as the peace came it was gone. Last night comes straight back to her, she cringes silently inside about how she reacted. Of course he could move on, he had done nothing wrong, they weren't together before she left and they aren't together now. If only she could focus on that but she can't, no they weren't together but she thought they had something he had to have felt it for him to want the same as her now. She drags heself out of bed and makes her way to the kitchen to make herself coffee and to try and clear her head. God i am such a mess she thinks to herself.
Later that afternoon she picks up her phone to call derek. Hoping she can keep her jealous feelings to herself this time. He answers after a few rings.
"Hey Em"
"Hey, Look Derek i am sorry about how i reacted last night, I can't say it doesn't hurt but you haven't done anything wrong, i guess i just have to get over it."
"Don't apologise, honestly if this was the other way around i would be feeling exactly like you are. I spoke to her last night after i got off the phone to you."
"I don't really know what to say here Derek"
"You dont have to say anything, just let me tell you what happened"
"Ok"
"Well i called her and asked her to come over, I sat her down and was truthful because she hasn't done anything wrong, i wanted to make it as easy for her as possible. Anyway I explained to her that for a while something felt wrong between us and she said she felt that from me. I explained to her about you and that it wouldn't be right for me to lead her on when I am in love with you. She asked why I got with her if i had these feelings for you so i exlained the whole Pen conversation and yeah it was hard because she was upset but she understood."
Hearing Derek talk about another woman like that hurt her like hell, she really wanted his girlfriend to be a bitch so he wouldnt be nice about her, but even if she was Derek would never say anything nasty about anyone, a quality she loved about him but at the moment hated.
"So...where do we go from here Derek? Hell i have no idea what to do or say right now."
"I can't tell you what to say Emily, I can say what i hope you will do and that is that you will come back home that we can work this out together, i love talking to you on the phone but this needs sorted when we are in the same room baby."
"Derek, I want to see you i do, can you come here?"
"Sure, I can speak to Hotch see if i can get next week off, will you be able to get time off then too?"
"Yeah, I am on holiday now for two weeks so i will be off."
"Ok Em, well i better go, i need to go to work. I will call you later and let you know if i can get the time off."
"Ok, bye Derek"
"Bye"
She feels really happy that he is coming and that he did what he said he would. She did want to go back but she didn't want to go to his house when she knew there would probably be something of her's there. This wasn't her being akward about it but, Derek was her's even if he didn't know it and she can't shake that feeling no matter how hard she tries.
So do you think Emily is right for feeling like that or do you think she needs to get over it? I love hearing your thoughts :)
