Hey guys I know you are probably ready to kill me for not updating sooner life got pretty hectic, but I wont get into that. I hope you guys are having a great thanksgiving and because it has taken me so long to update I am going to try and post two chapters tonight or within the next couple of days. Anyways I'll stop talking so I can get to the story.

Chapter four Sadness

Dimitri's point of view

I couldn't believe that those two children are my own. I figured they were Adrian's because of how close they seemed to be to him when I saw them. I can't believe I fucked everything up because of some stupid blackmailer. Now Rose will probably never let me near her or our children which I can't really blame her. I'm the one that pushed her away and refused to ever pick up the phone.

I have hurt her so many times in the past that I don't know if I ever will be able to redeem myself. As I head back to our room I hear someone arguing with someone. I wonder who it could be and why are they arguing so loudly. They are going to wake up the other guardians who are sleeping or worse wake up the students. As I round the corner I realize it is Janine and Ibrahim a.k.a zmey.

I slowly back away trying not to make a noise so they wont know that I am there, but as I take a step back I step on a tree branch. Both of them turn around so fast it is shocking, but I don't show anything on my face because I don't want to upset them. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to intrude. I was just passing by when I heard yelling." I say while running my hand roughly through my hair. I seem to be fucking up a lot lately.

"It's okay Dimitri, but I think it would be best if you left us alone. This has nothing to do with you." Janine says while looking directly at me and never looking away from me which I found a bit weird. It kind of seems like she is trying to tell me something through her eyes or something, but I am not to sure. As I am about to leave I finally notice that Ibrahim is sporting a black eye I wonder how he got the black eye.

"This has everything to do with him." I hear Ibrahim say while I'm walking away that I stop dead in my tracks. And almost turn around, but I don't. I keep walking towards the gym. I need to get all my anger out. I need to figure out who is blackmailing me so I can stop them from hurting my Roza.

I need her and my children in my life. I can't keep hurting us. I need to make all of us happy without either of us getting hurt or our children. We have a right to be happy and not hurting all of the time. I have missed my Roza for far too long. She means the world to me and I know she still loves me very much. There is no way we have lost our connection even though it has been more than ten years since we have laid eyes on each other.

I wish I knew a way to make it up to them, but I don't know if I ever will. The look on my Roza's face was so sad it made me feel even guiltier than I already do. I'm soon pulled out of my thoughts by Tasha and Ryder talking. "We have to help them Ryder. I can't stand by and watch them be miserable. They need to be happy for once." Tasha says while walking right into the room that I am in.

"Oh Dimitri, I didn't know you were home yet. I thought you had gone out for a walk." Ryder says while running his hand roughly through his hair that it looks like he is going to rip it out or something. I wonder what has him so stressed out. I know it can't be me. It could possibly be Tasha though. Also Ryder is always the calm one out of the two of them.

"I came back a few minutes ago. I had to go see if the rumors were true that Rose is here." I say while taking my hair out of the ponytail I always have it in. I just can't deal with Tasha and Ryder. I wish we had separate rooms, but with the new guardians here they didn't have room. Plus with the teachers coming here for defensive magic didn't help either.

"I'm so sorry your hurting Dimitri, but things will work in your favor. Rose and you are perfect for each other. I saw how you were when we went to the ski lodge. I saw how much you two care for each other it was obvious. Yes I was jealous at the time, but I have found my own mate." Tasha says while looking at me closely, but not going any further for which I am thankful. I don't want her to try and comfort me right now.

If she would try to comfort me I might yell at her and I'm really not in the mood to deal with that. I really don't want to hurt Tasha, she's been my best friend since we were little. And has always been there for me when I need her no matter what; it could be one in the morning and she would answer the phone.

"It's fine Tasha and I don't want to get back with Rose. She's already started dating someone and I can't stop her if she's happy." I say while looking away from Tasha and out the window. The sun is shining so bright outside that I'm tempted to go outside and relax. I also want to try and figure out who this blackmailer is so I can have my family even though I told Tasha Rose is dating someone.

I don't know if it is true or not I just wanted to get Tasha off of my back. She has been hounding me more since she found out that Rose was here. I don't even know how she knew Rose would come here when we were visiting the court.

Christian's point of view

I can see how bad it is hurting Lissa that Rose left, but I have no idea why. She said it was fine that she left, but something is bothering her and I have no idea what it could be. It's not unusual for Rose to leave when Dimitri comes here. I want to comfort Liss, but I have no idea how. I've tried to cuddle with her and our children, but she just pushes me away like I smell bad or something. It's like she hates me right now and I hate it. I kind of want to talk to Adrian about it to see if he knows what is going on with Liss, but he has been in a meeting all day with the Queen about something.

I'm soon pulled out of my thoughts. "Christian, have you seen Lissa. My Aunt would like to speak to her about something important." Adrian says while coming quickly into the room in a panic that it kind of worries me. It worries me even more that he didn't even knock.

"Adrian, what is going on?" I say while stepping closer to him. "Did something happen to her or our children?" I yell while getting closer and closer. He doesn't say anything he just keeps pacing the room.

"God damn it Adrian tell me what the fuck is going on." I yell while grabbing a hold of Adrian. His eyes look glazed over which is shocking. I have never seen his eyes like that it's sort of creepy.

"Liss was supposed to be in a meeting an hour ago with my aunt, but she never showed up. My aunt figured you might know what is going on." Adrian says as his eyes go back to normal. I feel my heart start to pound no this cannot be happening. Lissa can't be missing especially when Rose just left for vacation. How the fuck could this have happened and no one notice? Why didn't I go with Lissa to drop off our children earlier?

This could have been prevented she wouldn't be missing and I could probably figure out what is going on with her. I love her dearly and don't want her to be upset about anything. I'm soon pulled out of my thoughts by Adrian. "Christian, we will find her I promise." He says while hugging me from the side which is a bit awkward, but I don't say anything.

I also don't like people touching me that much. "Let's start looking everywhere for her." I say while bending down and putting on my shoes. I hate how I was just wasting time, when I should be finding her.

"My aunt has her guardians looking for her and I'll help you find her as well something has felt off all day." Adrian says while walking forward slowly so I can catch up to him. What has happened to my wife? She couldn't have gone that far I saw her an hour ago if that.

As we are looking around I see guardians running all over the place. This is making me more and more sad and anxious. I won't be able to live without my wife she means the world to me and makes things so much easier. I don't think I could be a good father without Lissa, she makes me a better person.

I feel like I'm not a good person without her. I bet Rose would help me with the kids, but I hope there is nothing wrong with Lissa. She legit means everything to me. I can't believe our last words to each other weren't the best of words. We were perfectly fine until I got back from bringing Rose to the airport.

Alina's point of view

I can't believe how sad my mother felt when she saw my father. It was like her heart was breaking all over again. When she was pregnant with me and my brother I felt it to, but never understood it until now. I wish there was some way to help my mom, but there isn't. I'm also not to sure if my mom wants us near her because we remind her so much of our father.

I'm soon pulled out of my thoughts by Adam tapping on my shoulder. "We really should go check on mom. She's really the only parent we have." Adam says while wrapping his arm around my shoulder. We start to head towards our mother's room where I can hear her sobbing which nearly breaks my heart.

I want my mother to be happy, which is why I have been trying to do better in my classes and not to get in as much trouble like I used to. I want my mom and brother be proud of me and not think that I am always obnoxious. My family means the world to me.

I know that I have Lissa, Christian, Alberta, Eddie, and Adrian but they are nothing like my mom and brother. They mean everything to me and will always mean everything to me. As my brother and I go into our mom's room we see clothes thrown everywhere like a tornado went through her room. It makes me feel even guiltier.

I feel like somehow this is my fault like I did something wrong. I wish we never left the court. Then this would never would have happened. My mom wouldn't be this upset. "Mom, everything is going to be alright. We will get through this." My brother says while going over to my mom and gave her a hug. I watch her hug my brother back tight. Normally I would tease my brother, but now is not the time.

I decide to go and sit next to them on the bed and as I do my mom wraps her arm around me. I've never seen my mom this upset and I hate it. I'm going to make my father pay. He had no right to upset my mom like he did. "I'm so sorry you had to meet your father this way. I wish you had met him at better circumstances." My mom whispers while kissing my head and my brother's head before my mom leans back on the bed.

"Momma, I'm so sorry this happened to you. I love you with all my heart. Please don't cry." I whisper while looking at my mom carefully. I watch so many emotions pass over my mom's face. I think she may feel guilty for acting this way, but I don't blame her. She has a lot going on and I think something else might be bothering her.

"I'm sorry guys I shouldn't be acting this way." My mom says while squeezing my hand.

"Mom it's okay to be upset it happens to the best of us." Adam says while smiling at my mom which makes my mom and I smile. I'm glad that my mom is starting to feel better. I hate seeing my mom like this she means the world to me and I know she will always be here for me when I need her.

"Yeah we get upset, Aunty Lissa does as well and other people." I say while giving my mom a side hug. She smiles at me and my brother.

"I'll be alright guys, you both should get some sleep. You both will be training with Alberta and Stan." She says while kissing my brother and I on the forehead. My brother and I leave the room, but not before I look back.

"We should check on her in a little bit." I say while looking at my brother. He just nods his head at me and goes into his room. I think my brother is going to be up to no good and I really don't want him to get into trouble.

I decided to stay in the hallway to keep an eye on my mom and Adam. Just as I start to nod off I see my brother trying to sneak out of his room. "Adam, please don't do anything that will get you into trouble. Mom is going through enough right now." I say while rubbing my eyes to wake up.

Adam looks at me funny before saying "I'm just going to go for a run. I really need to clear my head and I promise I won't do anything to upset you or mom. You both mean to much to me for me to hurt either of you." I watch him carefully to see if he's lying or not, but I can't tell.

"Alright be good and I love you Adam." I say before heading into my room. I have to trust he isn't going to do anything that is going to hurt our family. I really should try to get some sleep, but I'm not tired now.

I decided to go visit my mom and see how she is doing and maybe fall asleep in her bed. My bed isn't that comfortable and I want to keep an eye on my mom right now. When I make it into my mom's room she isn't in her bed which starts to make me worry. Where the hell did my mom go? Is she alright?

I hope you enjoyed this chapter as much as I am writing it. Write a review and tell me what ya think. Some chapters are going to be shorter than others. Anyways I hope you guys have a great thanksgiving. I had a lot of fun with my family and got to hold my cousin for the first time.