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Tobias POV
As I cradle Tris in my arms I am very worried what could have happened, she never cries. She sobs loudly into my shirt and I whisper in her ear, "are you ok?" She doesn't reply so I just leave it and slowly lead her to our apartment. I pull the door open and rest her on the sofa, as I go to the bathroom to get a wet flannel. I sit next to her and she leans her head on my shoulder. "What happened to you? If you don't want to tell me it's fine, I'll go and find Chris, are you hurt?" I don't want to bombard her with questions but I can't help it, she seems broken. She starts to make some sort of sound, "Eric" she stutters, "he... He.."
I cut her off, "he what, did he hurt you?" She shakes her head and just stands up to go and lie in bed, she has eye liner running down her red, tear streaked face.
"Please, I'm fine I promise, just can you get Christina. And lock the door on the way out, ok?" I nod my head and leave the apartment, despite what my brain is telling me. She probably want Chris because it's just some girl problem nothing to worry about, she said she was fine herself. I have no reason to worry but I keep picturing painful scenarios in my head of Eric and what he might have done.
Tris POV
I lie curled up in bed, I've stopped crying now but the pain remains, if I hadn't kicked him who knows where it could have lead, I don't even want to imagine. I don't know why I couldn't tell Tobias, it felt like I betrayed him, I know that I didn't but I'm still glad the Christina is coming. Why would he do that it's not like Eric ever liked me, maybe it was to get back at Tobias, his long going anger about losing to him in initiation, even though he has much more power and is the youngest leader, stupid, petty jealousy. I hear a key in the lock, I asked him to lock it because of stupid fear that Eric would come back, I'm Dauntless, I'm not meant to be afraid. Tobias hurts in Christina following, he plants a small kiss on my mouth and whispers "I'll be in the tattoo parlour if you want me ok?" I nod and think how I ended up with such a great boyfriend, even when I'm an emotional mess and I won't even tell him why but he supports me like my foundations beneath my feet. I turn to Christina she looks worried she asks slowly "what did he do?"
"He..." I feel myself hesitate, but then realise this is Chris my best friend I can trust her, "kissed me and... Touched me.."
"Oh my god Tris I'm so sorry, come on I'll tell 4 for you and he'll go kick his ass." I laugh but it come out as a sob, she brings me into a hug as my tears fall onto t-shirt.
(PAGE BREAK, NEXT DAY)
I slowly wake up and roll toward Tobias who pull me into a hug and whispers in my ear "it's all going to be ok." Christina told him last night, he left Will to deposit Eric in the infirmary. I smile I feel safe I know everything will be ok I just won't go around alone for a couple weeks then Eric should leave me alone. I heave myself from the bed and start dressing, Tobias comes up behind me and kisses me firmly on the mouth, I place my hands on his hips and pull myself into his chest. He kisses are filled with passion and I run my hands down his arms. This intensity is scaring me but not as it did before it's filling me with fire, his skin against mine. I start to feel self conscious standing there in just my bra next to his perfectly sculptured body. Our kisses become desperate and Tobias starts to pull at my shorts. I place my hands on his chest and run them across his abs, he turns me towards the bed but as I walk towards it, I feel out of control, my fear landscape comes to mind, his hands run up my back all to fast, I look up at his face and shake my head slightly, he smiles warmly down at me and says "it's fine, sorry I pushed to hard." I pull away and grab a shirt, I don't know why I can't do this, I want him so badly but every time my fear takes over...
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