· "M-Master?!" Yuki said trying to get up and great his master politely. Kazuma smiled and walked to Yuki.
· "Don't exert yourself Yuki, you don't need to stand." Kazuma ruffled Yuki's hair giving him a smile. Yuki eyes were wide and watching every move Kazuma made, wondering how he was thinking of his student in such bad shape. I-I have shamed him.. his best student hurt so badly- by someone who knew nothing about the art of fighting. Yuki thought. Kazuma put two big bags on the counter and took out food, and then put the food in the small fridge. He then took out some paper and other stuff that belonged to Yuki. Kazuma turned around smiling to see Yuki's head cast down. His face hidden by his hair. Kazuma walked up to Yuki with a kind hand on his shoulder. "I'm proud of you Yuki, so head up and go head on." Kazuma said kindly.
Kazuma took his hand and held Yuki's chin so Yuki was eye to eye with his master. Yuki was only given a smile. Kazuma stood up straight and greeted his friends who he had not seen in quit a while. Yuki, watched feeling embarrassed that everyone in the room has now seen him in such a week state. "Before coming I went to see Kyo and Tohru. Tohru is truly a wonderful sole, she gave me some food to give to each of you. And not to mention she wouldn't let me leave without giving me some tea and a home made pastry." Kazuma laughed and continued to talk about how Tohru and Kyo were.
· "Yuki? Aren't you going to say anything?" Shigure said, questioning Yuki's silence. Hatori looked at Shigure and mouthed silently. "No." shaking his head.
Kazuma sat quietly, knowing Yuki felt uncomfortable with him here. "well I just came to say hi Yuki, and to see how you are. I best be going." Yuki felt a great deal of gilt, and wanted to cry; but held back the urge to.
Ayame not wanting Yuki's master, and his friend to go said. "Before you go, have a look at this cute little picture of Yuki." Aya said happily. Kazuma turned and back around and sat back down in his seat. Aya handed him a picture of Yuki holding the giant lollypop. Kazuma laughed looking at the picture for many seconds smiling. Yuki looked down at his open right hand. That was a happy moment. Not a happy life…. Yuki said in his mind.
· "You were a cute little kid Yuki, did you see the picture?"
· "Yes." Yuki said in a whisper. Everyone looked at Yuki with saddend expressions. Yuki was still looking at his hand, moving his fingers back and forth.
· Kazuma went to Yuki's side and smiled at the sad Yuki. He was about to speak when Yuki spoke up. "Thanks for all your help master." Yuki didn't look up at his master, but continued to talk. "You helped me with a lot. And am thankful that you know us…" The words hit all the men hard as Yuki's voice was still in a saddened whisper. "You were like a dad to me. And I want to thank you…" Kazuma gave Yuki a welcoming hug.
· "Your welcome son." Kazuma said still hugging Yuki. Yuki's hand made a fist and he turned his head clenching his teach trying not to sob right in front of all the men. Tears started to roll down his face, that the four men hadn't seen yet.
· "I best be off." Kazuma said. Kazuma took in the clean sent of Yuki, and waved goodbye and left without a word. All eyes were on Yuki who was lightly shaking. Aya gave a saddened look, knowing Yuki was trying his best not to cry outright right there. Hatori put his finger to his lips and stood up. The two animals getting message stood and walked to the door. Hatori stayed behind and walked to Yuki. Disconnecting his IV and stopping the bladder tube, giving Yuki a little freedom. Yuki the whole time didn't look at Hatori. Hatori walked out of the room, and left Yuki to cry his eye out yet "again"
Yuki, tired of the bed. decided to try to walk without any help. Yuki slowly scooting of the bed, put all his weight on his feet and legs for the first time in days. Yuki stumbled, but caught himself. He tried to walk, but was only took a couple steps before falling on his stomach. Yuki started to cry harder. The pain of "it all" took his emotional level to a new state that had not gone that far. I CAN'T EVEN WALK! WHY AM I STILL HERE!? WHY WAS MY WHOLE LIFE WASTED BEING THIS!? I'M ONLY A RAT!? Yuki screamed in his mind.
It had been an hour till anyone had been to his room, far to long. Aya nocked and opened the door quietly. When Aya saw Yuki's body on the floor, he screamed in complete agony falling on his knees grasping onto the limp pale Yuki. Shigure and Hatori hearing Aya scream ran to Yuki's room.
Aya was on the floor by Yuki's body. Holding Yuki in his arms, burying Yuki's face to his chest; and Aya crying on Yuki's head loudly. Hatori and Shigure first seeing this stood in pure horror. Tears were flowing out of all there eyes now, looking at the pale Yuki. Hatori held Yuki's hand tight not letting go. Hatori then barely making himself calm, picked up the limp body of Yuki and placed him on the bed. Hatori hands shook wildly trying to help Yuki, but couldn't. Doctors hearing The sobbing ran in to try to comport the three crying men- at the sight of Yuki's limp body.
Waaaaaaahhhhh oh the tears and the pain! I didn't even think of writing this down till I was typing! WHY HEART AND MIND WHY! I HATE YOU! HATE YOOOOOOUUUUUUU! Plz RxR. And tell me how you felt reading this chapter. Thanks.
