Hi!
I'm sorry you had to wait so long. I hope you will like this one.
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In my opinion, they are both idiots and they have to learn so much to make this relationship work. Hopefully they will.;)
There will be some more drama in this fic (but not too much), so be prepared. I hope you will still enjoy it.
I like jealous Blaine, too.:) So I will just shut up and let you see what will happen.
"Kurt, please, open the door!" Blaine almost shouted as he knocked on Kurt's door. He became really frustrated by now, as Kurt didn't talk to him in the past two days. Again. "Come on, don't act like a child!"
Kurt didn't answer. Blaine closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths before turning around and leaving the apartment. He needed fresh air. Okay, he said a few things he shouldn't have but it wasn't so bad. He really didn't understand why Kurt didn't talk to him.
He walked down the streets without knowing where to go. What he really needed was somebody who can give him advice about what he should do. He thought he should call Sam but he remembered that his friend was just as bad or even worse in love than he was, so he shook his head and tried to find somebody else and continued his walk. Only minutes later, he went by a familiar place. He almost didn't stop but then he got the perfect idea who he should talk to and turned back.
He walked in, searching for the man he hoped will help him.
"Blaine?"
Blaine turned around and smiled.
"Hey, Elliot" he greeted the other man.
"How are you? You haven't been here for a long time" Elliot said and motioned Blaine to sit down.
"Yeah, I was busy" Blaine replied. He ordered himself a coffee – he didn't drink alcohol since Kurt couldn't drink it – and asked Elliot if he wanted something.
"I'm working, so no, thank you" he said.
"I wanted to talk to you" Blaine said suddenly. Elliot raised an eyebrow.
"Why?"
"I need your advice" Blaine said and told Elliot all the crazy things that happened with them. Elliot listened to him silently, only nodding a few times.
"You're an idiot" he said finally.
"Thanks" Blaine sighed. "I know it."
"No, to be correct you are both idiots" Elliot said and nodded. "You act like children in the kindergarten. I can't believe you'll be parents in a few months."
"You aren't helping" Blaine replied.
"Look, I think you should sit down and talk about this situation again. You have to think about your child. You'll have a beautiful girl or boy, you can't act like this when she or he is around. What do you think your child will think when all he will see is you fighting? You have to talk about living together one more time. And if you can't do it... I think one of you should move out" Elliot said seriously.
Blaine sighed and looked down at his coffee.
"I want to live with Kurt" he admitted. "I want this thing work, I want to raise our child together, I want..."
He stopped suddenly. He didn't want to talk too much but Elliot knew there was something else.
"Yes, Blaine? What do you want?" he asked.
"I want us to be together" Blaine sighed. "I love him and I'm glad to finally have him back in my life. I don't want to lose him again."
"Then talk to him. Let him know how you feel" Elliot said.
"I don't know if I'm ready for that. But I will talk to him today. Thank you" Blaine said and stood up to give the other man a hug. "You don't know how much you helped me."
"You're welcome" Elliot smiled. "You could name the baby Elliot in return."
Blaine laughed.
"We will think about it."
~ o ~
When Blaine got home and unlocked the door, he found himself face to face with Kurt. The man seemed to be surprised and squeaked like he didn't expect Blaine coming home right in that second.
"Uhm... hey" Blaine said as he stepped in and closed the door behind him. After two days of avoiding him Blaine was happy to see Kurt. "Are you going somewhere?"
"No, I just..." Kurt started, looking down. "You didn't pick up your phone and I was worried."
"Oh" Blaine's eyes widened in surprise. "I had to talk to a... friend." Well, Elliot wasn't really my friend but still...
"Okay" Kurt nodded and turned around to go back into his room. Blaine went after him and grabbed his wrist.
"Please, don't go. We need to talk" he said.
Kurt paled immediately. Those words never meant something good. He let Blaine lead him to the couch and sat down.
"I'm listening" he said quietly.
"First of all, I'm really sorry for what I said. I know I wasn't right" Blaine started. Kurt bit his lip and nodded.
"You wasn't" he agreed. "Although I understand why you were acting like that. This whole situation makes your life complicated and I... I know I'm unbearable sometimes..."
"It's not that bad..." Blaine cut in but Kurt shook his head and continued.
"It is. I go crazy from the hormones and I know it's annoying. Sometimes even I can't stand myself, so I know what I'm talking about" Kurt smiled.
"Is it just because of the pregnancy?" Blaine asked suddenly, looking down. "Do you think that after the baby is born we will be able to live peacefully and not fight over the smallest things?"
Kurt stared at him with open mouth for a long moment.
"What do you mean?" he asked.
Blaine sighed.
"I'm not sure this thing will work" he said quietly, avoiding Kurt's eyes.
Kurt didn't know what to say. Of course, he knew they had difficulties but he never thought they couldn't talk about them and move on.
"So you don't want to live with me anymore?" he asked finally, fighting back tears. Just thinking about the possibility that Blaine would walk out of his life hurt more than he thought it would.
"Of course I do" Blaine answered. "But we have to think about it rationally. We're going to be parents, we have to think about the baby. What do you think will happen when all he or she sees is his parents fighting? I don't want that. I want our child to live happily."
"I want it, too" Kurt said instantly. "But I want to do it together with you. I believe we can do this."
"Are you sure?" Blaine asked.
"Look" Kurt started and grabbed Blaine's hand. "We made a few mistakes, you're right. But that doesn't mean we can't make it better. I... we just need a few changes."
"Maybe we should try again" Blaine nodded.
"Yes" Kurt agreed. "I promise you I won't be a hormonal bitch anymore. Okay, I probably will but I'll do everything to not get on your nerves more than necessary."
Blaine laughed.
"And I think I can promise I won't say things which hurt you" he said.
"Look, we can do this" Kurt smiled.
"I just hope it will work" Blaine sighed.
"We can make a deal if you want" Kurt said. "Give us a month to see if we can truly work things out and if it still doesn't work... I'll just move out."
He swallowed and looked down. Honestly, he didn't want to leave but he understood if they can't live together, it would be the best decision.
"Okay. I hope we won't reach that point but let's just keep this as plan B. But I'll be the one who moves out in that case" Blaine said.
After that, they didn't say anything for minutes. Both of them looked down, not able to meet the other's eyes and think about a future that doesn't contain the other.
"Are you hungry?" Kurt asked finally. "The baby wants dinner. Like now."
Blaine laughed and stood up, thinking.
"Would you go out with me for dinner?" he asked uncertainly. "We can grab something for you on the way there if you're so hungry but then we could sit down and talk and..."
"I would love that" Kurt said without hesitation.
"Okay" Blaine whispered with a wide smile. "I'll just get another jacket."
"I'll wait here" Kurt replied.
~ o ~
Kurt stepped into the apartment happily a few days later. He had some really good news and he knew Blaine will love it. Since their talk the other day everything was fantastic. They went out every evening to eat dinner and spend some time together. It looked like that was what they really needed.
He went straight into Blaine's room but he didn't find the man there. He frowned. Blaine was supposed to be home. He walked back into the living room and called out for Blaine. The man appeared just seconds later from the nursery.
"What are you doing there?" Kurt asked.
"I just checked if we have enough place for the bed" Blaine answered. "Are you sure you want that rocking chair in the nursery? I think we should move it into the living room to get enough space for the bed and the wardrobe."
"We'll talk about this later" Kurt said hastily. "I have some great news."
"Really? And what is it?" Blaine asked.
"Chandler got us tickets for Wicked!" Kurt answered excitedly.
"Oh" Blaine groaned. Don't be jealous... don't be jealous... Okay, be jealous but don't show it. "That's... great."
"Yeah, it's this Saturday. Are you free?" Kurt asked.
"I think I am. Why?" Blaine asked.
"For Wicked, Blaine! I have just told you!" Kurt explained. Did Blaine not understand what he was thinking about?
"You want me to go with you to see Wicked?" Blaine asked slowly.
"Yes" Kurt answered as if he was talking to a child. "Well, me and Chandler. He wanted to come with us and I couldn't say 'no', he was the one who got us the tickets. So what do you say?"
Blaine imagined Chandler's face as Kurt told him he wanted to go with Blaine, and smiled. It's going to be interesting.
"Yes, of course" he said.
"God, it's gonna be so much fun!" Kurt said. "Oh... I have to buy a few new clothes."
"We can go shopping tomorrow after work if you want" Blaine offered.
"Yeah, that would be great" Kurt said and kissed Blaine's cheek before he went into the kitchen to get some food. Blaine looked after him for a few long moments, smiling.
~ o ~
Kurt looked up at the building of the Gershwin Theater and almost laughed. It was a long time ago when he and Rachel had sneaked inside and performed on the stage. That was an unforgottable moment in his life and every time he walked by the theater, it came into his mind.
"What do you think? Will Chandler arrive in this life?" Blaine asked and made sure his smile was sweet and innocent. To be honest, he would be really happy if Chandler wouldn't show up. Better, he should just disappear from the world and never come back.
"I'm sure he'll be here soon" Kurt answered.
True to his words, a few minutes later Blaine heard that irritating voice behind his back.
"Hey, Kurt! I'm so sorry I'm late" Chandler said and rushed to Kurt to give him a hug.
"Hey, Chandler" Blaine greeted him, his smile still in place.
"Blaine, right?" Chandler asked.
"Yes" Blaine said, smiling widely.
"I think we should go inside" Kurt said, his eyes darting between the two men.
"You're right, it's about to start" Blaine said and put his arm around Kurt's waist as he led him inside.
~ o ~
Blaine promised himself he won't let anyone see how much he hated Chandler. And he tried, really. But the man wouldn't shut up for a second and his constant compliments to Kurt made Blaine see red. He couldn't believe how rude and annoying the man was and Kurt didn't see it. Chandler knew very well that Kurt was pregnant, that he was pregnant with Blaine's baby, the man's who happened to sit just right beside Kurt and heard everything Chandler said. Blaine didn't see much from the first act because he couldn't focuse on anything else than the irritating asshole on the other side of Kurt. In the end, he needed all of his willpower to keep himself on his place and not reach out to wrap his fingers around Chandler's neck and choke him in the middle of the theater when he saw the man touching Kurt's hand. It looked like Kurt didn't see what that bastard wanted and smiled every time Chandler complimented but he pulled back his hand in the second Chandler's fingers reached his and stared at the man with wide eyes. Blaine smiled. He should have taken a photo about Chandler's face in that moment.
"I have to use the restroom" Kurt said when the first act was over and they had a few minutes break. He jumped up and left quickly. The baby must have danced around the whole time because he couldn't wait in the last 20 minutes to finally be able to get out. When Kurt was gone, Blaine turned to Chandler.
"I hate you" he said without hesitation.
"The feeling is mutual" Chandler smiled.
"You're disgusting, you know? I saw what you did and I heard every single word" Blaine growled, his anger rising again.
"I don't know what you're talking about" Chandler said and crossed his arms in front of him.
"He is pregnant, with my baby. Leave him alone" Blaine hissed.
"Kurt is single and I don't care if he's pregnant. I like him and he likes me" Chandler smiled.
"Yeah, I saw how happy he was when you touched him" Blaine said and rolled his eyes. Then he stood up from his seat and took a step closer to Chandler. "I won't say it again: back off!"
"Is everything alright?" Kurt asked when he got back and saw the two men.
"Of course" Blaine smiled and let Kurt get back to his seat.
Chandler didn't say a word during the second half of the play, so Blaine could finally sit back and enjoy the night. Some time later, he felt Kurt's hand moving over his hesitantly. He looked down in surprise, causing Kurt to pull back his hand quickly. Blaine saw as the pregnant man's reddened and bit his lip. Blaine smiled and grabbed Kurt's hand, pulling it back onto the arm of the chair, and ran his fingers up and down the man's palm. Kurt looked up and when their eyes met, he smiled.
~ o ~
They got home late that night. First they ate dinner and then they walked home, enjoying the nice weather and talking about the future. It was like in the good old days when everything was perfect.
Blaine opened the door and let Kurt go in first, then he walked inside and closed the door behind them. Kurt waited for him and then they walked to Kurt's room together in silence.
"Thank you for coming with me tonight" Kurt said as he stopped in front of his room's door.
"We should go out more often" Blaine said. "Well, without Chandler."
"Of course" Kurt laughed.
"Good night" Blaine said and turned to go to his room.
"Wait!" Kurt called after him and grabbed Blaine's wrist.
Blaine turned around and when he was face to face with Kurt, the man closed the distance between them and kissed him. Blaine was too shocked first to kiss him back but it only took him a few seconds to realise what was happening. He smiled into the kiss and put his arms around Kurt, pulling the man closer. The kiss didn't last long as Kurt pulled away slowly. He knew both of them wanted more but they had to do this the right way if they didn't want to regret anything. He stepped back slowly and stroked Blaine's cheek before he went back to his room.
"Good night, Blaine" he said, smiling at the man one last time before he stepped into the room and closed the door behind him.
Blaine was left on the hallway alone. He couldn't take his eyes from the spot he last saw Kurt as a smile spread slowly across his face.