I won't be able to update next week. I have a 3-day conference at the other end of the state and I want to visit my parents, too. I will be back in two weeks or so.
Warning: mature content at the end of the chapter.
Enjoy!:)
"Look, Blaine! Isn't it adorable?" Kurt asked and pointed at the screen as Blaine came back from the kitchen and sat down beside him.
Blaine looked at the picture in front of him. It was a castle – a pink castle – and he didn't know how Kurt had found it. They were searching for a crib for their daughter.
"What the hell is that?" he asked slowly, still staring at the castle.
"Furniture for the nursery! Isn't it lovely?" Kurt asked, looking at the picture with a dreamy expression.
Blaine raised an eyebrow as he tried to force his mind to come up with the perfect response as soon as possible. Last time he had told Kurt he didn't like his idea, he had needed three days and a large amount of cheesecake to convince the pregnant man to talk to him again. He knew he couldn't tell Kurt that it was like the pink version of Bluebeard's castle and – God, it couldn't cost that much.
"Uhm, I don't think we have enough place for that." Yeah, that's it.
"We have! I've just checked it!" Kurt replied happily.
Okay, you have to come up with something else, Blaine thought.
"Yeah, but it's..." Cheesy? Horrible? "...not practical. We will spend half of our nights in this room with the baby, we need place for the rocking chair. And where do you want to change diapers?"
"You're right" Kurt nodded hesitantly.
Blaine smiled triumphantly behind him.
"What about this one?" Kurt asked, pointing at the next picture. It was all pink with flowers and a big princess crib in the middle. It wasn't as bad as the first one but still...
"Can we find something that isn't from a Disney movie?" Blaine asked quietly.
Kurt sighed and closed the window. O-oh.
"Blaine, I want to make her room special. I don't want an ordinary crib with an ordinary wardrobe without any decoration. I want her to feel well at home" Kurt said, not looking at the other man.
"And we will make her room special" Blaine said and leaned down to hug Kurt from behind. "But it doesn't have to be like the small Rachel Berry's room. I know you will find out something to make it special without buying every single pink thing we can find."
"I will try" Kurt said finally and started another search. "What about this one?"
Blaine looked at the purple walls and the white-pink furniture. And don't forget the large mirror over the crib. Just like the magic mirror in the room of Snow White's stepmother.
"I will think about it" he said finally, rolling his eyes. He had to do something to change Kurt's taste.
~ o ~
Two days later, Isabelle called Kurt into her office. Immediately.
"Hey" Kurt greeted her and stepped into the room. "Is there something wrong?"
"Look at this!" Isabelle said and showed Kurt her tablet.
Kurt swallowed and sat down, not brave enough to look at the screen.
"Is it because of my blog? Did they not like it?" he asked.
"No, honey, of course not" Isabelle said. "Look!"
Kurt let out a shaky breath and looked at the screen in front of him. There was only one word written in front of him: Great. He didn't understand.
"What is that?" he asked.
"It's Anna's response" Isabelle said. "She loved your first post and she wants more. Preferably two per week. Can you do it?"
"I-I guess" Kurt answered. "I have a lot of topics I want to write about. Maybe I can come in earlier and..."
"No" Isabelle cut in. "Look, Kurt, you're amazing and we will miss you during your maternity leave but please, don't work too much. You don't have to prove anything. You did it in the last few years."
"It's not really a burden for me. I can do that. Really" Kurt said.
"Well, I don't have children but my sister has three, you know" Isabelle said. Kurt nodded. Isabelle had told him about her nephews. "And I know she hasn't slept since the first one was born. So you should enjoy the last months without the baby and relax as much as you can."
Kurt smiled.
"I know but I can't" he said. "I'm full of energy. I have to do something."
"Then buy clothes for the baby. Or make plans how you want the nursery to look like. Just don't work too much" Isabelle smiled.
"I won't" Kurt sighed.
"Besides, Joanne told me she wants you to be her model for the show" Isabelle said. "Did you say 'yes'?"
"God, I totally forgot about it" Kurt sighed and rubbed his forehead. "I don't know if I should do it. I never wanted to be a model, I'm not even sure I would be a good one..."
"Of course you would" Isabelle chimed in. "You should try. It's fun."
"I will think about it" Kurt said.
"But not too long. She will get somebody else if you aren't fast enough" Isabelle smiled.
"It would be such a shame" Kurt said and laughed.
~ o ~
Later that evening, Kurt was lying on the couch at home, watching some TV show and waiting for Blaine to come back from the kitchen with their snacks. He was thinking about Joanne's offer and didn't notice his hand moving up and down on his baby bump.
"You look great like this" Blaine said from behind him as he arrived with a bowl of popcorn in his hands. "So peaceful."
"Really? I'm everything but peaceful now" Kurt replied and sat back up.
"Is there something wrong?" Blaine asked and sat down, too, giving Kurt the bowl.
"No, not really" Kurt answered and put some popcorn into his mouth. "You know we made an interview with Joanne Roberts, right?"
Blaine nodded.
"She wants me to be her model for her next fashion show."
Blaine started laughing. Kurt remained serious and... hurt? Blaine fell silent immediately.
"Wait! You aren't joking?" he asked.
"Of course not!" Kurt said in frustration.
"Really? It's great, Kurt!" Blaine said.
"Yeah, really" Kurt muttered. "I don't want people laughing at me. I will just say 'no'."
"What? No, you can't do that" Blaine said and grabbed Kurt's hand. "It's really great, Kurt. Wasn't it your dream to step onto the stage at a fashion show?"
Kurt sighed and pulled his hand back.
"Yes, my fashion show. But I don't know if I want to be a model. A pregnant model for a designer who makes clothes for pregnant men. I'm afraid of what people will think."
"Look at me" Blaine said and waited for Kurt to meet his eyes. "You are the best looking pregnant man. If somebody deserves to be there, it's you."
"But what if they won't like it? I'm not sure I could take negative critiques in this state" Kurt said, looking down again.
"I will deal with idiots, don't worry" Blaine smiled.
"So you think I should say 'yes'?" Kurt asked uncertainly.
"Definitely" Blaine smiled.
~ o ~
Kurt decided to go home earlier the following day. He was tired and he knew his next days will be much longer. He had called Joanne to let her know he would be her model for the show and the woman wanted to meet him the next day. So he decided he earned an afternoon just for himself.
He stepped into the apartment and decided to eat something. He was really hungry. But as he stepped into the living room, he found Blaine – who was only dressed in a pair of briefs – humming and dancing around in the room. Kurt stopped immediately, licking his lips. He felt himself turning on just from the sight.
Blaine turned around, still dancing, but when he spotted Kurt, his eyes widened and he stopped in the middle of his movement.
"Kurt? Wha-what are you doing here?" he asked and tried to hide behind the couch.
"I live here" Kurt smiled and forced his eyes away from Blaine's chest. "I wanted to come home earlier to have some rest. And what are you doing here so early?"
Blaine gulped and looked down.
"I just... my last class was canceled" he said. "And I needed a shower. That's all."
"And you decided to start dancing instead of dressing up?" Kurt asked and had to suppress a smile.
"Well... Uhm... kind of?" Blaine said. "Can we not talk about it, please?"
"Of course. Go, get dressed, I will make something for lunch" Kurt said and disappeared in the kitchen.
Minutes later, Blaine came back, now fully dressed. Kurt had just finished their sandwiches and waited for Blaine beside the table. The man sat down and looked at his one. And then looked at it again.
"Uhm, Kurt, I thought your weird cravings were over" he said and pointed at the mayonnaise and peanut butter on the bread.
"It's not weird" Kurt said, eating his sandwich. "Come on, just try it."
"I think I will make something else for myself, but thank you" Blaine said and stood up to make another sandwich. "You know, I think we have to talk about something."
Kurt felt something cold in his chest. He hated those words.
"The month is over and we..."
He knew it. Kurt remembered what they had agreed in. They had given each other a month to try out if they can live together. And Blaine thinks they can't.
"You... you don't think it will work?" Kurt asked desperately. "But why? I-I thought we're fine. I... We... We're dating again, and-and talking and watching movies..."
"Kurt, calm down" Blaine said as he saw tears forming in the pregnant man's eyes. "I don't want to break up with you. Well, I don't even know if we are back together, so I think we should talk about it. And since this month was beautiful I think we should go out and celebrate that we could make it work."
"Oh" Kurt said. "So you think we can do this?"
"Of course" Blaine laughed. "And I planned something for tonight. I think you will like it."
"And what is it?" Kurt asked. He stood up and stepped to Blaine, leaning closer.
"You have to wait to find out" Blaine said and closed the distance between them.
~ o ~
Kurt had the best night of his life. After a romantic dinner in their favourite restaurant, Blaine took him to the Plaza Hotel and they went for a Carriage ride. Although he had been living in New York for almost ten years, Kurt never tried it. It was something he always imagined experiencing with Blaine and finally, his dream came true.
When they got home late that night, Blaine opened the door and let him go inside first. As Kurt walked into the living room, he found a bouquet of red roses standing in a vase in the middle of the table.
"These are for you" Blaine smiled, stepping to the table.
"Thank you. But-but how?" Kurt asked in awe. Blaine was with him the whole time, how could he get the flowers into the apartment?
"It's a secret" Blaine smiled. He had asked Rachel to buy the flowers and leave them on the table, he had given her the keys to get in, but he didn't want to tell Kurt. "Do you like them?"
"They are beautiful, Blaine, thank you" Kurt said.
"I would ask you if you want some wine, but since you're not allowed to drink... do you want some orange juice?" Blaine asked.
"Yes, that would be great" Kurt laughed.
He sat down and waited for Blaine to come back. The man appeared only seconds later, with two glasses of orange juice in his hands.
"You know you can drink alcohol if you want" Kurt said and took a glass from Blaine.
"It's fine, I love orange juice" Blaine said.
"Sure" Kurt muttered. "So, have you thought about names for the baby?"
Blaine shook his head.
"No, I think we should find the right one together" he said.
They were sitting in silence for the next minutes. Kurt enjoyed the time to watch Blaine – and imagine things with Blaine – as the other man tried to find the best time to ask Kurt what he wanted to know.
"Uhm... I think we should talk about something" Blaine started. Kurt put down his glass and gave him his full attention. "I'm so happy with you, Kurt, and I'm glad we could do it. But... I just... I don't know... What are we for each other, Kurt? Are we together? Because I don't know. We said it out the first time, and when we got back together but now I don't know if this is real, if we are together or it's just a thing because we're going to have a baby..."
Kurt smiled as he listened to Blaine's babbling and leaned closer slowly to silence the other man with a gentle kiss. When he pulled away, Blaine looked surprised and confused.
"Is that a 'yes'?" he asked quietly. Kurt laughed.
"I don't know what you mean because I couldn't really follow your babble but if you want to know if we are together, I think the answer is 'yes'" he said.
Blaine's eyes widened and it made Kurt confused.
"What? Isn't it what you wanted?" he asked.
"Of course it is" Blaine said quickly. "It's just... I love to hear it."
"In that case" Kurt started and climbed over Blaine to sit on his lap. "I have something for you, boyfriend."
"Kurt? What are you doing?" Blaine asked as Kurt started pressing kisses on his neck.
The other man smiled and ran his hands down Blaine's chest, then moved his head back up to kiss Blaine.
"Tell me if you want me to stop" Kurt whispered.
That was the last thing Blaine wanted. He moaned as Kurt's fingers found his rapidly hardening cock and stroked it gently through the fabric of his pants. Blaine leaned forward to kiss Kurt and reached with his hands behind the pregnant man to grab his ass.
"God, I want you so badly" Kurt moaned into his ears.
Blaine couldn't hold himself back anymore. He needed Kurt, preferably without his clothes on, in his bed. Now.
He grabbed Kurt's legs just under his ass and stood up with him. Thanks to the workout in the last years, he could easily hold the pregnant man in his arms as he slowly walked towards his bedroom while kissing Kurt. When they reached the bed, he lowered Kurt onto the mattress and climbed over him. He started undressing the other man, careful to not hurt his baby bump while his lips found Kurt's once again.
Kurt ran his fingers through Blaine's hair and moved his legs up around Blaine's waist.
"You're so flexible" Blaine whispered against Kurt's lips.
"Do you like it?" Kurt asked flirtily and rocked his hip, smiling at Blaine's response as the man moaned and moved his fingers faster to undress Kurt as soon as possible.
Kurt seemed to be more practiced and freed Blaine from his shirt before the man could notice it. Then he moved his hands down to the man's pants and unbuttoned it easily.
"Don't ask" Kurt said hastily when Blaine pulled away ad gave him a surprised look.
He grabbed Blaine's arm to push him down onto the mattress, then jumped up for a second to take off his jeans. When he was completely naked, he climbed back into Blaine's waiting arms and kissed him hard before moving back down to help the man get out of his pants.
"Better" Kurt smiled and leaned down again to press his lips over Blaine's.
Blaine reached out blindly to open his nightstand and find the bottle of lube. He knew he had put it there when they had moved in – secretly hoping that he and Kurt could use it soon –, opened it and poured some on his fingers. He moved his hand behind Kurt, right to his entrance and pushed the first finger forward. He stopped almost immediately as he saw Kurt biting his lip in pain. He pulled his hand back but Kurt grabbed it and placed it back.
"It's okay" he said. "Just... slowly."
"Okay" Blaine nodded.
He kissed Kurt's neck and used his free hand to reach down and stroke Kurt's member. As the man relaxed in his touch, he pushed his finger forward. This time, Kurt was too lost in pleasure to notice it and Blaine started moving his finger slowly in and out. Soon, he added a second, then a third finger.
When Kurt felt he was ready, he took Blaine's hand and kissed it gently. Then he pressed his legs to Blaine's side and positioned himself over his cock.
"Wait!" Blaine said suddenly and grabbed Kurt's wrists.
"What's wrong?" Kurt asked in confusion. He hoped Blaine didn't want to stop him because it would be so cruel.
"I just... Are you sure we won't hurt the baby?" Blaine asked.
"Of course" Kurt smiled and leaned forward to kiss Blaine.
"But what if I hurt her?" Blaine asked again, pushing Kurt away just enough to look into his eyes.
"Blaine, the baby is safe in there, you can't hurt her" Kurt laughed.
"But... what if she can feel it? I don't want her to hate me because of it."
Kurt threw his head back and laughed. Blaine was so adorable, really believing that the baby could feel what they were doing.
"Blaine, the baby can't feel it" he said, smiling. "She is in the middle of a pool in my stomach, there is no way you could hurt her. Besides, if I'm in a good mood, she will be, too. I don't think she would hate you for it."
"Oh... Okay" Blaine said.
Kurt nodded and started lowering himself onto Blaine's cock.
"But what if..." Blaine started but Kurt pressed his index finger over Blaine's lips, silencing him.
"Shut up" he said.
"But what..." Blaine started again, so Kurt leaned down to suck on the sensitive skin just behind his ear. He knew Blaine liked it.
"But... But... Okay, I believe you" Blaine said as he could barely hold himself back to not push his hips up as Kurt moved slowly downwards and worked on his neck at the same time.
It was pure torture.
"Do you want me to move?" Kurt asked and licked Blaine's neck playfully. "Or just stay this way?"
"God, just... just..." Blaine couldn't come up with a coherent answer.
"I think you want this" Kurt smiled and started moving up and down on Blaine's cock slowly.
"You drive me crazy" Blaine managed to say between moans of pleasure. He grabbed Kurt's waist and rocked his hips as Kurt lowered himself back down.
Soon, Kurt was riding his cock fast, his hands wandering up and down on Blaine's chest, enjoying the touch of the bare skin. He wanted this for so long. Thanks to his sensitivity because of the pregnancy and living without sex since months, Kurt was on the edge of his orgasm in no time. He wanted them to come at the same time, so he bent down to kiss Blaine and then moved his lips down to the man's ear. He bit down gently and smiled as Blaine moaned and squeezed his waist. He repeated it once again before straightening back up and pushing himself down onto Blaine's cock hard.
Blaine felt his orgasm exploding and running through his whole body as he cried out Kurt's name. The man over him smiled and came just before Blaine could touch him. Kurt slowed down, panting, enjoying every single wave of pleasure, before he stopped.
He looked down at Blaine under him. The man was unmoving, his hands resting on Kurt's knees as he tried to slow down his breathing to normal. Kurt wanted to stay that way forever but he felt his legs shaking. He climbed down from Blaine's lap and lay down beside him. Blaine turned to his side immediately to make him enough place.
As they were lying there, their hands enlaced, pressing their foreheads to the other's, it was like the first time they had been together.
It was perfect.