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Blaine woke up to a very nice situation. He was lying on his back in a comfortable, warm bed and he moaned as sparks of pleasure ran through his body. And it happened again. And again. He was wondering of it was a sex dream but he was too awake for that. So he opened his eyes.
Yeah. If it was a sex dream, it was too real because he found himself in Kurt's old bedroom in Lima with Kurt between his legs and God, he was sucking on his hard cock. It was fantastic.
"I don't want to wake up. Ever" he muttered happily.
Kurt pulled back to smile at him.
"It's not a dream" he replied.
"What?" Blaine asked in confusion.
"Well, I was horny and you didn't wake up, so..." Kurt blushed and looked away.
"So you thought you would give me a blowjob?" Blaine laughed.
"Yeah?" Kurt said uncertainly.
Blaine laughed again and reached out to grab Kurt's hand.
"Come here" he whispered.
Kurt climbed back beside Blaine and kissed him lightly.
"I can leave you alone if you don't..." he started but Blaine silenced him with another kiss.
"I'm like a teenager. I'm always ready for a good morning sex" Blaine said while his hands were already between Kurt's legs.
"Just be quiet. I don't want to alert my father" Kurt said.
Blaine froze immediately. He was too lost in his thoughts and feelings to think about the possibility that Burt Hummel would hear them, or even worse, walking in as they...
"Okay, we can't do this here" he decided.
"Blaine, it's okay, I locked the door and it's not like my father and Carole don't know that we have sex" Kurt smiled and stroked his cock lightly.
"Your dad would kill me if he finds out what we are doing here" Blaine said seriously.
"Blaine, I'm pregnant with your baby. I think they know we have sex occasionally" Kurt replied.
"But not in their house."
Blaine was already imagining the furious Burt Hummel aiming his shotgun at him.
"Relax, it will be fine" Kurt said and didn't give him the chance to object.
Blaine found himself pushed back down onto the mattress as Kurt kissed him hard and climbed onto Blaine's lap. He grabbed Blaine's hand and guided it to his entrance, pushing his index finger inside.
"But-but I don't want to..." Blaine started but Kurt placed his finger over his lips.
"It will be fine. Calm down" Kurt said.
He held Blaine's hand in place as he started sinking down onto Blaine's finger and then back up slowly.
"God, you're so hot like this" Blaine breathed.
Kurt smiled and after a few minutes, he added another. And then another. Soon, he was fucking himself with Blaine's three fingers, moaning every time when they hit his prostate. He reached out with his free hand to stroke Blaine's hard on but the man pushed his hand away. Kurt stopped and looked at him in confusion.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"If you touch me and continue this with my fingers, I won't be able to hold back any longer" Blaine said honestly.
Oh. Kurt was surprised to hear that and forgot about everything else for a moment.
"It doesn't mean I don't want you. I want you. Now. But not your hand." Blaine wanted to slap himself right then. Why couldn't he find the right words? He should have been romantic.
"As you wish" Kurt smiled.
He pulled out Blaine's fingers and positioned himself over Blaine's cock. He stroked it a few times and then guided it to his entrance. He made a few slow circles around his hole with the head of Blaine's cock before he pushed himself down.
"Oh" Blaine breathed at the sudden sensation.
"Do you like it?" Kurt asked and pulled himself back up, taking out Blaine's cock. Then he placed it back and sank the whole way down.
"You're driving me crazy" Blaine gasped.
He grabbed Kurt's hands and brought them to his lips, kissing his knuckles as Kurt sped up. They were breathing heavily, and Blaine felt himself getting close but he wanted to hold back for Kurt. The pregnant man leaned back, supporting his weight on Blaine's legs and cried out when he finally came, shaking from his climax. Blaine followed just seconds later as he kept his hands tightly around Kurt's waist.
They were staring into each others eyes, breathing heavily, before Kurt climbed down and lay back down beside Blaine.
"I love you" Kurt whispered and kissed Blaine. The other man smiled into the kiss and grabbed his waist, pulling him closer.
"I love you, too."
They broke apart and stayed unmoving for minutes before Kurt started laughing.
"What?" Blaine asked in confusion.
"That was definitely loud enough for my father to hear" Kurt smiled.
Blaine paled immediately.
"Can I ask something?" he asked quietly. Kurt nodded. "Does your father have a shotgun?"
"No. Why?" Kurt asked.
Blaine sighed and closed his eyes.
"Just asking."
~ o ~
Blaine decided to keep distance from Burt for the rest of their visit. The man didn't say a word during breakfast but later that day, he caught Blaine alone in the living room and asked him to forget about morning activities with his son in his house. It wasn't a command but Burt was looking so seriously that Blaine got scared. He nodded hastily and fled from the living room before Burt could consider getting a gun or something. That man was so frightening sometimes.
Kurt didn't help him at all. He was as horny as usually and he tried to have sex with Blaine just after lunch, dragging him into their room when Burt sat down to watch the game. Blaine remembered the way Burt had looked at him and decided to convince Kurt that it wasn't the right time. Luckily, Kurt believed him when he said he heard Burt coming up the stairs, and Blaine left the room as soon as possible before Kurt could come up with a new plan.
Later that afternoon, he asked Kurt to go out with him that night, watch a movie and have dinner, so they didn't have to stay in the Hudmel house and they could get away from Burt's watchful eyes. Kurt agreed immediately and he spent the rest of the afternoon with searching for the right clothes.
They enjoyed the night together. First they went to see a romantic movie because Kurt had chosen that one, and they spent that two hours with holding hands and sharing soft kisses, not really paying attention to the movie. Blaine knew they wouldn't be able to have programs like this after the baby's birth, so he enjoyed every single moment of the peaceful night they had. After the movie, they went to Breadstix to have dinner.
"Do you remember how many times we came here after school?" Kurt smiled as they waited for their dinner to arrive.
"Every Friday. Sometimes on other days too" Blaine replied.
"Just because you were scared of coming over" Kurt smiled.
"Because your dad made it clear he didn't want to see me in your bedroom" Blaine said.
"Well, since you asked him to talk to me about sex and then started dating me..." Kurt laughed.
Blaine blushed and looked away.
"Okay, it was a crazy idea" he sighed.
"But it explains why he asked about you and me so often. He thought you wanted to have sex with me" Kurt smiled.
"Well, maybe I didn't realise it then, but I really wanted to" Blaine said.
Their food arrived and they started eating in silence.
"I loved coming here" Kurt said. "Except for that one time when Karofsky and his friends followed me and dropped a whole plate of pasta over my head."
Blaine froze. It was the first time that Kurt talked about the bullying since they had gotten back together.
"I'm sorry" Kurt said hastily. "I didn't want to talk about your ex..."
"It's okay" Blaine cut in.
"No. I know you loved him and I shouldn't talk about him like this. He changed, he's not that asshole anymore" Kurt replied.
Blaine took a deep breath and put down his fork. He wanted to talk about this with Kurt and the time seemed to be perfect.
"I have to tell you something" he said quietly. Kurt looked at him in confusion. Blaine took a deep breath and just blurted out. "I never loved Dave."
Kurt remained silent, still looking confused.
"I-I don't understand" he said finally when Blaine didn't continue.
"I wasn't with Dave because I loved him. It was... well, it was just because of you" Blaine said.
"What do you mean?" Kurt asked.
"I was so angry, I wanted to show you that... that I can live happily without you" Blaine answered. He felt ashamed and wasn't able to look into Kurt's eyes. "When you came back, I asked Dave to move in with me. Because I was scared that I would run to you and beg you to take me back."
Kurt was speechless. He had spent all these years in a relationship he hadn't really wanted because he had thought Blaine hated him and he had moved on. Was it just a lie?
"It doesn't make any sense. You started dating another man, you moved in with him, because you still loved me?" he asked.
"Yeah?" Blaine said uncertainly.
Kurt jumped up from the table.
"You're kidding, right?" he asked, causing a few guests to look at him.
"You kicked me out. What else should I have done?" Blaine asked.
"What else? Blaine, I didn't see anyone for six months because I respected our relationship" Kurt said. "Because I felt bad for doing that to us and I wasn't sure what I did was right. And it really wasn't. I came back to find you and get you back, but what did I find? That you already moved on."
"It was a bad decision, that's right, but you were the one who called off the engagement" Blaine said.
Now most of the people in the restaurant were staring at them.
"So you decided to live together with another man whom you never loved?" Kurt asked.
"Harsh, dude" the boy behind them said.
"It none of your business" Blaine said and then turned back to Kurt. "Look, can we talk about this privately?"
Kurt sighed and looked around. He didn't want to make a scene and all the attention they got made him uncomfortable. He grabbed his wallet, threw some cash onto the table and grabbed Blaine's arm, leading him out of the restaurant.
"Okay, talk" he said when they reached the parking lot.
"Before you think I lied to Dave, he knew about it. He knew how I felt about you" Blaine said.
Kurt had to take a few deep breaths. This story was getting more and more complicated.
"When I started dating him, he knew I was angry because of the breakup. He knew I still loved you and when you came back, he asked me about my feelings again. I told him that I couldn't move on completely and he offered me to move out" Blaine said.
"But you stayed together" Kurt said quietly.
"Yes" Blaine nodded. "I knew I wasn't ready to start over with you, I was afraid of getting hurt again. I loved you so much, the breakup destroyed me completely. I didn't want that again. So I stayed. You went back to New York and I could pretend like nothing happened. Dave and I were friends, so the relationship worked without deeper feelings. Until he found the man he loved."
Kurt finally understand why Blaine hadn't been devastated at the wedding. Why he could talk about the breakup with Karofsky so easily. Because it wasn't a true relationship. He pressed his lips together and acted on intinct – he slapped Blaine hard.
"You're an idiot" he said. "We could have spent that five years together."
"I know, Kurt, and I'm..."
Kurt grabbed the back of his neck and kissed him. Blaine needed a few seconds to respond since he didn't expect this reaction after Kurt had slapped him. When he finally took in what was happening, he smiled and put his arms around Kurt.
"Promise me..." Kurt started but leaned forward again to kiss him. "...that you won't lie to me. Never again."
"I promise" Blaine said.
~ o ~
Their days in Lima passed away quickly and they spent their last afternoon with packing their things. They had to leave early the next morning and Kurt suggested to get ready, so they wouldn't forget anything. Blaine was in the bathroom, organising the towels and searching for his toothbrush when somebody knocked on their door. He frowned and walked out into the bedroom. He found Burt standing beside the door and he looked sombrely. Blaine gulped. He didn't remember doing something wrong.
"Is everything alright?" he asked.
"Your mother is here" Burt answered.
Blaine's eyes widened. He hadn't talked to his mother since weeks.
"My mother?" he asked but he followed Burt out of the bedroom and down the stairs.
True to Burt's words, his mother was standing in the living room, playing with her hands. When she heard the footsteps and saw her son, she smiled.
"Blaine!" she cried out and stepped closer to hug her son. Blaine stayed unmoving as his mother hugged him and kissed his cheek. "I missed you."
"What are you doing here?" Blaine asked.
"I will leave you two alone. Call me if you need anything" Burt said and disappeared behind the kitchen's door before Blaine could respond.
"What are you doing here?" he asked again when Burt walked out.
"Can we sit down and talk?" his mother asked.
Blaine nodded and walked to the couch. He waited for his mother to sit down and then he took a seat on the othr end of the couch.
"Okay. What do you want to talk about?" he asked harshly.
"Why are you angry?" Pam asked quietly.
"Well, let's see. I'm finally back together with the love of my life, we're expecting our first child and you don't care. You only called me to let me know you don't want me to be there on your anniversary" Blaine said.
"It was your father's idea, not mine" Pam said, looking down.
"It's not like you did anything to make him change his mind" Blaine rolled his eyes. "Why are you here? I thought you're celebrating your fantastic marriage with your friends."
"We're getting a divorce."
Blaine's eyes really wasn't what he expected to hear form his mother.
"Bu-but... What?" he asked.
Pam smiled sadly.
"It hasn't worked for a long time" she said.
"But you love each other!" Blaine almost shouted. Okay, he wasn't the greatest fan of his father but he never wanted his parents to get divorced.
"No, we don't" his mother said. "We only stayed together because of you and Cooper. But you're adults, you don't need us anymore. So it's time to move on, maybe we have enough time left to start over with somebody else."
Blaine blinked a few times. It was so absurd, it had to be a dream. But he didn't wake up.
"I'm moving back to my parents' old house but I wanted to see you and Kurt before I leave" Pam said and tried to smile. It was the moment when Blaine noticed the dark bags under her eyes, and he felt bad for talking to her so venomously earlier.
"I'm so sorry, mom" he said quietly and grabbed his mother's hands.
"Don't be. It's not your fault. On the contrary, the best thing that happened to me in this marriage are you and Cooper. I'm so proud of you" Pam said.
Blaine smiled sadly.
"If you need anything, just call me" he said.
"What I need now is my family. So tell me, where's Kurt? I would like to see him" Pam said.
"He's in the garden but I will call him" Blaine said and jumped up to go and find Kurt.
Pam stayed on the couch, staring into the nothing as she waited for Blaine and Kurt to arrive. The two men came back only a few minutes later and Pam smiled when she saw them holding hands. Then her eyes wandered to Kurt's growing stomach and her smile widened.
"It's good to see you, Kurt" she said and went to the man to greet him.
"It's good to see you too, madam" Kurt replied politely.
"Call me Pam, I think it's time to get through the formalities" Pam said. She almost reached out to put her hand over Kurt's stomach but then she stopped. "Can I...?"
"Of course" Kurt nodded. "Most of the people don't ask."
"I know, I always hated it when strangers tried to touch my stomach" Pam rolled her eyes and put her hands on Kurt's stomach. "It's beautiful. Can you feel her?"
"Yes. She's asleep now but when she isn't, she can't stop kicking me" Kurt replied.
"And it will be even worse. By the time you reach the 40th week, you will beg your doctor to get her out somehow" Pam smiled.
"It's getting harder" Kurt agreed. "The second trimester's almost over and sometimes I feel like everything hurts."
"You will get through it in no time. Trust me. But then, you will have the worst months of your life" Pam said.
"Oh, no, mom, Burt and Carole already told us about it" Blaine sighed.
"Then I will just give you an advice: enjoy every second but she will grow up in a blink and you won't get back these years with her" Pam said.
Blaine and Kurt looked at each other and smiled. They knew very well what it was like when they wated time they couldn't get back.